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tingzhejiangyuchenmaiyuandehua，wozhiyaotou。
“meichicu，wochishenmecu？wozhunimenbainianhaohe，zaoshengguizi。”
woxiaohehedishuoleyiju，jiutuikailejiangyuchen：“jiangxiaojie，mafanrangrang，woshangbankuaichidaole。”
“xuzhixiang！ninaogoulemeiyou！”
jiangyuchenyonglidizhuazhuwodeshouwan，nuhouleqilai。
我被抓得生疼。
“jiangyuchen，nifangshou！”
“我不放！”
“woshuoguole，nizuotianzoulehou，womenjiuzaiyemeiyouguanxile。”
“ninengbunengbuyaozheimeyouzhi！”
“youzhi？jiangyuchen，youzhideshini！”
“你......”
“baoan，bataganchuqu！”
wobuxiangzaigenjiangyuchenjiuchan，hanlailebaoan。
jiangyuchenbeibaoanjiazou，haiduiwonuhouzhe。
kanzhetadexiaochouxingjing，woyuelaiyuejuedezijizuodedui。
yexu，wozaogaizheimezuole，zaogaigentaduangeganjing。
zheiqiniandeshijian，jiudangshiweilegouba。
woshoushixinqing，burangzijishoujiangyuchendeyingxiang。
yinweimanghunlideshiqing，wodangelehenduogongzuo。
jintianyitianquandoupuzaigongzuoshang，yizhimangdaowanshangshidianduocaixiaban。
pibeidirouzhemeixin，woconggongsilizouchulai，suolesuobozi。
wanshangdefeng，haishiyouxieliangde。
woanleancheyaochi，jiuzaizhunbeikaimenjinqudeshihou，yituanheiyinghurancongpangbiancuanlechulai。
woheleyitiao，jiezheludengdeguang，caikanqingshijiangyuchen。
“jiangyuchen，niyoubingba！”
wochadianmeibeihegebansi，jiusuanshibieren，woyebuhuiyouhaolianse，genghekuangshijiangyuchen。
“xuzhixiang，meixiangdaonibiaomianyitaobeihouyitao！”
jiangyuchensisizhuazhuwodejianbang，mianmuzhengningdikanzhewo。
womeitoujinzhou，yonglidishuaikaita。
“jiangyuchen，nibiegenwofanhuna！womenlianggezhijian，yijingmeiguanxile，nibuquzhaonidebingzhengdidi，haichanzhe**shenme？”
“nihaihaoyisishuo！xuzhixiang，yaobushinidadianhuajibingzheng，shuodoushiyinweita，nicaibugenwojiehunde，bingzhengyebuhuineijiudicongyiyuantiaolou！”
jiangyuchenzhuazhewodeshou，yanzhongdoukuaiyaopenchuhuolai。
woxianshiyijing，suihoujiushilengxiao。
“xiebingzhengtiaoloule？silemei？”
woyitingjiuzhidaozheishixiebingzhengguanyongdeximale。
装病，割腕，自残。
zheiqinianlai，tashenmezhaoshimeiyongguo？
liunianqian，wogenjiangyuchenguozhounianjinianri，xiebingzhengguyilaiwojiadafanlewozuixinaidetaocichaju。
wohenxinteng，danzaijiangyuchendequanshuoxia，meishuoshenme。
kexiebingzhenghuiquhou，dadianhuajijiangyuchen，shuotahenneijiu，duibuqiwo，xilegelengshuizaodongganmaole。
jiangyuchenwenyan，jijimangmangquzhaoguta。
wodedaoxiaoxi，yequlexiebingzhengjia，yijinmenjiukandaoxiebingzhenggenjiangyuchenbingjianzuozhekandianshi，neiyoushuoyouxiaodeyangzi，nalixiangshibingle。
sannianqian，wogenjiangyuchenzaixishuangbannalvyou，dabanyede，womenliangzhengzaichanmian，xiebingzhengdeyitongdianhua，jiurangjiangyuchenchuanyifuzouren。
tachoushenjiuzou，jiangwoyigerenrengzaijiudian，liyoushixiebingzhengyiyuzhengfazuo，gewanzishale。
dandengwohuiquhou，fenmingmeizaixiebingzhengdeshouwanshangkandaorenheshangkou。
suoyi，zheiyici，kendingyejiushixiebingzhengdebaxibale。
yejiushijiangyuchenxinta，haobuhuaiyi。
yihuozhe，jiangyuchenyezhidao，dantaganyuandanggeshazi。