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jintianshiwohewozhangfudejiehunjinianri，
wokandaowodezhangfubayigenvrendaihuilejia。
tamenzaicanzhuoshangchizhelangmandezhuguangwancan，zaishafashangjinqingyongwen。
wolenglengdiwangzhezheiyimu，zhongyurenwukeren，shenshou，
“啪”
卧室的灯开了。
......
jintianshiwohejiyimingjiehunwuzhouniandejinianri。
erwodezhangfu，quejiangyigenvrendaihuilejia。
tamenzaicanzhuoshangchizhelangmandezhuguangwancan，zaishafashangwangwodijiewen，congshafachanmiandaowoshi，zaineizhang，shuyuwohejiyimingdehunchuangshang。
zheigenvrenworenshi，shijiyimingdemishusongyao，zheisannianlaishibushidichuxianzaiwohejiyimingdejiali。
chuangtoudengliangzhe，hunandedengguangxia，nanrenyishouyusongyaoshizhixiangkou。wolenglengdiwangzhezheiyimu，wozaogaixiangdaohuiyouzheimeyitiande，
danrujinqinyansuojian，xinzhongnanmianhaishiyouxiebeiliang，
zaiwomendejiehunjinianrizheitian，
wodezhangfumeiyouxiangqitadeqizi，quehelingyigenvrenqinmi。
kanzheyanqianzheiyimu，wozhongyurenwukerendishenshou，
“啪”
卧室的灯亮了。
“啊——”
bansuizheyishengnvrenjingkongdejianjiao，songyaojinjindisuozaijiyimingdehuaili，wangxiangwodeyanshenlimanshijingkong。
tamenzhongyukeyikandaowole。
“xiaonian......”yishengdaizhenanyizhixindeninan。
jiyimingkandaolewo，taturanshuaixiahuailidenvren，jibuxiangwozoulai，yixianglengjingzichidelianshanghaidaizhejiqingguohoudechaohong。
“xiaonian，shinihuilailema？”
jiyimingshengyinjidong，shenchushuangshouxiangyaobaozhuwo，ranertadeshuangshouquechuanguolewodeshenti，zhiyongzhuleyituankongqi，nanrenshuangshouyijiang。
没错，我已经死了。
sizailesannianqianjiyimingdeshengrineitian，zaihejiyimingpashandeshihoubushencongshanyazhuiluo，dangchangshenwang。
zaiyouyishideshihou，wojiuyilinghundexingtaichuxianzailejiazhong，wodelinghunbeikunzailezheili，yezaiyetabuchujiamenbanbu。
woyilinghundexingtaipeilejiyimingsannian，wokandaotaweiwodesisixinliefeiditongku，yewanbaozhewodexiangpianzhanzhuannanmian。
woyekandaolezaiwosihoudediyinian，songyaoshizenmeyibubuchuxianzaijiyimingdeshenbian，ranhouyouruheyidiandiandijizhandiaowozaijiyimingxinzhongdeweizhide。woyekandaolejiyimingduitadetaiducongyikaishidegezhonglengmo，zhujianbianderuanhualeqilai。
tayimishudeshenfenpeizaijiyimingshenbian，
congyikaishidelaijiazhongzhaojiyimingnawenjian，zaidaojiangyingchouhouzuijiudejiyimingfuhuijiazhong，qingroudiweitacashilianpang，ranhouzaitadechunshangyinxiayiwen，ranhoujinghesidecongcongliqu。
zhiliuxiabengaishuizhedejiyiming，hetaweizhengdeshuangyan。
zaihoulai，linyuhoudetadiyicisuzailejiazhong。
hunshenshilulukelianbabadedongrenzitaidadonglejiyiming，
ranhou，tamendiyicijiewenle。
tamenxiangyongermian，ziwosihouyixianglengdandejiyiming，zaimianduisongyaoshi，zaiyiciluchulexiangduidaiwoshidewenrou。
“yiming，wozhidaonixianzaihaiwangbuleta，haiaizheta，danshimeiguanxi，wozhixiwangninengzainanguoshihuitoukankanwo，zhidaohaiyourenpeizainishenbian，yourenzaiaizheni，neiyangwojiuxinmanyizule。”
“wojiuzheiyidianxiaoxiaodeyuanwang，nijiumanzuwohaobuhao？”
songyaoshuangjianzhandou，leiruyuxia，。
jiyimingzhushizhenvrenyingmanleizhudeshuangyan，liangjiu，qingqingbaozhuleta。
wodelinghunpiaozaishangkong，kanzhezheiciyandeyimu，wodexinxiangshibeisikaileyidaokouzi，huhudewanglimianguanzhelengfeng，cigudetongmimimamademanyankailai。
我明白了。
wodezhangfuyaokaishixuanzewangjiwo，jieshouxinshenghuole。
wonanshoudixiangyaozhuakuang，danwozhidaowoyijingsile，meidaolirangjiyimingaiwoyibeizi。
kewokanzhesongyaoyidiandianqinzhanbengaishuyuwodejia，baozhejiyimingdegebosajiaotaowen，erjiyimingyenachuduidaiwoshidewenroutitielaiduidaita，weitazuofan，zaitashengliqideshihoujitarouxiaofushi。
wohaishijidudeshuangyanfahong，queyouzaitaxiangqiwoshirenbuzhuxiangyaolengxiao，
“jiranniyijingaishangleta，haijiaxingxingkanwozhaopianganshenme？”wosihouzheliulei。
可是季易鸣听不到。
eryuanbenfangzaichuangtoujushangdewodezhaopian，yebeisongyaoshouleqilai，rengzailechoutishenchu，
jiyimingkandaole，yemeiyouzeguaisongyao，zhishiqingshengshuoleju“chifanle”，jiuzouchulewoshi。
zhiliuxiasongyaozaiyuandixiaodekaixin，
“chennianachennian，tacengjingneimeaini，xianzainihaibushishujilewo。”