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wodesixudoukongleyishun，xiayishixiangyaokaikoujieshi。
“bushi，woshizhende......”
shenchilianshanghennankan，lvedaizheizebeideyanshenluozaiwoshenshang。
“nibuyuanyikeyishuo，hebizheiyangfeixinji，haixiangyonglihunlaibiwo。”
kongqiguanjinzuilirutongximidezhenzhaguo，woqiandongzuijiao，queshuobuchulaihua。
wocongmeixiangguowobazhenxiangtankaizaishenchimianqian，tajingranmeiyousihaokuijiu，haidaodayipalaizhizewo。
dagaikanwolianseshabai，tahuanleyuqi，jiangwobaozaihuaizhong。
“congzuotianzhidaonihuaiyunhouwojiudaxiaolezheigeniantou，nibuyongzaisahuang，erqieyigehuangyanjiuyaoyongwushugehuangyanquyuan，douyaodangmamaderenle，nixiubuxiu？ng？”
wozhangzhangzui，shengyinyadebuxiangyang：“nizheiyangduideqiwoma？”
shenchimianshangshanguoyimokuijiu，lianshengyindouruanxialai。
“duibuqiranran，shenjiayichuanxingxinzangbing，nizheixienianyizhimeihuaiyun，youyoushishenjiaweiyidejichengren，woyemeibanfa。”
woxiaodekuse：“woxianzaihuaiyun，shenjiahoujiyourenle，ruguowoyaonihewaimianduan......”
“zhizihuaitaishiyuecaishengxiayouyou，zheixieniantayigerenzaiwaimiandaihaizi，tawenshunshanliangcongbuqiuhuibao，wobukenengpaoxiata！”
shenchichushengdaduan，takanzhewoyandihuifubingleng，haowuaiyi。
“ranran，wojiniyizhoushijian，nihaohaokaolvxiaba。”
考虑什么？
接受他们母子吗？
wosisizuanjinshouxin，chedikanqingtadexuwei。
lihunxieyishuzaizhuozishangfangleyizhou，wozaoyiqianhaozi，shenchiquerutasuoyanyizhoudoumeihuilai。
lvsedeyinghuochongzaiyekongzhongliudong，wozaihuanghuzhongjiqi，neishiyeshizheiyangdeye，tajiangwoyongzaihuaizhong，shuoyongyuandoubuhuirangwohouhui。
shuobuhuirangwohouhuideren，quecongtoudaoweidouzaipianwo。
neishideyanleihexianzaizhonghe，suansecongzhijianyizhimandaoxindi。
shenchihuilaishihoukandaodejiushizaichuangbiankudaoshishengdewo，tabaoleguolai，shenshanghaidaizhelinliedehanqi。
tagancuituodiaowaitao，jiangwobingliangdeshoufangzaihuaizhongqunuan。
youneimeyishunjian，wohuanghujuedewomenhuidaolezuixiangaideshihou。
wobujinleiliumanmian，nannan：
“nixiangyaowodexinzangweishenmebuzhijiegaosuwo？”
“weishenmeyaobangwoandunwofumu，weishenmeyaoririweitamensongjing，weishenmeyaoduiwozheimehao，nizhibuzhidaoniduiwozheimehao，wohuiaishangnide。”
“weishenmeyaozheiyangpianwo？......wozhendehaohenni。”
zhangjiudechenmoxianggenbangzi，zaxinglewo。
shunzhetafuzayouyudeceliankanguoqu，wocaifaxianhuijiadebuzhitayige，haiyouneiduitashiruzhenbaodemunv。
zheishiwoheyezhiwunianhoudediyicixiangfeng。
kandechulaitabeishenchiyangdehenhao，meileguoqufenglidelengjiao，querdaizhideyunwei，rangzhenggerensanfazhewenrou。
而我......
touguochuanghushangdedaoying，wokandaozijiyanjinghongzhongdexianggehetao，shentichaliandaizhetoufayekuzaodefenchafanzhehuang。
很是狼狈不堪。
yezhikanzheshenchilanzaiwoyaojiandeshou，yanzhongdeshangxinbusizuojia，dantahaishiqingyaoxiachun，bapangbiandehaizituidaowomianqiangenwodazhaohu。
“jiejie，haojiubujian，zheishiyouyou。”