第4章 他憎恶——叛逃与欺骗

“shezhengwang……”yeyutongzhongyufanyingguolai,jianqingkuangyouxiebudui,xiangyaochusheng,caigangkaikou,yidaozhangfenglinglidedaguolai,tadeshentizaicifeilechuqu,zheiyici,zhijieshuaijinlebingliangdeheshuili。

“yutong!”fengyunqingjinghu。

gaibiaoxiande“danyou”haishiyaobiaoxianyixiade。

“buxiangtasi,jiumashangdaobenwanghuaililai!”nanrenyuqiyouxiebunai。

fengyunqinghedeshenziyidou,mangjibuzoudaoxuanyuanyelanmianqian,haimeizhanding,yaozhijiubeiyitiaotiebeilouzhule:“xiangtongle?buxihuanxuanyuanjuele?”

“xiangtongle,buxihuanle。”fengyunqingguaiqiaodehuida。

nanrenyinlengdeqixijiangzhenggerendoubaoguoqilai,tawufafankang,yebunengfankang。

dantazhidao,xuanyuanyelanbuxinta。

“也不恨他了?”

“bu!”tayaotou:“hen!”

yigeren,shizhendeneimekegumingxindechilianguolingyigeren,zenmekenengyixiajiumeiyouganqingle?

恨,也是一种感情。

cishi,tabunengdacuo,dacuole,ganggangneiyichangxijiubaiyanle。

xuanyuanyelan,zengepantaoheqipian。

tayaobaochou,yaobaohuhaofengjia,yaohaohaodehuoxiaqu,yaokandaozhananjiannvfuchudaijia,jiubunengzaibeinixuanyuanyelan。

shiyi,tajuedinghuanyizhongfangshiduidaixuanyuanyelan——tayaoyingheta,shuncongta,jiangtacongchoudibianchengkaoshan。

zheiwuyiyuyuhumoupi,yigebuxiaoxinjiuhuifenshensuigu。

dantafengyunqingyijingshisiguoderenle,haipashenmeni?

“neiburubenwangchushou,rangtazaiyehuibuleshangjingcheng?”zheihua,rengshishitan。

“jiuhuangshu,niweihefeiwobuke?”fengyunqingmangzhuanyilehuati:“wozhishishangjiazhinv,bianshiyinwodiedieyougongchaoting,fengleyonganhou,yebuguoshigexuzhi,rengbaituobuleshangjiadeshenfen。

kejiuhuangshushenfenzungui,moshuoshizaibenguo,bianshifangyansiguo,xiangyaonagegongzhu、junzhu、guinvzuowangfei,yedoushiqingeryijudeshiqing,kejiuhuangshuquexuanlewo,daodiweihe?”

fengjiashixuanyuanwangchaodeshoufu,shinianqian,jiangnanshuizai,beididahan,lieguochenjifanjing,guokunabuchuzugouduodeyinziyingduizheiyilianchuandehuoshi,shifengyunqingdefuqindaitoujuanchudabanjiacai,bangzhuguojiaduguoweiji。

weici,huangdicixiajuewei,shangjingchengduoleyizuoyonganhoufu,tayechengweileyonganhoudedinvdaxiaojie。

mingzihaotingle,quezhongjiubeineixiesuoweidezhenzhengdeqianjinguinvdikan,yuanyihetajiaowangderenyeshao,haoburongyiyougeyeyutong,qingyijiuchengletadeguizhongmiyou。

“nidehua,duole。”xuanyuanyelanmouyanweimi,tayiwei,fengyunqingbuhuizheimekuaiwenchuzheigewentide。

tahaoxiangzhendeyounalibuyiyangle。

fangcaizaichuancangli,neimenongliedehenheshaqi,guozhenzhishiyinweixuanyuanjuefuleta?

xiangdaofengyunqingweilexuanyuanjuezuodeneixieshi,xuanyuanyelandeyanliyoutengqibinglengdehanyi,dazhangyibakouzhufengyunqingdehounaoshao,kuangfengbaoyudewenluozaitadechunbanshang,caiwenlejixia,jiuzhijieyongyachiyaota,tachitong,weiweizhangkaizui,tadeshechenjizuanjinqu,jiangtazuilidekongqixishuqiangguang……

fengyunqingkuaiyaozhixi,queyouyouxiejingya。

zhiyinshangbeizitacongweiwenguota,meicitarenuleta,tadoushizhijieqiangshang,jiangtanvedebiantishanghen……

tadesixuyouxiepiaohu,shangbeizi,tacongzhanchanghuilailema?zhidaotasile,shishenmeganshou?

youhuozhe,tazhidaotahuailetadehaier,quebeizhemodeneimecan,sideneimejuewang,neimebuganxinma?

xiangdaoneigeshangweiwanquanchengxingjiuhuazuoleyitanxueshuidehaier,fengyunqinghuranjuededufuchukongkongde。

mimangzhiji,nanrendeshengyinyazheerduoxiangqi:“weiheshini?yinwei,yizhizhiyouni!”

yizhi?ruozhisuanzheibeizi,tarenshitahaibuzuliangyue。

“bushani,yigexuanyuanjue,peibushangnizheitiaoming,guaiguaidaizaiwoshenbian,ruohaiganpao,wojiuqinshouduolenizheishuangtui!”jinggaodehuadaizheshixuedesenleng,xiayike,nanrenquejiangtaxiaoxindebaozailehuaili,shizhanjuemiaodeqinggong,huiqushezhengwangfu,erbianzhishengxia“huhu”defengsheng。

tadehuaibaohenleng,querangfengyunqingshengchuyisiyiyangdeganjue。

tameiyouluozheshenzibeikanguang,meiyoubeishinvculudejiazhezairenaodejieshichuanguo,baoshoutuoqihebishi,ershitaqinzibaozheta,jiangtadelianzangqilai,chuleyeyutongheshezhengwangfuderen,shangjingchengbuhuizaiyourenzhidaoyuxuanyuanyelanzaiyiqidenvren,shitafengyunqing。

……

heshangbeiziyiyang,fengyunqingbeiguanzaileshezhengwangfudezhuyuan。menkouhechuanghudouyoushiweishouzhe,neixieanweitaqiaobujian,danshikendingyeshizaide。

yilianjitian,xuanyuanyelandoumeihuifu,buzhimangshenmequle,chuleziyou,fengyunqingzuoshenmedouxing。

tameiyouxiangshangbeizineiyangkunaozisha,huozheyingchuangchuqukanshoushangdeyeyutong,zhishizuozaichuangqian,touguochangkaidechuanghuwangzhetiankong,yanliyipianmamuyulengmo。

zhunquedeshuo,tayijingsanshiweirenle,diyishi,shenweigaokejishehuiguwushijiadenver,zhuxiuyidu,gangchengnianjiulunweijiazudexishengpin,zaiyichangbaozhazhongfenshensuigu,yishizhongshengdaofengjiazhumusangjingxiangdedufuzhong,manmanzhangchutounaoheshoujiao,zaifumudechongaizhongzhangda,quecuoxinxinjipocededairen,hailianshangxuanyuanjueneimeyigezhanan!

zhenzhengshiniedeyishouhaopai,quedadexilan。

zheiyishi,buyongjinglichengzhangdeguocheng,quedaizhekegudechouhen!

“呵~”

bangwandexiyangzhaozaifengyunqingdelianshang,tahuranlengxiaoleyisheng。

anzhaoshangbeizidefazhan,xuanyuanjuetiqianhuijingle,mingrihuilaishezhengwangfujianta,zheishiyigeju,ruguobunenghuajie,tahuibeinvedehencan!

……

yiri,fengyunqingzhengzaiyongzaoshan。

neirenjiulaile,ziranshibunengqingyijinlai,bianzaiyuanmenwaigaohu:“yunqing!woshixuanyuanjue,nichulaijianwo!woyouhuayaoyunishuo。”