danggequzaicixunhuanshi，yangzhixuanyezhongyufanyingguolai，yaojietingdianhuale。
danshi，jiuzaizheishi，dianhua**turanjiujiaranerzhile……
fangjianlizaicianjingxialai，yangzhixuandexinliqueturan，meilaiyoudehuangleyixia！
zenmejiuwangjijiedianhualeni？yaobuyaodaguoqu？
xiangda，danxinliquebuzhizaikangjushenme？
buzhiweihe，yizhongcongweiyouguodejiujie，buan，rangtadexinyoudianhuanghuangde。
raner，meidengtayouyuduojiu，dianhuazaicixiangqi……
yangzhixuankuaisujuqishoujilaikan，meiyourangtayiwai，haishi“laogong”！
zaishoujilidegequchangdaodierjushi，tazhongyuanlejietinganniu。
“wei，youzaiganshenme？zenmeyizhibujiedianhua？”
“我……”
“xingle，wohaimangzheni。jiushigaosuniyisheng，wowanshanghuiquchifan。”
“好……”
“挂了”
“嘟…嘟…嘟……”
yangzhixuantingzhelimiandemangyin，meiyouzhejibashoujicongerbiannakai，ershijixushuolezijimeiyoushuowandehua……
“hao，neiwohaizuonizuiaichidejiaozi……”
shuowanzheijuhua，tarengranmeiyounakaishouji，ershijuzheshouji，tingdunlexujiu，caijixushuodao：
“weishenmemeicihewoshuohua，douzheimezhejini？jiubunengtingwobahuashuowanma？”
tadeshengyinhenqingrou，buxiangshizaibaoyuan，erxiangshiziyanziyudeqingsu。
fangxiashouji，tahuanleshenyifu，naqishoutidaijiuchumenle。
xianzaishangwushidianbudao，tajiukaishiweilaogong，wanshanghuilaichidezheidunfan，erkaishimanghuole。
shicaiquanbucaigouhuilaihou，yijingshizhongwushiyidianbanzuoyou。
laibujixiuxi，tayoulimanashangjiyangshicai，chuqule。
zheiciqudedifangshigonggongpoponeili，haozaizhuyigexiaoqu，lidejin，zoujifenzhongjiudaole。
zheishilaogongbatamencongxiangxiajielaidejinianhou，caiweitamenmaishangdefangzi。
zhuyaoyinwei，qinyonghaodaxuebiyededidiqinyonghuihuilaile。
yiqiantazaiwaidishangdaxue，yiniandejiejiaricaihuihuilaiyiliangci。zuiduodaiyilianggeyue，jiuyouzoule。
kedaxuebiyehou，tameiyouzhaodaoheshidedanweijieshou。suoyi，zhinengxianhuijiadaiye。
zheiyangyilai，meitianzaijiadesaozi，heyigemeitianzaijiadexiaoshuzi，tiantianchulaijinqude，jiuxiandeyoudianbufangbianle。
youyici，qinyonghaoyebuzhifashenmebing，baitianturanpaohuijia。
kanfumuhaizidoubuzaijia，tatuoqiyangzhixuande**，jiubatayazailechuangshang。
yangzhixuanxiaoshenggaosuta，erdizaijia。
dantarengranbuguanbugude，fengkuangdeyaota……
taweilebufachugangadeshengyin，jilirennaizhetadexuanxie。
danjinguanruci，tahaishizaishizaikongzhibuzhushi，nongchule“ngng……aa…”dedongjing。
dengdaoqinyonghaozhongyufaxiewanle，likaihaoyihuihou，yangzhixuancaijuedingqilaiquxiyixia。
kanzhepangbianjinbidefangmen，taanansonglekouqi。
bingjiaoxingdexiang，kenengxiaohuizailimianshuijue，genbenshenmedoumeiyoutingdao！
keshi，jiuzaitazhuanshenyaojinxishoujianshi，neigebenlaijinbidefangmen，turanconglimiandakaile……
qinyonghuiyuanbentingzhewaimianmeiyouledongjing，xiangqiaoqiaoliuchuqu，zaiwaimiandaidaowanshangzaihuilaide。
keshitameiyouxiangdao，gangdakaimen，jiukandaolesaozizhanzaizijifangmenkou。
budaosanshisuideyigenvren，erqiehaishiganggangzuowanneijianshidenvren。
zaiyigeershichutoudenanziyanli，tajiushimanliandejiaoxiuhewumei。
kuanchangdeshuiyiyeyanshibuledeyourenshenduan，chuchudousanfazhe**shenshangduyoude，neizhongxinggandeyunwei。
taanxiakuangtiaodexin，gangadejiaoshengsaozi，jiucongcongduomenertaole……
zoulezhihou，tazaitongxuejiali，yizhujiushiyueyu，erbuguijia。
dagaicaidaoyuanyindeyangzhixuan，bazijidegulv，hexiangzaiweigonggongpopomaiyigefangzidexiangfa，gaosuleqinyonghao。
qinyonghaoerhuabushuo，jiutongyile。bingbamaifangzideshi，quanquanjiaojileta。
zhishi，weiyideyigetiaojianjiushi，yaomaidaoyigexiaoqudefangzicaixing。
zheiyang，fangbiantaquzhaogutamen。
yangzhixuanyebufusuowang，congmaifangzi，daozhuangxiu，daobanjia，quanshitayirenpaoqianpaohoudezaimanghuo。
duicijieguo，haoxiangmeigerendoushijiedahuanxi！
congci，yangzhixuancaisuanshiyouhelaogonghaizi，guoshanglesankouzhijiadeshenghuo。
dansuishuoruci，tamenhaishijingchangchizhuzaiyiqi。
yuanyinjiushigonggongpopodeshentibuhao，gonggongyouxinji，popoyou……bing……
jutishuotashinaliyoubing，yishihaizhenbuhaoshuo，yinweitajibencongtoudaojiao，jiumeiyoubunanshoudedifang。
suoyi，niyaoshiwentanalibushufu，tahuitoutengweiteng，duzitengtuiteng，jiaohougentengdejinishuoyigebian。
zheiyejiuyangchengletadeyigexiguan，houlaiyechengletamenqinjiadeyigexiguan。neijiushi，popobushizaikanbing，jiushizaiqukanbingdelushang。
qianqi，laogongqinyonghaohaijishijian，meiciqinliqinweidedaitaquyiyuanzuojiancha。
danyicicidejiancha，chuleyixielaonianrenchangjianmandexingbing，liruyoudianxueyagao，youdianweiyan，youdianyaojilaosundengwai，zaichabuchuyoushenmebiededawentile。
duiyuzheigejieguo，quanjiadouhengaoxing，bijingsheiyebuxiangrangzijideqinrenyouzhongbingzaishen。
raner，popoquebukaixinle，tafeiyaoshuozijiyoubing，shizheijiayiyuanshuipingbuxing，suoyichabuchulai。
ruguohuanyigegenghaodeyiyuan，jiukendingnengchachulai。
yushi，zuoweixiaozidelaogongqinyonghao，youkaishijitademuqinzhaobiedeyiyuan。
erqiahao，zheigeyiyuandeyigezhurenyishishitadetongxue。
houlai，yeshitadezheigetongxue，daxiaoletadaimuqinkanbingdejijixing。
tabapopodeqingkuang，jianshujitatongxueting，houlaiyouchabuchuwentishi，tadetongxueshuo：“ayikenengshihuanyouyiyuzheng”。
“抑郁症？”
“ng，yiyuzhengdebiaoxianyouhenduo，youyixierenjiushihuihuanxiangzijiyoubing，xiwangquanjiadounengweizhetazhuan。yehuiyinweitayoubing，rangbierennengdourangzheta，zhaoguta，guanzhuta。
jishitafanlecuo，yehuiyinweitayoubing，erbuhuiquguaita。qishi，zheiyeshiyizhongziwobaohudebiaoxian。
eranzhaonishuodeqingkuang，tacongnianqingshijiuyouzheixiemaobingdehua，henyoukenengjiushiyinweitazhangqiquefaanquangan，chengjiugan，cunzaigan，caihuanshangdezheileiyiyuzheng。”
“neixuyaozenmezhiliao？”
“keyipeihechidianyao，danzhuyaohaishijiarendepeibanhenzhongyao。duopeitashuoshuohua，peitazuodianhaowandeshi，peitadaochuzouzoukankan，zhuanyitadezhuyili。xianggaibianbushiyichaoyixideshi，manmanlaiba。”
suoyi，congciyihou，fanmangdeqinyonghaoyouchuqumangle。
ertatongshianpaijile，yangzhixuanyixiangxinderenwu…
neijiushi，bujinyaozhaoguhaogonggongpopodeyinshiqiju，haiyaopeipopokanbing，liaotian……