第一章

1977nian6yuedeyeli,weilezhunbeimashangdaolaidemaishou,cunminmendouzaozaodexiexiale。

夜,晚格外的安静。

“suwanwan,nijiwoxiaqu。”guxiaoyaoyaqiechidedishenghandao。

“wobuyao!”suwanwanjiandingdehuidao。

“ni……nijinchidian。”guxiaodeshengyinlichongmanleyinren。

suwanwantingwanjiufeichangzixindexiaole,“guxiao,womenkeshihefafuqi。”

guxiaoyigefanshenhesuwanwanhuanlegeweizhi,“shihefafuqimeicuo,keyouxieshiqingyaodengdaowomenbicixinlidouyouleduifangcaikeyi。”

suwanwanantanyishengzhihougengjiajianjuele,“wodengbudaole,bixujintian,jiuxianzai!”

he!zheigenanrenyiweisheiyuanyia,yaobushiweilebaoming,tayouzenmehui……taxianzaikeshiweilehuominglianliandoubuyaole,keshiyanqianzheigerenquewensibudong。

tazhinengyongwannengdejuezhaole。

“guxiao,nishibushibuxinga。”suwanwanshuowanjiuyinxiandekanzheguxiao。

suwanwanxiangzhe,zheizhaoyinggaishiwannianbubaidejuezhaoleba,jiexialaiguxiaojiuyinggaishuoyiju“suwanwan,nibiehouhui”ranhoujiuzheiyangneiyangba。

这样她就成功了。

guxiaoshoujinjinwochenglequantou,danshimuguangyijiupingjingrushuidedingzhesuwanwan。

guxiaoturanxiaoleyixia,“suwanwan,zheijuhuaduiwomeiyong,**budaowode。”

guxiaoshuowanjiuyongshouchengzhezuoleqilai。

suwanwanshayanle,zheigerenweishenmebuanzhengchangtaolulaia。

kanlaishichiruanbuchiyinga,yaobuzhuanbiangetaidu。

suwanwanpingjiezheziyixijingdebenshi,shengshengjichuyidianleihua。

suwanwanruanzheshengyinshuodao:“guxiao,nijiudangjiuwoyiming,bangbangwoba。”

guxiaokanleyansuwanwan,takandaotajintianhelejiajinliangkeshiquandabuwandechaojidabujiu。

guxiaorenmingdeshuodao:“wokeyibangni,buguokenenghuiyoudianteng。”

suwanwankanleyiyanguxiao,xinlibishizhezheigejiazhengjingdenanren。

guoranananrendezui,pianrendegui。

shuozheyitaoyouyitao,zuihouhaibushiyaoneiyang,haitabaibailangfeizheimeduoshijian。

“neiniganjinde。”shijianjinrenwujia。

guxiaoguoduandeshuodao:“suwanwan,duibuzhule。”

suwanwankandaoleguxiaoyanlideqianyi,heng,haisuanniyoudianliangzhi。

suanle,guxiaozheiyanzhiheshencaitayebukuile,zuizhongyaodeshimingshibaozhule。

xiangdaolebaoming,suwanwanbishangleyanjingdengdaizheshenmishikededaolai。

guxiaoyongyizhigebobaozhusuwanwan,yishoukuaisudepixiangsuwanwanbozihoumian。

suwanwanganjuedaotenghouzhengkaileyanjing,youyuandekanleyiyanguxiao,zheigenanrenshizhendegoua。

yuanlaishizheimegetengfaa,haoba,guaita,youxiangwaile。

suwanwankanleyiyanneipojuniandaigandejuzishangdelaoshidazuozhong,jiudianle。

kanlaijintiantashisidingle,yushisuwanwanjiuzheiyangyunleguoqu。

guxiaojiansuwanwanyunleguoqu,ganjinpaoqucundongtoudexiaohelijiangwen。

suwanwangantan,zheibeicuidedeminga,takeshishenchuande,sihoujiuzhendesileba。

tayinggaishishishangzuibeicuidechuanyuezheba,tadesiyinjingranshiguxiaobuyuanyitong·fang!

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suanqilaijintianshisuwanwanshicongershiyishijichuanlaizheilidedisantianle。

santianqiantazaijiadengwaimaideshihou,yinweiwuliaodakaileguimigongsixinkaifadeyikuanwanmeinanyoudeyouxi。

suwanwanzailimianshedingleziyimengxiangnanyoudeleixingzhihou,dengdaizhexitongshengcheng。

zheishiwaimaixiaogejiangwaimaiguazailemenshang,suwanwanqishenqunawaimai,liangzhijiaobanleyixia,naodaikedaolezhuozishang,hunleguoqu。

suwanwanzaicixinglaijingranshizaiheli,meiyouguanxi,tahuiyouyonga。

tahaimeikaishiyouni,jiuyourentuozhutadeboziwanganbianyou。

zheishishenmeqingkuang,qiangxingjiuren?

suwanwanbeituoshanganhou,suoweidexitongtishijiuchuxianle。

xitongtishita,youyuxitongchucuo,suwanwanshenchuandaoleyouxizhong。

(xiamianjiduanhuaxitongshedingdejiaoseyongjiayinhaode“suwanwan”biaoshi。)xitongji“suwanwan”shedingdebeijingshiyouqianyoushirenjiadexiaonver,yinweibumanyijialidejidingdehunshi,zaiyuanfangtangjiedesuoshixia,toutoubaomingxiaxiang。

benlaitafuqinsujianjunxiangbatadiaohuilai,keshi“suwanwan”zaixiaxiangzhiqianjiubazheitiaoludusile。

“suwanwan”yijingxuanchuandaorenrendouzhidaosujianjunyinweijuewugao,qidaitouzuoyong,rangziyinverzhudongxiaxiang。

yushiwulundanweilihaishidayuanlidoukaishifenfenxiaofangsujianjundezuofa,rangziyizinvjijixiaxiang。

sujianjunjiuzheiyangbeijiazailedaodedezhigaodianshangxiabulaile。

“suwanwan”yekeyihaowuhouguzhiyoudedexiaxiangle。

“suwanwan”laidaozheilijiuduitongyangxiaxiangdezhiqingwangyiyoulehaogan,yushijiuzaitameitianbijingzhilushejileluoshui,xiangyicibiwangyiquta。

zheiyangtajikeyibaituojialijidingdehunshi,youkeyijiajiziyixihuanderen。

keyouyuxitongchucuo,zhenrensuwanwanchuanlaibingyudaolehuijiayangshangxiujiadeguxiao。

yushixianzaijuqinggaibian,yaosuwanwanqinzifazhanxindejuqing。

suwanwanduiyujuqingdeshedingyijingdaoleyaomajiedechengdule。

xitongtishi,suwanwanbixuzaisantianzhineiheguxiaojiehunbingchengweizhenzhengdefuqi。

fouzesuwanwanjiuhuisiqu。

zuoweiyigeyaoliandechuanyuezhe,jishiguxiaozhangdehenshuai,suwanwandangranyeshibuyuanyide。

kexixiangyixiayaolianjiumeimingle,zuizhongsuwanwanqufuyuyaoming,jiuzhinengsheqilianmianle。

bijingyoulemingcaiyouchuanhuiqudekenengxing。

yushisuwanwanjiuyiguxiaomoleta,yaoguxiaohetajiehun。

zheiliyoutaziyishuowandouxiangchouziyijigeerguang,zheiketaibuyaolianle。

guoranguxiaoshuotashijiurensuoyijujue。

haoba,zaiguxiaodejiaoduqueshishijiuren,suirantabujiu,tayekeyiziyiyoushangan。

houlaitayouweibiliyou,yisixiangbi,banengzuodedouzuosideyongleyibian。

yushitajiukandaoleguxiaoyongkanjingshenbingdeyanshenkanta,bingqiezaicijujueleta。

jiuzaisuwanwanjihuyaoguixiaqiuguxiaojiutayimingdeshihou,zheihuobuzhishenmeyuanyinturanjiugaibianzhuyi,tatongyile。

suwanwanzheishicaifaxianziyiguoranshiyouzuoxijinghewulaideqianzhide。

jianguxiaodayingle,suwanwanchenzheguxiaohaimeiyoufanhui,yiduncaozuomengruhu。

gezhongbaogaoheshenqingdaxialai,zhongyuzaidisantiandexiawu(yejiushijintian)chechulejiehunzheng。

suwanwanyouxieyihuo,weishenmetajuedeshiqingyouxieguoyushunlini。

jintianbangwanyichiwanwanfan,suwanwanjiujimangxishu,lazheguxiaojiuhuiwu。

ranhoujiuyoulekaitoudedianfengjiaoliangle。

jieguojiushisuwanwanshule,shudechedi,shudebamingdoudalejinqu。

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