第三章
jiexialaidesantian，duijianmolaishuo，shizhenzhengderenjiandiyu。
tabeiguanzaixiazhai、yinan、chaoshidejuliushili。
heianrutongshizhibancongsimianbafangjiyaguolai，rangtachuanbuguoqi。
tayouyanzhongdeyoubikongjuzheng，cikekongjubeifangdadaolejizhi。
gengkepadeshi，shibushijiuyoufeishuodelaoshuxixisusudicongqiangjiaocuanguo，shenzhicongtajiaobianpaguo！
tahedehunshenfadou，pinmingquansuozaijiaoluo，zhijiawuyishidisisikouzhuazhezijideshoubei，liuxiayidaodaoxuehen，shituyongshentidetengtonglaizhuanyineixindejudakongju。
痛，无处不在的痛。
心里的，身上的。
taxiangyizhibeiyiqizaiheianlidekunshou，zaijuewanghekongjuzhong，jianaolezhengzhengsantian。
santianhou，shenguiducailaibaoshita。
zouchujuliusuo，waimianciyandeyangguangrangtayizhenxuanyun。
shenguiduzhanzaichepang，kanzhetacangbaiqiaocui、shoubeishangbumanzhengningzhuahendeyangzi，meitoujibukechadiculeyixia。
“shangcheba。”talakaichemen，“shiqingyijingjiejuele，duifangnalepeichang，dayingbuzhuijiu。”
jianmochenmodizuojincheli。
shenguidufadongchezi，sihuxiangjieshiyixia：“neitianqingkuangjinji，yanyantacongxiaojiaoshengguanyang，meichiguoku，shoubuleneizhongdifang。suoyiwocai……”
suoyicaihaobuyouyudituitachuqudingzui。
jianmodexinxiangshibeipaozaihuanglianshuili，kusemanyan。
kehaiyouyigezuizhongyaodeyuanyintameishuo。
yinweitaaishuyan，suoyishebudeshuyanshouyisiyihaodeweiqu。
ertajianmo，buguoshitakeyisuishixishengdeqizi。
tashenmeyemeishuo，zhishijiangtouzhuanxiangchuangwai，kanzhefeisudaotuidejiejing，yanshenkongdong。
shenguidusihujuedezheijianshiyijingfanpian，zhijiekaichedaitaquleyigegaojipaimaihui。
zhengchangpaimaihui，shenguidupinpinjupai，paixialehaojijiancuicanduomudezhubao，youzuanshixianglian，lanbaoshixiongzhen，haiyouyitaojipinfeicuishoushi。
jianmokanzheneixiezaidengguangxiashanyaozheshehuaguangmangdezhubao，yiweitashimailaisongjizijide，huoxushiweilemibutazheisantianshoudeweiqu。
tagangxiangkaikou，biaoshizijibingbuxuyaozheixieangguidebuchang。
shenguiduquebaozheneixiezhuangzhezhubaodesironghezi，zhuantouwenta：“momo，nishuo……wobazheixiesongjiyanyan，tahuibuhuixihuan？”
轰——！
jianmodexinzangxiangshibeizhongchuihenhenjizhong，shunjianloutiaoleyipai，suijichuanlaiyizhenjianruidecitong。
yuanlai……bushijitade。
taqiangxingyaxiahoutoudegengyan，chuixiayanmou，yanqusuoyouqingxu，shengyinpingjingdemeiyouyisibolan：“ng，douhenpiaoliang，shu**huixihuande。”
shenguidusihusonglekouqi，xinqingpojia。
tayouduijianmoshuo：“duile，yanyandeshengrikuaidaole，nigenwoyiqichoubeitadeshengriyanhuiba。doushinvhaizi，nigengnengdongtadexihao。”
yushi，jiexialaidesantian，jianmoxianggetixianmuouyiyang，genzheshenguidubenbo。
congchangdidexuanze，daoxianhuadebuzhi，congcaidandedingzhi，daoyulejiemudeanpai……shenguidushishiqinliqinwei，jihubumianbuxiu，meiyigexijiedouliqiuwanmei，wubiyaojishuyanyigezuishengdazuilangmandeshengrijingxi。
jianmokanzhetaweilingyigenvrenrucifeijinxinsi，kanzhetayandiyinweiaoyefanqidehongxuesi，queyijiujingshenyiyi、chongmanqidaideyangzi，xinxiangshibeifangzaimanhuoshangxixijiankao，tongbuyusheng。
taqingxidikandao，taduishuyandeai，shirucishenchen，rucibujidaijia。
daoleshuyanshengrizheitian，shenjiabieshubeibuzhiderutongmenghuanchengbao。
binkeyunji，gongchoujiaocuo，suoyourendoudengdaizhejinwannvzhujiaodechuxian。
raner，shijianyifenyimiaoguoqu，shuyanquechichimeiyouxianshen。
shenguidulianshangdexiaorongjianjianxiaoshi，lianseyuelaiyuenankan。
tabutingdibodashuyandedianhua，queshizhongwurenjieting。
tadeshensecongzuichudeshengqi、buyue，zhujianzhuanbianweiwufayanshidejiaojihedanyou。
“buxing！wodequzhaota！”shenguiduzaiyezuobuzhu，zhuaqicheyaochijiuwangwaichong。
jianmopataqingxubuwenkaichechushi，laibujiduoxiang，yelikegenleshangqu。
cheziyilujichi，zuizhongtingzaileshuyanduzijuzhudebieshuwai。
bieshuliheizhedeng，jijingwusheng。
shenguidujiaojidianzhemenling，wurenyingda。
taraozhebieshuxunzhao，zuizhong，zaibieshuhouyuan，jiezheyueguang，kandaolelingrenxinjingdanzhandeyimu——
shuyanchuanzhedanbodeshuiyi，zhengchijiaozhanzaibieshutiantaidebianyuan！
“yanyan！nizhanzaineiliganshenme？！weixian！kuaixialai！”shenguidulianseshabai，chaozhetiantaishengsilijiedidahan，“wojinidalejishigedianhua！niweishenmeyigedoubujie？！wobushigaosuguoni，jintianjinizhunbeileshengriyanhuima！”
tiantaishangdeshuyantingdaotadeshengyin，dixiatou，leiyanmenglongdikanzheta，shengyindaizhejuewangdekuqiang：“wozhidao……shenguidu，wozhidaoniduiwohao……nijiwozhunbeideliwu，yanhui……wodouzhidao……keshiwobuxiangyao！woyidiandoubuxiangyao！”
tayonglihuangzheshouzhongdeshouji，duizhehuatongkuhan：“woweiyixiangyaode……zhiyoucongjin！congjin！nijiedianhuaa！wodalezheimeduotongdianhua，niweishenmebujie？！mingmingyouxinhaode！nijiedianhuaa！nikuaidianjiedianhuaa！qiuqiunile……”