wokongzhibuzhudixiaochuleshengyin,xiaodehunshenzhandou,xiaodeyanleidouxiongyongerchu。xiaowoqianbanshengdekebei,
jingranqulezhaosongzheiyangdeyigeren,xiaowozhonghuoyishi,yeshenmedoumeiyougaibian。liuyiyunbeiwodexiaoshenghedao,
lianmangsakaishou。zhaosongheluhuanyetingxiashoulai,luhuanyiliandanxindiwenwo,“zenmele?”“nizheishizenmele?
”zhaosongzepaodaoyibian,xiaoxinyiyidifuqilailiuyiyun,duiwobunaifandao,“haixianshiqingbugouluanme?
fashenmefeng!”“zhaosong,bushiwofafeng,shinizaifafeng!”“nizhibuzhidao,
nimasideshihouxinxinnianniandengzhenihuilaijiuta?wochengrenwohetaguanxibuhao,zheimeduoniantayebuxihuanwo。
”“ketashinimaa,nijiuweilegenanren,lianzijidemadoubuguanleme?”“nibujuedetaihuangmiuleme?
ninandaowanglenimashizenmefuyangnizhangdademe?”“wohenizhijiandeshiqing,
nizhiyuqianchedaonimaheerzime?xianzaitamendousile,nijiukaixinleshime?
nijiukeyianxingenzheigenanrenshenghuole?”wodeshengyinyuelaiyueda,daozuihoudouyouxiexiesidili。
keshizhaosongzhishiqingmiedigouqichunjiao,buduandilengxiaozhe,fangfozheisuoyoudeyiqiedoushizaipiantayiyang。
tahaozhuwodeyiling,ehenhendishuo,“qiaonan,nihaizhenshibuzeshouduan!”wowulidibishangshuangyan,
meixiangdaodaoxianzaitahaishibuyuanyixiangxinzheigeshishi。“zheijuhuawoyexiangwenni,
liuyiyunjinichileshenme**!nilianzijimadoubuyaole!”zheishiliuyiyunyoukaishizhuangnanguo,
pudaozhaosongdeshenshang,kukutitideweiqudao:“doubushiwobuhao,shiworangnimenfuqiganqingbuhele!
nihaishibuyaoduiwohaole!”“ayishuorangwoqunideshiqing,wodoubudangzhenle,nijiubuyaoweilewoweinanle!
”tahuayingangluo,qutaishitidesanshuhuilaijiujiletayijierguang。“xianzaishixiangyaonimazoudeyebuanxinme!
”“nizheichushengshibushiwangle,nimashizenmehanxinrukubanifuyangzhangdade?”shuozhe,
jiujianggaizheyuemuheerzidebaibuxiankai,liangzhangcangbaierxuejibanbandelianchuxianzaitadeyanqian。
zhaosongdingzhebaibuxiadeliangjushiti,lianshangdexueseshunjiantunqu,zhenggerenruzaoleijibanjiangzaiyuandi。
liuyiyundekushengjiaranerzhi,tananyizhixindiwuzhuzui,yanshenzhongshanguoyisihuangluan。
“bu……bukeneng……”“bukenengde,zenmehuishizhende,womazenmehuichushini?”zhaosongliangqiangzheshangqian,
zhandouzheshenshouquchupengyuemubinglengdelian,“ma,nibiehehuwo……”wolengxiaoyisheng,
“nandaoshitihainengpiannime?”wohuayingangluo,zhaosongshuangtuiyiruan,dengshitanzaidishang,dingzhedishangdeshiti,
zhanzhanweiweidishuo,“zhei……zheizhenshiwoma?”kanzhetaliuchuhuihendeyanlei,wozhijuedefengci。
“yaobushichichibulaibujiuta,tayebuhuibeirenfanzidasi!
”“nizhibuzhidaotalinsideshihouhaizaihanzhenidemingzi。”womeishuochuyijuhua,
zhaosongdeshentizhandoudejiuyuelihai。“bushizheiyangde,bushizheiyangde……”“woyiwei,
woyiweinizaipianwo……”“wobuxin……”tadeshengyinlichongmanlekongjuheaohui,
leishuibushoukongzhididuokuangerchu。suihoutazhuanguotou,fennudikanxiangwo。“qiaonan,
womasideshihounizaiganshenme!niweishenmebujiuta!”“niweishenmebugaosuwo!”“nigoudaidude,
yiweiwomasile,jiumeiyourenshiponidezhenmianmuleme!”“nisilema!shuohua!
”liuyiyunyezhuangqiangzuoshidizewenwo,“jiefu,nizenmenengmanzhejiejieni?chulezheimedadeshiqing,
nizheibushihaitabuxiaome?”“wozhidaoniyizhihuaiyiwogenjiejieyoushenme,danyaojiejienengzaodianhuilai,
ayijiubuhuisile。”6kanzhetamenyichangyihedeyangzi,wojianzhibeitamenqixiaole。