sulinggongyudefangdaomenzaijinranshenhoubeisuishoudaishang，fachuyishengqingweide“kada”luosuosheng，xiangzhanduanlesuoyoutuiludezhadaoluoxia。gongyuketingli，zhiyoushafapangbiandeluodidengsanfazherouhedeguangyun，jiangsulingneizhangjingkongwanzhuang、haowuxuesedelianyingzhaoderutongguimei。taxiangyizhibeidingzaibiaobenbanshangdedie，beikaozhebingliangdemenban，shentikongzhibuzhudiweiweifadou，queliannuodongyigenshouzhideliqidoumeiyou。
jinrandemuguangshenzhimeiyouzaitashenshangtingliu。tajingzhizoudaoketingzhongyangdebolichajipang，wanyaoshiqisulingsuishoufangzaishangmiandepingbandiannao。pingmusuizhechupengliangqi，tishishurujiesuomima。tatoudoumeitai，xiuzhangdeshouzhizaipingmushangkuaisuerwendingdidianlejixia，neikansianquandepingmusuobianrutongxushebanshunjianjiekai——sulingsuoyoudianzishebeidemima，doushitadeshengri。tacengyiweizheishitaaiyidetianmimiyao，rujinkanlai，buguoshitayuchunde、fangbiantacikeqingsuandebianlitongdao。
pingmutingliuzaimougeshejiaoruanjiandesimiliaotianjiemian。jinranyanshenbingleng，rutongsaomiaoyibanhuadongzhepingmu。yitiaotiaocimudeliaotianjilu，yibibichumujingxindezhuanzhangjietu，yiduanduanbukanruerdeaimeiyuyin……quandouzhixiangyigebeizhuwei“azhe”delianxiren。shijianzhouqingxiderutongzuizhengbu——congtamenjiaowanggangmanbannianhou，jiukaishilezheichang**deouduansilian！shisulingdishengxiaqideaiqiu，shineigejiaoazhedenanren**luodeqiaozhayuweixie——“shangcideqianni？suling，bietamaxianglai！xinbuxinwoxianzaijiuquzhaonineigejinzonghaohaoliaoliao？rangtakankantapengzaishouxindenvrenbeidilishigeshenme**huose！”
zuixinyitiaoxinxi，fasongshijianxianshijiuzaishifenzhongqian：“qianni？zaitamatuo，laozixianzaijiuquxingjindegongsilahengfu！rangtataoqian！”
jinrandezhijian，xuantingzaineiju“rangtataoqian”dexinghongzitishang。pingmudelengguangyingzhetahaowubolandecelian，xiangfuleyicengwannianbuhuadehanshuang。tazuijiaojiqixiweidixiangshangchedongleyixia，neibushixiao，shidaofengchuqiaoqianzuilengkudehudu。
tadiankaineige“azhe”detouxiang，jinrugerenzhuyekongjian。jizhangyounide**，beijingdaduoshizaidengguanghunan、yanwuliaoraodedixiaxiaojiuba，huanjingcaozahunluan。jinrandemuguangrutongyingsun，ruilidisaoguo，zuizhongdinggezaijizhangbeijinglijihubeihulvedenihongdengpaibianyuan——yigeniuqude、tunsede、butaiqiyandeshexingbiaozhi。
足够了。
jinranfangxiapingban，fangfofangxiayigeangzangdelaji。tanachuzijideshouji，zoudaojudadeluodichuangqian，beiduizhetanruanzaimenkou、rutongbeichouquhunpodesuling，botongleyigehaoma。chuangwaishichengshijianciliangqidecuicanyejing，wanjiadenghuohuichengliudongdeguanghe，yingzaitaqiheidetongkongli，quejibuqibanfenbolan，zhiyoubinglengde、haowushengqidefanguang。
dianhuaxiangleyishengbianbeixunsujietong。
“jinxiansheng？”yigedichen、budairenheganqing、gongjingderutongchengxushedingbandenanshengchuanlai。
“chengnan，linzhe，hunlaojieneipian。”jinrandeshengyinmeiyourenheqifu，xiangzaichenshuyijiancangkulixuyaochulideguoqiwupin，“chatajinbanniansuoyouyinxingliushui，xianshangjiedaijilu，xianxiahuodongguijihejiankong。zhongdian，”tadunledun，muguangsaoguochuangwaichengshidongnanjiaoneipiandengguanghuiandequyu，“chaqinghe‘kuishe’dixia**deguanlianshendu，youqishigenkanchangshetoudezijinwanglai。”
“mingbai。zuichimingzaobadianqian，baogaosongdaninyouxiang。”dianhuaneitoumeiyourenhechiyi，zhiyoubinglengdezhixingxiaolv。
“lingwai，”jinrandeshixianluozaizijishoujipingbaoshang——neishisangeyueqiantaqinshouweisulingpaideyizhangzhaopian，yangguangcanlan，xiaorongmingmei，cikekanlaixiangshizuiedudechaofeng。tazhijianhuaguo，pingmuanxiaqu，“bangwoyueliuxingzhang，jiuxianzai。shuowoyoubi‘tebie’dedaikuanshenqingxuyaomiantan，edubijiaoda，qingtawubitengchubanxiaoshi。didianrangtading。”
“haode，jinxiansheng，likelianxi。”dianhuagancuililuodiguaduan。
jinranmanmanzhuanguoshen。sulinghaixiangyitanlannibankaozhemenban，lianshangleihenjiaocuo，zuichunwuyishidixidongzhe，judadekongjuhechilaidekuijiurangtakanqilaicuiruobukan，xiangyipengjisuideliuli。
“jinran……”tazhongyujichuyidianganseposuideshengyin，daizhenongzhongdekuqianghejuewang，“nitingwojieshi……shiqingbushinixiangdeneiyang……shita！shilinzhe！tayizhichanzhewo，weixiewo……wo……wopatashanghaini……palianleini……”
jinranyibubuchaotazouguoqu。tadeyingzibeiluodidengguangladejizhang，chenchendilongzhaozhutadanbodeshenqu，rutongjudadeqiulong。tameiyousihaobaonudeqingxu，lianshangyijiushineizhonglingrenzhixidepingjing，danneishuangshenbujiandideyanmoushenchu，fanyongzhezuyijiangrenxueyedoudongjiedejihan。
tazaitamianqianyibuyuandedifangtingxia，jugaolinxiadifushizhetabeiweidezitai。
“lianlei？”tazhongfuleyibianzheigekexiaodecihui，yuqipingdandexiangzainianyigehaobuxianggandemoshengcihui。tashenchushou，zhifudaizhebingliangde、burongkangjudelidu，huanmandicaguotalianshangshilengdeleihen。neichuganfeidanmeiyoudailaianfu，fanerrangsulingmengdidalegejuliedehanzhan，rutongbeidushedexinzitianguo。
“niqueshilianleiwole。”jinrandeshengyindourandichenxiaqu，rutongbingcengxiaxiongyongdeanliu，guoxiezhezhimingdehanyi，meiyigezidouxiangbinglengzhajinsulingdexinzang，“lianleiwolangfeilezhengzhengsanbailiushiwutian。”tashouhuishou，zhijiancanliudezhannishiyifangfodaizhezhuorendefushixing。
“xianzai，”takanzhetashunjianbiandegengjiacanbai、haowushengqidelian，yuqilidiyicidaishangleyisiburongzhiyide、binglengdeminglingkouwen，“quxibalian，huanshenyifu。liudianzheng，zhunshichuxianzai‘yunjing’heyuexuan。”tadeyanshensuosita，rutongsuodingliewu。
sulingmengditaiqitou，tongkongliyingmanlenanyizhixindejinghuanghekangju。“jinran，wo……wobunengqu……”tamengliediyaozhetou，yanleiyouxiongyongerchu，“woxianzaizheiyang……wo……wozenmequjianshushuayi？tamenhui……”
jinrandeyanshenzhouranruili，xiangliangdaocuilebingdejianzhuizhiciguoqu，shunjiandongjieletasuoyouweichukoudejiekouheaiqiu。“buqu？”taweiweitiaomei，shengyinbugao，quedaizheshanyueqingtabandeyapogan，“shixiangrangwoxianzaijiudadianhuajineiwei‘azhe’xiansheng，qinzigaosuta，‘kuishe’demafan，”takeyitingdunleyishun，xinshangzhetayanzhongbaokaidegengshenkongju，“hetadezhaizhu，congjintianqi，zhengshihuanrenlema？”
sulinghunshenjuliediyizhan，rutongbeiyitongbingshuicongtoujiaodaojiao，suoyoucancundefankangyizhishunjiantubengwajie。tasisiyaozhuxiachun，yigunongzhongdexuexingweizaikouqianglimimankai，zuizhongtuirandichuixiatou，jianbangwufakongzhidijuliedoudongqilai，fachuyayide、rutongbinsixiaoshoubandewuyan。
jinranbuzaikantayiyan，fangfotazhishikongqi。tazhuanshenzouxiangxuanguan，naqiguazaineilidechunheiseyangrongdayi，liluodichuanshang。
“liudianzheng，”talakaihouzhongdefangdaomen，binglengdeloudaofengguanru，liuxiayijucuizhehanbingdehuayu，rutonggangdingshenshenxierumenkuang，“chidaoyifenzhong，houguozifu。”
menzaitashenhouchenzhongdiguanshang，fachuchenmendeshengxiang，chedigejuelelimianyayijuewangdekuqi。