1bianlidiandelengzangjuwengwengzuoxiang，lengqishunzhebolimenfengwangwaishen，
chenmodianzhejiaobazuihouyipingxianniunaisaijindingcenghuojia，zhijiangangchudaobingliangdepingshen，
kudoulideshoujituranzhendefatang。pingmushangtiaozhe“moshenghaoma（bendi）”，
tayiweishicui**gongzidezhongjie，shuaileshuaishoushangdeshuizhuhuakaijietingjian，
meichengxiangtingtonglideshengyinbilengzangjudelengqihaileng。“qingwenshichenmoxianshengma？
woshijiangwenshanxianshengdeweituolvshi，xingliu。”dianliuzayinguozheduifangjinbengdeyuqi，
xianggenxizhenchuozaichenmoxinshang，“youjianshibixugennindangmianshuo，
guanyujiangxianshengdeyichan——tasantianqiansizaichengjiaodelaoyangfangli。”chenmoniezheshoujideshoudunledun。jiangwenshan，
zheigemingzixiangmengchendejiushu，yazaitajiyizuidiceng——neishitaweiyidejiujiu，fumuchehuoqushihou，
jiujiubatajiedaoshenbianzhulesannian。shibasuineinian，tagangzuanzhedaxueluqutongzhishupaoquzhaojiujiubaoxi，
duifanghaixiaozhemotadetoushuo“yihouchuxile”，kemeiguoduojiu，jiujiujiuxiangrenjianzhengfale。duanlianqianyiwan，
tashoudaoyigenimingbaoguo，
shilaoyangfangdebeiyongyaochi（dangshimeifaxianshishixinde）heyizhangheibaizhaopian：zhaopianlideyangfangchuanghuheichenchende，
erlouchuanglianhousihuyougemohurenying，beimian“zanghao，biezhaowo”dezijiliaocao，
moshuiyunkaidehenjixiangweigandexueji。tacengzaiwushugepaomiandangwancandeyelicaixiang，
shibushizijizongzhangkouyaoxuefei，bazheigebenjiubufuyudeqinqibideduoleqilai。“liulvshi，
wojiujiuta……shizenmeside？”chenmodeshengyinyoudiangan，lengzangjudehanqishunzhekutuiwangshangpa，
dongdexigaifajiang。“fayichubupanduanshitasha。”liulvshideshengyinturandilexiaqu，
daizhebuyichajuedezhandou，“yangfangketingdedibanfenglishenzhexue，shendaocabuganjing，shufangchoutibeiqiaodexilan，
xianchangzhiliuxialiangyangdongxi：yibameiyousuokongdeshixintongyaochi，
haiyoulinjutingdaode、tafanfuhande‘biexinhuidayi，biekaimen’。jingfangyijingfengsuolexianchang，
wogentamengoutonghou，tongyidainiquzuogedengji。”getianbangwan，chenmogenzheliulvshiwanglaoyangfangzou。
yantudewutongshuyeziluoleyidi，fengyichuijiususuzuoxiang，xiangyourenzaibeihoudiyu。kuaidaomenkoushi，
tayuanyuankandaoliangmingchuanjingfudejingyuanshouzaibanbodetiemenwai，menmeishang“jiangzhai”demupaiwaiwaixiexie，
qipiboluochuluchushenhese，yuankanxiangjianshangdexue。“zhinengzaiketingheshufanghuodong，biepengxianchangwupin。
”jingyuanxiankaijingjiexianshi，zhijianzhilezhiketingfangxiang，“dishangdexuezihaizaiquzheng，xiaoxinbiecai。
”tuikaimendeshunjian，yiguhunhezhemeiweihetiexiudeweidaopumianerlai，qiangdechenmokesouleliangsheng。
ketingdeshenseshimudibanshang，kaojinmiseshafadeweizhiqianzhejichuhesehenji，suiranbeicashiguo，
quehaishinengkanchuninggudexuejilunkuo，pangbiansanluozhejigebeidafandebolibei，
suipianshangzhanzhedexuezhuyijingfahei。tadejiaobudunzaimenkou，
houlongfajin——xiaoshihoujiujiuhuizaiketingpuyikuaimibaiseditan，rangtazuozaishangmiandajimu，
neishidedibanzongshicadenengzhaochurenying。“shufangzaierlou。”liulvshizaiqianmianyinlu，jiaobufangdehenqing，
xiangshipajingraoleshenme。erloudeshufangmenshixuyande，tuikaimenshiheyefachu“zhiya”deguaixiang，
zaianjingdefangziligewaicier。shuzhuoshangdelvsetaidengdaozaidishang，bolidengzhaolieleyidaofeng，
jibenhouhoudefalvshusanluozaipangbian，zuixianyandeshiyibentankaideniupiriji——shenzongsefengpimodefaliang，
纸页被撕走了大半，
zhishengxiayouxiajiaodejixingzi：“yaochizangzhe‘tamen’yaodedongxi……bunengrang……zhaodao……”zijiliaocao，
moshuiyunkailehaojichu，xiangshixiedeshihoushouzaibutingfadou。chenmoanjingyuanyaoqiuzhanzaimenkou，
muguangsaoguoshuzhuoxiashi，piejianleneibatongyaochi——takazaishuzhuotuihedibandefengxili，
yaochibingshangdetengmanhuawenzhanzhehuichen，tongtiguanghuademeiyouyisisuochidehenji。tagangxiangtixingjingyuan，
chuangwaituranchuanlai“dong”deyishengmenxiang，xiangshiyourenzhuangzaileshushang。tamengditaitou，
jiujianyigechuanhuidayiderenyingtiezaibolishang，maoyanyadejidi，zhinengkandaozuijiaogouqidelengxiao，
youshouchuizaishence，wozheyigezhangtiaoxingdedongxi，zaimuselifanshechulengguang——xiangshiyibazhediedao。
simuxiangduideshunjian，neirenyingturanzhuanshen，kuaibuxiaoshizaishuyingli，heisedexiegencaiguoluoye，
zhiliuxiayizhenfengchuiguoshuyede“susu”sheng，kuaidexiangcongmeichuxianguo。“zenmele？
”jingyuantingdaodongjingpaoguolai，bazhechuanglianwangwaikan，kewaimianzhiyoukongdangdangdewutongshu，liangerenyingdoumeiyou，
“kenengshiliulangmaozhuangleshuzhi，biehuang，womenzaizhouweibulexunluogang。”dengjiwanlikaiqian，
chenmozaijiujiuwoshipeihejingyuanqingdianwupin。zhentouxiayoudianying，tashenshouyimo，
taochuyizhangrouzhoudeyiyuanjiaofeidan——danlansedezijiyijingyouxiemohu，riqishisannianqian，
yejiushijiujiuduanlianhoudeyigeyue，xiangmulanxiezhe“hualiaoyufukuan（weiai）”，jineshiwuwanyuan。
huanzhexingmingneilanbeiheisemakebihuadiaole，zhishengxiayigemohude“jiang”zi，
bihuabianyuanhailiuzhemeicaganjingdemozi。“zheizhangwomenyaodaihuijulizuohenjijianyan。
”jingyuanyongzhengwudaibajiaofeidanzhuangqilaishi，chenmoturanpiejianyijujingzili，
menkoudeyinyinglisihuyougeyidongdeguangban。taxinliyijin，zhuanshenqukan，
quefaxianzhishiyuanwailudengtouguoshuzhidefanguang，zaidishanghuanglaihuangqu，xujingyichang。
kezuanzhekoudailineibafukedeyaochimoxing，tazongjuede，zheidonglaoyangfanglizangzhedemimi，
yuanbitaxiangdeyaokepa。2chenmomeihuixuexiaosushe，
zailaoyangfangfujinzhaolejiaminsuzhuxia——taxiangpeihejingfangzhaochuxiansuo，gengfangbuxiaduijiujiudeqiangua。
congwangshangmaidesangeminyongjiankongshexiangtoudaole，tachenzheyese，qiaoqiaozhuangzaiyangfangyuanwaidewutongshushang，
jingtoufenbieduizhunyuanmen、chuanghuhehouyuanaiqiang，pingmulianzaishoujishang，zhengyeliangzhefangzaichuangtou。ruzhudiyiwan，
tiangangcahei，jiankonghuamianjiukaishibuduijing。yuanzilidewutongshuyingli，yigechuanhuidayideshenyingmanmanyidong，
jiaobuqingdemeiyoushengyin，xiangpiaozaidishang。chenmozuanzheshoujideshoufajiang，zhijianfangdahuamianhou，
nengkandaoneirentaishou，jiangyizhangzhitiaotiezaiyuanmenwaideqiangbishang——teyibikailejingfangdefengtiao，
xianranshizhidaoxianchangyoukancha。diertianyizao，tadaizhejingyuanququzhitiao。zhitiaoshicongbijibenshangsixialaide，
bianyuanmaocao，shangmianyonghongbixiezhe“yaochijiaochulai，buranxiayigesideshini”，zijiyonglidetoulezhibei，
moweihaihualegewaiwainiuniudedaoxingfuhao。jingyuanyongniezijiaqizhitiao，
zaizhijiaozhanzhedechaoshinitulifaxianleshaoliangmuxie：“zheishisongmu，genyangfanggeloutongfengkoudemucaichengfenyizhi，
shuomingtazhiqianjinguogelou。”chenmobajiankongluxiangsongdaojingju，
fuzeciandezhangjingguanduizhepingmuzhoulebantianmei：“zheirenduiyangfangdehuanjingtaishuxile，
lianwomenbuzaiyuanwaidelinshijiankongsijiaodouzhidao，yaomeshishuren，yaomeshitiqiancaiguodian。
”taturancongchoutilinachuyifendangan，tuidaochenmomianqian，“womenchalejiangwenshandebeijing，
tashinianqianbushituixiujiaoshi，shizaixingzhenduizuowodi，fuzeshentouyigewenwuzousituanhuo，
houlaiyinweishenfenxianxiebaolu，zhudongshenqinglizhi，zhuandaojiaoyuxitongzuolehouqin——nijiujiudesi，
dagailvshituanhuobaofu。”chenmodexinmengdichenlexiaqu。huidaominsuhou，
taxiangqijiujiucengtiguo“gelouyoujiuwuyaoliujini”，biangenjingfangshenqingqugelouzhenglisirenwupin。
geloudemuxianglijimanhuichen，chulejijianxidefabaidejiujunzhuang，haiyouyigexiujibanbandetiehe，
suokouzaojiubeiyanghuadesiside。tayongluosidaoqiaokaishi，tiexiesusuwangxiadiao，
limianzhuangzheyitafanhuangdelaozhaopian，zuishangmianyizhangrangtadehuxidunzhule。zhaopianli，jiujiuchuanzhejunlvsedayi，
jianbangshangdazhejiantongkuanhuidayi，shenbianzhanzhegemeiyanyinglangdenanren——nanrenzuijiaodaizhexiao，
yanjiaoyouliangdaoqianwen，huailibaozhegezhayangjiaobiandexiaohai，neixiaohaishoulizuanzhekuainaitang，
meiyanhechenmoxiaoshihouyimoyiyang。beijingshihongsedehengfu，
shangmian“1998nianzhangjiangkanghongqiangxian”dezijihaihenqingxi。chenmodezhijianfuguozhaopianbianyuan，
turanxiangqishenme。tafandaozhaopianbeimian，gangbizijiyijingyouxietunse，quenengkanqing“aming，ruowochushi，
bangwohuzhexiaomo”。qibasuineiniandejiyituranyongshanglai：yeshiyigeqiutian，jiujiudaitaqugongyuan，
yigechuanhuidayidenanrenlinzhetiepibingganhelaifuyue，nanrendunxialai，conghelitaochuyibaxiaotongsuo，
suoshenshangkezhehexianzaizheibatongyaochixiangsidehuawen，tashuo“dengxiaomozhangda，yongzheibasuozangzijidemimi”。
houlaitabanjia，neibatongsuobuzhidiuzailenali，meixiangdaoshigeshijinian，huiyizheiyangdefangshizhongfeng。
weileyinhuiyirenxianshen，chenmogenjingfangshangliangleyigejihua。dangwan，
taguyizaijiankongli“baolu”zijidanduquyangfangqudongxi，
haibaneibatongyaochidefukemoxingfangzaiketingchajizhongyang，nuanhuangdexidingdengbayaochizhaodefaliang。
tazijizeduozaiyuanwaidejingyuancheli，shoulizuanzheshouji，
pingmushangsangejiankonghuamianlunliuqiehuan——yuanzilijingqiaoqiaode，zhiyoufengchuishuyedeshengyin。shenyeshiyidian，
jiankonglizhongyuyouledongjing。huiyirencongyangfanghouyuandeaiqiangfanjinlai，dongzuoqingdexiangmao，
junlvsedayizaiyueguangxiafanzhelengguang。tazoujinketing，muguangdiyishijianluozaichajishangdeyaochimoxingshang，
quemeishenshouquna，fanerdunxiashen，dingzhezhiqianyouxuejidedibanfeng，congkoudailitaochugebazhangdadeweixingxiangji，
jingtouduizhunmubanfeng，anxiakuaimenshi，xiweide“kada”shengzaianjingdeketingligewaiqingxi。“dongshou！
”zhangjingguandishengxialing。chenmoanyuedinglakaiyangfangyuanmen，dahanyisheng：“nishishei？！
”huiyirenxianranmeiliaodaohuibeibaowei，shentiyijiang，zhuanshenjiuxiangwangmenwaipao。chenmochongshangquzhuazhutadegebo，
buliaoxiadejiroujinbengzhe，nengmodaojidaoaotubupingdejiushangba，xiangshidaoshanghuotangshang。huiyirentingxiajiaobu，
huanhuanxiankaiyadehendidezhenzhimao——yizhangmanshibahendelianluchulai，ejiaoyidaozhangbacongmeiguyanshendaoxiahe，
bayoumeifenchengleliangduan，kanqilaiyouxiezhengning。dantadeyanshenhenwenhe，meiyousihaoeyi，fanerdaizhediankuijiu，
kuxiaozheshuo：“xiaomo，bierangjingyuandongshou，woshizhouming，nijiujiudezhanyou。nikanzheibadao。
”taceshenluchuyaojianbiezhededao，daobingshangkezheyige“jiang”zi，“zheishinijiujiushinianqiansongwode，
nixiaoshihoujianguowo，wohaisongguonitongsuo。”3zhoumingzhudongjuqishuangshou，rangjingyuansoushenquerenmeiyouweixianhou，
congneicekoudailitaochugemosunyanzhongdepijia。limianchuleyizhangtunsedexingjingzheng，
haiyouyizhangsufengdelaozhaopian——zhengshichenmozaitiehelikandaodeneizhangkanghongheying，beimian“aming，ruowochushi，
bangwohuzhexiaomo”dezijipang，duoleyixingjiangwenshanhoulaibudeqianming：“2020niandong，wenshanji”。
“wotuixiuqianzaixingzhenduizuowodilianluoren，wunianqianyinweixinzangdaqiaoshoushutiqianligang，