wobeilinxiaodelisuodangranqidebuqing。
“huangniupiao？yizhangpiaochaodaojiqianshenzhishangwan！”
“nigangmawozhengbudaoqian，xianzairangwohuajibeideqianqumaiyizhangpiao？”
“ninaozizaixiangshenme？meiqian！bumai！”
“buxing！nibixumai！”
linxiaoxiesidilidijiaoqilai，pushanglailachewodegebo，
“wojiuyaokan！nipeiwoyanchanghui！”
wotuikailinxiao：“fangshou！”
mamajianzhuang，xintengdihuzhulinxiao，duiwonumuershi。
“bujiushiduohuadianqianma？meimeigaoxingzhongyaohaishiqianzhongyao？nizheidangjiejiedexinzenmezheimehen！”
yizhongjudadewuliganshunjianjiangwolongzhao。
gentamenjiangdaoli，genbenjiushiduiniudanqin。
linxiaodehujiaomanchan、mamadewulizemachaodewotoutongyulie。
“够了！”
我突然大喊一声。
“woyijinggouleile！womeiyouyiwuweilinxiaodeyanchanghuimaidan！”
妈妈被我吼得一愣。
linxiaosuijiweiqudao：“ma，nikanjie，xianzaidougandingzhuangnile？kendingzaojiuyuanhenwomenle，juedewomentuoleitale。”
wozhengxiangjiaoxunlinxiaozheizhongtiaobodexingwei。
jiujianmamazhizhedamenhouchongwodao：“nijiwogun！jirannijuedewomentuoleinile，neinigundeyuanyuande！wojiudangmeishengguonizheigebaiyanlang！”
wonanyizhixindikanxiangmama。
weileyizhangpiao，tajingranyaoganwozou？
babazaigongdichushihou，jialilianmaiyaodeqiandouyaodongpinxicou，wogaozhongjiubazhenggejiakangzaijianshang。
mamazongbaoyuanqiangbifamei，linxiaotucaohuanjingchaonaowufaxuexi。
woyibiandushuyibiandagong，yifenyilidizanqian，shebudemaiyijianxinyifu，shebudechiyidunxiangyangdefan。
zhongyubayijiarencongpoxiangzilituolechulai，banjinlezheigemingliang、ganjingdexinxiaoqu。
zheigejialidejiajujiadian，linxiaoshenshangdeyifu，babachoudeyan，mamadebaojianpin......
nayiyangbushiwodexuehanqianhuande？
gangguolejitianshutanrizi，jiuyinweiwobukendangyuandatoumaihuangniupiao，jiuyaobawoganchumen？
“ma，nizhidaonizaishuoshenmema？”
“lilewo，nimenchishenme？heshenme？babadeyaofeizenmeban？meimeidexuefeishenghuofeizenmeban？”
我几乎是在嘶吼。
wobuxinmamashirenzhende。
zheigejialibukaiwo，tazhishizaiqitoushang。
mamaturanluchudeyi，fangfozhongyuniezhulewodetongjiao。
“heng！niyiweililenidiqiujiubuzhuanle？gaosuni，womenzaojiubuzhiwangnile！”
mamatingzhileyaoban，yuqidaizheyizhongyangmeituqidexuanyao，
“nibadangniangongshangneishi，taneigeheixinlaobanzuijinfanledashibeizhuale！”
“shangmianzhongxinchale，nibadepeichangjinmashangjiuyaoxialaile！”
“shijiwanni！buchanineidiansagualiangzao！”
wobuganxiangxinzijideerduo。
babadangnianshoushang，laobanshualai，wozaojiufangqilexiwang，zhinengkaozijipinming。
suoyi，mamashizhendejuedewomeiyongle，keyiyijiaotikaile？
“就是！”
linxiaoyelikefuhe，lianshangdedeyihemamaruchuyizhe，
“nibujiwomaipiaoladao！wonanpengyouyouqianzheni！”
“duiwokehaole！tagangcaidayingjiwomaivippiao！caibuxiangnizheimekoumen！”
linxiaoshenmeshihoujiaonanpengyoule？
我完全不知道。
wokanxiangmama，youkanxiangbaba，liangrendoubujuedeyiwai。
woxinzhongfaku，yuanlaitamendouzhidao。
我彻底明白了。
woconglaijiubushinver、jiejie，zhishiyigetikuanji。
xianzaifangziyoule，haiyougenghaoyongdetikuanji，wozheigebutingshihuandejiukeyihuandiaole。
wobamuguangtouxiangbaba，zheigejiamingyishangdenanzhuren，shijishangde“yinxingren”。
“爸......”
我的声音干涩，
“niyejuedewoyinggaigunma？”
woxiwangzheigewogongyangleduoniandefuqin，nengshuoyijugongdaohua。
tajiazheyandeshouzhidunleyixia，zuihouquezhishijiangmuguangyikai，fangfoketinglizheichangjiliedefengbaoyutahaowuguanxi。