第1章
“yunchuan，xiandengdeng......”
凌乱的大床上。
shimuxingyishoujinjinpanzhunanrendejianbang，shiluludeyanjiaokanxiangzhuomianshangdeshengridangao，xiusedeliandaishangjifenxiyue。
“jintianshiwoshengri，wozhunbeile......”jingxi。
huayinweiluo，yizhishoubuxiaoxinanxialedianshiyaokongqi。
xiayimiao，dianshilichuanlaiyulebobaodeshengyin，daduanletaweichukoudehua。
“wangchuanshenjiahetangjiajijiangdinghundexiaoxi，jinrijizhepaidaoshenzonghetangxiaojiedaizheshuangfangfumuyusijijiudianjianmian，yishihaoshijiangjin......”
shimuxingnaodaiwengdeyisheng，shentijiangzhu，huanhuanniutoukanqu。
cishizhengyazaitashenshangdenanrenchuxianzaidapingmuli，ceyanlinglilengjun，shenbiangenzheshenchuanxiangnaiergaodingdetangruoning，nvhaizhengwanzhetadegebo，weiyangzhetoushuoshenme。
ertamenqianmianshisanweimanshenguiqidezhongnianren——shenyunchuandemuqinshenfuren，haiyouliangweizeshitangruoningdefumu。
shimuxingcuoe，lenglengdikanxiangshenyunchuan，“ni......yaodinghunle？”
toudingdeshuijingdengguangtaiciyanle，huangdetanaozhongyipiankongbai。
wenyan，nanrendongzuodunzhu，taiqidemeimushenchen，piexiangxinwenbobaoshi，weimidelengmouyouyisiweixian。
“这和你无关。”
shimuxingxinzangbeihenhencileyixia，lianseshunjianbailexiaqu，“ru、ruguoniyaodinghun，qingyidingyaogaosuwo。”
shenyunchuanmeiyuhuaguoyimoyunse，“haimeidingxialai，zuohaonideshi。”
zuohaonideshi，jixudangniuzuomadangyigejinzhijinzedebaomu，qitabuyaoduowen，dengdingxialaiziranhuirangnijuanpugaizouren，shizheigeyisima？
“keshinimendoujianfumule，wo......”
“shimuxing，renqingnideshenfen！”
shenyunchuanmeiyuhuaguoyisifanzao，yibaqiazhushimuxingdexiaba，yuqianhanjinggao，“buguoshigeqingreneryi，youshenmezigeguanwodeshi！”
shimuxinglianseshunjianbailexiaqu，shia，tabuguogeqingreneryi，youshizhizhongdouzhishishenyunchuandewanwu。
sannianqian，shishenyunchuanbatacongheiandeshenyuanlachulai，taxinganqingyuanchengweitadedixiaqingren。
yichangyoujiaoyikaishideguanxi，yuganqingwuguan，shenyunchuanlengmoyouqingxing，shijuzhongren，yishipangguanzhe。
shitaxianlejinqu，shitayuelejie，yishileyikexinbale。
shimuxingshuangchunzhandou，“ruguonidinghun，gaosuwo，wohuilikai。”
jueduibuhuidaraonideshenghuo。
dangchubaizhiheizixiedeqingqingchuchu，shenyunchuanbaoyangtasannian，zheisannianli，takeyisuishijiaoting，ruguotazhaodaolexinyidelingyiban，neimeheyueyehuizidongjiechu。
rujinzheiduanjianbudeguangdeguanxizoudaolejintou，tabuhuijiuchan。
也没有资格纠缠。
shenyunchuanlianserouyankejiandelenglexiaqu，fangfomeilexingzhi，congshimuxingshenshanglikai，gujiefenmingdeshoujianqidishangdeyifu。
shimuxingzuoqishen，laguoyigebaozhen，jinjinbaozaihuaili，jiquyisiwendu。
shenyunchuanmantiaosilidijiangkouziyikekexishang，dongzuoyouyajingui。
tachuandezhengshijintianpeitangruoningchifandeneijianbaichenshan，yibaiqiadaohaochudezhazaixizhuangkuli，yixiuwanqi，luchuyijiejingzhuangdexiaobei。
shencaiqizhangtingba，rongmaoyingjunshuaiqi，yishuangxiazhangdefengmouzidaiguiqi，bobodechunminzaiyiqi，chunjiaoweiweixiaya，touchujifenshengrenwujindelengku。
mianwubiaoqingdicongqianbaolichouchuyizhangka，suishoudiuzaizhuomianshang，zhangtuimaibulikai。
shimuxingdaidaidikanzhezhuomianshangdeka，neishishenyunchuanjitade“shenghuofei”，zheisanniantaqishihenshaoguolai，danmeicijinxingzhihou，douhuiliuxiayizhangkahuozheyixieqian，youshihoushizhipiao。
jiuxiangshijitadefuwufei，qishitayizhifendehenqingchu，zhishitazijiyiyezhangmu，mileyan。
zhuomianshanghaifangzhetaqinshouzuodedangao，shangmianyongguojiangwaiwainiuniudixiezhe“woxihuanni”，youxieciyan。
jintianshitashengri，teyiqingleyixiawudejia，jingxinzhunbeilejingxi，dasuanzaiwanshanggaobai，quebuxiang，dedaodejingranshishenyunchuanjijianghebierendinghundexiaoxi。
manxinhuanxihuanlaiyichangrumengchuxing。
shimuxingbilebiyan，yaxiaxindifanyongdetengtong，shenyunchuanmeiyoucuo，cuodeshita，shanzidongleganqing，tazifuyingkuiyurenwuyou。
zhishizheiduanchixulesanniandeguanxi，zhongjiuhaishizoudaolejintou。
dongledongfamadetui，shimuxingwanxiayao，jiangsanluoyidideyifujianqilai，yijianjianchuanzaishenshang。
naqizhuomianshangdeyinxingka，congchuangtoujudechoutinachuyigetiehe，dakai，limianyijingyouhaojizhangyinxingka，haiyouyixiexianjinhezhipiao。
zheixiedoushishenyunchuanjide，tayifenqianyemeidongguo。
jiangshoulideyinxingkafangjinqu，heshanggaizi，fangzaichuangtoujushang。
lachuxinglixiang，dakaiyiju，jiangzijideyifuyijianjianfangjinqu。
shoushihaoxinglihou，shimuxingnaqituoba，yidiandianbawuzililiwaiwaishoushiganjing，yebatazheisanniandeshenghuohenjiqinshoumochu。
neigehualeyixiawushijianzhizuodedangao，beirengjinlelajitong，wurenwenjin。
hualebannianweishenyunchuanzhunbeidegaobailiwu，yebeitadiule，danzaixialourenglajideshihou，youjianlehuilai。
haishiliuzheba，bijinghualeneimeduoqian。
zuihoukanleyiyanzhulesanniandefangzi，shimuxinglaqixinglixiang，touyebuhuidilikai。
......
caizhemenjinhuidaoxuexiao，shimuxingtuikaisushedemen。
tajinniandudasan，shibiaoyanyishuxidexuesheng，pingshidouzhuzaixuexiao，zhiyouzaishenyunchuanzhaotahuozhejiaqideshihou，caihuiquyihaohaotingdegongyu。
sheyoumenbuzhidaoqulenali，haimeihuilai。
shimuxingpashangchuang，duojinzijidewoniuqiao。
tanachushouji，dakaiweixin，kanzhezhidingdeneigemingzi，yanleibuzhengqidiliulexialai。
shenyunchuanshibuyongweixinde，shenweiriliwanjideshenshijituandezongcai，taxianglaipianhaodadianhuazheizhongbianjieyoukuaisudelianxifangshi，weixinliaotianyutaeryanshilangfeishijian。
shitanazhetadeshoujixiazaileweixin，bingqiebuyaoliandizhijialetayigehaoyou。
diankailiaotianjilu，jihudoushitadanfangmiandeduanxinsaorao。
fantangdecaihenhaochixianggentafenxiang，jintiandetanghaonanhexianggentafenxiang，lubiankandaodexiaomaohenkeaixianggentafenxiang......tingfanrende。
难怪他从来不回复。
huoxulianweixindoubuhuidiankai。
shimuxingcalecalianshangdeleishui，dianjinshenyunchuandetouxiang，batalaheile。