qujiangledaileyigexiaoshi,youzoule。
shuoshigongsiyoushier,danjiujingweihe,womenxinzhaobuxuan。
wangchangdedanianchusan,qujiangledouhuipeizhewohuijia,qukanwodemama。
kejinnian,zhiyouwoyigeren,huanleshenyifu,jiaolegedidibianchufale。
chuangwaifengjingrusuo,wotanlandiguanshangzhe,yihoujiukanbudaole。
zixixiangxiang,chabuduoyigeduoyuemeijianwomale。
dakaimen,womazhengzaikandianshi,jiandaowolai,lianmangxiangying,yilianxiqi,“yunhulaile。”
“嗯。”
woguanshangmenhuanxie,womachouchouwokongdangdangdeshenhou,“yi,jiangleni?”
“妈。”
woguzuojianqiangdixiaolexiao,“womenyaolihunle。”
womachenmolejimiao,suijitanlekouqi,zouguolai,baozhewo,“lijiuliba,meishier。”
woyuanyiweitahuichoumawoyidun,jieguoqueshizaianweiwo。
yishunjianwodefangxianbeiquanbujipo,jinjindibaozheta,leishuiyimanyankuang。
babazaiwosisuideshihoujiuqushile,wodehuiyizhongzaomeiyoutademoyang,shimamayigerenbawolacheda,yinweiqieshenjinglidetongku,suoyitabisheidouxiwangwokeyihequjianglehaohaode。
kexianzaitabiaoxiandebiwohaidanding,wozhidaotazhishibuyuanwoshangxin,zheiyangxiangzhe,xinlidekuseyufadewangsheng。
xiabadizaitadejiantou,nannanwendao:“ma,ruoshidangchunizhidaoshizheiyangdejieguo,haihuihebabazaiyiqima?”
mamadeshengyinyouxiegengyan,“woyaoshizhidao,yidinghuigengjiazhenxihenibabazaiyiqidemeifenmeimiao。”
半夜。
wozuozaiyuetaishang,shangzhechuangwaidefengjing,buduandihuixiangqimamashuodehua。
youxiehouhuiqilai,houhuimeinengzaijiankangdeshihouhaohaohequxianshengtanyichanglianai,houhuimeinengduitashuochuyiju,“woaini。”
即使他不爱我……
翌日。
chiwanzaofan,genmamagaobiehoujiulikaile。
woxianghuibieshu,woxiangchenzheyuxiadeshiguangli,haohaokankanneigebushuyuwodequxiansheng。
banlu,didipaomiao,wobeipoxiache。
yangguangwenroudidazaiwodeshuangjian,dajieshangshisansanliangliangderenqun,jiebanerxing,youshuoyouxiao,kandewohaoshengxianmu。
woyouyujixia,nachushouji,yigedianhuadajilequjiangle。
“didi……”haoduoshenghou,fangcaijietong,“wei。”
“jiangle,nixianzaizainaerni?”
“wozaigongsigongzuoni,youshierma?”
huayingangluo,wobiankanjianduimianmaluyingmianerlaidequjiangleheyiweizhetashenyingjiaoxiaodenvren。
liangrenxiangxieerxing,taiyangguangfanshezaitamendeshenshang,rutongrelianzhongdeqinglv,wubibanpei。
wozhenglengyimiao,suihouluohuangertao,zangzairenliuzhong。
“没事。”
wonaqidianhuajiannandihuiying,buguoduanduanjimiao,wodeshengyinyijingshayadebuxiangwo。
匆匆折返母亲的家。
woyigerendaizaifangjianzhong,shoulijinjinwozheshouji,woxiangdengtahuiyigedianhua,dengyigejieshi,dengtajiewohuijia。
kezhengzhengyitian,congrishangsangan,daoriluohuanghun,congyemujianglin,daotiansejianliang,doumeinengdenglaitadedianhua。