第五章等一个解释

qujiangledaileyigexiaoshi,youzoule。

shuoshigongsiyoushier,danjiujingweihe,womenxinzhaobuxuan。

wangchangdedanianchusan,qujiangledouhuipeizhewohuijia,qukanwodemama。

kejinnian,zhiyouwoyigeren,huanleshenyifu,jiaolegedidibianchufale。

chuangwaifengjingrusuo,wotanlandiguanshangzhe,yihoujiukanbudaole。

zixixiangxiang,chabuduoyigeduoyuemeijianwomale。

dakaimen,womazhengzaikandianshi,jiandaowolai,lianmangxiangying,yilianxiqi,“yunhulaile。”

“嗯。”

woguanshangmenhuanxie,womachouchouwokongdangdangdeshenhou,“yi,jiangleni?”

“妈。”

woguzuojianqiangdixiaolexiao,“womenyaolihunle。”

womachenmolejimiao,suijitanlekouqi,zouguolai,baozhewo,“lijiuliba,meishier。”

woyuanyiweitahuichoumawoyidun,jieguoqueshizaianweiwo。

yishunjianwodefangxianbeiquanbujipo,jinjindibaozheta,leishuiyimanyankuang。

babazaiwosisuideshihoujiuqushile,wodehuiyizhongzaomeiyoutademoyang,shimamayigerenbawolacheda,yinweiqieshenjinglidetongku,suoyitabisheidouxiwangwokeyihequjianglehaohaode。

kexianzaitabiaoxiandebiwohaidanding,wozhidaotazhishibuyuanwoshangxin,zheiyangxiangzhe,xinlidekuseyufadewangsheng。

xiabadizaitadejiantou,nannanwendao:“ma,ruoshidangchunizhidaoshizheiyangdejieguo,haihuihebabazaiyiqima?”

mamadeshengyinyouxiegengyan,“woyaoshizhidao,yidinghuigengjiazhenxihenibabazaiyiqidemeifenmeimiao。”

半夜。

wozuozaiyuetaishang,shangzhechuangwaidefengjing,buduandihuixiangqimamashuodehua。

youxiehouhuiqilai,houhuimeinengzaijiankangdeshihouhaohaohequxianshengtanyichanglianai,houhuimeinengduitashuochuyiju,“woaini。”

即使他不爱我……

翌日。

chiwanzaofan,genmamagaobiehoujiulikaile。

woxianghuibieshu,woxiangchenzheyuxiadeshiguangli,haohaokankanneigebushuyuwodequxiansheng。

banlu,didipaomiao,wobeipoxiache。

yangguangwenroudidazaiwodeshuangjian,dajieshangshisansanliangliangderenqun,jiebanerxing,youshuoyouxiao,kandewohaoshengxianmu。

woyouyujixia,nachushouji,yigedianhuadajilequjiangle。

“didi……”haoduoshenghou,fangcaijietong,“wei。”

“jiangle,nixianzaizainaerni?”

“wozaigongsigongzuoni,youshierma?”

huayingangluo,wobiankanjianduimianmaluyingmianerlaidequjiangleheyiweizhetashenyingjiaoxiaodenvren。

liangrenxiangxieerxing,taiyangguangfanshezaitamendeshenshang,rutongrelianzhongdeqinglv,wubibanpei。

wozhenglengyimiao,suihouluohuangertao,zangzairenliuzhong。

“没事。”

wonaqidianhuajiannandihuiying,buguoduanduanjimiao,wodeshengyinyijingshayadebuxiangwo。

匆匆折返母亲的家。

woyigerendaizaifangjianzhong,shoulijinjinwozheshouji,woxiangdengtahuiyigedianhua,dengyigejieshi,dengtajiewohuijia。

kezhengzhengyitian,congrishangsangan,daoriluohuanghun,congyemujianglin,daotiansejianliang,doumeinengdenglaitadedianhua。