diyizhangniandukaohe：woderoutishiyongquanbaogao“zheishizuihouyixiang。”gujingfeideshengyinhenlengmo。
tachizucaizaiangguideshougongyangmaoditanshang，shouzhongneibei82niandelafeizhishengyigeqianqiandehongjiuyin。
wochizheshangshen，hanshuishunzhefujidegouhewangxiatang，zaidibanshangzakaiyiduoduoshensedeshuihua。
xinlvjianceshouhuanshangdeshuzishi145，wendingzaigaoranzhiqujian。“yifenzhongpingbanzhicheng，hexinshoujin，
tunbubuxuta。”taminglingdao，muguangyicuncunsaoguowoyinweilijieerweiweizhandoudejirouxiantiao。“suchi，
nideniandukaohebaogao，jiuchazheizuihouyixiangtinengshuju。”wodeshuangbeichengzaiyujiadianshang，
jirousuanzhangdexiangshiguanmanleqian。jintianshigujingfeibaoyangwodediyinianlingyitian。womendeguanxiyuqishuoshiqingren，
burushuogengxiangyichangshangyetouzi。tashitouziren，woshichanpin。chanpinziranxuyaotijiaoniandubaogao。
baogaofenweisigebufen。diyibufen“shangyejiazhi”，zhiwozaiguoquyinianpeitachuxigeleiyanhui，
weitadangdiaoduoshaobuhuaihaoyidejiyuzhe，
youyong“gu**denanban”zheigeshenfenbangtachuandileduoshaomohudeshangyexinhao。
zheiyixiangtazuowanyijingpingguwanbi，pingjiwei“you”。dierbufen“qingxujiazhi”，
hangailewoshifounengjingzhunbuzhuotadexinu，zaitafanzaoshianjingxiaoshi，zaitaxuyaoshilikechuxian，
yijiwomendechuangshangbiaoxian。zuowantatongyangjilepingji：“youliang”。neige“liang”zi，
wozhidaoshikoufenzaiwoyouyicizizuozhuzhanghuanletabuxihuandexiangxun。disanbufen“xuexizengzhi”，
tameiyuejiwokaiyizhangshudan，congjinrongdaoyishushi，niandijinxingbijuankaoshi。woshangzhougangkaowan，92fen，
tameishuohaohuai，zhishuofenshuyijingluru。disibufenjiushixianzai，tineng，chijiudu。
yigebeibaoyangzhebixubaochide，zuijichuyezuizhongyaodeziben。“sanshimiao。”taduobudaowomianqian，wanxiayao。
dingjixiangshuidelenglieqiandiaohunzhehongjiudechunxiang，xiangyizhangwang，doutouzhaoxia。
tashenchuyigentuzhedaizisezhijiayoudeshouzhi，zhijianbingliang，qingqingdianzaiwoyinchongxueerguntangdejishang。“suchi，
nizhidaonizheishenjirouzhiduoshaoqianma？”taqingxiao，qixifuguowodeerkuo，“meigeyueershiwandeyuegong，
sanshiwandezhizhuangfei，waijiayizhangwuxianedudefuka。womaidebushinidehanshui，
shizheifuroutidejueduikongzhiquan，yijitabeihouneikeyuelaiyueyouqudenaozi。”wodehuxiyizhi，
hexinshunjianyouxiesongxie。“taxiaqule。”tashengyinyileng。womengdixiqi，zaicijiangshentibengchengyitiaozhixian。
hanshuidijinyanjing，cidewozhixiangbiyan。“kanzhewo。”tamingling。wojiannanditaiqitou。tabandunzaiwomianqian，
zhensishuipaodelingkouchangkaizhe，luchujingzhidesuoguheyipianmuxuanshenmidebai。tadeyanshenlimeiyouqingyu，
zhiyoushenshi。“suchi，nigenlewoyinian，xuehuileshenme？”tahuranwen，wentitiaoyueyoudiaozuan。
zheishifujiati。koutoude。wochuanzhecuqi，danaozaiqueyangdezhuangtaixiafeisuyunzhuan。“xuehuile……bizui，
fucong，haiyou……”“haiyoushenme？”tazhuiwen，zhijianshunzhewodejiguhuanhuanxiahua。
“haiyou……yongjiejiexihuandefangshi，quyueni。”wocongyafenglijichuzheijuhua，daizheyisitaohaodechuanxi。
“ding。”jishiqixiangle。yifenzhongdao。woshunjiantuoli，zhenggerenjihuyaoshuaizaidianzishang。
yizhixianxiqueyoulideshoubeijishifuzhulewodejianbang。gujingjiangyifendayinhaodewenjiandiuzaiwomianqian，
fengmianshangshitangjindewugedazi：《2024niandusuchijiazhipinggubaogao》。“qianzi。”tazhanqishen，
zhongxinhuifuleneizhonggaogaozaishangdezitai，“qianleta，womenxuyueyinian。zuoweijiangli，
xiageyuenideyuegongzhangdaosanshiwan。”wochengqishenti，fankaibaogao。limianshimimimamadeshujufenxitu，
congwodetizhongfudongquxiandaoshangzhoukaoshidezhishidianzhangwoleidatu。zaizuihouyiyedeyifangqianmingchu，
wokandaolefujiatiaokuan。“fujiatiaokuandiyitiao：yifangwuquantanwenjiafangdesishenghuo。
”“fujia-tiaokuandiertiao：yifangzairenheqingkuangxia，budeduijiafangchanshengbaoyangguanxiyiwaiderenheqinggan。
”“fujiatiaokuandisantiao：heyueqijian，yifangshentisuoyouquanguijiafangsuoyou，
baokuodanbuxianyu……”wodemuguangtingliuzai“suoyouquan”sangezishang。“zenme？”gujingfeitiaomei，
“juedexiangmaishenqi？”womeishuohua，zhishinaqibi。“suchi，bieyongneizhongyanshenkanwo。”tahurankaikou，
shengyinlidaizheyisichaonong，“niyiweinizaiyanrenrufuzhongdexima？shouqinineidiankeliandezizunxin。
nilaizhaowoneitian，jiugaizhidaozheishichangshenmeyouxi。shiwoxuanleni，bushinixuanzelewo。”tashuodedui。
yinianqian，wofuqingongsipochan，beizhesanqianwandezhaitiaolelou。woyigegangbiyededaxuesheng，zoutouwulu。
shiwozaiyicihuazhanshang，zhudongzoudaotamianqian，dishanglewode“jianli”。
neishangmianzhiyouwodemingzi、shengaotizhongsanwei，yijiyizhang**dezhaopian。woxiaolexiao，taiqitoukanta，
hanshideliuhaitiezaieqian，yanshenquejiliang。“jiejie，wobushizaiyanxi。”woshuo，
shengyinyinweiganggangdelijieerdaizheyisishayadecixing，“wozhishizaixiang，fujiatiaokuandisantiao，
shibushiyiweizhe……woxianzaijiukeyixingshiyixia‘beisuoyou’dequanli？”gujingfeilengleyixia。
wochengzhedianzi，manmandi，danxiguizaitamianqian。woyangqitou，hanshuicongxiahehualuo，dizaitaguangjiedejiaobeishang。
hentang。taxiayishidixiangsuohuijiao，quebeiwoyibazhuazhujiaohuai。wodeshouzhangyinweiganggangdefuwochengerguntang，
bumanlaojian，hetaxinibinglengdepifuxingchengxianmingduibi。“hetongqianle，zheiyinianwodeshentijiushijiejiede。
”wotaiyanwangzheta，muguangtanranerzhire，“neiwoxianzai……keyiwennima？wodenvwangbixia。
”zheijiushigujingxihuandediaodiao。taxihuanzheizhongyoudianbiantaisecaidechenfu。
tayanzhongdebinglengshenshizhongyuronghualeyisi，querdaizhideshiyimomanyide、jugaolinxiadequwei。
tayonglingyizhijiaodejiaojian，qingqingtiaoqiwodexiaba，lidaoaimeiyoudaizhewuruxing。“jizhu，suchi。
”tafushizhewo，xiangzaixinshangyijianwanmeideyishupin，“gou，yaoyougoudeyangzi。biaoxianhaole，caiyoujiangli。
”tahuayingangluo，menlinghuranxiangle。gujingdemeitoushunjianzhouqi，yanzhongnandedishanguoyisihuangluan。
zheigeshijiandian，huishishei？taxunsushouhuijiao，lajinleshuipao。“zaizheilidaizhe，buxuchulai。
”talenglengdidiuxiayiju，zhuanshenzouxiangxuanguan。wodanxiguizaiyuandi，kanzhetayaotiaoyoujinzhangdebeiying，
zuijiaodehudumanmankuoda。wozhidaoshisheilaile。yinweineitiaocuicutaguolaideduanxin，shiwoyonggujingdeshouji，
qinshoufade。fajianren，shitadezhengpaiweihunfu。youxi，caiganggangkaishi。xuyuedediyitian，
wozongdejiwode“touziren”，songshangyifendali。
dierzhangjingjibaolei：tacongbudainanrenhuijiaxuanguanchuchuanlaigujingfeikeyiyadideshuohuasheng，daiyouyisishuli。
“shengongzi，zheimewanle，youshi？”“meishijiubunenglaizhaoni？”yigechunhoudenanshengxiangqi，
tingshengyinyeshigewusuoweijudezhu。shishenjiadejichengren，shenzhuo。yeshiwomingyishangde“qingdi”。
woguizuozaiditanshang，hanshuiyijingbangan，shenshangnianninidehenbushufu。danwomeiyoudong，
gujingdeminglingshi“daizhe”。zaimeiyouxindezhilingqian，zuoyigewanmeidefucongzhe，shiwodezhiyesuyang。
ketinghexuanguanzhijiangezheyigejudadeshuizuxiang，limianzhiyouyitiaogulinglingdeheiqisha。
wonengtouguohuangdongdeshuiyinghebanlandeshanhu，kandaolianggemohuderenying。gujingfeidangzaimenkou，
meiyourangshenzhuojinlaideyisi。“jingfei，nizheishishenmeyisi？buqingwojinquzuozuo？
”shenzhuodeyuqidaishanglejifenbuyue，“womenxiageyuejiuyaodinghunle，wolaiwoweihunqidejia，haiyaoyuyue？
”“shenzhuo，wohenlei，xiangxiuxile。”gujingfeideshengyinyijiupingjing，“youshimingtianqugongsishuo。
huozhehewodelvshitan。”“wofeiyaojinwanshuoni？”shenzhuodeshengyindouranbagao，sihushiqiangxingjilejinlai。
gujingfeibeitatuideyigeliangqiang。wochengzaidishangdeshou，zhijieshunjianzuanbaile。gujingfeihentaoyanbierenpengta。
zheishiwoyongyiniandeshijianguanchachulaide。wulunshishei，shanyidehaishieyide，zhiyaoyouzhitijiechu，
tadeshentidouhuiyouyishunjiandejiangying。zheiyeshiweishenme，
tahuixuanzeyong“baoyang”zheizhongchuncuidejiaoyiguanxilaimanzushenglixuqiu。yinweizaizheiduanguanxili，
tayongyuanshizhangkongzhe，shizhipeizhe，keyisuishihanting。shuizuxiangneibian，shenzhuosihuyijingzoujinleketing。
“nihejiule？yigeren？”shenzhuodeyuqidaizhehuaiyi，“jingfei，zhenggequanziderendouzhidao，
nigujingcongbudainanrenhuijia。woyeshidiyicilainizheiba？zenme，jinwuzangjiaoa？”wotingdaozheihua，
zuijiaoyangqiyisijihuwufachajuedelengxiao。meicuo，gujingcongbudainanrenhuijiaguoye，chulewo。
woshenzhiyongyouzheilidezhiwensuoquanxian。zheijianshi，shitazaizheiduanbupingdengguanxili，weiyijiyuwode，
yidiandian“tequan”。wobuzhidaozheishibushiyizhongxunhua。rangwoganjuezijishitebiede，shiweiyide，
congergengjiasixintadi。danwoqiaqiayaoliyongzheifen“tebie”，zaitaneizuojingjicongshengdebaoleishang，
sikaiyidaokouzi。“shenzhuo，nidaodixiangshuoshenme？”gujingdenaixinsihuyijinghaojin。“woxiangshuoshenme？
woxiangwoweihunqile，xianglaikankanta，zheigeliyougoubugou？”shenzhuodeshengyinjinle，sihuzoudaoleshafabian，
“wotingshuo，nijintianbatianshengneigewangzongdehezuojijule？weileyigejiaosuchidexiaobailian？nifengle？
neikeshisangediandelirun！”laile。zheicaishitajinwanxingshiwenzuidezhenzhengmudeba。wochuixiayanjian，
zhezhuyanzhongdejingguang。tianshengjituandewangzong，chulemingdesegui。takanshangwobushiyitianliangtianle，
jicisanfanzaijiujushanganshigujing，xiangrangwo“guoqupeita“hejibei””。gujingdoujidanglehuiqu。qiantian，
wangzongjiezheyigelirunfenghoudexiangmu，zaicitichuzheigeyaoqiu，bingqieshuodexiangdangzhibai：“rangsuchipeiwoyizhou，
zheigehetongwomashangqian。”gujingfeidangchangbakafeipozailetadehetongshang，zhishuoleyigezi：“gun。
”zheijianshi，wobenbugaizhidao。shigujingdemishutoutougaosuwode。neigegangbiyedexiaoguniang，
gujishikanduolebadaozongcaidexiaoshuo，juedewoheguzongzhijianyoushenmejingtiandongdideaiqing，
duiwobaoyoubuqieshijidetongqinghehuanxiang。ershenzhuodexiaoxi，
ziranshiwangzongneigemeizhandaobianyidecaobaozijitongchuqude，tianyoujiacu，xiangbaihuaigujingdemingsheng。
“wodejueding，xuyaoxiangnijieshi？”gujingfeideshengyinlengdexiangbing。“womenliangjiashishangyelianyin，
nideyijuyidongguanxidaoliangjiadeliyi！niyinweiyigewanwu，sunshishangqianwandeshengyi，
nirangwobahewobazenmekanni？gujingfei，ninengbunengchengshuyidian！wanwankeyi，biedangzhen！
”shenzhuodeshengyinlichongmanlebeimaofandefennu。“wanwu？”gujingfeihuranxiaole，neixiaoshenghenqing，quedaizheci，
“shenzhuo，nikanqingchu，zheishiwodejia。sheishiwanwu，sheishizhuren，woshuolesuan。xianzai，qingnichuqu。
”“wobuchuqu！jintiannibixujiwogejieshi！”ketinglichuanlaiyishengmenxiang，
sihushishenzhuoyiquanzazailechajishang。wojuedingdongyidongle。womanmanzhanqishen，jirouyinweijinbenghetuoli，
fachuyilianchuanxiweidebaoxiang。womeiyouquyimaojian，jiuzheimechizheshangshen，
hunshenzhizaiyaojiansongsongkuakuaweileyitiaoyujin，shishirandicongjianshenfanglizoulechulai。
woshenshangniannidehanshuihaimeicagan，toufashiluluditiezaiejiao，yinweigangcaidejulieyundong，
xiongtanghaizaiweiweiqifu，hunshenshangxiadousanfazheyizhongyuanshide、chongmanshengminglideheermengqixi。
dangwochuxianzaiketingzhuanjiaodeneiyike，shenzhuodepaoxiaojiaranerzhi。tadebiaoqing，xiangyichujingcaidemoju。
xianshizhenjing，ranhoushibukezhixin，zuihoushitaotiandefennuhebeidaimaozidequru。womeiyoukanta，
wodemuguangdiyishijianluozailegujingdelianshang。tabeiduizhewo，danwonengkandaotazaijingmianfanshelidebiaoqing。
yisijingya，zhuanshunjishi，jiezheshinongdehuabukaidehanbing。wozhidao，wodapoleguize。tahuihenshengqi。
danzheizhengshiwoyaode。wochijiaozouzaidibanshang，qiaowushengxi。wozoudaogujingshenbian，
henzirandicongtashenhouhuanzhutadeyao，jiangxiabaqingqinggezaitadejianbangshang，duizheyiliantieqingdeshenzhuo，
luchuyigeqianranerwugudeweixiao。“jiejie，”wokaikou，shengyinshayayouyonglan，
daizheyisiganggang“yundong”wandebiyin，“zheiweixianshengshisheia？daraodaowomenle。”“women”lianggezi，
woyaodegewaiqingxi。gujingdeshentizaiyishunjianbengdexiangyikuaitie。wonengganjuedaotayaobudejiroushunjianshoujin，
neishitafennudaojizhidexinhao。woqueshoudegengjin，jiangtawanquanquanzaiwodehuaili，yigejueduizhanyoudezitai。
shenzhuodelianyijingzhangchenglezhuganse，tazhizhewo，shouzhidouzaifadou：“ni……nimen……”“e，wowangle。
”woguzuohuangrandawuzhuang，zuichunjihutiezhegujingيفةdeerchui，yongzhiyouwomenlianggerennengtingdaodeyinliang，
qingshengshuo，“jiejiebuxihuanbierenpeng。danshizenmebanni……hetongshangxiele，wodeshentishinide。nibupeng，
wopengni，suanbusuanlvxingheyue？”kanzheduimiankuaiyaobaozoudeshenzhuo，bingganshoudaohuailideshenticongjiangying，
zaidaoyisiweiweidezhanli。tazaihaipa。bu，bushihaipashenzhuo。tazaihaipazheizhongshikongdeganjue。
yigetayiweibeiwanquanzhangkongde“wanwu”，zaizuibuheshiyideshike，tiaoqilai，yaolezhurenyikou。
shenzhuozhongyubaofale，taxiangyitoufanudegongniu，chaowochongleguolai。“****，xiaobailian！
”womeiyoudong。woshenzhibishangleyanjing，yifuyinjingjiuludemoyang。yinweiwozhidao，gujingيفةhuilanzhuta。
tabunengrangtadeweihunfu，zaitadejiali，databaoyangdenanren。zheichuanchuqu，tagujingfeidemianziwangnage？
guoran，zaishenzhuodequantouliwodelianhaiyouyigongfendeshihou，gujingfeichushoule。tameiyoudahandajiao，
zhishilengjingdi，hengkuayibu，dangzaiwomianqian，yongyijuhuajiuqiamieleshenzhuosuoyoudenuhuo。“shenzhuo，”tashuo，
shengyinpingjingdekepa，“nixiangrangmingtiandetoutiao，
biancheng‘shenshijituanjichengrenyumounanzizaiweihunqijiazhongdadachushou，yisiqingbian’ma？
”shenzhuodequantouyingshengshengtingzaibankong。gujingfeikanzheta，yanshenlimeiyoubandianfuqiqingfen。“zheigexiangmu，
wohuiyongbiedebanfabalirunbuhuilai。zhiyuwodesishenghuo，lunbudaonilaizhihui。”tadunledun，
yiziyijudao，“womendedinghun，benzhishangyeshiyifenhetong。qingni，zunshouhetongjingshen。”shuowan，tazhuanshen，
diyicizhengyankanwo。neiyanshen，bixiboliyadehanfenghaiyaoleng。“gunquxizao。”taduiwoshuolesangezi。
ranhou，taduishenzhuoshuo：“womentantan。”wotinghuadizhuanshen，zouxiangyushi。zaizhuanshendechanei，
wokandaoshenzhuoneizhanghunhezhejidu、bugan、qurudelian。wogengkandaolegujingيفةyanzhongneimonongzhongdeshayi。
ai，denghuiyouyaoyou“pirou”zhikule。buguotahuizenme“chengfa”woni？wohurankaishi，youdianqidaile。
disanzhangwuhenzhici：tayongwenrouchengfaniyushideshuiqizhengteng。wozhanzaihuasaxia，reshuichongshuazhepifu，
quejiaobumiexinlideneituanhuo。gangcaigujingيفةdeneigeyanshen，rangwoxiangqidiyicijiantadeshihou。
neishizaiyigesirenhuazhan，wochuanzheyongxinyongkazuihouyidianedumaidexizhuang，xiangyizhiyaohunjintianequndewuya。
tajiuzhanzaiyifumiaohuijingjiniaodehuaqian，chuanzheyishenheisedezhangqun，ceyingguaodexiangyibingchuqiaodeliren。
wozoudaotashenbian，zhishuoleyijuhua：“zheizhiniaohewoyiyang，yishengzhichangyici，changwanjiusi。
ninyouxingqutingtingma？”tahuitoukanwo，jiushigangcaineizhongyanshen，bingleng、ruili，
xiangzaipingguyijianwupindejiazhi。tashuo：“wozhimaideqiwonengkongzhidedongxi。”yushi，
wodishanglewode“jianli”。congneiyihou，
woyizhizaibanyanyigetinghuade、youqude、zhaozhijilaihuizhijiqudechongwu。zhidaojinwan。woguandiaohuasa，
caganshenti。neitiaoweizaiyaojiandeyujinyijingbeihanshuijintou，wosuishoudiuzaizangyilanli，ranhouwolengzhule。
womeiyouhuanxideyifu。wodesuoyouyiwudouzaizhuwodeyimaojianli，erwochulaidetaiji，shenmedoumeina。
ketinglihenanjing，gujingيفةheshenzhuode“tanhua”sihujieshule。woshenxiyikouqi，tuikaileyushidemen。
ketinglikongwuyiren，shenzhuoyijingzoule。gujingيفةzuozaishafashang，
shoulinazhewodeneifen《jiazhipinggubaogao》，yiyeyiye，sidefensui。tadedongzuohenman，henyouya。
suizhipianxiangxuehuayiyang，fenfenyangyangluozaitajiaobiandeditanshang。womeiyoushuohua，zhishianjingdizhanzaiyuandi。
wozhidao，baofengyuqiandeningjing，caishizuikepade。tasiwanzuihouyiye，taiqitoukanwo。
lianshangmeiyourenhebiaoqing，danyanshenquebizhiqiangengleng。“guolai。”tashuo。wochizhejiao，yibubuzouguoqu。
shuizhushunzhewodefashaodiluo，yanzhexiongtanghuaxia，xiaoshizairenyuxiandeweizhi。
wojiuzheime**dizhanzaitamianqian，xiangyigedengdaishenpandenuli。
zheishitazuixihuanwozhanxiandezitai：cuiruo，**，haowufangbei。“nizhidaonijinwanfanleshenmecuoma？
”tawen，shengyinhenqing。“zhidao。”wohuida，“wobugaizizuozhuzhang。”“haiyouni？
”“wobugaidapojiejiedingxiadeguiju。”“haiyou。”wochenmoleyixia，
taiyankanta：“wobugai……wangtushitanjiejiededixian。”taxiaole，zhongyu。neixiaorongmeiyoubanfennuanyi，
fanerrangwobeijifaliang。“suchi，nibiwoxiangdeyaocongming，yebiwoxiangdeyao……tanxin。”tazhanqishen，
zoudaowomianqian。tadeshengaozhidaowodexiaba，danwoqueganjuezijibeitawanquanyazhu。tashenchushou，bushidawo，
yebushituiwo，ershijiqiwenroudi，bangwolilelieqianshitoudeliuhai。tadezhijiandaizheliangyi，
dongzuoqingroudexiangshizaichumoyijianzhenbao。“nizhidaoma？wozuitaoyanbierenpianwo。youqishi，yongwodeshouji，
faduanxinjiwodeweihunfu。”taqingshengshuo，xiangqingrenjianzuiqinmidenier。wodexinzangmengdiyisuo。tazhidaole。
“wohuaqianmainideshentiheshijian，shiweileqingjing，bushiweileremafan。”tadeshouzhishunzhewodelianjiahuaxia，
tingzaiwodehoujiechu，qingqingmosuo，“nijiworeletiandademafan。”“duibuqi，jiejie。”wodishengshuo，
houjieyinweitadechupengershangxiagundong。“daoqianyouyongma？”taqingxiaoyisheng，
“shenzhuohuiqukendinghuixiangtafuqingaozhuang。gushenliangjiadehezuo，kenenghuiyincichuxianliehen。suchi，
nixiaoxiaodezizuocongming，kenenghuirangwosunshijishigeyi。”tadunledun，zhijianweiweiyongli，
wonengganjuedaoyisizhixigan。“nishuo，wogaizenmechengfanini？”zheiyike，womeiyouhaipa，
faneryouyizhongbingtaidexingfen。wozhidao，zheicaishitazuizhenshideyimian。yongzuiwenroudezitai，
shuozhezuicanrendehua。xiangyiduodaicidemeigui，meili，youzhiming。“xitingzunbian。”woshuo。taningshizhewo，
guolejimiao，tasongkaishou，zhuanshenzoujinwoshi。henkuai，tanazheyijiandongxichulaile。shiyijianzhenside，
nanshishuipao。chunbaise，zhidirouruan。bushiwode，womeijianguozheijianyifu。“chuanshang。”tabashuipaodiujiwo。
woyiyanchuanshang。shuipaohenheshen，jiancaideti，fangfoshiweiwoliangshendingzuo。“haokanma？”tawen。
“……haokan。”“zheishishenzhuode。”taqingmiaodanxiedishuo，“taouerhuizaizheililiusu，
suiranwomenshenmedoubuhuifasheng，danwozongyaoweitazhunbeiyixie‘weihunfu’gaiyoudedongxi。zheijianshuipao，
tayicidoumeichuanguo。”wodexin，beihenhencileyixia。tachenggongle。tazhaodaolechengfawodezuihaofangshi。
bushidawo，bushimawo，shenzhibushizaijinqianshangkekouwo。ershiyongzheizhongfangshi，wushengditixingwo，
wodeshenfen。woshigetidaipin，shigeyingzi。wochuande，shiwo“qingdi”deyifu。
zheibirenhexiurudoulaidegengzhijie，gengzhuxin。“jinwan，nijiushuizaiciwo。”tashuowan，zhuanshenjiuyaozou。
“dengdeng。”wojiaozhuta。tahuitoutiaomeikanwo。womanmanzoudaotamianqian，shuipaodedaiziwomeiyouxi，
songsongkuakuadichangkaizhe，luchujingzhuangdexiongtanghefuji。“jiejie。”wokanzhetadeyanjing，yiziyijudishuo，
“nigangcaiwenwogenleniyinian，xuehuileshenme。woshuocuole。”tadeyanzhongluchuyisixingqu。“woxuehuide，
bushiquyueni。”woditou，coudaotaerbian，yongzhiyouwomennengtingdaodeshengyinshuo，“woxuehuide，
shiruherangni……libukaiwo。”wokandaotadetongkong，zaiwoshuohuadeshunjian，juliedishousuoleyixia。ranhou，
wozuoleyijianzuidadandeshi。wofuxiashen，bushiquwentadezuichun，yebushibojing。wodixiatou，qingqingdi，
wenzailetagangcaibeishenzhuopengguode，neizhishoudeshoubeishang。wowendehenqing，henqian"cheng"，
xiangzaiqinwenyiweinvwangdequanzhang。“jiejie，nishenshangyoubierendeweidao。”wotaiqitou，
zhishizhetazhendongdeshuangmou，weixiaozheshuo，“wobuxihuan。”shuowan，womeidengtafanying，jingzhizhuanshen，
zoujinleciwo。guanshangmendeneiyike，wonengtingdaozijiruleidexintiaosheng。wozhidao，jinwandezheichangboyi，
wozanshiyingle。wobujinshitanchuletadedixian，haichenggongdizaitaxinli，zhongxialeyigenmingwei“suchi”deci。
zheigenci，huirangtayang，rangtatong，rangtayebunengmei。zhidaoyouyitian，tabudebuqinshoubata**。huozhe，
beitacichuan。disizhangtaderuodian：mingwei“guoqu”deemengwotangzaishangmian，haowushuiyi。
gujingfeimeizailaizhaowo，zhengdongfangzijingdexiangyizuoshenhaigongdian。wozaidudutaduishenzhuodeyane，
dayuduiwodefennu。dutaxinggelideneizhongjizhidekongzhiyu，
huirangtawufarongrenyigeyoubieren（shenzhuo）yinfade、duitade“suoyouwu”（wo）detiaoxin。gengzhongyaodeshi，
wozaidutaduiwode“xingqu”。yinianle，woxiangyibenbeitafanjiudeshu。ruguojinwanwoshenmedoubuzuo，
jixubanyanneigewenshundechongwu，neimezheifen“xuyuehetong”zhihou，henkenengjiubuhuizaiyouxiayifenle，
zheiqianhuogaiwozheng。wobixurangtayishidao，wobushiyibenputongdeshu，woshiyibentahaimeidudongde“jinshu”。
yueshiweixian，yueshixiyintaqufanyue。buzhidaoguoleduojiu，wotingdaozhuwochuanlaiyishengyayide、duancudejianjiao。
shengyinhenqing，ruguobushizheifangzitaikongkuang，wojihuyiweishihuanjue。wolikezuoqishen。jinjiezhe，
shihuapingshuaisuideshengyin，qingcui，cier。womeiyousihaoyouyu，likexiachuang，chongxiangzhuwo。menmeiyousuo。
wotuimenerru，yigunongliedejiuqihunhezhexiangshuideweidaopumianerlai。gujingيفةquansuozaichuangjiao，
hunshenfadou。taneizhangzongshiguazhebinglengmianjudelian，cikexiemanlejingkonghecuiruo，xiangyigemiludehaizi。
chuangtoujushangdetaidengbeisaoluozaidi，bolisuipianjiandedaochudoushi。tayouzuoemengle。
zheitongyangshiwoyongyinianshijianfaxiandemimi。gujingيفةyouyanzhongdeshuimianzhangai，ouerhuizuoemeng。
danxiangjintianzheiyangshitai，shidiyici。wocai，shenzhuodechuxian，**daoleta。womanmanzouguoqu，
xiaoxindibikaidishangdesuipian。“gun！”tasihuchajuedaoyourenkaojin，baozhexigai，xiangyizhishoushangdeciwei，
dihoudao。womeiyoutingtade，jixukaojin。zailitayibuyuandedifang，wotingxialai，huanhuandunxiashen。“jiejie，
shiwo。”wodeshengyinfangdehenqing，henrou，“meishile，zhishigemeng。”tataiqitou，
bumanxuesideyanjingliyipianmangran，guolehaojimiao，caimanmanjujiaozaiwolianshang。tadeyanshencongjingkong，daomimang，
zaidaoyisi……yilai？“suchi？”tanannandijiaowodemingzi。“ng，shiwo。”wochaotashenchushou。
tayouyuleyixia，zuizhonghaishiwozhulewodeshou。tadeshouhaizaiweiweizhandou。woshunshijiangtalajinhuaili。
tadeshentihenjiangying，danmeiyoutuikaiwo。woqingqingpaizhetadebei，xiangzaianfuyizhishoujingdexiaodongwu。
“mengdaoshenmele？”woroushengwen。tabalianmaizaiwodexiongkou，chenmolehenjiu，jiudaowoyiweitabuhuihuida。
ranhou，wotingdaotayongyizhongjihutingbujiandeshengyinshuo：“womengdao……tayouhuilaile。”“ta”shishei？
woxinliyouhenduoyiwen，danwoshenmedoumeiwen。wozhidao，xianzaibushishihou。yigecongmingdelieren，
dongdezailiewuzuicuiruodeshihou，jiyutazuixiangyaodeanfu，erbushijiyupanwen。“biepa。”woshoujinshoubei，
rangtagengjinditiezhewo，“zhishigemeng。tabuhuizaihuilaile。youwoni。”zuihouneisangezi，
woshuodegewairenzhen。tazaiwohuaili，shentimanmanfangsongxialai，buzaizhandou。huxiyejianjianpingwen。guolexujiu，
tahurantaiqitou，kanzhewo，yanshenhenfuza。youcuiruo，youshenshi，haiyouyisitazijidouweichajuedemilian。
“suchi，”tashuo，“nigangcaishuo，nixuehuileruherangwolibukaini。zheijiushinideshouduanma？
”tahuifulizhile。neigedaicidenvwang，youhuilaile。woxiaoxiao，songkaita，danshouhaiwozhetadeshou。
“zheibushishouduan。”woningshizhetadeyanjing，wubizhenchengdishuo，“jiejie，wozhishixintengni。
”gujingfeideshenti，weibukejiandizhandouleyixia。“xinteng？”taxiangshitingdaoleshenmetiandadexiaohua，
zuijiaogouqiyimojifeng，“yigekaowoyanghuodenanren，youshenmezigexintengwo？”“zigebushinijide，
shiwodexinjide。”wowojintadeshou，muzhiqingqingmosuozhetadeshoubei，“wozhidaonibuxin。meiguanxi。
wohuizhengmingjinikan。”wozhanqishen，shuo：“woqujinidaobeireshui。”zoudaomenkou，woyoutingzhujiaobu，
huitoukanta。“duile，jiejie。”wokanzhetaneizhanghuifulelengmodelian，huranwenleyigehaobuxianggandewenti，
“neijianbaisedezhensishuipao，henguiba？”tabumingsuoyidikanzhewo。“wobuxihuan。
wojuedenishenbiandenanren，haishichuanheisebijiaohaokan。”woshuo，“heise，xinggan。
erbushiyijian……guazaiyijuli，yicidoubuhuibeichuandezhuangshipin。”woshuowan，meidengtahuida，
bianzoulechuqu。chufangli，wojieleyibeiwenshui。touguoketingdeluodichuang，wokandaolezijidedaoying。
nianqing、jianzhuang、chongmanyexin。gujingيفةderuodian，woyijingzhaodaole。bushitadegongsi，bushitadecaifu，
ershitade“guoqu”。neigerangtazuoemengde“ta”。yaochedigongxianzheizuojingjibaolei，