第4章 只有利用,毫无真心

di4zhangzhiyouliyong,haowuzhenxin

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houlaiwoyizhizaijitadadianhuaquedabutong,zuihoutazhijiejiwofaletiaoduanxin「zhougu,nijiuzheimezibeima?biezailaifanwo!」

dengwozaidashidianhuazhijieguanji。

wokanzhetangzhechuangshangdeniannianhaizaidengzhetamamalaijiuta,xinjiuxiangfangzaihuoshangliaoyiban。

neiyikewozhendeshifenhouhuidangchufangqishiye,yaoburanzheiciwobuyongqiurenheren,zijijiukeyijiuta。

wozhaolehaoduorenyijiulianxibushangta。

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zuihoutayongyuanbishangleyan,ketacaizhiyouwusuia,weishenmeyaorangtachengshouzheiyiqie。

erwomenyeliangzuitongkudeshike,linlianzhengpeizhedingyuduguoweixianqi。

niannianhuohuadeshihoutazhengzaizhanzaijiangtaishanglingjiang。

xianjilezijinverdedaodeaiqingheqiantu,buzhidaotanengbunengxinanlide?

suoyipingshenmetagongchengmingjiu,erwodeniannianqueyongyuanhuibulaile。

woyaorangtamendoufuchudaijia。

sixuhuilongwokanzhetandaozaidishangdelinlian。

kudebuchenggerenyang,wofushendunxia,tataiyankanwo,womanlianxixueqingshengdao「wokaiwanxiaode。」

huayingangluo,linlianshunjianshouhuilaiqingxu,manliannuqidekanzhewo,fengkuangchaowohoudao「nishibushiyoubing,jingrankaizheizhongwanxiao!」

wokanzhetazhijuedekexiao,tajingranzhendexinle!

taqishenshoushileyixia,jielegedianhuahoubiaoqinghegangcaiwanquanbuyiyang,lianshangyangyizheizhexiaorong。

chuquqianhaijiaodaidao「biedengwole,jintianyoushibuhuilaile!」

womeiyouhuida,lingchensandianbanhaiyaochumenkanlaishidashi。

tazouhouwozaiketingdaizuoleyizhengwan。

zongganjuechuchudoushinianniandehenji。

diertianyitiantadoumeiyouhuilai,erwoyeshuileyitian。

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quyanjiusuodelushanghaishuadaodingyuxinfadepengyouquan「wobengaixiaoshi,kenijilewodiercishengming!」

linlianmiaodianzan,xiamianbumingzhenxiangderenquandouxianshangfenfenzhufu,qinghetamendoudouzhuanzhuanhaishizaiyiqile。

erwomenyoushishenmeshihouzousande?

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keneishihouwozirenweihelinlianhaishihenenaideshihou。

danwoxiaoqiaolebaiyueguangdeshashangli,hunhoulinliansuiranyezhujianduiwochangkaixinfei。keshiwuniandehunyingenbendibuzhuyijudingyude「haojiubujian!」

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erwozhinengzaidingyudepengyouquanlicainengzhaodaotadezongying。

tamenyiqichifan,guangjie,kandianying......jiuxiangdangchutamentanlianaishineiyang,suoyidingyucaihuishuo「shiguangrenran,danwomenbubian。」

wozhidaotashizaitiaoxinwo,renwukeren,wozhijiezaitamenchifandeshihouchongleguoqu。

linlianjiandaowoyouxiechijing,quehaowuxinxuzhiyi,fanerzhiwenwoweiheerlai?

erwozhiduidingyushuoleyiju「dingxiansheng,tashiyoufuzhifu,woxiwangnizizhong!」

yijuhenlimaodetixing,zailinlianyanliquechenglebukeyuanliang。

womeixiangdaolinlianjingrandangzhewosuoyourenzhijiexiangwohoudao「zhougu,nijiuzheimezibeima?womenbuguoshiyiqichichifan,liaoliaotian,nizhiyuzheiyangma?」

dingyujiantahuzheta,jinzhanshenshifengdushuolexiewuguanjinyaodehuabianlikaile。

erwohelinlianhuiquhoudachaoleyichangjia。

「nijiushiwonangfei,woyaonishilaitiwofenyoujienan,erbushirangnijiwotianmafan!」

「nikankanrenjia,zaikankanni,zainazhongchanghe,ganma?laizhuajiana?」

「zhougu,niyaozhidaobubeiaidecaishixiaosan,ernicaishipohuaiwomenganqingdeshizuoyongzhe!」

shuowanzheixiehuatazhijieshuaimenjiuchuqu。

neishiwodiyiciyishidao,wozaitaxinmuzhongjiushigexiaohua。

woyiweizheimeduonianxiangchuhezhenxinyiduizhishaonengdedaoyidiandianzhenxin。

可却没有。

taduiwozhiyouliyong,haowuqingai!