heqindeshengzhixiadaneiri,xiaobeichenguizaigongmenwaizhengzhengyiye,zhiweiqiudeyidaochuzhengsaiwaidejunling。
tianguangdaliangshi,tacongtaijianshouzhongjieguoneidaogaizheyuxideshengzhi,touyebuhuidilikailehuanggong。
wokanzhetajuejuedebeiying,xinrusihui。
sujiaer**sujinyan,jinrijiuyaoqichengqianwangbeidiheqin,congcizaibushidaqidenver。
machehuanhuanshichujingcheng,woxiankaichelianzuihoukanleyiyanzheizuofanhuadedoucheng。xiaobeichenshuoguo,dengtajiangongliyejiulaiquwo,kerujinwoqueyaoquheqin,taquexuanzelechuzheng。
yexucongyikaishi,wojiucuogulezijizaitaxinzhongdefenliang。
cheduizoulesanri,zaijulijingchengbailiwaideyizhanxiejiao。wobeianpaizaizuipianpidexiangfang,liangetieshenshinvdoumeiyou,kejianhuangdiduizheimenheqindefuyan。
yebanshifen,fangmenbeirenqiaowushengxidituikai。
wojingxingguolai,yueguangxiakanjianyigeheiyirenzhanzaichuangqian,shouzhonghanguangshanshan。
"nishishei?"woqiangyaxiaxinzhongkongju。
heiyirenmeiyouhuida,zhishikanzhewo,liangjiucaikaikou:"genwozou。"
shengyinsiyadebuxiangrensheng。
"wobuhuigennizoude,nishalewoba。"fanzhengqulebeidiyeshisi,burusizaizheili。
heiyirensihulengleyixia,shouzhongdebishouweiweizhandou。
"你不怕死?"
"pa,dangengpashengburusi。"wotanrankanzheta,"niruoyaoshajiusha,ruoyaozhuajiuzhua,wojuebufankang。"
heiyirenjingjingkanlewoxujiu,zuizhonghaishitaishoujizaiwojingce,woshunjianshiquzhijue。
zaixinglaishi,yishenzaiyichushanzhuangzhizhong。fangjiansuijianloudanhenganjing,zhuoshanghaibaizherezhouhexiaocai。
woqishenzoudaochuangbian,waimianshiqingshanlvshui,niaoyuhuaxiang,jingbijingchengdejingzhihaiyaomeishangjifen。
"xingle?"menwaichuanlaineigesiyadeshengyin。
wohuishenkanqu,heiyirenyihuanleyishenhuibuyishan,lianshangdaizheyinsemianju,zhiluchuyishuangyanjing。
"这是哪里?"
"qingzhou,lijingchengbabaili。"tajiangshihefangzaizhuoshang,"chidiandongxi。"
"niweiheyaojiuwo?"womeiyoudong,zhishikanzheta。
tachenmoliangjiucaidao:"buxiangkanniqusongsi。"
"你认识我?"
"burenshi。"tadadehenkuai,"zhishitingshuoheqingongzhunianjihaixiao,burenxin。"
woxiaole,"woyijingshibale,zaijingchengdoubeirenshuochenglaoguniangle,nalihaixiao。"
他又沉默了。
wozuoxiahezhou,zhouhenxiangtian,rangwoxiangqilexiaoshihoumuqinqinshouaodezhou。
"duoxienijiulewo,danwobunenglianleini。chaotinghenkuaijiuhuipairenlaizhuawo,nirangwolikaiba。"
"ninengqunali?"tawen。
wolengzhule。shia,wonengqunali?sujiazaojiudangwosile,xiaobeichenyeyijingchuzheng,zheitianxiazhida,jingmeiyouwoderongshenzhichu。
"wohuixiangbanfade。"woqiangchengzheshuodao。
"liuxia。"tadeshengyinhenqing,quehenjianding,"zheilihenanquan,buhuiyourenzhaodao。"
wokanzheta,neishuangyanjinghenliang,xiangyekongzhongdexing。
"为什么要帮我?"
"yinwei..."tadunledun,"yinweiwoyeshibeipaoqideren。"
woxinzhongyiruan。tongshitianyalunluoren,huoxuzhendekeyixiangyiweiming。
"neiwoliuxia,danwobunengbaichibaizhu,rangwozuoxieshiqingba。"
tayaotou:"nishiqianjin**,shenmedoubuyongzuo。"
"wohuizuofan,huixiuhua,haihuixiezi,bushishenmedoubuhuidefeiwu。"worenzhenshuodao。
takanzhewo,yanzhongsihuyoushenmedongxizaishanshuo。
"hao,neinijiuliuxia。"
jiuzheiyang,wozaizheizuomingwei"guiyinshanzhuang"dedifangzhulexialai。shanzhuangbuda,zhiyoutayigeren,pingrilitahuichuqucaimai,wojiuzaifangzhongxiuhuaxiezidafashijian。
tahuahenshao,meirizhizaisongfanshishuojiju,danwonengganjuedaotadeshanyi。
ouerwohuixiangqixiaobeichen,xiangqitachuzhengqianjuejuedebeiying,xinzhonghaishihuitong,danzheizhongtongyijingdanlexuduo。
yexuzheiyangpingjingdeshenghuo,jiushiwogaiyoudejieju。
yirihuanghun,wozaiyuanzhongliangshaigangxihaodeyishang,tacongwaimianhuilai,shouzhongtizheyizhiyeji。
"jinwanjiacai。"tashuo。
woxiaole:"nihaihuidalie?"
"huiyidian。"tazoudaojingbianxishou,"nixiangchishenme?"
"douxing,wobutiaoshi。"wojixuliangyifu,"duile,nijiaoshenmemingzi?wozongbunengyizhijiaoni'neigeren'ba。"
tadedongzuodunleyixia:"...bei。"
"bei?"wozhuanshenkanta,"jiuyigezi?"
"嗯。"
"haoba,beidage。"wojiaoleyisheng,jiantashenxingyizhen,mangdao,"zenmele?buxihuanwozheimejiao?"
"bushi。"tahenkuaihuifuzhengchang,"nijiaoshenmedouxing。"
wojuedetayouxieqiguai,danyemeiduoxiang。
neiwandeyejitanggewaixiangtian,woheleliangdawan,chengdebuxing。
"beidage,nideshouyizhenhao,bijingchengjiuloudechuzidouqiang。"womanzudishuo。
tamomoshoushiwankuai,meiyouhuida。
"duile,nijiuwodeshihou,chaotingneibianzenmejiaodaide?"wohuranxiangqizheigewenti。
"yijingchulihaole,tamenyiweinisile。"
woxinzhongyichen:"sile?"
"zaiyizhanfaxianlenideyifuhexueji,haiyouyifengyishu。"tadandanshuodao,"guanfurendingnishizijinle。"
"遗书?"
"woxiede。"takanlewoyiyan,"mofangnideziji。"
wozhenjingdikanzheta:"ni...nizenmehuiwodeziji?"
tayouchenmole,liangjiucaidao:"zhiqianjianguonidezi。"
"zainalijianguo?"wozhuiwen。
"suanle,guoqudeshibuzhongyao。"taqishenyaozou,"nizaodianxiuxi。"
wokanzhetadebeiying,xinzhongyongqiyiguqiguaideganjue。zheigejiao"bei"deshenmiren,sihubiwoxiangxiangdehaiyaofuza。
tadaodishishei?weishenmeyaojiuwo?youweishenmeduiwozheimehao?
yeshenle,wotangzaichuangshangzhanzhuanfance,naozhongquanshiyiwen。
chuangwaihuranchuanlaiyishengqingtan,woshuqierduoxiting,quezaimeiyoushengyin。
也许是风声吧。
kewozongjuede,neishengtanxizhongdaizheshenshendewunaihe...sinian。
是我多想了吗?