shangbeizi，tamanxinhuanxijiajileqingmeizhumadegege。
suijunwunian，queluoleyiwusuoyoudexiachang。
zhonglaiyishi，tazhixianghenanrenhuaqingjiexian，huidaoamashenbian，kuailedeguowanyisheng。
zhiyutadeai，tayaobuqi，yebuganzaiyaole。
kesheizhi,neigelengkudenanrenque……
1980nian，7yuemo。
jingguofansuodeshouxudengji，chiwanwannadaolelihunzheng。
tajianglihunzhengchuaijindouli，yangwangzhehuimengmengdetian，shenxilekouqihouyouzhongzhongtuchu。
kanzhechiwanwanhaoxiangtaolishenmeshenyuanbandemoyang，jiqinghexinlidudehuang，taniezhelihunzheng，shengyinweiya:“zhunbeihuitongzhou?”
chiwanwanhuitoukanxiangta:“……ng，jieyiwoqujiashuyuanshoushiyixiadongxima?"
shuliyoukeqideyuqixiangdaozi，zhazaijiqinghexiongkou，tahoujieyigun:“wohaiyoushi，nizijiquba。”
shuozhe，jingziwangxunlianchangzou。
chiwanwanweichuixiayan，yemeishuoshenme，chaohetaxiangfandejiashuyuanzouqu。
jiqinghetingxiajiao，zhuanshenkanzheneijianxingjianyuandexiaoshoubeiying，yankuangturanyougujiuweidesuanse。
tayijingjibuqingzijishangcikushishenmeshihou，erqiedangbingzheimejiu，shoulezaizhongdeshang，tayemeidiaoguoyidiyanlei，kexianzai，tajingranjuedezijisuishidounengkuchulai……
jiqinghejinwodequantouzhanlezhan，turanhandao:“chiwanwan!”
chiwanwantingzhujiao，tazaojiuganshoudaotaneizhuoredaofangfoyaobazijidehoubeishaochugedongdeshixian。
tajiuzheimezhanzhe，weizhoudemeixiashuangyanlibingmeiyouduoyudebolan。
jiqingheyiweichiwanwanzhishaohuihuitou，ketazhishizhanleyihuier，ranhougengjiakuaidiwangqianzouqu。
tahenjuejue，haoxiangpobujidaizhanduanzaizheilidesuoyou.....
jiqingheningzhechiwanwanyuelaiyueyuandebeiying，huxijianzhong，xiangshouhuimuguang，quezenmeyekongzhibuleziji。
zhidaoneimoshenyingchedixiaoshi，taxiangbeichouzouleliqiyiyang，shuangshouyisong。
'pa’deyisheng，lihunzhengdiaozailedishang。
chiwanwanhuidaojiashuyuan，yemeilihuiqitajunshumenchayidemuguang，jingzhishanglou。
tashoushihaozijisuoyoudedongxi，guanmenshitingzhujiao，zhuanshenhuanguzheibudadejiashufang。
zheilitashenghuoleliangbeizi，yechengzaizhetadexiwanghejuewang，danxianzai，tayaochediyuzheiligaobie。
“zaijian……”chiwanwandishengninan，muguangluozaishafashangyijianjunzhuangshang，“jiqinghe。”
———
1980年7月。
longjiangjunqujiashuyuan，yeseshenshen。
‘peng！’deyishengmenxiang，chiwanwanzhongzhongcongchuangshangshuailuo，mengranzhengkaiyan，chuangwaizhoushandeleidianzhaoliangtashabaidelian。
liangbeizidejiyiyongrunaohai，rangtalenghanruyu。
yichangchehuo，jingranrangtazhongshengdaolewunianqian！
zheishi，fangmenbeituikai，yigegaodatingbadeshenyingzoulejinlai，jinjiezhe，dichendesangyincipomanshisiji。
“躺地上干什么？”
chiwanwantaitouwangqu，xintiaotingzhileshun。
gangxiwanzaodenanrenzhichuanletiaoduanku，gutongsepifushangdeshuizhushunzhefujihuarurenyuxian，daokebandexiaeweiyangzhe，nilaideshensuimuguanghanzheshuli。
ningzheneizhanglian，chiwanwanshishendihuan：“shini？”
jiqinghe，tadetuanzhangzhangfu！
erandeyuqirangjiqinghecuqimei，tamaizhezhangtuishangqian：“liangegedouburenshile？”
nanrenjugaolinxia，danmochize，quemeiyoulatadeyisi。
chiwanwanyanleyanhouzhongkuse，piekaiyanhuanhuanzhanqishen：“woxianzaizhenxiwang，nizhishiwodegege……”
tashitadelinjiagege，liangrenqingmeizhuma，napajielehun，tayijiuburangtagaichenghu，tayuanyiweizheishifuqiqingqu，ke——
“你在闹什么？”
nanrencumeifushen，chengzhezhuozi，yizizijieluzaitakanlaideweixinhuida：“woxiangnitijiehunshi，nishuonicongxiaojiuxihuanwo，zuidadexinyuanjiushijiajiwo……”
chiwanwanzhenglezheng，chuimoudiyu：“shia，yinweixihuanni，suoyinisuikouyiju，wojiujialeni，gennisuijundaozheili……”
wunianhoutacaizhidao，taquzijizhishigenbiedenvrenouqi，ertaweileta，lianamalinzhongzuihouyimiandoumeijiandao……
jiqinghezhongyuchajuedaochiwanwandeyiyang：“nihouhuile？”
huashizheiyangwen，ketadeshouhewangchangyiyang，anshizhemosuozhechiwanwandeyao，guntangdehuxisazaitadeerhou。
xianran，tameibatadefanchangdanghuishi。
chiwanwanxinkoucitongyishun，hongzheyanlakaileliangrendejuli。
对……
她后悔了。
shangbeizi，tashenaizheta，queluoleyiwusuoyoudexiachang。
danmeixiangdaokeyizhonglaiyishi，zheiyidingshishangtianjitahuitoudejihui。
zheibeizi，tazhiqiuhuidaoamashenbian，haohaozhaoguama，erjiqinghe，tabuyaole……
shenxikouqi，tazhuanmouwangxiangnanrenlengjundecelian：“woxiangchougeshijianhuitongzhoukankanwoma。”
hualuo，jiqinghegancuichoushen，rouzhemeixintangxia，dandandiuchuju：“suibianni。”
mobuguanxindemoyangrangchiwanwanyouyigeng。
piankehou，tayaxiananguo，zhenglihaoyifutangchuangshang，beiduizhejiqinghetangxia。
zhongshenghoudediyiye，tameiyouheyan。
qichuanghaoxiangqizhiqian，jiqinghejiuqishenhuanhaoyifuchumen。
kanzhenanrenxiaoshidebeiying，chiwanwanyouhongleyankuang，xintouzichao。
jiehunliangbeizi，jiqingheconglaimeipeitachiguoyicizaocan，congqiantayiweitamang，kerujinkanlai，tabuguoshilandeyingfutabale。
youxingzhonglai，tabuyaozaizhongdaofuzhe。
shenhuxiyikou，qichuanghuanhaoyifu，chiwanwancongchoutilinachuzijidezhengjianhejiehunzheng，qulezhengzhijiguanchu。
zaizhibanrenyuandechayixia，chiwanwanjiandingjiangshoulidezhengjianhejiehunzhengfangzaizhuoshang，shengyinqingxi——
“qingbangwoshenqingyifenlihunbaogao。”