1976nian,shiwochuanjinniandaiwendediwunian。
zhengjiunvpeichengyanxuederenwuchenggonghou,wojuedinglikaizheigeshijie。
【gongxisuzhu,wanchengrenwu,nvpeichengyanxuebuhuizouxiangsiwangjieju。nikeyixuanzeliuxiahuozhelikai。】
xitongdeshengyincongnaozilichuanlai,wohenkuaijiuzuoxialejueding:【woyaolikaizheigeshijie。】
wojiaopeisu,yuanbenshizuguo1949niandeyimingjinronggongzuozhe,jiyuanqiaohecaichuanyuedaolezheibenniandaiwenli。
zheiwunianchulezuorenwuyiwai。
woshikebuganwangji,zaixianshide1949nian,zuguobaifeidaixingdengzhewohuiqujianshe。
【qitianhou,shikongsuidaodakai,suzhujiukeyilikaizheibenniandaiwen。】
xitongshuowanhoujiuchenjilexiaqu,woyebuzaishuohua,anjingdetangzaichuangshang。
mingmingmashangjiukeyihuiqule,danwodeneixinquemeiyousihaoxiyue。
zheishi,waimiandehuanhushengtongguohongqichuanghu,chuanjinlewodeerduoli。
“relieqingzhudijiujiejunxiaoxueshengshunlibiye。”
chengyanxuejiushijunxiaodexuesheng。
xianzaigangbiye,jiuyijingshijingshiyiyingdenvyingzhangle……
kezhidaowaimiandejiedaochedianjingxialai,wodeqizichengyanxuecaihuilai。
tachuanzheyishenshenlvsejunzhuang,shenshangdaizheyiduodahonghua:“wohuilaile。”
woxiangkaikou,zuiliquegandeshuobuchuyigezi。
chengyanxuefangxiabiyezhengshu,zhuanshenzaiciliqu:“woxianzoule,jinwanjucanbuhuilaile,nibiedengwo。”
wodudonglechengyanxuedebunaifan,shayadekaikou,“hao,zhuyianquan……”
wokanzhejinbidefangmen,xianrulehuiyi。
anzhaojuqingsheding,chengyanxuehuizaiguliwuyuandeshihouyudaonanzhubaichengjun,duitaqinggenshenzhong,zuihouweilejiubaichengjunersi。
woderenwu,jiushiweilezuzhichengyanxuedesiwang。
kechengyanxuehaishizaijunxiaojiandaolebaichengjun,jiandaotadediyiyan,duitayijianzhongqing。
“peisu,wojintianyudaoleyigenanhai,tahaitinglihaide。”chengyanxueshuoqibaichengjun,zuibiandaizheqianqiandexiao。
wodexinquechenlexialai,“shima?nibuhuixihuanshangtaleba。”
dangshi,woyibianzuozhefan,yibianyongxiaoyanshineixindebuan。
chengyanxuedelianseyishunjianbianle:“nibiehushuo,chuanchuquduitayingxiangbuhao。”
wotailejiechengyanxuele,zaichengyanxuehaimeirenqingqian,woyijingmingbaile。
yuanlaibuguanwozenmegaibianjuqing,chengyanxuehaishihuiaishangyuanshunanzhubaichengjun。
hunchenjian,woshuileguoqu。
erchengyanxuediertiancaihuilai。
jinwushi,tahushilewocangbaidelianse,zhengbukaideyanpi,shenselenglengdeduizhewoxuanbu:“wobuliuzaibeijingle,woyaogenchengjunquyushi。”
yushi,neigepianyuandexiaochengshi,shibaichengjundejiaxiang。
wofenlizhengkaiyan,xiangyaokanqingchengyanxueshenzongsedeyanmouxia,neixindezhenshixiangfa,“nizhidaozheiduinilaishuoyiweizheshenmema?nibushiyizhixiangyaoliuzaibeijingrangnifuqinguamuxiangkanma?”
“wozaiyushi,congdicengzuoqi,yiyangkeyi!”chengyanxueyanzhizaozao,“zaishuole,chengjuntayigeren,wobufangxin。”
又是白丞骏。
wopijuanyouwulibishangyanjing,wobichengyanxuegengjiazaihutadeqiancheng。
weilebimiantasiwangdejieju,wopeibanlechengyanxuezhengzhengwunian。
zaitabeichengjiapaijibalingxinhuiyilengshi,shiwoganzainanzhuchuxianqianjiangtadailehuilai。
wogulichengyanxuedujunxiao,zaitabeikaoqijian,tadeyishizhuxingquanbudouyouwoyigerenfuze。
bizedexiaofangjianli,aixiaodemuchuang,polandejiaju,shiwohechengyanxuedejia。
tagujizaojiuwangleneiniandongtian,woweilebangtazanxuefeizaidafandianxilelianggeyuedepanzi。
xianzai,wokanzhechengyanxue,lianshangshiluoyushiwangjiaozhi:“suoyiniquedingle,yaohuiyushishima?”
chengyanxuedandanhanshou,jiandingliqu。
wokanzhetajiandingliqudebeiying,xinjianjianchenlexiaqu,kuxiaoyisheng:“fanzhengyaolikaile,suitazuoshenmeba。”
rujinrenwuwancheng,woyinggaixinxi,kexinkouquechenmenduntong,nanyichuanxi。
wozhengzhazheqishen,zaiwuzilifanlexujiuzhaodaotuishaodeannaijinchidiao,youhulundejizijixialewanqingtangmian。
chengyanxueguoranyiwanshangdoumeiyouhuilai。
diertianhuilaishi,tashoulilinzheyigezhidai。
kandaowozaijiadeshihou,chengyanxuelengleyishun:“nijintianmeiyouquyinxingma?”
wozaizheilicongzuidicengdeyinxingjuyuanzuoqi,yeyibubuzoudaolecongqiandegangwei。
woyexuedaolehenduodexinzhishi,huidao1949hou,woshibiyaoweizuguodegongjiantuopin,fuchuquanbuliliang!
“cile。”wodandankaikou。
haiyouqitianwojiuyaozoule,yelandezaiganxiaqule。
chengyanxueshenqingweibian,bieniudijiangshoulidezhidaidijiwo:“……nizheigeyuefaleduoshaogongzi?”
woyihuodijieguo:“wushikuai,doujinile,zenmele?”
“biyewoyaojilaoshitongxuemailiwu……”chengyanxueyuyanyouzhi。
womingbaile,kemingbaileyouzenmeyang,rujinwoyijingmeiyouqianzaigongyangtale:“womeiqian。”
diyici,chengyanxuebeiwojujue。
tacuoeyishun,youxiangqishenmesidekaikou:“peisu,nishibushihaizaiweiworangchengjunsuijunershengqi?”
chengyanxuecongjunzhuangkoudailinachuyizhanghuochezhanpiao,fangzaizhuoshang:“woconglaimeixiangguobaniluozaibeijing,zheishiwojinimaidepiao,nihewoyiqiquyushiba。”
woxinkouweizhan,bamuguangcongneizhanghuochepiaoshangnuokai。
“不了。”