第1章

1976nian,shiwochuanjinniandaiwendediwunian。

zhengjiunvpeichengyanxuederenwuchenggonghou,wojuedinglikaizheigeshijie。

【gongxisuzhu,wanchengrenwu,nvpeichengyanxuebuhuizouxiangsiwangjieju。nikeyixuanzeliuxiahuozhelikai。】

xitongdeshengyincongnaozilichuanlai,wohenkuaijiuzuoxialejueding:【woyaolikaizheigeshijie。】

wojiaopeisu,yuanbenshizuguo1949niandeyimingjinronggongzuozhe,jiyuanqiaohecaichuanyuedaolezheibenniandaiwenli。

zheiwunianchulezuorenwuyiwai。

woshikebuganwangji,zaixianshide1949nian,zuguobaifeidaixingdengzhewohuiqujianshe。

【qitianhou,shikongsuidaodakai,suzhujiukeyilikaizheibenniandaiwen。】

xitongshuowanhoujiuchenjilexiaqu,woyebuzaishuohua,anjingdetangzaichuangshang。

mingmingmashangjiukeyihuiqule,danwodeneixinquemeiyousihaoxiyue。

zheishi,waimiandehuanhushengtongguohongqichuanghu,chuanjinlewodeerduoli。

“relieqingzhudijiujiejunxiaoxueshengshunlibiye。”

chengyanxuejiushijunxiaodexuesheng。

xianzaigangbiye,jiuyijingshijingshiyiyingdenvyingzhangle……

kezhidaowaimiandejiedaochedianjingxialai,wodeqizichengyanxuecaihuilai。

tachuanzheyishenshenlvsejunzhuang,shenshangdaizheyiduodahonghua:“wohuilaile。”

woxiangkaikou,zuiliquegandeshuobuchuyigezi。

chengyanxuefangxiabiyezhengshu,zhuanshenzaiciliqu:“woxianzoule,jinwanjucanbuhuilaile,nibiedengwo。”

wodudonglechengyanxuedebunaifan,shayadekaikou,“hao,zhuyianquan……”

wokanzhejinbidefangmen,xianrulehuiyi。

anzhaojuqingsheding,chengyanxuehuizaiguliwuyuandeshihouyudaonanzhubaichengjun,duitaqinggenshenzhong,zuihouweilejiubaichengjunersi。

woderenwu,jiushiweilezuzhichengyanxuedesiwang。

kechengyanxuehaishizaijunxiaojiandaolebaichengjun,jiandaotadediyiyan,duitayijianzhongqing。

“peisu,wojintianyudaoleyigenanhai,tahaitinglihaide。”chengyanxueshuoqibaichengjun,zuibiandaizheqianqiandexiao。

wodexinquechenlexialai,“shima?nibuhuixihuanshangtaleba。”

dangshi,woyibianzuozhefan,yibianyongxiaoyanshineixindebuan。

chengyanxuedelianseyishunjianbianle:“nibiehushuo,chuanchuquduitayingxiangbuhao。”

wotailejiechengyanxuele,zaichengyanxuehaimeirenqingqian,woyijingmingbaile。

yuanlaibuguanwozenmegaibianjuqing,chengyanxuehaishihuiaishangyuanshunanzhubaichengjun。

hunchenjian,woshuileguoqu。

erchengyanxuediertiancaihuilai。

jinwushi,tahushilewocangbaidelianse,zhengbukaideyanpi,shenselenglengdeduizhewoxuanbu:“wobuliuzaibeijingle,woyaogenchengjunquyushi。”

yushi,neigepianyuandexiaochengshi,shibaichengjundejiaxiang。

wofenlizhengkaiyan,xiangyaokanqingchengyanxueshenzongsedeyanmouxia,neixindezhenshixiangfa,“nizhidaozheiduinilaishuoyiweizheshenmema?nibushiyizhixiangyaoliuzaibeijingrangnifuqinguamuxiangkanma?”

“wozaiyushi,congdicengzuoqi,yiyangkeyi!”chengyanxueyanzhizaozao,“zaishuole,chengjuntayigeren,wobufangxin。”

又是白丞骏。

wopijuanyouwulibishangyanjing,wobichengyanxuegengjiazaihutadeqiancheng。

weilebimiantasiwangdejieju,wopeibanlechengyanxuezhengzhengwunian。

zaitabeichengjiapaijibalingxinhuiyilengshi,shiwoganzainanzhuchuxianqianjiangtadailehuilai。

wogulichengyanxuedujunxiao,zaitabeikaoqijian,tadeyishizhuxingquanbudouyouwoyigerenfuze。

bizedexiaofangjianli,aixiaodemuchuang,polandejiaju,shiwohechengyanxuedejia。

tagujizaojiuwangleneiniandongtian,woweilebangtazanxuefeizaidafandianxilelianggeyuedepanzi。

xianzai,wokanzhechengyanxue,lianshangshiluoyushiwangjiaozhi:“suoyiniquedingle,yaohuiyushishima?”

chengyanxuedandanhanshou,jiandingliqu。

wokanzhetajiandingliqudebeiying,xinjianjianchenlexiaqu,kuxiaoyisheng:“fanzhengyaolikaile,suitazuoshenmeba。”

rujinrenwuwancheng,woyinggaixinxi,kexinkouquechenmenduntong,nanyichuanxi。

wozhengzhazheqishen,zaiwuzilifanlexujiuzhaodaotuishaodeannaijinchidiao,youhulundejizijixialewanqingtangmian。

chengyanxueguoranyiwanshangdoumeiyouhuilai。

diertianhuilaishi,tashoulilinzheyigezhidai。

kandaowozaijiadeshihou,chengyanxuelengleyishun:“nijintianmeiyouquyinxingma?”

wozaizheilicongzuidicengdeyinxingjuyuanzuoqi,yeyibubuzoudaolecongqiandegangwei。

woyexuedaolehenduodexinzhishi,huidao1949hou,woshibiyaoweizuguodegongjiantuopin,fuchuquanbuliliang!

“cile。”wodandankaikou。

haiyouqitianwojiuyaozoule,yelandezaiganxiaqule。

chengyanxueshenqingweibian,bieniudijiangshoulidezhidaidijiwo:“……nizheigeyuefaleduoshaogongzi?”

woyihuodijieguo:“wushikuai,doujinile,zenmele?”

“biyewoyaojilaoshitongxuemailiwu……”chengyanxueyuyanyouzhi。

womingbaile,kemingbaileyouzenmeyang,rujinwoyijingmeiyouqianzaigongyangtale:“womeiqian。”

diyici,chengyanxuebeiwojujue。

tacuoeyishun,youxiangqishenmesidekaikou:“peisu,nishibushihaizaiweiworangchengjunsuijunershengqi?”

chengyanxuecongjunzhuangkoudailinachuyizhanghuochezhanpiao,fangzaizhuoshang:“woconglaimeixiangguobaniluozaibeijing,zheishiwojinimaidepiao,nihewoyiqiquyushiba。”

woxinkouweizhan,bamuguangcongneizhanghuochepiaoshangnuokai。

“不了。”