zhidaoqimokaoshizhoudezuihouyitian。
zuihouyichang《gaodengshuxue》jieshude**xiangqi，xiangjiefangdehaojiao。linwansuizherenliuyongchumenredejietijiaoshi，waimiantianseyinchen，qianhuisedeyuncengdidiyazhe，kongqichaoshierbingleng，yunniangzheyichangdaxue。
tazhangzhangdishuleyikouqi，jinbenglejinyigeyuedexianzhongyusongchixialai，suizhierlaideshiyizhongjudadexutuoganhemangran。kaowanle。jiexialaini？hanjia……neigekongdangdangde、zhiyoutayigerendechuzuwu？
jianbanghuranbeirenqingqingpaileyixia。
linwanhuitou，shitongbandechenmo，yigedaizheheikuangyanjing、youxiemiantiandenansheng。
“linwan，”chenmotuiletuiyanjing，lianshangdaizhedianbuzirandehongyun，shengyinbuda，“kaodezenmeyang？neige……hanjiayoushenmedasuanma？womenjigetongxue……e，jiushizhouxiao、liweitamen，xiangzuzhigekuanianxiaojuhui，jiuzaixuexiaofujinxinkaideneijia‘nuandong’kafeiguan，fenweitinghaode……niyaobuyaoyiqilai？fangsongyixia？”
turuqilaideyaoqingranglinwanlengleyixia。kuanian？juhui？zheizaitabeixitongchanshendeneiduanheianrizili，shigenbenbuganxiangxiangdeshechi。takanzhechenmoqidaiyoujinzhangdeyanshen，jujuedehuadaolezuibian，quebianchengle：“……shenmeshihou？”
“jiujinwan！31hao！”chenmojiantameiyoulikejujue，yanjingliangleyixia，“wanshangbadian！dajiakaowandoubiehuaile，zhenghaojujuliaoliao！”
“hao。”linwandiandiantou，dayingle。huoxu，rongrurenqun，ganshouzuiputongdexuannao，shiqusanxindizuihouyisiyinmaidezuihaofangshi。
“nuandong”kafeiguanmingfuqishi。tuikaimen，nuanhuangsededengguang、nongyudekafeixiang、shuhuandejueshilehexuannaoderenshengbianpumianerlai，shunjianqusanlemenwaidehanyi。budadekongjianlizuomanleren，daduoshikaowanshichulaifangsongdexuesheng，sanwuchengqun，xiaoshengbuduan。
linwanzhaodaojiaoluokaochuangdeweizhi，zhouxiaoheliweiyijingdaole，zhengxingfenditaolunzhejiaqijihua。chenmoheqitajigetongxueyeluxudaole，xiaoxiaodekazuohenkuaizuoman。
“linwan！zheibian！”zhouxiaoreqingdizhaohutazuoxia，dijitayibeirekeke，“hezheigenuannuan！waimianlengsile！”
rekekedexiangtianqixihezhouweirenaodetanxiao，xiangyicengwennuandemaotan，jianglinwanbaoguo。tapengzhebeizi，xiaokouchuoyinzhe，tingzhedajiatanlunjiaqilvxing、shixijihua、tucaojiaoshou，lianshangbuzijuediluchuleqingsongdexiaoyi。zheicaishishenghuogaiyoudeyangzi，pingdan，xuannao，chongmanyanhuoqi。
“ai，nimentingshuolema？”liweituranyadishengyin，daizhedianshenmixixi，“guchenhaoxiangyaozhuanxuele！”
“a？zhendejiade？”zhouxiaojingyadizhengdayanjing，“tabushigangnaleneigeshenmequanguochuangyedasaijinjiangma？fengtouzhengjingni！”
“sheizhidaoni，”liweipiepiezui，“tingshuoshitajialianpaide，haoxiang……quguowai？zoudetingjide。re，nimenkanqunli，yourenpaidaotazaijichangle。”
liweibashoujidiguolai。pingmushangshiyigemohudeceying，guchenchuanzhejiancaijingliangdeheisedayi，daizhemojing，tuizhexinglixiang，zhengzoujinjichanganjiantongdao。zhaopianzhuapaidejiaoduyouxiecangcu，kanbuqingtamojingxiadebiaoqing，danneijinbengdexiahexianhezhoushensanfachude、yuzhouweigegeburudediqiya，quetouguopingmuchuandichulai。buzaishineigeguangmangwanzhang、piniyiqiedexiaocao，daoxiangshi……yigejiyutaolishenmederen。
linwankanzheneizhangzhaopian，xintouyipianpingjing，meiyouxingzailehuo，yemeiyouxixugankai。guchenyuta，zhongyuchedichengweileyigewuguanjinyaodebeijingfuhao。mohuhuachulihenchenggong，neixiebukandejiuchanhequru，zaitahepangrendejiyili，douhuazuolemohubuqingde“yaliguoda”huo“jingshenkunrao”。zheiyanghenhao。
“zouleyehao，”zhouxiaosongsongjian，shouhuimuguang，“zongjuedetazuijinguaiguaide，yinchenchende，kanzhejiurangrenbushufu。”
huatihenkuaiyouzhuanxianglebiechu。kafeiguanliqifenyufarelie，linjinlingdian，yourenkaishiqihongdaojishi。
“shi！jiu！ba！qi……”
chuangwaidexuebuzhiheshiyijingfenfenyangyangdixialeqilai，dapiandapiandexuehuazailudengdeguangyunliwushengfeiwu，jiangshijieranchengyipianjingmideyinbai。
“liu！wu！si！san！er！yi！xinniankuaile——！”
huanhusheng、pengbeisheng、koushaoshengshunjianbaofa！kafeiguanlifeitengle！caidaiheliangpianbeipendedaochudoushi。
“xinniankuaile，linwan！”zhouxiaoheliweixiaozhegentapengbei。
“xinniankuaile！”linwanyexiaozhehuiying，lianjiabeinuanqixundeweiweifahong，xindineidiancancundeyinmaisihuzhendezaizheixuannaodeyanhuoqizhongbeichongdanle。
jiuzaizheishi，kafeiguandemenzaicibeituikai。yigulinliedehanqiguoxiezhejipianxuehuayonglejinlai。
xuanxiaoderenqunzhong，linwanxiayishiditaiyanwangqu。
沈砚站在门口。
tachuanzheshenhuisedeyangrongdayi，jiantouluozheweihuadexuehua，weijinsongkuadidazhe，jingpianshangmengzheyicengbobodebaiwu。tasihugangcongwaimiandefengxuezhongzoulai，muguangzaixuannaofeitengderenqunzhongsaoguo，daizheyisibuyichajuedesouxun，zuizhong，jingzhundiluozailejiaoluokazuoli，linwandelianshang。
gezhefeitengderensheng、mimandekafeixianghepiaofeidecaidai，liangrendeshixianzaibankongzhongzhuangshang。
shenyandelianshangmeiyourenheyiwaidebiaoqing，pingjingdefangfozhishiluguo。tataishou，qingqingfuqujingpianshangdewuqi，muguangchuanguorenqundefengxi，kanzhelinwan。ranhou，tajiqiqingweidi、fuduxiaodaojihuwufachajuedi，duizhetadefangxiang，dianleyixiatou。
meiyouyanyu，meiyouxiaorong，zhishiyigejiandande、shiyi“kandaonile”dedongzuo。
suiji，tashouhuimuguang，fangfozhishiquerenlemougewuguanjinyaodeshishi，zhuanshen，tuikaikafeiguanhouzhongdebolimen，zhongxinzourulemenwaineipianwushengpiaoluode、mangmangdaxuezhizhong。shenhuisedeshenyinghenkuaibeifanfeidexuemutunmei，xiaoshibujian。
仿佛从未出现过。
“kanshenmenilinwan？”zhouxiaoshunzhetademuguangkanxiangmenkou，zhikandaozhongxinguanshangdebolimenhemenwaifeiwudexuehua，“waimianxuehaodaa！”
linwanhuiguoshen，zhijianwuyishidimosuozhewenredemakebeibi。
“meishenme，”tachuixiayan，kanzhebeizhongshenhesedeyeti，shengyinqingdexiangchuangwaideluoxue，“……haoxiangkandaoyigerenshideren。”
xinhulibeineikeshizijiqidelianyi，feidanmeiyoupingxi，fanerzaiwurenkuijiandeshenchu，huanmandi、yiquanquandi，kuosankailai。
taweishenmehuichuxianzaizheili？zhishiqiaohe？haishi……
neige“meiyouqixianderenwu”……tahaizaidengtadedaan？
fenfeidexuehuawushengdifugaizhedadi，yefugailekafeiguanbolichuangshangyinyundereqi。xinniandediyigelingchen，zaixuannaoyujijingdejiaojiechu，qiaoranjianglin。
xinniandediyichangxue，zaichenxichulushitingle。tiandijianyipiansuguoyinzhuang，qingliedekongqixijinfeili，daizhelinliedeganjing。jiaqiyishi，xiaoyuanlengqinglexuduo。
linwanzaichuzuwuxiaoxiaodedanrenchuangshangxinglai，chuangwaijixuefanshezheminghuanghuangdeguang。zuoyekafeiguanlidexuanxiao、caidai、pengbeidecuixiang，haiyouzuihouneigexiaoshizaixuemulideshenhuiseshenying，douxianggezheyicengmaoboli，daizheyizhongbuzhenshidenuanyi。
tazuoqishen，rouleroulian。ziyoudeqixirucizhenshi。meiyoudaojishi，meiyouqiangzhirenwu，zhiyoushuyutazijide、keyisuiyizhipeideshijian。tajuedingqushitushuguan。neiliyougengfengfudezhuanyeziliao，gengzhongyaodeshi，yuanlixuexiao，yuanlisuoyoukenenggouqihuiyiderenheshi。
shitushuguanhouzhongdebolimengejuelewaimiandehanqi，nuanqikaidehenzu，hunhezhejiushuyeteyoude、lingrenanxindeqiwei。linwanzairenwenshekequdejiaoluozhaolegekaochuangdeweizhizuoxia，tankaihouhoude《shehuixueyanjiufangfa》，qiangpozijichenruzilixingjian。
shijianzaibijianshashadeshuxieheshuyedefandongzhongqiaoranliushi。chuangwaidejixuezaiyangguangxiamanmanxiaorong，wuyandiluodeshuizhuzaichuangtaishangqiaochuguilvdeqingxiang。
wufanshijian，linwanqishenqukaishuijian。chuanguoyipaipaigaosongdeshujia，shixianbujingyijiansaoguoxieqianfangkaoqiangdeyigezuowei。
她的脚步倏地顿住。
沈砚。
tazuozaineili，yijiushijiandandeshensemaoyi，mianqiantankaijibenhouzhongde、fengmianyinzhefuzafuhaohexingtudeyingqiaoshu，pangbianfangzheyigedakaideyinsejinshufanhe，limianshimafangzhengqidesanmingzhi。tazhengditouzhuanzhudikanzheqizhongyibenshu，xiuzhangdeshouzhiniezheyizhibi，wuyishidizaishuyekongbaichudianzhe，meixinweicu，sihuyudaoleshenmenanti。chuangwaitoujinlaideguangluozaitachenjingdecelianshang，goulechuzhuanzhudelunkuo。
yizhongqiyide、weimiaodeshuxiganyongshangxintou。jiuxiangzaixuexiaotushuguanfuxishineiyang，tazongneng“qiahao”chuxianzaitazhouweibuyuandedifang。meiyoudarao，meiyoukeyidejiejin，zhishicunzai。
linwandexintiaolouleyipai，suijiyongshangyisimomingdeanxin。tameiyoushangqiandazhaohu，zhishifangqingjiaobu，qiaoranzhuankaishixian，kuaibuzouxiangkaishuijian。
jiewanshuihuilai，linwankeyiraokaileshenyansuozaideneipaishujia。raner，dangtabaozheshuibeihuidaozijidezuoweishi，muguanghaishirenbuzhuzaicitouxiangneigejiaoluo。
shenyanyijiubaochizheneigezishi，chenjinzaishuyedeshijieli。tasihuwanquanmeiyouchajuedaotadecunzai，huozheshuo，chajuedaole，danbingbuzaiyi。
linwanshouhuimuguang，shenxiyikouqi，zhongxinnaqibi。bijianxuanzaibijibenshangkong，quechichiluobuxiaqu。xindineidianbeikeyiyaxiadelianyi，yousuizheneigeanjingdeshenying，yiquanquandangyangkailai。tadaodi……zaidengshenme？neigesuoweide“renwu”……
xiawusidian，shitushuguandebiguanyinleqingroudixiangqi。linwanshoushihaoshuben，baozhechendiandiandefanbubaozouchuyuelanshi。waimiantianseyijingyouxieanle，rongxuedejiedaoshilulude，fanshezheludengchuliangdeguang。
tagangzouxiatushuguangaogaodetaijie，yigeshenyingbiancongcemianjibuzouleguolai，qiahaoyutapingxing。
shishenyan。tashoulilinzheyigejiandandeheisediannaobao，jianshangdazheneitiaoshenhuisedeyangrongweijin，bulvcongrong。
“huixuexiao？”taceguotou，muguangluozailinwanlianshang，yuqipingdanderutongwen“jintiantianqiruhe”。
linwanbaozhebaodeshouzhijinlejin，diandiantou：“ng。”
“shunlu。”shenyanzhishuolelianggezi，bianbuzaiyanyu，zirandiyutabingjian，yanzherenxingdaochaogongjiaozhandefangxiangzouqu。tameiyoukeyikaojin，baochizheyibuzuoyoudejuli，rutongtushuguanlineigeanjingdecunzai。
huanghundeguangxianrouhe，jiangliangrendeyingziladexiezhang，zaishiluludedimianshangshierzhongdie，shierfenkai。jiedaoshangcheliuruzhi，weidenghuachuyidaodaohongsedeguangdai。linwanchenmodizouzhe，nengqingxiditingdaoshenbianrenchenwendejiaobusheng，shenzhinengwendaoyidiantaweijinshangzhanrande、tushuguanjiushuyedeqixi。yizhongnanyiyanyudechenmozailiangrenzhijianmiman，quebuxiandeganga，fanerdaizheyizhongqiyide……pinghe？
tarenbuzhuyongyanjiaodeyuguangtoutoudaliangta。tazoudehenwen，celianxiantiaozaimusezhongxiandeyouxiemohu，jingpianhoudemuguangpingshizheqianfang，sihuzhishizaizhuanzhudizoulu。taweishenmezaizheili？weishenme“qiahao”shunlu？wushudeyiwenzaixintoupanxuan，quezhaobudaochukou。
gongjiaozhanjiuzaiqianfangbuyuanchu，zhantaishangyijingdenglebushaoren。
linwantingxiajiaobu：“wozuogongjiao。”
shenyanyetingxia，zhanzaitashencebanbudeweizhi，muguangtouxiangcheliudefangxiang：“ng。”
chenmozaicijianglin。dengchederenqunfachuwengwengdediyu，yuanchuchuanlaigongjiaojinzhandetishiyin。
jiuzailinwanyiweizheichenmohuiyizhichixudaotashangcheshi，shenyanhurankaikoule，shengyinbugao，queqingxidichuanrutaerzhong：
“neige‘renwu’，”tadunledun，sihuzaizhenzhuociju，muguangyijiukanzhechelaidefangxiang，celianxiantiaozaizhantaidingdengdeyingzhaoxiaxiandegewaiqingxi，“meiyouqiangzhi，meiyouchengfajizhi，gengmeiyoushibaimosha。”
linwandexinmengdiyitiao，xiayishidizuanjinleshubaodaizi。
shenyanweiweiceguotou，kanxiangta。hunhuangdezhantaidengguangluozaitajingpianshang，fanshechuxisuideguangdian，yanqulemoudishenchudeqingxu。
“taweiyide‘guize’，”tadeshengyindichenerqingxi，daizheyizhongqitedechuantouli，chuantoulezhouzaodexuanxiao，zhidilinwandexindi，“shizhenshi。”
takanzhetaweiweizhengdadeyanjing，yiziyiju，pingjingwubo，queyouzhongyuqianjun：
“nikeyisuishikaishi，yekeyisuishifangqi。”
“juedingquan，yongyuanzaini。”
shuowan，tabuzaiyanyu，zhongxinjiangmuguangtouxiangcheliudefangxiang，fangfogangcaineifanhuazhishisuikouyitidetianqiyubao。
yilianggongjiaochehuanhuanshiruzhantai，zhengshilinwanyaozuodeneiban。chemendakai，renqunkaishiyongdong。
linwanzhijuedenaoziliwengwengzuoxiang，“zhenshi”lianggezirutongluoyin，tangdetaxintoufahuang。tajihushiyouxiehuangluandisuizherenliujishangche，shualeka，zaikaojinhoumendekongweishangzuoxia。
gezhechechuang，takandaoshenyanyijiuzhanzaizhantaishang，shenyingtingba。tasihuchajuedaotademuguang，gezhechechuangheyongdongderenqun，jiqiqingweididuitadianlexiatou，suijizhuanshen，chaozheyugongjiaoxiangfandefangxiang，maibuliqu。shenhuisedeshenyinghenkuairongrumusejiannongdechengshijiejing，xiaoshibujian。
gongjiaocheqidong，chuangwaidejingwukaishidaotui。
linwankaozaibinglengdechechuangbolishang，bishangyanjing。shenyanzuihoudehuayuzaierbianfanfuhuixiang。
“juedingquan，yongyuanzaini。”
meiyoujiasuo，meiyouxiepo，zhiyouyifen……xuyaotayi“zhenshi”quhuiyingdeyaoqing。
zheiganjuemoshengderangtaxintoufazhan，queyoudaizheyizhongyinmide、rangtabuganshenjiudejidong。
hanjiashengxiaderizi，linwanmeiyouzaikeyiduobishenme，yemeiyoukeyiquxunzhao。taanbujiubandishenghuo，qushitushuguan，zaichuzuwukanshu，ouerhezhouxiaotamenyuezhechuquguangguangjie。shenyanxiangyidaorongrubeijingdeyingzi，shibushihuichuxianzaitachangqudeyuelanshijiaoluo，huozhezaihuichengdemougelukouyuta“shunlu”yixiaoduan。tabuzhudongpantan，zhishicunzai，daizheyizhongqiyide、lingrenanxindechenmo。
rizizaipingjingzhonghuaxiangkaixue。
zaochundekongqidaizheliaoqiaodehanyi，xiaoyuanlizhongxinrenaoqilai。linwanzouzaiqujiaoxueloudelushang，jiaobuqingkuailexuduo。xitongdailaideyinmaisihuzaidongrideyangguangxiajianjianxiaosan，liuxiadeshiyizhongjiehouyushengdejianrenheduiweilaideyinyinqidai。
“linwan！”shenhouchuanlaishuxidehansheng。shizhouxiaoheliwei，liangrenqichuanyuyudizhuishanglai，lianshangdoudaizhexingfendehongyun。
“kuai！kuaikanxiaoyuanluntan！”zhouxiaobashoujipingmuduidaolinwanmianqian，yuqijidong，“baozhaxingxinwen！”
linwanyihuodiditoukanqu。xiaoyuanbbsdeshouye，yigejiacujiahong、redubaobiaodebiaotiyichangxingmu：
【jingbao！jingguanyuanshenyandashenqinkouchengren：yiyouxinyiduixiang！】
xiamianpeizheyizhangxianranshi**dezhaopian。didiansihushixueyuanloudezoulang，shenyanbeijigexiangshudetongxueweizhe，qizhongyigenanshengzhengxiaozhepaitadejianbang，sihuzaidiaokanshenme。zhaopianyouxiemohu，dannengqingxikandaoshenyancezhelian，zuijiaosihuqinzheyisijidande、jinhuwunaidexiaoyi，bingmeiyoufanbo。
tiezixiamianyijinggaiqilegaolou：
“**！bingshanronghuale？！”
“shei？！shisheitouzoulewonanshendexin！！”
“wuwuwu……wodebaiyueguangshenxuezhang……”
“jingguanyuanneibuxiaoxi！jushuoshishenxuezhangqinkoushuode‘youxihuanderenle’，danmeishuoshishei！”
“duwumaoshiwaiyuandexihua！shangcikantamenyiqizaitushuguan！”
“loushangbiexiacai！shuobudingshibiedeyuandeni！”
gezhongcaice、aihao、zhufushuadefeikuai。linwandemuguangningguzaizhaopianshangshenyanneigemohude、daizheyisiwunaixiaoyidecelianshang，xinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouqingqingnieleyixia，youzhouransongkai。yigushuobuqingdaobumingdeqingxuyongleshanglai，youdianse，youdiankong，youyoudian……shiran？
原来……如此。
nanguaineige“renwu”meiyouhouxu。nanguaitazhishianjingdicunzai。yuanlaitazaoyiyoulexinyideren。neiju“shishi”，huoxuzhishitarenwujieshuhouyishixingqidewanxiao，huozhe……zhishitajiyumouzhongzerengan，duijingliguochuangshangdeta，yizhongxingshishangde、diandaojizhideguanxin？
“zeze，meixiangdaoameixiangdao，”liweicouguolai，yilianbagua，“shenxuezhangzheizhonggaolingzhihua，juranyehuidongfanxin！jiushibuzhidaonagenvshengzheimexingyun……”
zhouxiaozhuanglezhuanglinwandejianbang，jimeinongyan：“ai，wanwan，nipingshizaitushuguanbushijingchangpengdaoshenxuezhangma？youmeiyoushenmeneibuxiaoxi？kandaoguotahenagenvshengzoudejinmei？”
linwanhuiguoshen，yaxiaxindifanyongdeqingxu，chechuyigepingjingdexiaorong，yaoleyaotou：“meiyou。shenxuezhang……zhishikanshu。”tabashoujihaijizhouxiao，yuqipingdan，“zouba，yaochidaole。”
tajiakuaijiaobu，jiangneixiexuanxiaodeyilunhezhaopianshangneigemohudexiaoyipaozaishenhou。xinhuliganggangbeishenyandecunzaijiqideneidianlianyi，sihubeizheizhangturuqilaidezhaopianhetiezi，touruleyikuaijudadebingshi，shunjiandongjie，chenrubinglengdeshuidi。
yehao。zheiyangyehao。tabenjiubugaiyourenhebuqieshijidehuanxiang。taheshenyan，benjiushilianggeshijiederen。tajiuta，shizhize。taouerdeshunluhechenmodecunzai，huoxuyezhishirenwuhouxudemouzhongguancha？xianzai，tayoutaxinyideren，erta，yegaichedihuiguizijipingfanquezhenshideguidao。
neigeguanyu“renwu”deyaoyue，liantongshenyanneishuangchenjingdeyanjing，beitayonglidi、chedidi，fengcunjinlejiyidejiaoluo。jiudangshiyichangmeng，xingle，jiugaiwangle。
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