hunliqianyiwan，weihunqishuoyaoheguimiquzuopifuhuli，
kewoyizhuantouquezaipengyouquankandaotahetabaiyueguangdeqinmizhao。peiwen：【haishinimenjiemeihuitengren，
zhidaowomingtianchuchaxinku，teditiqianlaisongxing。】neiyike，womeifanu，yemeiluolei，
zhiganjuequanshendexuedouninggule，conggutoufengliwangwaisanfazhehanqi。
woshoulihaiwozhetamingtianyaodaidezhenzhushoulian，rutongpengzheyishumanhuaiqidaidemeigui，
jieguoyiditoujiufaxianhuaruilipamanlequchong。meishahaowende，wozhuanshenjiubashouliandiujinlelubiandelajitong。
zanglededongxi，zaijianhuilaiyerangrenfanwei，jiuxiangzheiduanzaogaotoudingdeguanxi。……juliwohesuqingdehunli，
haiyoubudaoshiergexiaoshi。qiangshangxiqingde“xi”zihongdeciyan，jingxinbuzhidehunfangli，
meiyijianwupindouhaizhanxin，sanfazheduiweilaideqixu。wozuozaishafashang，shoulizuanzheshouji，
pingmudeguangyingzhewohaowuxuesedelian。shijianshilingchenliangdian。sangexiaoshiqian，suqingjiwofaxiaoxi，
shuotaheguimishenyaoquzuozuihoudehunqianpifuhuli，huiwandianhuilai。woxinle。bijing，
meigexinniangdouxiangzaizuizhongyaodeneitian，zhanxianzuiwanmeideyimian。kezhidaoxianzai，tadoumeiyouhuilai。dianhuabujie，
xiaoxibuhui。yizhongbuxiangdeyuganxiangtengmanyiyangchanraoshangwodexinzang，yueshouyuejin。
woguishishenchadixiangqileguzeyu。neigesuqingheshenyaocongdaxueshidaijiuyiqimiliandenanren，
tamenkouzhongyaobukejide“baiyueguang”。woyougejihucongbushiyongdexiaohao，zhiguanzhuleliaoliaoshuren，
qizhongjiuyouguzeyu。dangchuzhishichuyuyisikexiaodezhanyouyu，xiangkankanzheigenengrangsuqingniannianbuwangdenanren，
jiujingshishenmemoyang。cike，zheisizhanyouyubianchengletongxiangwoxinzangdeliren。wodiankaiguzeyudepengyouquan，
zuixinyitiaodongtaifabuyuyixiaoshiqian。yizhangzhaopian，beijingshiwuxingjijiudiandehaohuataofang。zhaopianli，
guzeyuchuanzheyupao，yonglandikaozaishafashang，zuoyongyoubao。tadezuobian，shishenyao，
chuanzheyishenxinggandeheisediaodaiqun，xiaodehuazhiluanzhan。tadeyoubian，shiwomingtianjiuyaoyingqudexinniang，suqing。
tashenshangchuanzhede，heranshiwoweitazhunbeide，
mingtianzaoshangjieqinshiyaochuandechenpao——neijianxiuzhewomenmingzisuoxie“y&q”desizhichenpao。cike，
tasongsongkuakuadiguazaisuqingshenshang，luchudapiandejifu，ertazhengqiaoxiaoyanrandi，qinshoujiangyikebohaodeputao，
weijinguzeyudezuili。zhaopiandepeiwen，qingtiaoyouciyan：【haishinimenjiemeihuitengren，
zhidaowomingtianchuchaxinku，teditiqianlaisongxing。】xiamianyipaipaidedianzanheaimeidepinglun，
xiangshiyichanggongkaidekuanghuan，erwo，shineigeweiyibeimengzaigulidexiaochou。
wodexinzangxiangshibeiyizhibinglengdeshouzuanzhu，lianhuxidoudaizhebolichazi，youtengyouse。jiaowangsannian，
woziwenduisuqingtaoxintaofei。tachuangye，wonachusuoyoujixuzhichi；tashengbing，
woyibujiedaidizhaogu；tashuowoshitajianguozuiwenroukekaodenanren。yuanlai，wenroukekao，
zhishitawanleilezhihou，yonglaixiejiaodegangwan。erneigeguzeyu，caishitaxinzhongyongyuanbotaoxiongyongdehaiyang。
woganjueweiliyizhenfanjiangdaohaideexin。womeiyouzaidadianhua，zhishipingjingdi，yongwozijideweixinzhanghao，
zaineitiaopengyouquanxiamian，liuleyijuyan：【wandekaixin。】ranhou，wojisuqingfalezuihouyitiaoxiaoxi。
【hunliquxiaole。womenfenshouba。】fawan，lahei，shanchu。zhenggeguocheng，wodeshoumeiyouyisizhandou。
žaimodayuxinsi，dagaijiushizheizhongganjue。wozhanqishen，zoudaoneimiantiezhe“xi”zideqiangqian，chenmodi，
yipianyipian，jiangtasilexialai。hongsedesuizhiluoleyidi，xiangyichangshengdazanglihouranjindezhiqian。tian，
kuailiangle。danwodeshijie，zaiyebuhuiyouliming。di2zhangdiertianshangwu，
wozhengzailianxihunqinggongsichulihouxushiyi，menlingbeifengkuanganxiang。
wocongmaoyanlikandaosuqingneizhanghuazhejingzhizhuangrongdelian，zhishicikexiemanlejiaojihebunai。wodakaimen，
meirangtajinlai，zhishilenglengdikanzheta。“xuyan！nishenmeyisi？daqingzaodegenwokaizheizhongwanxiao？
nizhidaowobamahaiyousuoyouqinqipengyoudoudaolema？nixianzaishuoquxiaohunli，nirangwozenmegentamenjiaodai！
”suqingyikaikou，jiushipitougailiandezhiwen，fangfozuocuoshiderenshiwo。tashenzhimeiwenwoweishenme，
zhishixiayishidirenwei，wozai“naopiqi”。wokanzhetazheizhangpiaoliangdelian，guoqusannianli，
wocengwushuciqinwenzheizhanglian，yiweikandaoleaiqingzuimeihaodemoyang。xianzai，wozhijuedewubifengci。“wanxiao？
”woqingxiaoyisheng，xiaoshenglimanshibingcha，“suqing，nijuede，wohaiyouxinqinggennikaiwanxiaoma？
”su-qingdelianseyijiang，sihuchajuedaolebuduijing。tahuanshangyifuweiqudebiaoqing，
shenshouxianglailawodegebo：“yanyan，nidaodizenmele？shibushihunqianjiaolvle？biepa，youwoni。
womenbunaolehaobuhao？dajiadouzaidengwomenni。”tadeshouhaimeipengdaowo，jiubeiwoceshenduokai。“biepengwo，
”wodeshengyinbuda，quedaizheburongzhiyidexiane，“woxianzang。”“xuyan！”suqingdenaixinzhongyugaoqing，
shengyinjianruiqilai，“nidaodizaifashenmefeng！jiuyinweiwozuowanmeihuilai？woheyaoyaoquzuohuli，
taiwanlejiuzaijiudianzhuxiale，nizhiyuma？yigedananren，xinyanzenmezheimexiao！”“shima？
zaixierdunzongtongtaofangzuodehuli？”wokanzheta，yiziyijudiwen，“jiguzeyuzuode‘teshuhuli’？
”suqingdelianse，“shua”diyixiabiandecanbai。tayanlidehuangluanyishanerguo，
suijiqiangzuozhending：“ni……nihushuoshenme！xuyan，nijingrangenzongwo？”“wohaimeineimebukan。
”wojuqishouji，jiangneizhangjietudiankai，songdaotayanqian，“xuyaowobazheizhangzhaopian，fadaowomendeqinyouqun，
rangdajiahaohaoxinshangyixia，wowenrouxianshudeweihunqi，shiruhezaihunliqianye，heguimiyiqi‘tengren’dema？
”kanzheneizhangzhaopian，suqingchediyahuole。tazuichunduosuozhe，bantianshuobuchuyijuhua，
yanleiquexiangduanlexiandezhuziyiyanggunluoxialai。
“yanyan……nitingwojieshi……bushinixiangdeneiyang……women……womenjiushiheduole，
dajiayiqiwanwaneryi……”“wanwan？”wozhongfuzhezheilianggezi，juedezheibeizimeitingguozheimehaoxiaodexiaohua，
“chuanzhewojinimaidechenpao，qugenbiedenanren‘wanwan’？suqing，
nishibushijuedewoxuyanjiushigechetoucheweideshazi？
”“wo……wocuole……wozhendecuole……”suqingkudelihuadaiyu，kaishidaganqingpai，“yanyan，
womensanniandeganqing，nandaojiuyinweiwofandeyicicuo，jiuquandoubuyaolema？nizaijiwoyicijihui，haobuhao？
wozaiyebujiantale，wofashi！”tashuozhe，jiuyaoguixialai。wojishihoutuiyibu，bikaile。
kanzhetazheifuchuchukeliandemoyang，woweilideexinganzaicifanyongshanglai。“suqing，shouqinizheitaoba。
”wodeshengyinlengdexiangbing，“nizhidaozuirangwoexindeshishenmema？bushinibeipanwo，ershidaolexianzai，
nihaizaiyan。nigenbenbujuedezijicuole，nizhishipashiquwozheige‘haoyong’debeitai，
panidegongsishiquwozheigemianfeidejishuguwen，panimeifagenfumujiaodai。”“sanniandeganqing？
”wozichaodixiaole，“ruguozhendeyouganqing，nizuobuchuzheizhongshi。”“yanjinyuci。hunshiwotide，
wohuigennifumujieshiqingchu。congciyihou，womenliangbuxiangqian。”shuowan，wobuzaikanta，zhijieguanshanglemen。
menwaichuanlaitafengkuangdepaimenshenghekuhansheng，wochongerbuwen。**zaimenshang，huanhuanhuazuodaodishang，
jianglianmaijinxigaili。zhidaocike，yayidetongkucairuchaoshuibanjiangwoyanmei。bushiweishiqutaertongku，
ershiweiwoneisannianbeijiantadeyiwenbuzhidezhenxin。di3zhangwoxuyaoqusuqingfumujiayitang。bushiweilesuqing，
ershiweileneiliangweidaiworuqinshengerzideshushuayi。tamenshiwugude，wobixujitamenyigejiaodai。
wotiqiandaledianhua，zhishuoyouxiezhongyaodeshiqingyaodangmiantan，bianqucheqianwang。yijinmen，
suayijiureqingdilazhewodeshou，chenguaidao：“xiaoyan，nizheihaizi，zenmehuishia？
qingqingkuzhehuilaishuonihuihun，bawomendouhehuaile。shibushiyoushenmewuhuia？
”sushushuyecongshafashangzhanqilai，meitoujinsuo：“xiaoyan，zuoxiashuo。youshenmeshi，zanmenhaohaogoutong，
biedongbudongjiushuoquxiaohunli。”kanzhetamenguanqiedeyanshen，woxinliyizhenfasuan。tamenyueshizheiyang，
woyuejuededuibuqitamen，yeyueshitonghensuqingdesuozuosuowei。woshenxiyikouqi，zhengzhunbeikaikou，
suqingcongfangjianlichonglechulai，yanjingyouhongyouzhong。“ba！ma！nimenbiewenle！
jiushiwogenxuyannaoledianxiaobieniu，taxiaoxinyan，haizaishengqini！”tayibianshuo，yibianjiwoshiyanse，
xiangrangwopeiheta。wozhidangmeikanjian。zhengzaizheishi，menlingyouxiangle。
suayiyibianniantaozhe“jintianzenmezheimerenao”，yibianzouguoqukaimen。menkaideshunjian，
wodetongkongzhouranjinsuo。menkouzhanzhede，heranshiguzeyu。tashoulitizhejiazhibufeidelipin，
xiaodeyilianchunfengdeyi：“shushuayihao，wojiaoguzeyu，shisuqingdepengyou。tingshuotajintianxinqingbuhao，
tediguolaikankanta。”suqingkandaota，xianshiyileng，suijilianshangjingshanguoyisibuyichajuedexiunanhexiyue。
“zeyu？nizenmelaile？”“buhuanying？”guzeyudemuguangyueguota，luozaiwoshenshang，
daizheyisitiaoxindexiaoyi。sushushuhesuayixianranburenshita，danchuyulimao，haishibataqinglejinlai。
“laijiulai，haidaishenmedongxi，taikeqile。”suayijieguoliwu，reqingdizhaohutazuoxia。fanzhuoshang，
qifenguiyidaolejidian。sushushuhesuayihaizainulidicuohewohesuqing，butingdijiwojiacai，
rangwoduodandaiyidiannvhaizidepiqi。erguzeyu，zexianggenanzhurenyiyang，pangruowurendijisuqingjiacai。
“qingqing，nizuiaichidetangcupaigu，duochidian。”suqingfeidanmeiyoujujue，fanerjiaqilai，chideyiliantianmi。
woqingchudijide，jiaowangdiyinian，wojitajiaguoyicicai，tadangshijiuzhouzhemeishuo：“xuyan，
yihoubieyongnidekuaizijiwojiacai，buweisheng。”congneiyihou，wozaiyemeineimezuoguo。kexianzai，
taquexinanlidedichizhelingyigenanrenyongtadekuaizijiaguolaidecai。neiyike，
woxinzhongzuihouyidianwenqingyexiaoshidaijin。wofangxiakuaizi，fachuyishengqingxiang，xiyinlesuoyourendezhuyi。
“shushu，ayi，”wokanzhetamen，yiziyiju，qingxidishuodao，“duibuqi。wohesuqingdehunli，
bixuquxiao。yinwei，womeibanfaquyigezaihunliqianye，haihebiedenanrensihunzaiyiqidenvren。
”fanzhuoshangdekongqishunjianninggu。sushushuhesuayideliansebiandeshabai。suqing“teng”dizhanqilai，zhizhewo，
qijibaihuaidihandao：“xuyan！nihushuobadaoshenme！”“wohushuo？”wolengxiaoyisheng，muguangzhuanxiangguzeyu，
“zheiweiguxiansheng，zuowanzaixierdunwandehaijinxingma？wodeweihunqi，fuwudehaizhoudaoba？
”guzeyulianshangdexiaorongjiangzhule，yanshenshanshuo。sushushubijingshijingguofenglangderen，takankanwo，
youkankansuqingheguzeyu，liansetieqing，mengdiyipaizhuozi：“suqing！zheidaodishizenmehuishi！
nijiwoshuoqingchu！”“wo……womeiyou……”suqinghaizaizuiying。“goule！”wozhanqishen，
duizhesushushuhesuayishenshenjuleyigong，“shushu，ayi，xiexienimenzheisanniandezhaogu。
shiwomeifuqizuonimendeerzi。nimenyanglegehaonver，danwoxuyan，xiaoshoubuqi。woxianzoule。”shuowan，
wozhuanshenjiuzou，zaiyemeiyouhuitou。shenhouchuanlaipanzishuaisuideshengyin，nvrendekuhansheng，henanrendenuhousheng。
zheiyiqie，douyuwowuguanle。zouchuneishanmen，waimiandeyangguangyouxieciyan。womilemiyan，
ganjuexiangshixiexialeyigechenzhongwubidejia，yishenqingsong。di4zhanghesuqingchediduanjueguanxihou，
wodeshenghuofangfobeianxialezhongqijian。wobanchuleneigechongmanhuangyandehunfang，
zuleyigeligongsigengjindexiaogongyu。pengyoulumingzhidaohou，erhuabushuo，kaizhetadepikabangwobanjia，
leidemantoudahan。“yange，woshuojunibuaitingde，”xiuxishi，tadijiwoyipingbingshui，“fenlejiuduile。
neinvren，peibushangni。weileta，nilianzheiciquyujinglidejinshengjihuidouxiangfangqi，zhima？
”woguanleyidakoushui，bingliangdeyetishunzhehoulonghuaxia，quejiaobumiexinlideneituanhuo。lumingshuodedui。
zhiqianwoqueshiyinweichoubeihunli，dasuanfangqizheicizhongyaodejinshengjingpin。danxianzai，
womeiyourenheliyouzaituisuole。aiqingmeile，shiyebixugaoqilai。nanren，zongdeyoudiandongxizuanzaizijishouli，
caibuhuihuodexianggexiaohua。jiexialaiderizi，wochengleyigegongzuokuang。baitianzaigongsichulixiangmu，
wanshanghuijiayanjiujingpinfangan，zhoumobushizaijiaban，jiushizaiqujiabandelushang。woyongmangliujiangzijitianman，
bujibeishanghehuiyiliurenhekongxi。wodenulihenkuaiyoulehuibao。wozhudaodeyigexiangmuqudeletupoxingjinzhan，
dedaolegongsigaocengdeyizhihaoping，rangwozaizheicijingpinzhong，zhandelexianji。
shenghuosihuzhengzaichaozhehaodefangxiangfazhan。raner，suqingdejiuchan，quexiangyichangchilaideemeng。qichu，
shiputiangaididedaoqianduanxinheweijielaidian，woyigaibuli。houlai，takaishiwangwogongsijidongxi。
jintianshiyishuangguidemeigui，mingtianshiqinshouzuodebiandang。worangqiantaizhijierengdiaohuozhetuihui。
tongshimenkanwodeyanshendoudaizhejifentongqinghebagua。“xuyan，ninvpengyouduinizhenhaoa。”“shia，
zheimepiaolianghaizheimechiqing，nixiaoziyoufuqi。”wozhishixiaoxiao，bujieshi。zifeiyu，yanzhiyuzhitong。
tamenyanzhongdechiqing，zaiwokanlai，buguoshichidaode、lianjiadeziwogandong。tadagaiyiwei，
zhiyaotazitaifangdezugoudi，wojiunengxiangyiqianyiyang，wuluntazuocuoshenmedouhuixuanzeyuanliang。tacuole。
youxiedixian，yidanbeichupeng，jiuzaiyemeiyoutuilu。zheitian，wozhengzaikaihui，shoujizaijingyinzhuangtaixialiangleyixia。
shisuqingdemuqin，suayifalaide。【xiaoyan，jintianshiayishengri，qingqingtabachuchale，
tayigerenzaijiahusiluanxiang。nineng……guolaipeiayichidunfanma？jiudangshi，zuihouyici。