第1章

——【yueduqianqingdiancipailei】——

“chenji,yuyizhouzhiqianshimu,bingyumuqindeshitigongdusantian,zhidaobeibu。”

“zhihoubeiquezhenweijingshenfenliezheng,zhuandaowoyuanjianguan。”

nvrenshouchibingli,wenhediniandao,shenshangbaidaguashangguazhedepaizixiezhe:tangqin-zhurenyishi。

“弑母。”

taqingshengzhongfulezheigeci,congpangbiandezhiduilifanlefan,youzhaochuyizhanghongtouwenjian,shishenxunjilu。

【第六次审讯记录】

“shenxunguochengzhong,duociyiyu,siweibenyi,gaoduhuaiyiyoujingshenjibing,jutikechazhengbenciluyin。”

“wohenxiangzhidao,nidaodizaishenxunguochengzhong,shuolexieshenme,nengrangnidedaozheiyangdepingjia?”

tangqinjiaochazheshouzhi,yangleyangmeimao,shixiantouxiangzhuozidelingyibian。

taduimianzuozheyigeheifanansheng,chuanzhebinghaofu,shenqingyouxiehuanghu。

chenji,18sui,yijingbeizhuanjiaodaotianhaishidisanjingshenbingyuanjianguan。

tangqinshitadezhuzhiyishi。

“你可以听一下。”

chenmolebanshang,chenjicaishuodao。

tangqinxiaolexiao,jiangzhuozishangdeluyinjiankai,limianchuanlaileyizhendianliusheng。

滋啦——滋啦——

zheiduanluyincongzhongjianjieduan,kaitoudeshengyinhennianqing,pingjing,shuyuchenji。

lingyigenansheng,yinggaishishenxunrenyuan。

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【chenji:“woxiangwenniyigewenti。”

男人:“你说。”

chenji:“niyoumeiyoumouyikeganjue,zijishenbianderen,zaojiubushineigerenle?”

nanren:“shenmeyisi?”

chenji:“niyoumeiyoujuede,moutianxinglaishi,shijiekanqilaihezuotianyoudianbuyiyang,danniqueshuobuchushishenmebianle?”

nanren:“wobudongnizaishuoshenme。”

chenji:“womenjugelizi。niyoulaopoma?jiasheniyouba,youyitian,nixinglaideshihou,kanjianshenbianshushuilaopodelian,nihuibuhuihuranjuedeyizhenxinhuang,ganjuetazaojiubeishenmedongxidingtile?”

(吸气声)

nanren:“zenmekenengni?tajiushita,zaiyiqizheimeduonian,zenmekenengbeishenmedingtile?”

nanren:“nideyisishitachuxianleshenmeyichangdexingwei?”

chenji:“meiyou。jiashetaheyiqianyimoyiyang,xingwei,xingge,shenzhilianshenshangzuiyinmidezhidoushiyiyangde。”

nanren:“neinishishenmeyisi?”

chenji:“ruguowozaishuo,nidelaopozaozaishinianqianjiusile,nihaihuijuedeshenbiantangzhedenvrenshitama?”

nanren:“dangranbuhui!”

(yizituilasheng,yourenmengdizhanqilai)

nanren:“kuangqie,woshenbianderendoushishazima?yigesirenfushengletamenhuibuzhidao?”

(一阵沉默。)

chenji:“nihaishibudong。”

chenji:“ruguonishenbianderen,doujuedezheiyiqiehenzhengchangni?”

chenji:“jishishineixienimingmingjidecanjiaguotazanglideren,yeyizhirenweishiniyouwenti,nidelaopoyizhidouhuozheni?”

(一阵沉默。)

nanren:“wozhidaole。buguo,wokeyigaosuni,zheishigeweiwushijie。”

nanren:“ruguozhenyouzheiyangdeshi,yidingshiwofengle......”】

luyinbodaozheili,tangyishenganleyixialuyinjishangdeanniu,jiangduihuazanting。

tashenqinghenyansu,kanlekanshoushangdebingli,shuodao:

“chenji,zaizheiduanduihuazhihou,nibianshengcheng,zijishadebingbushinimuqinzhangsufen。”

“ershi......gui。”

tataiqitou,shensezhongtouchutanjiu。

“nihaishuo,nimuqinzaozaishinianzhiqian,jiuhenifuqinyiqichuchehuosile。”

“nitongshishengcheng,liangzhouqian,youguidingtilezhangsufen,banjinlenijia。”

“yinci,nicaihuiduinimuqintongxiashashou,duima?”

“嗯。”

陈极轻轻点了点头。

“buguo,woconglaimeishuoguoneishigui。”

“wozhishishuo,dingtiwomadeneidongxi,bushiren。”

taduimian,tangqinwunaiditanlekouqi,fulefuetou。

“chenji,nimamadehujishangconglaimeiyoubaoguosiwang。”

“erqie,nimenjiafujindelinjudouzuozheng,zheishibanianlai,zhangsufenyizhizhuzaiyangguangxiaoqu,yejiushinijia。”

tahuafengyizhuan,shengyinzhongdailexieshitan:

“youmeiyoukeneng,nizaishenxunshijiangdegushi,yingxianglenidejingshenzhuangtai?”

“rangniyiwei,nishenshangyefashengleyiyangdegushi?”

chenjishuangyanningshizhetangqin,banshang,tafachuyishengqingweidexiaosheng,xiangshitingdaoleshenmelipudexiaohuayiyang。

tashouhuigouqidezuijiao,dandandidao:“wozhixiangxinzijidejiyi。”

tangyishengtanlekouqi,jixuzaibinglishangxiezheshenme,guolebanshangcaidao:“woyoujinijialeyifuyao,jideyaozaihushidejianduxiaanshichi。”

“haiyou,woxiangzhidaoyijianshi,nishuoliangzhouzhiqianzhangsufenjiubanjinlenijia。”

“neiniweishenmeguoleyizhoucaidongshou?”

chenjitaiqitou,yizhirushuibanpingjingdeyanli,zhongyuchuxianleyisiqingxudebodong。

“yinwei......”

“我很想她。”

“suoyi,jishishijiade,woyexiangpeitayizhou。”

tangqinlengleyixia,sihumeixiangdaozheigehuida,kanxiangchenjidemuguangshanshuo,yishishuobuchuhua。

banshang,tayaoleyaotou,meizaishuoxieshenme。

“咚,咚,咚。”

menwai,huranchuanlaiyizhenqiaomensheng,tangqinzhanleqilai,shiyichenjixianchuqu。

chenjigangqishen,tachenyinleyixia,huranshenchushoulanzhuta。

“等等。”

guolejimiao,tangqincaishuodao:

“chenji,jingshenfenliezhengchangbanyouhuanshi、huantingdengzhengzhuang。”

“wohenxiangzhidao,zainiyanli,woshishenmeyangzide?”

chenjiyizheng,xiangshimeixiangdaotahuizheiyangwen,youyuleyixiacaishuo:

“......henpiaoliang。”

“yanjinghenhaokan,lianhenxiao......henbai。”

“xiangxiyoujilidehuyao。”

tangqinzuijiaokongzhibuzhudiwanlexia,yanlishanguoyisixiaoyi,meiyounvrenbuxihuanzijidewaibiaobeikuazan。

tashoushizhezhuoshangdewenjian,qingshengxiaodao:“xiexienizheimeshuo。”

“chuqudeshihou,jidebamendaishang。”

chenjidianlediantou,dakaimendeshihoukanjianwaimianshiyimingchuanzhezhifudenanzi。

表情很严峻。

tashenshidisaolechenjiyiyan,caizoujintangqindebangongshi。

chenjimiansepingjing,musongzhezhifunanjinlebangongshi。

tadetongkongli,qingxidizhaoyingchutangqinlianshanggongshihuadeweixiao。

以及......

tapiaoliangdeyouyanpang,neizhiwangwaituchu,xuesibaozhang,rutongshexiangtouyibanqingxiedaoyizhongbukenengdejiaodudezuoyan。

tadeyouyan,zhengkanzhezhifunan,erzuoyan,quesisidingzhewuwaidechenji,zhidaotabamenguanshang。

这......

genbenbukenengshizhengchangren,nengzuodaode。

erzhifunan,jiuxiangmeikanjianyiyang。

chenjimeiyoulikelikai,ershikaozaibangongshipangbiandeqiangshang,taiqitoukanzhetianhuabanshangcanbaidedengtiao。

guoleyihui,tatingjianbangongshilichuanlaihenweiruodeshengyin,sihuzhifunanrenkeyiyazhesangzishuohua。

“tangyisheng,zheijitianchenjiyoumeiyoulikaiguoyiyuan?”

tangqindeshengyinhenchayi:“dangranmeiyou,taqingkuangteshu,yizhibeiyangekanguanzhe,kuangqiezheiyouneimeduobaoan,chenjizenmekenengtoupaochuqu。”

yizhenchenmozhihou,zhifunanrendeshengyincaixiangqi。

“tamamadeshitibujianle。”

“jiankongxianshi,tashizijizouchuqude!”