第三章叫我姐姐
nvrenlenglengdekanzhewo，nianchulejijuhua，meijuqigezi，yigongbaju。
womangrandeyaoleyaotou，zheiwushiliugeziwodoutingqingchule，danshilianzaiyiqi，quebuzhidaoshishenmeyisi。
nvrenmeiliwo，ziguzidenianwan，daoziyiyangdeyanguangzaiwolianshangsaoguo。
“bazheiwushiliugezibeixialai，yaoshimingtiannihainengyizibuchadejide，wojiujiaonibenshi。yaoshiwangdiaole......yejiumeibiyaofeijingle。”
nvrenshuowan，shenyingyishan，xiaoshizailewuzili。
“ai......renni？”
woqiguaidezhaobianlezhenggeerwuzi，nvrenquexiangshituranjianzhengfaleyiyang，wozenmeyezhaobudaotadezongji。
zheihenxiangshiyichangmeng，wopaodaoyuanzilidaizhanlebantian，lengsousoudeyefengguaguo，woyingshengshengdedalegelengzhan。
yuanzilihenjing，waigongwaipohexiaoyidefangjianliyipianqihei。
wodunshijiudanxinleqilai，ganjinpaodaotamendewuwaipazaimenshangtinglebantian。
dichenjunyundehuxishengrangwofangxialexin，womanmandehuidaozijiwuli，naozilibutingdeshanguonvrengangcainianchudeneijijuhua。
“dongfangxuanshumiaoxuantong，wanqianxuanjiyincizhong，qingwukanyudingfengshui，faqiumojinxunzhenlong，wenwangguaxiangmingjingu，chumaxianjiatongtianting，wuxingyinyangfennanbei，sanrentongxinggexidong。”
neishihouwocailiusui，genbenjiuzhuomobutouzheijijuhualideyisi。
jiranneigenvrenrangwobazheixiehuabeixialai，woyebugandaiman，jiuzheimeyizhechuanghukanzhewaigongwaipohexiaoyidefangmen，zuilidudunangnangdebeisongzhezheijijuhua，yizhidaotianliang。
nvrenmeipianwo，diertianzaochen，chenshuidewaigongwaipohexiaoyijiuxingleguolai。
dantamenhaoxiangmeijuechadaozuowanfashengleshenmeshier，henzhengchangdeqilechuanggezimanghuoleqilai，haoxiangshentiyemeiyourenheyiyang。
woyankanzheyiqiedouhuifulezhengchang，anansonglekouqi。
daolewanshang，nvrenyouzhunshichuxianzaiwodefangjianli。
“zuotianjiaonidedongxidoujixialema？”
“嗯，记下了。”
wobawobeishudeneibajuhuanianjinvrenting，tadelianzhezaileheishahoumian，wokanbudaotadebiaoqing。
dancongtaweiweizhandoudeshentishangkan，nvrensihushihenjidong，liangdaobinglengrushuideyanshenturanshanchuleyidaolengliedeguangmang。
“hao，hao......dongfangxuan，zhipashiliannizijiyemeixiangdao，nideqinsunzijianghuichengweinidongfangjiazude......heng，youqu。”
nvrendishengziyanziyulejiju，woqiguaidetaitoukanzheta，xinliyinyinyouzhongganjue。
zheigenvrensihushihedongfangxuanzhijian......
也有什么深仇大恨。
congneiyitiankaishi，nvrenmeitianshenyedouqiaoqiaolaidaowodefangjian。
wobuzhidaotashizenmejinlaide，meicidoushiwaigongwaipohexiaoyishuixiazhihou，woyekundemimihuhude，zhitingdaochuanghuqingqingyixiang，yigeheisedeshenyingjiuhuiqiaowushengxidezhandaowodechuangqian。
youhaojiciwodouxiangzhuangshuitoukanyixiatadaodishizenmejinlaide，danhenqiguai，meidaoletayaolaihewojianmiandeneijifenzhong，kunyijiuputiangaididechaowoxilai。
woshizaizhengbukaiyan，zhengyaohunhunyushui，tajiuhuituranchuxianzaiwomianqian。
zhidaoxianzai，zhengzhengshiernianguoqule，woconglaidoumeijianguotadezhenshiyangmao，shenzhiliantadaodishizenmejindewuzidoumeikanqingchuguo。
tameitiandouhuijiaowohenduoxiqiguguaidedongxi，youfengshuikanyu，youguaxiangzhanbu，haiyouyixieaokoudezhouyuhekoujue。
qishiwotingbudongtashuodeshishenmeyisi，tayebugenwoduojieshi，zhishifanfuderangwobeisong，zhidaojidegungualanshu，jihubuyongfanyingjiukeyituokouerchu。
womeiwandouzaiyuanzilidazuoxiuxi，woganjueneigenvrenyinggaishigebenshihendaderen。
takenengshijiquanjiarendounianleshenmenengshuijuedezhouyuba，meitianyidaotalaiwofangjianzhiqian，waigongwaipohexiaoyidouhuishuidehenchen。
chulewo，conglaidoumeiyourenfaxianguotadecunzai。
tahenshoushi，meitiandoushiwanshangshiyidianzhunshilaidaowodefangjian，lingchensandianzhunshiliqu。
meicitalinzoudeshihoudouhuijiaowobeiyixiaoduangushi，zishubuduo，yigongbaju，meijuqigezi。
wodejixinghenhao，tajiaojiwodeshiwohenkuaijiukeyijizhu。
dantaqueconglaibugenwojiangjieneixieshijudeyisi，woqiguaidewenta，“nijiaowodezheixieshishenmea？”
“shiyizhonghenlihaidekoujue。”
“真的？”
woxingfendekanzheta，“neizheixiekoujuezenmeyong？woxuehuilejiunengquzhaodongfangxuanbaochoulema？”
tachenmoleyixia，huanhuankaikou。
“woyebuzhidaozheixiekoujuegaizenmeyong，nitinghao，niyaobawojiaonidezheixiekoujuelaolaojizhu，yigezidoubuyaojicuo。niyaohaohaodushu，dengnizhangdazhihou，younenglizijicantouzheilimianyinzangzhedexuanji，dongfangxuanziranjiubushinideduishoule。”
wotingtashuoliantazijidoubuhuishiyongzheixiekoujue，xinlibujinyoudianerjusang。
danwoyixiangdaodengwozhangdalejiukeyiqinshouquzhaodongfangxuanbaochou，haishiyiranjuerandedianlediantou。
zaiwoliangonghebeishideshihou，tajiujingjingdezuozaiyibiankanzhewo，tabushuohua，danyanjingqueyikeyemeilikaiguowodelian。
youhenduociwodouxinshenghuaiyi，woxiangtahuibuhuishiwodeqinshengmuqin。
danwohenkuaiyoufoudinglezijidexiangfa，wotingxiaoyishuoguo，muqinbitadaleshijisui。
yanqianzheigenvrendesangyinlengliezhonghaishaodaizheyidianerzhinen，sihuzhiyoubudaoershisuideyangzi，tingqilaibixiaoyihaiyaoxiaoyixie。
youyitianwozhongyurenbuzhule，wennvren，“nishishei，nijiaoshenmemingzi？niweishenmeyaobangwo？”
nvrendeyanshenshanshuoleyixia，“wo......shiyigekumingderen，meiyoumingzi。wojiaojinibenshibuguangshizaibangni，yeshizaibangwoziji。”
nvrendehuaqiqiguaiguaide，womeitingdong。
“e......nitiantiandoujiaojiwobenshi，wojiaonishifuba。”
“不行！”
nvrendeshengyinturantigaoleqilai，shenziweiweizhandou。
“nibunengjiaowoshifu，nimeiyoushifu！nijizhu，buyaozairenherenmianqiantiqiwo，nijiudang......conglaimeijianguowo，woyemeijiaojiguonirenhedongxi。”
wobuzhidaonvrenweishenmeturanjidongleqilai，danwotingtadeyuqi，tahaoxianghenbuxihuan“shifu”zheigechenghu。
“nei......neiwojiaonishenmeni？”
nvrenchenmolebantian，qingqingtanlekouqi。
“nijiujiaowo......jiejieba。”
“姐姐。”
woyangqiliankanzhetaxiao，nvrendeyanguangshanshuoleyixia。
suiranwokanbuqingtadelian，danwoganjuetayinggaizhangdehenpiaoliang，dantadexinque......
很苦。
“wonengkankannideyangzima？”
wozhabazheyanjingkanzhenvren，tamengdezhuanguotoulai，yanjinglifanchuleyidaolengmang。
“不能。”
wobielebiezui，suirannvrendeyangziyizhidouhenxiong，danwoquebuzhidaozenme，yijingmanmandebupatale。
“woyaozoule，shuiba。”
nvrenlvexianhuangluandezhanqishen，wotinghuadetangzaichuangshangbishangyanjing，nvrenzhanzaichuangqiankanzhewo，yidongyebudong。
meicitayaolikaideshihou，wodouhuijuedeyanpihenchenhenchen。
wotangshangchuangjihushiyishunjianjiujinrulemengxiang，dengwozaixingguolaideshihou，yijingshidiertianzaochenle，nvren......
yejiushijiejie，zaojiubujianlezongying。
jiuzheiyang，woyibiangenzhejiejiexuexifengshuishuyibiankaishilexuexiaoshenghuo，buzhibujuede，yihuangyanjiuguoqule......
整整十二年。