wo，songzhaoye，shisongjiayanglezhengzhengershiniandexiaoerzi，shenglaijiushifanlaizhangkouyilaishenshoudeshaoye，buguoneishizaijintianzhiqian，cikeneigeshenying，zhanzaijudadeluodichuangqian，jihuyaobeichuangwaichenchendeyesetunmei。
yishenxidefabai、mingxianbuheshendejiuyi，jianbangweiweisuozhe，shouzhisisijiaozhecucaodeyijiao，zhijieyonglidaofanchuqingbai。neizhanglian……wochuixiayanjie，zhezhuyandiyishanerguodebinglengpinggu。xiang。taixiangle。xiangjilewodemuqinnianqingshihouzhaopianlidemoyang。neimeiyanjiandelunkuo，daizheyizhongweijingdiaozhuo、quezuyishunjianjisuiyanqianzheifuhuabiaoxiangdexiangsi。
tajiaolinshenghui。bu，congjintianqi，tagaijiaosongshenghuile。
yichanggouxuelintou、sutaodelingrenfaxiaodehaomenbaocuoxima，zhujiaojingranshiwo。
huangmiuma？shiyoudian。danxindifanyongshanglaide，quebingfeikongjuhuoshiluo，ershiyizhongjinhujietuode、binglengdekuangxi。
太好了。
真的，太好了。
“wodehaizi……wodehaizia……”guwanruzhongyuzhengtuolesongzhenhuaxufudeshou，liangqiangzhepuleguoqu，xiangnishuizhezhuazhufumu，yibajiangneigejucudeshenyingsisiloujinhuaili。jingxinbaoyangdezhijiajihuyaoqianjinduifanglianjiadebuliaoli。tadekushengbuzaishiguifudejinchichuoqi，ershisiliebande、daizheshierfudequeyoutongchexinfeidediankuang，“mamaduibuqini……mamaduibuqinia！zheimeduonian……rangnizaiwaimianshoukule……”leishuixiongyong，shunjiandashilesongshenghuijiantouneikuaidanbodebuliao。
songzhenhua，wodefuqin，songshijituandezhangduoren，shoulijinjinniezheneifenboboquezhongyuqianjindeqinzijiandingbaogao。shangmianneixing“zhichisongzhenhua、linshenghuideshengwuxuefuqin”dejielun，yijineigecimude“99.99%”，xiangshaohongdeluotie，tangdetashouzhiweiweifadou。
erwo，songzhaoye，zheigezhanjulebierenweizhiershiniande“jiahuo”，zhishianjingdizuozaineili，xiangyigejinzhijinzede、beimingyunxinongdeguanzhong。lianshangshiqiadaohaochudemangran、yisiyinrendebeishang，haiyouduiyanqianzheimu“muziqingshen”dewucuoyubaorong。
yigebeiturangaozhishenshi、queyijiunuliweichitimianyujiaoyangde“guaihaizi”。
guwanrudekusuhaizaijixu，ziziqixue，sushuozheershinianguroufenlidezhuixinzhitong。songzhenhuashenxiyikouqi，neikouqifangfoxijinleqianjinzhongdan。tataiqitou，muguangsaoguowo，daizheyizhongshenshihenanyiyanyudefuza，zuizhongluozaisongshenghuineizhangxiemanhuangkongyurumudelianshang。
taqingleqingsangzi，shengyindichen，daizheburongzhiyidequanwei，shituanfuqizi，yexiangzaixuanbuyixiangzhongyaodecaijue：
“haole，wanwan，”tapailepaiguwanruzhandoudebei，“guoqudeshi……wufawanhui。jiranzhaodaoleshenghui，neijiushitiandadexingshi。”
tadeshixiandinggezaisongshenghuishenshang，daizheyizhongbuchangxingde、jinhukeyidewenhe：“congjinwanghou，nimenjiushixiongdi。zhaoyeshigege，shenghuishididi。duiwai，jiushuodangnianwanwanshengdeshishuangbaotai，zhishi……shenghuitiruo，yizhizaiwaimianliaoyang，rujinshentihaole，caijiehuilai。”tahuilehuishou，fangfozheiyangjiunengmopingsuoyoubukandeliehen，“yijiaren，haohaoxiangchu。”
shuangbaotai？wochadianmeibengzhuzuijiaoneimowenshundehudu。duozhuoliedejiekou。najiadeshuangbaotaihuizhangdehaowuxiangsizhichu？yigexiangjingxindiaozhuodeyuqi，jintoulehaomendejiaojin；yigexiangmengchendeshitou，daizhedicengzhengzhadehenji。zheihuangsade，lianfuyandoutouzhegumanbujingxindeweidao。
danmeiguanxi。wochuixiayan，zhangzhangdejiemaozaiyanxiatouchuyixiaopianroushundeyinying，zhezhulesuoyoufanyongdeqingxu。shuncong，shiwozaisongjialaiyishengcun、yezuilingtamenmanyidemianju。ershinianlai，congbuliwai。
wotaiqiyan，muguangqingche，daizheyisiqiadaohaochudecuiruohequanrandexinlaikanxiangsongzhenhua：“ba，ninfangxin。wohui……haohaozhaogudidide。”
neigeyizhixiangshoujingxiaolubansuozailinwanhuailideshenying，qieshengshengditaiqiletou。tademuguangyueguolinwandejianbang，zhizhidikanxiangwo，neishuangyanjingshilulude，shengmanlebuanheyizhongjinhubeiweidetaohao。
tadezuichunnierulejixia，shengyinxiruowenying，daizhenongzhongde、keyimofangdexiangyin：
“ba……ma……”tahuandeshengse，daizheshitan，tafeikuaidipielewoyiyan，youxiangbeitangdaosidesuohuimuguang，shouzhiwuyishidiyoujiaojinleyijiao，“wo……wohuilai，gegehuibuhui……huibuhuibugaoxing？huibuhui……ganwozou？”neishengyinlidehuangkonghexiaoxinyiyi，naniedeqiadaohaochu，shunjiandianranleguwanruganggangpingfuyidiandekuijiuhesongzhenhuadebaohuyu。
guwanrulouzhetadeshoubeishoudegengjin，shengyindaizhekuqiang：“shahaizi！shuoshenmeshahua！zheishinidejia！sheigangannizou？nishiwodeqinguroua！”tamengditaitoukanxiangsongzhenhua，yanshendaizheburongzhiyidemuxingjuejue。
songzhenhuameitoujinsuo，neidianjincunde、duiwozheige“yangzi”defuzaqingsu，zaiqinshengerzirucizhibai、ruci“dongshi”dedanyouxia，xunsubeiyizhong“kuiqian”he“buchang”dejiqiequdai。
takanxiangwo，yanshenlidewendujianglejifen，huifuleyiguande、burongzhihuidedajiazhangzitai：“zhaoye，nishigege，yaodadu。”
wolikezhanleqilai，lianshangshiwuketiaotide、daizhedianrentonggeaidelijiehewenrou。wojibuzoudaosongshenghuimianqian，zaitaweiweisesuodemuguangzhong，shenchushoubei，jiqizirandi、daizheyizhonganfuxingzhideqinni，lanzhuletadejianbang，jiletayigekansiwennuanshizeshulideyongbao。
wodeshengyinwenhedenengdichushuilai：“didi，shuoshenmeshahuani？gannizou？zenmehui。yihouzheilijiushinidejia，womenjiushiyijiarenle。”
woqingqingpailepaitadanbodejibei，qingxidiganshoudaotashentishunjiandejiangying。
yongbaofenkaidechanei，wobuzhuodaotayandishenchuyishanerguode、daizhebinglengxiaoyidedeyi。
guoran，womendoushitongyizhongren。
qifensihurongqialexie。guwanrucazheyanlei，lazhesongshenghuideshou：“zou，shenghui，mamadainiqukankannidefangjian……e……”tadunzhule，lianshanglveguoyisiganga。
xianran，songjiabingweiyuliaodaohuiyoucibiangu，chulezhuwo、wodefangjian、yijierlouneigechangniankongzhidetaofang，qitadoushiweiqiyongdekefang。
“meishide，ma，”songshenghuilikeyaotou，lianshangduimanleganjitilingdehuangkong，“youdifangzhu……yijinghenhaole！zhende！woyiqian……yiqian……”taxiangshituranyishidaoshuolouleshenme，mengdichazhuhuatou，huangluandidixiatou，yanshibandiyongshouqucalianshangbingbucunzaideleihen，dongzuofuduqueyouxieda。neixidefabai、lvexianduanxiaodechenshanxiuzi，beitataishoucaleidedongzuodaiqi，mengdixiangshanghuaqu——
yijiecangbaishouruodeshoubeibaoluzaibinglengcimudeshuijingdiaodengxia。
shangmianbumanleshanghen。zonghengjiaocuode、zhengningde、daizheshenhonghuoanzijiahendebianhenhetangshang！youxiedifangpiroufanjuandehenjihaihenxin！
“a！”guwanruduancudijianjiao，liansecanbairuzhi，sisiwuzhuzui。tamengdipuguoquzhuazhusongshenghuideshoubei，shouzhizhandou：“tianna！wodehaizi！zheishisheigande？！gaosumama！”
songzhenhuayedaochouyikoulengqi，yanshenshunjiandongjie，jierranqixiongxiongnuhuo！tayibajianghaizaijugongdesongshenghuilaqilai：“shenghui！zheizenmehuishi？！sheigande？！”
songshenghuixiangshoujingdetuzi，mengdichouhuishou，huangluandibaxiuziwangxiache：“mei……meiyou……ba，ma，shiwozijibuxiaoxin……shuaide……”tayueshifouren，neifujiliyanshidemoyang，jiuyuefa**zhesongzhenhuaheguwanrudeshenjing。
“buxiaoxin？shuainengshuaichengzheiyang？！”guwanrushishengtongku，zaicijiangtajinjinlouzhu。
songzhenhuaxiongtangjulieqifu，mengdizhuanguotou，muguangrudian，daizheyizhongqiannubandeyapogan，zhizhishexiangwo：“xianshanglou！andunhaoshenghuiyaojin！”
yixingrenchenmoditashangxuanzhuanlouti。houhoudeditanxizoulejiaobusheng，quexibuzouneichenzhongdelingrenzhixideqifen。erlouzoulangkuanchangmingliang，qiangbishangguazheminghua，kongqilishishuxide、binglengdejiejinggan。
jingguojishanjinbidemen，laidaolewodefangjianmenkou。
kuanchangdekongjian，jingzhidejiaju，judadeyimaojian，dulideweiyu，shuzhuoshangbaifangzhe**bandemoxinghezuixinkuandedianzichanpin，kongqizhongmimanzheyizhongshuyuwode、dandandelengliemuzhixiangfen。zheishisongjiaxiaoshaoyeyingyoudepaichang。
songshenghuidemuguangxiangbeicishixizhuyiyang，laolaonianzaifangjianneibu。tadeyanjingshunjianliangleqilai，daizheyizhonghaobuyanshide、jinhutanlandeguangmang，saoshizhefangjianlimeiyijianshehuachenshe。neiguangmangliangdejingren，jihuyaochuantoutalianshangkeyiweichideqienuohehuangkong。tazhangzhezui，fachuleyishengjiqingde、daizhezhenhanhekewangdexiqisheng。
danxiayimiao，tamengdidixiatou，jianbangsesuoleyixia，shuangshoujinjinzuanzaiyiqi，zhijiezaicifanbai。tataiqitou，lianshangxunsuhuanshangleyifuhuangkongbuan、shouchongruojingdebiaoqing，shengyinxixiao，daizhenongzhongdebiyin：
“zhei……zheishigegedefangjianma？tai……taidale……taipiaoliangle……”taxiangshibeihedaoleyiyang，wanghoutuileyixiaobu，jihuyaoduodaolinwanshenhou，yanshenquexiangnianzailefangjianliyiyang，tanlandiliulian，“wo……woconglaimeixiangguo……nengzhuzaizheimehaodedifang……zhende……xiangzuomengyiyang……”tanannanziyu，yuqilichongmanlebeiweidejingtanheyizhongkeyiqiangdiaode“bupeidegan”。
guwanrudexinshunjianyoubeijiujinle，kanzheqinshengerzizheifu“meijianguoshimian”、“chenghuangchengkong”deyangzi，duibizheifangjiandeshehua，kuijiuhexintengzaicifanlanchengzai：“shahaizi，shuoshenmeni！yihouzheidoushinidejia！nixiangzhunalijiuzhunali！”taxintengdilouzhusongshenghuidejianbang。
songzhenhuayechenzhelian，kanzhefangjian，youkankansongshenghuishoubeishangbeixiuzibanzhebanyandeshanghen，meitouningdegengjin。
songshenghuixiangshibeiguwanrudehuaguwule，taqieshengshengditaiqiyan，xiaoxinyiyidi、daizhewuxianxiangwangdi，zaicikanxiangfangjianneibu。tademuguangcongjudadeluodichuangxiangxiangzhewaimiandeshiye，huadaorouruanangguideditan，zaidaoneizhangkuandashushidechuang……zuizhong，tadeshixianluozailechuangtoujushangneizhangwohesongzhenhua、guwanruzaimougecishanwanyanshangdeheyingshang——zhaopianlidewo，xiaorongwenxudeti，zhanzaizhongxin，bei“fumu”huanrao。tadeyanshenzaineizhangzhaopianshangtingliuleyishun，yandishenchulveguoyisijikuai、jilengdeanmang。
ranhou，taxiangshiguzulebishengdeyongqi，yongwenzibandeshengyin，daizhewuxiandeqidaihexiaoxinyiyi，kanxiangguwanruhesongzhenhua：
“ma……ba……”tashengyinzhandou，“wo……woneng……zhuzheijianma？”tazhilezhifangjian，suijiyouxiangbeizijidedadanhedao，feikuaididixiatou，yuwuluncidijieshi，“wo……wobushitanxin……wozhishi……juedezheigefangjian……tebie……tebiehao……tebieyoujiadeganjue……yangguangyidinghenhao……”tadeshengyinyuelaiyuexiao，daizhenongnongdebiyin，fangfoxiayimiaojiuyaokuchulai，“ruguo……ruguobuxing……yemeiguanxide……wozhunalidoukeyide……zhende……”
tayibianshuozhe，neizhidaizheshanghendeshoubei，youzhuangsiwuyidi、jiqihuanmanditaiqilai，shouzhizhuangsisuiyidijuanzhezijineixidefabaidechenshanxiukou，dongzuojian，neiyidaodaozhengningdebahenzaiciruoyinruoxian，xiangwushengdekongsuhechouma。
guwanrudexinchedihuale，yanleiyouyonglechulai：“hao！hao！jiuzhuzheili！nixihuanjiuhao！”tahaobuyouyudidaying，ranhoukanxiangwo，yanshenlidaizheyisiburongzhihuideqingqiuhemuqindeqiangshi，“zhaoye，nikan……shenghuitaganghuilai，youshouleneimeduoku……zheifangjian……jiurangjididizhuba？ni……nizanshizhukefang，mamamingtianlikerangrenjinizhongxinshoushiyijianzuihaodechulai！haobuhao？”
songzhenhuademuguangyeluozaiwoshenshang，daizheminglingshideyali，fangfozheibushishangliang，ershitongzhi。tachenshengdao：“zhaoye，nididixihuan，nijiurangchulai。nishigege，yaodongdezhaogudidi。”
wozhanzaimenkou，qingxidiganshoudaosandaomuguang：guwanrudeqiangshiqingqiu，songzhenhuadebinglengmingling，yijisongshenghuineicongdichuideyanlianxiatousheguolaide、daizheyanshibuzhudedeyihetiaoxindeyuguang。
wolianshangmeiyourenhecuoe、weiquhuobuman。yijiushineifuwenshunde、nilaishunshoude、shenzhidaizhedian“weididizhexiang”dexinran。woshenzhihaiwanqizuijiao，luchuyigekanchengrouhedexiaorong，shengyinpingjingwubo：
“dangran，baba，mama。didixihuanjiuhao，tashentiyaojin，ganghuilaixuyaohaohaoxiuxi。wozheijiujinqushoushiyixiawodedongxi，bafangjianrangchulai。”yuqiqingkuaidefangfozhishirangchuyigexianzhidewanjuwu。
songshenghuiliketaiqitou，neishuanggangganghaishengmanbuanheqiqiudeyanjing，cikejingzhundibuzhuodaowodemuguang。tafeikuaidipiaolewoyiyan，neiyanshenshenchu，nalihaiyoubanfenqienuo？zhiyou**luode、haobuyanshidedeyiheshenglizhedeaoman！tashenzhiweiweiceguotou，yongzhiyouwonengkanqingdejiaodu，jiqixiweidi、duizhewochedongleyixiazuijiao。
neishiyigewushengdexuangao：kan，nidedongxi，woqiangdaole。zhei，zhishikaishi。
wohuijitayigegengjiawenxu、gengjiabaorongdexiongzhangweixiao，fangfowanquanmeiyoujieshoudaotadetiaoxin。
shazi，niqiangzoude，buguoshiwopobujidaixiangshuaidiaodetangshoushanyu。
“gege……xiexieni……”songshenghuideshengyindaizhekuqiang，chongmanganji，tashangqianyibu，sihuxianglawodeshou，quebeiwozirandiceshenbikai，jingzhizoujinlefangjian。
fangjianlishuyu“songzhaoye”dehenjihenduo。danwomeishenmehaoshoushide。lakaiyimaojian，lveguoneixieangguidegaoding，shouzhitingzaijiaoluoyigebuqiyandeheisefangchendaishang。limianzhiyoujijianzhenzhenghewoxinyi、caizhishushideyiwu。haiyouyigebianpingdeheisepizhishounabao，limianzhuangzhebixupinheyizhangdulideka。shuzhuoshangdemoxing、qiangjiaodeqiuxie、chuangtoudeheying……tamenshuyuneigejijiangxierende“songjiaxiaoshaoye”。woshenzhimeiduokanyiyan。
dangwolinzheneigeqingpiaopiaodefangchendaiheshounabaozouchufangjianshi，songshenghuizheng“xuruo”dikaozailinwanhuaili，muguangquechuanguotajianbangdefengxi，jingzhundidingzaiwoshenshang。simuxiangdui。tayandineitanshui，shenbujiandi，zhishengxiayoushende、tanlande、daizhewujinyexindehanguang，haobuyanshidicixiangwo。
womianwubiaoqingdishouhuimuguang，zuijiaoqiaorangouqiyimolengliedaojizhidehudu。
“ma，ba，woxianqukefangle。nimenpeididihaohaoxiuxi。”woweiweihanshou，liyiwuketiaoti。
“haohaizi……weiqunile……”guwanrudeshengyindaizheqianyi。
songzhenhuazhishingleyisheng，zhuyiliquanzaisongshenghuishenshang。
wozhuanshen，linzhewoneidianshaodekeliande、zhenzhengshuyuwodedongxi，zouxiangzoulangjintouneipianxiangduilengqingdequyu。shenhou，shiguwanruxinganbaobeidewenyanruanyu，shisongzhenhuaguanqiedexunwen，shisongshenghuiqieshengshengquedaizhemanzudehuida，yijineishanhouzhongde、xiangzhengzhe“songjiaxiaoshaoye”shenfendefangjianmenbeiqingqingguanshangdeshengyin。
zoulangjintouguaijiao，tuikaiyishankefangdemen。limianchenshejiandan，yizhangchuang，yizhangzhuo，yibayi。judadechuanghuduizhehouhuayuan，chuanglianmeila，waimianshinongchoudeyeseheyuanchuchengshimohudeguangyun。kongqiliyougudandande、jiuweizhurendehuichenqixi。
wosuishoubafangchendaiheshounabaorengzaiguangtutudechuangdianshang，fachuchenmendeshengxiang。zoudaochuangbian，haobuyouyudituikaiyishanchuang。
shenqiubinglengdeyefenglikeguanlejinlai，daizhecaomushuaibaideweixingqixi，shunjianchuisanlefangjianlineiguchenmendexiaodushuiwei，yechuifuqiwoeqiandesuifa。zheifenglinlie、culi，quedaizheyizhongqiansuoweiyoude、jinhutanlandechangkuai。
wobishangyan，shenshendixileyikouzheibinglengde、daizheziyouqixidekongqi。feibubeihanyicideweiweifateng，quewubizhenshi。
zhijianwuyishidikouzhechuanglingbingliangdejinshubianyuan，neidianxiweidecitonggan，zhenshiderangrenyuyue。
终于……开始了。
zheipanqi，wodengletaijiu。songshenghuidechuxian，zhenghewoyitaneizhuoliequeyouxiaodebiaoyan，songzhenhuahelinwandekuijiu……yiqiedouanzhewoyuxiangzhongzui“lixiang”defangxiangfazhan。
tayiweiqiangzouyigefangjianjiuyingle？tagenbenbuzhidaozijitiaojinlezenyangyigeshenyuan。takewangdesongjiaqinqing，shiguozhemitangdepishuang；tachuixiandefuguironghua，shibumanjingjidexianjing。tashoubeishangneixieshanghen……taikeyile。pianpianbeikuijiuchonghuntounaodesongzhenhuaheguwanruhaixing。zhenxiangzaizheigechirendedifanghuoxiaqu，kaozheidianxiaojiliang？
yehao。youtazaiqianmianxiyinhuoli，jiaohunzheitansishui，wocainenggengkuaidi……
yefenggengjilexie，daizheshaoyinlveguochuangling。
wowangzhechuangwaichenchendeyese，zuijiaoneimolengliedehudu，zaiheianzhongwushengdikuoda。
jinqingxiangshouba，woqinaide……zhenshaoyedidi。zheilide“qinqing”he“fugui”。woyitiandoubuxiangzaizheiliduodai。
nizuihao……buyaorangwoshiwang。
——————（haimeixianghaohehaishibexianxiezhekan。）