第五章 自身的救赎

jieyaoshita,duyaoyeshita,zheigenanrendaizhesuyouweikangjubuledeyouhuo,yinyouzhetayibubuzouxiangdiyu,yongshibunengfanshen……

liangrenjiuzheimezaiketinglixiangyongzhe,linhuanjingjicixiangyaosongkaihuaibao,doubeisuyouweibaodegengjinyixie,suoxingbianyebuzhengle,youzhesuyouweisajiao。

tademuguangchujisuyouweirouruandaizhexiaoxuandefading,turanfajueliangrenzhijianqishihenshaozheiyangwencun。

duoshushihoutajianzhesuyouweibianxinshengyanfan,doumeizenmehaohaoqiaoguota。

shuoqilai,qishisuyouweibingmeiyoushanghaiguota,shenzhikeyishuoshiduitaxiangdangbucuo。

jiehundaoxianzaibujinjiangsushidabufendequanlijiaojileta,shenghuoshangyezongshiduitaxuhanwennuan,yanranyifuhaoqizidemoyang。

kelinhuanjingxindiyoushuyutademimi,yezhiyoubashangyidaidechouhenyanxudaoliangrenzhijian,tacainengdedaozishendejiushu。

yanmoushenlejifen,linhuanjingbilebiyan,jianglveweishengqideyixielianxiyaxia,moudifanyongqiyayiduoniandechouhenzhise。

wulunruhe,douyijingzoudaozheiyibudetajueduibuhuifangqizijidejihua,suyouweizaizenmekeliandoushitamenjiakuiqianleziji,sushiyezhongjiangchengweitazhangzhongzhiwu!

suyouweizailinhuanjingdehuaizhonghunleguoqu,talianshangdeleiyijingganhe,miansehaishinankandehen,xiangshishentisuishidouhuichuwentiyiyang。erweilehoutianwanshangdelaotouzideshengriyanbuchuwenti,linhuanjinghaishizhaoleyishengguolai。

haozaiyishengkanguozhihoushuosuyouweizhishishoudaoleyixiejinghe,shentizhishiyouxiefahan,chidianyaoduohexiereshuijiuhaole。

weici,linhuanjingzaiweisuyouweichiguoyaozhihoubianzaitashenpangshuilexialai,daotianliangyoujitaweileyiciyaozhihoucailikaiqugongsi。

suyouweizailinhuanjinglikaihoubianzhengkaileyan,tajingjingzhengzheyanmou,tingzhelouxiachezifadongdeshengyin,youxiepileidibishanglemanshihongxuesideyanjing。

zuowanyishengguolaideshihoutaqishijiuyijingxingle,yinzhexinzhongdusaizhebianyizhizhuangshui,sheizhihoulaizheiyigewanshangdaoshizhendeshuibuzhele。

shenpangshilinhuanjingqingweidehuxisheng,shuoqilaizheihaishizheisannianlailiangrenweishubuduodejicitongchuanggongzhen,ruoshiyiqian,tadexinzhongdingranshichongmanletianmi。erxianzai,zhijuedekuse。

suirannaodailihunhunchenchende,dansuyouweidejingshenqueyichangkangfenzhe。

tasuoxingzuoleqilai,roulerouzhongzhangdetaiyangxue,kaozaichuangbianhaoyihuierzhihoucaijizijiweiyideguimilujinsedaledianhuayuetachulai。

yinzheshentibubian,suyouweiranglujinsezhijiedaobieshulai。

liangrenxujiuweijian,lujinseyijinmenbianxiangjisuyouweiyigedadadeyongbao,weicengxiangzijideguimijinshiyifuyanyandemoyang,xiangshishengleyichangdabingyiban,takandexinlidoujiuleqilai。

“nizheishizenmele,shengshenmebingle?”lujinsejiaojidizuozaisuyouweidechuangbian,qiaojiantazheiyangxintengbuyi。

suyouweiyinweishenzishizaitaixu,zhinengzuozaichuangshang,mianduilujinseyouxinchongchongdebiaoqing,danranyixiaoanweizheshuo:“meishi,jiushiganmaoleshentiyouxiexu,buyongdanxin。”

tingyan,lujinsesuanshifangxialeyidianxin,danhaishixixindibangtaanleanlongqidebeizi,qishenjiangchuanghuyedakaileyixie。