第1章
wogushenyirenyoudangzailingchensandiandejiedaoshang，rutongshiwujiakeguideguhunyegui。
yewanhuxiaodeliangfengbansuizhedoudadeshuizhupaidazaiwodelianjiashang，dashileyifuhexiewa，rutongluotangjiyibandewo，langbeidexiangyitiaoyegou。
‘quezhenle，shizhongliu，wanqi。’
jiuzaiganggang，yishengdehuarutongqingtianpili，rangwozhenggerendouhuangle。
wokanzhemianrongkugao，queqiangchengqixiaorongmomoderenshouzhebingtongzhemodemuqin，budebuqiangrenzhusuishidouyaodiaoluoxialaideleishui，chenmodelikaileyiyuan。
肿瘤，晚期。
wobuzhidaozheizaiyixueshangdaodiyoumeiyoushenmeqitatebiedehanyi，keshizhongliuzheigeciduiyuwomenzheiyangdeputongrenlaishuoshicuimingdeduyao，yiweizhebanzhijiaoyijingtashangleguimenguan。
我需要钱。
很多很多的钱。
zhiyouneiyang，wocainengzhifuqiyiyuanangguideyiliaofeiyong，laiwanliumuqinsuishidouyaoshiqudeshengming。
可是，我没办法。
danqinjiatingchushendewocongxiaohemuqinliangrenxiangyiweiming。
jiulianwomenjuzhudefangzidoushizude，muqinyeshiganjiazhenggongzuo，pingshiyifenqiandouzandehenkunnan。erwoyegangganggongzuobujiu，jiusuanyouyixiejixu，danzaidongzheshushiwandetianjiayiliaofeimianqian，wuyiyubeishuichexin。
wopinmingdezhuazhetoufa，bengkuiyibandaku。
zhengzhengyiye，wodouxianrushenshendewulidefuzuigandangzhong，woxiangjinleyiqiebanfa，xiangyaozhaodaonenggouduanqinenggouzhengdaoqiandefazi，shenzhiwodouyijingxianghaolezenmequqiangyinxing。
但最终放弃了。
ruguowobeizhuale，neiliuzaiyiyuandemuqinqibushiwuyiwukao？
我一夜没睡。
diertianyizao，woyiliantuifeidelaidaogongsi。zhanzaigongsimenkouneigesanshiduosui，daizheheikuangyanjing，bikongchaotiandenvshangsizhizhewodebizimalezhengzhengshifenzhong。
feiwu，zhuchong，wobeibiandideyiwenbuzhi。
womomorenshou，zaitabiyidemuguangzhongluohuangertao。
“chenfei，nijintiandaodizenmele？”
yigeguoziliandeqingniancoudaowodegongzuojian，diguleyiju。
tajiaoliuweiguo，shiwodetongshi，hewoyiyangdanrendeshigongsidexiaoshouyuan。
womenzheijiagongsiguimobingbuda，jishigerendeguimofangzaichengligengshibuqiyan，danduiyuwozheiyangbushimingpaidaxuebiyedeyingjiebiyeshenglaishuo，suanshiyigemoliziwodehaoquchu。
“weiguo，woxiangdianjieqian。”
wokanzheliuweiguo，yaoyakaikoudao。
“nifashaoleba，zenmegenwojieqian？niyebushibuzhidaowo，conglaidoushizhengyige，huayigede，nalinengcundezhuxianqian？zade，niyudaoshananchule？”
liuweiguoyiyanjiukanchulewodeqingxubudui，guanxindao。
zaigongsili，woliangdeguanxizuijin，liuweiguozhidaowodejiajing。
“womuqin，quezhenle。zhongliu，wanqi！weiguo，nijiewodian，wozhendexuyaoqian。”
chengnianrendebengkuiwangwangzaiyishunjian。
liuweiguodeguanqie，rangwowufarenzhuxiongyongdeleishui，woyaozhezuichun，keyanleirutongguanbuzhuzhaleyibanmengdeliutangchushenglai。
“haosanga，yaokujiugunchuquku，zheiliyoumeiyousilenidediema。”
“chenfei，nitamayaoshibuxiangganle，jiuganjinjilaonianggun，zhanzhemaokengbulashi，womengongsibuyangxianren。”nvshangsihaojiaoleyisheng，tachazheyao，muyechashidezhanzaiwodeshenqianyibazhangjiushanzailewodelianshang。
woyaozheya，dingzhexinghongdeyankuanghenbunengyitonglaoquanzouzaitadeyanwoshang。
可是我不敢。
jiusuanshitadawo，woyezhinengjichuxiaoliancoushangqu，xiwangtanengdadeshuangkuai。
yanxiadezheigejieguyanshang，wobugandiudiaogongzuo。
“废物！”
nvshangsihengleyisheng，tulekoutuomoniutoujiuzou。
“wopei，shenmewanyi，zhendangzijishiwangmuniangniangle，baozhegedatuiyebuzhidaozijishigeshenmewanyier。chenfei，nimeishierba，zheiyejiushini，huanleqitaren，sheihuishouzheigelaoniangmendexianqi。”
liuweiguomaleyiju，zaiweiwochuqi。
woyishengbuhang，chenmodezuozaiyuandirenshouzhequru。
wobiewuxuanze，napashidasuileyayedewangduziliyan。
liuweiguopailepaiwodejianbang，zhanzaiwoshenqianhaoyihui，woshenzhinenggoukandaotalianshangdezhengzhaheyouyu，fangfozaitianrenjiaozhan，jinglizhejudadejueze。
“chenfei，nigaosuwo，nishibushihenxuyaoqian？”
liuweiguodelianseqiansuoweiyoudezhengzhong，shenzhizhengning，wokanzheta，shenzhiwufahetayiwangdebiaoxianlianxiqilai。
我有点怕。
但还是点了点头。
“hao，neichenfei，wokeyijiniyigejihui，yigezhuandaqiandejihui。ruguoniyuanyi，woxiangcougoubomudeyiliaofeibushiwenti。danshifengxianhenda，niyuanyima？”liuweiguoshuozhe，tajinjindedingzhewodeyanjing，fangfozhiyaowochuxianduanzandeyouyu，jiuhuifangqidiaozheigexiangfa。
danwohaishihaobuyouyudediantou。
weiletianwenshuzideyiliaofei，wokeyizuohenduoshiqing，zhiyaonengjiumuqin，woyuanyisheqisuoyou。
“hao，nideshoujijiwo。”
liuweiguotuchuyikouqi，rushizhongfuyibandebiaoxian。tashuowan，yibaqiangguowodeshouji，zaishangtouyizhengudao。wobuzhidaoliuweiguoyaozuoshenme，danwomeiquzuzhi。
woshenzhiyinyinyouxieqidai，xiwangliuweiguozhendenenggoubangwoduguonanguan。
buduoshi，liuweiguocaozuowanbi，jiangshoujidiuzailewodeshouzhong，suihoutashenshendekanlewoyiyan，taijiaojiuzouchulewodegezijian。
woyoudianfeijie，buzhidaoliuweiguodeyanshendehanyishishenme。
wodemuguangfangzaishouzhongdeshanzhaizhinengjishang，xiangyaozhaodaoliuweiguoliuxiadedongxi。
dianhuahaoma？xinxiweixin？haishiqitashenme。
dankexi，chulewotongxunlushangneixieshaodekeliandelianxirenzhiwai，woyagenmeizhaodaorenheyouyongdexinxi，wozhanglezhangzui，xiangyaoquliuweiguodegezijianquxunwenyixia。
zhishiwohaimeiqishen，heipingdeshoujihuranshanshuoqilai。
‘勇敢者的游戏。’
jinjiezhe，yikuaiqiheidelunpantuwudechuxianzaileshoujidepingmushang，wolengleyixia，xinzhongyouxiebuman，wobuzhidaoliuweiguozaizheigeshihouwangwoshoujishangxiazaizheiyangyigeappyouxizuoshenme。
yanxiazheigeshihou，woruheyoujingliquwanyikuanwuliaodeyouxi？
wodongshoudianjileshanchujian，keshiwulunwozenmequchangshi，zheikuanappjiufangfoshibingduyibanzhagenzailewodeshoujishang，ermeiyicichuxian，neiqiheidelunpanyanseyeyuelaiyuezhong。
轮盘也越来越醒目。
‘yongganzhedeyouxi，jijiangkaishi，zheilikeyidedaonixiangyaodeyiqie。xianzailunpanshangderenshumanzubairenxianzhi，youxizhengshizhongqi，qingxiexianideduzhu，beixuanzhongzhehuijieshoushibaidechengfa。’
yidaoxingmudexuesezijichuxianzailunpandeshangfang。
还有......
yizhiliuxuedetongkongzhengzaiduiwozhayan。