第四章
yushiwobianmingbaile，xiaoxuanqinduiwo，yingdangshimeiyounannvzhiqingde。tasuiliulewoliangnian，danwozhiyuta，jiuxiangshufanglibaizhedeyifangmoyan，lianwuchangshangdebingqijiaziyiban，suanbushangyaojin。
woyuta，zishizhizhongzhishige“pangren”。napawopeitayuyechengguosan，peitachaguoan，mingdingdazuihouzaihushangfanguozhou，liaokuowurenchubingjianwangguozhengyexingyun。napadaoqiangjianyingzhongtahuguowo，chuanliubuxiderenqunzhongtaqianguowodeshou。
wohaiyiwei，taduiwo，huiyouyidiandongxin。
jiranxiaoxuanqinwuyi，woyexiangyouguqiyidian，jiucizuoba。
——但我没做到。
woyejibuqingshiweihe，zhijidexinyizuohaodeneiri，wochengbingmeiquwenjia。
shiliuhongdeshujin，caichengyiqun，henchenrenqise。
wochuanzheneishenxinyishang，paodaolexiaoxuanqinmianqian，shangqibujiexiaqidiwenta：“haokanme？”
tanandexiaolexiao，zhishuoleju：“guoranheshi。”
tameiwenwoweihemeiquwenfu，woyemeizaiticishi。zhishihuifuhou，beifuqinzefaleyidun。
woyiweinengzheiyangweixizhuwotongxiaoxuanqinzhijianweimiaodelianxi，yehaisuanbucuo。bijingwoyebujizhejiaren。
zhidaowensiyeqiaoshanglexiaoxuanqin。
qishihezhiwensi，xiaoxuanqinwulunshixueshiwuyi，haishixiangmao、chushen，jieshiyidengyidehao，jingzhongshilingdenvzinianzhexiaoxuanqindewushu，zhishixiangwozheibanxingshidadandeshaoyoubale。
bijingtaneiyanglengqingyoujurenqianlidexingzi，nengnaidezhude，yeshaoyou。
wensidexiongzhangyezaijunzhongrenzhi，tabianjiezhexiongzhangzhibian，pinpinyuejianxiaoxuanqin。
woyiweixiaoxuanqinhuijujue，ketameiyou。
liangrenyuzouyujin，neinianzhongqiu，benshiwoyangzhexiaoxuanqinpeiwoquhebianshangyue，kebuzhizende，wensiyelaile。
wotingjiantaguzuojingyadiwenxiaoxuanqin，wozenmehuizaizheier。
haomeidaoli，fenmingjiushiwoxianlaide，tadaoshifankeweizhu。
wohaimeiwentazenmelaidezheimeqiaoni。
wobendasuanquqianxiaoxuanqindeshou，fanwenhuiqu——lindaotouyouxinxuyiban，zhiqingqingchezhuletadeyixiu。
neinianzhongqiuhaibusuantaileng，tazhedanyi，yiliaofanzheliangyi。womeigantaiyongli，neipaoxiuqingyibiancongwozhijianhualuo，zhitingjiantadandanshuoleyiju：“zhangbeisuotuo。”
zhangbeisuotuo，yanxiazhiyibianshiruofeiliangjiajiaoqing，tabuhuirucifangrenwo。
wozhengleyixia，taiyanwangxiangta。
ketameikanwo，rengjixuwangqianzouzhe——zhiyouwensiqinzhexiaonilewoyiyan。
tajiweizirandigenzhetadebuzi，wobianbeijidaolehoumian。
tamenlianggebingjianzouzaiwoqianmian，yingzherushuiyuese，meidexiangyifuhua。
erwo，zaineihuajuanzhiwai。
wozheicaifajue，yuanlaiwoyongleliangniancaizoudaoxiaoxuanqinshenbianneimejin，qishiyeyourenzhiyonglianggeyuebianzuyi。
wogenzaixiaoxuanqinshenhoushibuyuan，anjingkanzheta。tamenshuoxiaoleyilu，duoshixiaoxuanqinyinzhehuatou，wensihongzhelian，zhishibushidiyingshangjiju。
xiaoxuanqinshenliangbiwensigaochuxuduo，wensiqingshengxiyushuohuashi，tabianhuiditou，wenrouzhushizheta。
tawangzhewoshicongbucengshizheiyangdemuguang。womenzouzaiyiqi，yongyuanshiwozaishuogebuting，tazhimorantingzhe——qishitaduobanshizaisisuopangdeshiqing，youshishenzhijiaorenyixintadaodiyoumeiyouzaiting。
yebujinshiduiwo，taduirenheren，doubucengzheibanwenrouguo。
dagaiwensicaishiduitaeryanteshudeneigeren。
wotingxiabuzi，shiyisuixingdepucongjinsheng，kanzhetamenjianxingjianyuan。
xiaoxuanqinyicidoumeiyouhuitou。
wowangzhedaoyingzaishuizhongdemanyue，zhangzhanghuchuyikouqi，zhuanshenhuiqule。
xingxushineiduanrizishangxintaiguo，zheizhongjianxuduoshiqingwoxianzaiyijingjibudele，zhiyixinengpincouchuyigedagaidelunkuo。
zaihoulai，xiaojialiufang，xiaoxuanqinqibingneixiewogengjibuqingle，xianglaiyemeishenmehaojide——ziguyilaichaodaigengdiewubushixueliuchenghe。
wodejiyi，shicongweixiaoxuanqindangjianzhongshanghouneiduanshiriqingxiqilaide。
danjiranneigeshangyuanyewopeizaitashence，huanjuhuashuo，jiranxiaoxuanqinzaidengjihoulikebianyingworulegong，baibanaizhong，neimexiangbitazaizheizhiqian，bianduiwodongleqing。
为什么？
tacongshenmeshihoukaishi，turanaiwode？
“wanwan？”xiaoxuanqindizhuwoetou，“nihaimeidayingwo。”
tajiazhongleyuqi，“zuohuanghouba，zuowodeqi。”