jiangmuhuanhuanzuohuiyizishang，yikouyikouchizhezaoyilengdiaodefancai。
napaweibudejutongchuanlai，tayeganshoubudaoyiban。
liangniandeshijiantaizhang，zhangdaozugouranglingyigenvrenwukongburudezuanrutadeshenghuo，yezhangdaozugouranglushiyanbacengjingzhijitadepianai，quanbujilebieren。
ersangeyueqiantazhisuoyihuiliuxiaziji，dagaibuguoshiyinweixinzhongdeyiguzhinian。
bijingtamencengjingneimexiangai，suoyourenyedouzaitixinglushiyantamencengjingneimexiangai。
jiurangtayiweiyiqiehaigenliangnianqianyiyang，tazhendehaiaizheta。
tayonglizhixuanzeleziji，qingganquezaoyipianxiangjiangyin。
dangwan，tatangzaichuangshang，ningshizhebeiduitadelushiyanqingqingkaikou。
“ayan，zuihoupeiwoqunanshankanyicixueba。”
tayijinghenjiumeiyoujiaoguotaayanle，lushiyangengshizaimeijiaoguotaamu。
lushiyandebeiyingyijiang，zhuanguoshenlai，“shenmejiaozuihouyici？”
jiangmujichuyimoxiao：“woshuojinnianzuihouyici，niyoukongma？”
lushiyanchenmolexujiu，zaitajijiangkaikoudeshihou，jiangmufangfoshengpatajujue，youdao：“zhourishiwodeshengri，jiuzaiwoshengrineitianqukan，haoma？”
tarucikenqiudeyuqi，ranglushiyanxiangqilai，liangnianqian，ruguoneiniantameiyoulikai，tamenbenlaiyuehaolequnanshankanxue。
yexutayexiangmibuyihan，lushiyandiandiantou，dayingleta。
zheijitian，jiangmumingxiangandaozijideshentiyuelaiyuechale，kexuedecishuyuelaiyueduo，meicizhaojingzideshihou，kandaojingzilirutongkumuyiyangdeziji，jiangmujihudouyaorenbuchulaile。
haozailushiyanhenmang，mangzhegongzuodeshi，mangzhebaohujiangyin，mangdaogenbenmeishijianguanzhuta。
liangrenyuehaoqunanshankanxuehou，jiangmudalegedianhuahuifulejiangjiazhangbei，shuojituanzuijingongzuotaiduole，hunqideshiyanhoudaomingnianzaishuoba。
ranhou，youbadinghunhoushejihaozaizhizuozhonghunshajiaoting，hunshadiandeshejishiwentazenmele，jiangmuxiaolexiao，shuohunliquxiaole，tabujiehunle。
zuihou，tajiyuanzailundundefumudaledianhua。
tagenfumudeguanxiqishishuobushangtaihao，dangnianbeibizhehelushiyanfenshou，youbizhetachuguo，jiangmuhenshaozhudongzhaofumu，dantazhidaozijishijianbuduole，haishidaledianhuaguoqu，zhishuozijigenlushiyanhenhao，yiyuzhengyekuaihaole，biedanxin。
anpaihaosuoyoushi，jiangmudexinzhongyufanglexialai。
tazhidaozijishiriwuduo，zhixiwangnengjianchidaoshengrineitian，neishitazuihoudexinyuan。
jiangmumeitianpanzhepanzhe，zhongyudaoletashengrineitian。
zicongrudonghou，jingbeixialehaojichangxue，xianzaizhengshinanshanxuejingzuihaodeshihou。
liangrenyiludengshangnanshan，shandingshang，jiangmuchuanzhebaisezhangmianyi，fangfogenxueshanrongweiyiti。
hanfenglinlie，buzhishibeilengfengchuidehaishitataixuruo，jiangmudelianbaideyichang。
lushiyanchenmodekanzheta，xujiucaiwen：“nizuijinzenmele，liansezheimebai？”
jiangmurenzheshentidetengtong，zhuangzuomeishideyaoyaotou：“womeishi，kenengshifengchuidetailengle。”
shuoba，talazhelushiyanzoujinxueshanshenchu。
baiaiaideyipianshanyan，yinzhuangsuguo，xuefenglianmianbujue，rujulongtengfei，haozhenhandejingse。
jiangmudexinjiuweideandingxialai，tajingjingdikaozailushiyanjianshang，congdishangzhuaqiyituanxue，fangzaishoushangwaner。
“lushiyan。”takanzheshoulidexueqiu，qingshengkaikou：“ruguoliangnianqianwomeiyoulikai，womenhuizenyang？”
第十章
lushiyanyanshenanlexialai，quehuidadao：“hexianzaiyiyang，huijiehun。”
jiangmumuguangandanxialai，“shima？”
lushiyanfangfochajuedaotadebugaoxing，yeyishidaozheiduanshijianduitadelengdan，houjieweidong，xiayishixiangyaobuchang，“ershiwusuile，youshenmeshengriyuanwangma？”
jiangmuxiaolexiao，“wodeyuanwangjiushinilaipeiwokanxue，dengxiariluoxuejingshizuimeide，womenyiqikan。”
lushiyanyanshenfuzadekanzheta，dianlediantou。
kemeiguoyihuier，lushiyandeshoujijiuxiangleqilai，kandaoshangmiandemingzi，tazhenglezheng，youyuleliangsanmiao，zhongyuhaishizoudaolijiangmuyuanxiededifangjietingledianhua。
shoujineitou，jiangyinjiaoruodekushengchuanleguolai。
“ayan，wohaohaipa，neigeliulanghanyougenzongwo，ta，tahaigendaolewojiamenkou，xianzaizaizamen，wohaohaipa，zhendehaohaipa……”
……
三分钟后。
lushiyangualedianhua，pingjingdechaojiangmuzouguolai：“woqushanxiamailiangpingshui，nidengwohuilai。”
jiangmujiangkedemanshixuedeshouzangzaishenhou，qiaocuidediantou：“zaodianhuilai。”
zaodianhuilai，zheiyexushiwomenzuihoudeyidianxiangchushijianle。
lushiyandiandiantou，jiangmuquezaicijiaozhuta，“ayan……”
lushiyanhuiguoshen，quekanjianjiangmuyiliancangbaidekanzheta，“nihaiaiwoma？”
buzhiweihe，lushiyanxindouranyijin，jihushiguolehaojimiao，tacaidao：“ai。”
jiangmuchechuyimoxiao，baishourangtakuaiqu，lushiyansihuyegenbenmeifaxiantadeyichang，jiaobujiqiedezhuanshenlikai。
时间一点点的过去。
jiangmucongbaitiandengdaoxiyangxixia，zaidengdaotianhei。
lushiyandoumeiyouzaihuilai。
mangmangyipianxuebaizhong，jiangmuzaojiumeilezhanwendeliqi，tayanyanyixidetangzaixuedili，xuedilizaojiuyinyunleyidapianxueji，kanqilaichumujingxin。
jiangmuyongjinzuihouyisiliqinachushouji，botonglelushiyandedianhua。
tajiuyaocuoguoluorixuejingle，tadayingyaopeizijiyiqikande……
第一通，他没接。
taqieerbushededalehenduogeguoqu，zhidaozaidadaodishigedeshihou，neibianzhongyujietongle。
jiangmugangyaoshuohua，jiutingdaojiangyinrouruodeshengyinchuanlai，“jiangxiaojie，niyoushima？luzongtazaixizao……”
naozihongdeyisheng，yishunjian，tashenmedoutingbujianle。
siliebandetongganshunjianzhanjuletadezhenggedanao，tengdetasizhibaihaidouzaizhandou。
tashuoyaoxiashan，quebushiqumaishui，ershiquzhaolejiangyin？
xiayimiao，dianhuaneitouturanchuanlailushiyanlvedaiguanqieyuzebeideshengyin，“jiangyin！zenmeyou**xie，shiyouxiangganmaoshibushi？”
tadeshengyinchediyinzhenglezheigecaixiang，taxiaochushenglai，mengdituchuyikouxue，suoyouzhichengzijiqingxingdeliliangfangfodouzaiyishunjianxiaoshidaijin，tianbengdilie。
tasongshou，renyoushoujijiuzheiyanggunxiaqu，renyoudakoudakoudexueshunzhechunjiaokuangtuchulai。
好冷啊，太冷了。
yishengshuodemeicuo，tazhendeaobuguozheigedongtian。
jiangmuhunshenshixuedetangzaixuedi，zhenggerentongdaoquansuochengyituan，yuanlairentongdaojizhi，shihuixiaode。
陆时晏，你骗了我。
你不会回来了。
haiyou，qishi，nizaojiubuaiwole。
“niweishenme，yaoyicisalianggehuanga……”
kongqijijing，meiyourenjitadaan。
zuihouyijuhualuoxia，mantianfenfeidexuedi，jiangmujiuzheiyanghuanhuanbishangleyanjing，zaiwushengxi。
第十一章
zaiyiciyouyishibuzhidaoshiduojiuzhihoule。
jiangmuganjuexianzaizijizhengzaiyiyuanli，zhoubianyouzhegezhonggeyangdeyiqideshengyin。
taxiangzhengkaiyanjingqueren，quezenmeyezhengbukai。
lushiyanzuozaibingchuangbianwozhejiangmushou，shensuideyanmouzhongxumanleleishui，lianshengyindouzaizhandouzhe。
“bushishuohaodengwohuilaidema？”
“zheiyiciniyouyaobucierbiema？”
“jiangmuniweishenmeyaoyicicidezheimeshanghaiwo？”
mianduilushiyandezhiwenjiangmuhenxiangzhangkoujieshi，zhishitafaxianzijizenmenulidouzhangbukai。
zheishitaconglaimeiyoutiyanguode，yizhongfeichangwulideganjue。
“bushinixianfangxiawodema？”
“bushinixianbuyaowodema？”
“weishenmehuijuede，shiwoxianpaoxianini？”
“wosilezhihou，nijiukeyihejiangyinyongyuandezaiyiqile，zaiyebuyongzaijiangyinhewozhijianzuochuxuanzele，nandaonibukaixinma？”
keshibuguantazenmehuhanlushiyan，tadoutingbujian。
jiuzaizheishi，yishengzoulejinlai。
“luzong，jiangxiaojieyijingshiweiaiwanqi，zheicigengshiqingxushoudaolejidadechongji，zaojiuyijingwulihuitianle……”
tingdaozheililushiyanyanzhongdeleishuizhongjiuhaishimeinengrenzhuliulexialai，tazhanqilaiqiangguoyishengshouzhongdewenjiansidexisui。
“bukeneng！bukeneng！tazenmehuideweiaini？”
“tazhishishentiyouxiebushufueryi。”
“tazhishileile，zhishishuizhele……”
“dui……zhishishuizhele……”
lushiyanyibianbiandeanweizheziji，haoxiangzhiyaozheiyangjiangmujiukeyixingguolai。
cishidelushiyanyijingzhanbuwenlaile，tafangfobeichouganlesuoyoudeliqi，jingtoudeleizhudakedakedecongyanjiaohualuo。
zuihoutawulidezuozaijiangmudechuangbian，zhuazhetadeshou，leishuiconglushiyandelianshanghuaguojiangmudezhijian。
jiangmuganjuezhijianyiliang，shileishuima？
陆时晏哭了吗？
jiangmuxiangshenchushouqumomota，gaosutabuyaoku。
danshitamingxiandeganjuedaozijideyishikaishimanmanbiandeboruo，tazaixiangchusheng，queganjuexiongqiangxiangshibeiyigejuwuyazhu，tongdebunenghuxi。
mingmingshizaiwennuandebingfanglitaquejuedebibingtianxuedilihaiyaoleng。
manmandexindiantujishangdezhexianzhujianbiandepingwen，ranhoufachulejingbaosheng。
lushiyanjiuzheiyangyanzhengzhengdekanzheneitiaozhexianbianchengyitiaozhixian。
tadexiongkouxiangbeidaojiaoyiyang，weizhongyeshiyipianfanjiangdaohai，exinxiangtu。
dantayijingbuchibuhedeshouzaijiangmudebingchuangqiansantiansanyemeiyouchiguodongxile，tuyezhishisuanshuieryi。
kankanxianzaidelushiyannaerhaiyoucongqianyiqifengfademoyang，toufalingluan，manliandehucha。
taxiangshifengleyiyang，meitianshouzaijiangmudebingchuangbian，yandidoubumanlehongxuesi。
tayibianbianhejiangmushuozhehua。
“amu！nixinglaia！nishuoguobuhuizailikaiwode！”
“woshuoguohuihuilaide，weishenmebudengwo，amu，qiunixinglaihaobuhao。”
kecishidejiangmujinjinbizheshuangyan，wuluntashuoshenmezuoshenme，doumeiyouyisifanying。
zhouweiderenkanzhelushiyanbengkuidemoyangbuzhidaogaizenmequanwei，meiyouyigerenganzoushangqianqu。
suihoulushiyanyoukanxiangyisheng，nuhoudao：“nikuaijiujiuta！tayaoshichushilewoyaorangnimenzhenggeyiyuandoufuchudaijia！”
yishengzhishichuimouwunaideyaoleyaotou。
guolexujiu，lushiyanyeleile，tawulidetanzuozaidishang。
yishengxiangyaojiangjiangmudaizou，quebeilushiyansisilanzhu，zhulitangtingzouqianqianqulazhulushiyan。
“luzong，jiangxiaojieyijingbuzaile，ninrangtaanxiba。”
“buzaile……buzaile……buzaile……”
lushiyandezuiliyizhidunangzhezhesangezi，zhuaizhejiangmudeshouquemeiyousihaofangsong，tajiangjiangmujinjindebaozaihuaili，tahaipayisongshoujiangmujiuzhendehuibuzaile。
第十二章
jiangmusile，sizaitazuijuewangdeshihou。
zheishihoudetabingmochanshen，jiarenbuzaishenbian，lushiyanyebuaitale。
jiuliantazuihoudeyuanwangyemeinenggoushixian。
yuanzailundundefumutingwennverqushidexiaoxilimajiuzuofeijiganlehuilai。
lufulumuweijiangmujubanlezangli。
zanglishangjiangmuzhuakuangsidejiudazhelushiyan。
“doushinihailewonver！doushini！doushini……”
“tahuilaideshihouhaishihaohaodea，weishenmewodangchujiutongyitahuiguole，jiutongyitahenizaiyiqileni？”
“nihentazhiqianbulierbie，kenizhibuzhidao，zhiqiannimenlushichushi，shitameitianyongjueshikangyilaiqiuwomenjinimenlushizhuzide，womenbeitachandemeibanfa，caibudebanglenimenjia，dantichudeweiyiyaoqiujiushitayaohenifenshou。”
“niyaoshiyinweizheijianshierjihenta，neinigaihendebushita，ershiwomena，wokeliandenver，tazuocuoleshenme，zaiguowailiangnianjiuyinweixiangnierhuoshengshengdeleyiyuzheng，rujinhuidaonishenbiancaiduojiu，jiuzhijielikailezheigeshijie，rangwomenbaifarensongheifaren，nizenmehendexiazheigexina。”
jiangmuhuazhongdexinxiliangguoyupangda，dezhileliangnianqiandezhenxiang，lushiyanzhijuedexinzangsixinliefeidetengleqilai。
conglaimeiyouxiangguo，zhenxiangjuranhuishizheiyang。
早该想到的。
amuneimeaita，zenmehuihaowuzhengzhaodejiuhetatifenshou，haishizailushichushizhiji，shitameiyouxiangxinta，shitazenghenta，shitalengluota。
mingmingqianzhenzitadelianseneimecangbai，ketapianpianhaowuchajue。
lushiyanjiuzhanzaiyuandiyidongbudong，yebufankang，jiurenyoujiangmuzheimejiudazhe。
tayanshenkongdongdewangzheqianfang，yebuzhidaoshizaikanxieshenme。
dazhedazhejiangmuyeshiquleliqi，kudaozaidi。
dangchujiangmubugufumudequanzujianjuedeyaohuiguo，huiguozhihouquedezhilelushiyanyijinghebierenzaiyiqidexiaoxi。
jiangmubenyiweijiangmukeyihuilundunle，kebucengxiangzaitashuohaodeyaohuilundundezheiyitiantadadianhuashuotayaohelushiyanjiehunle。
jiangfujiangmuqingxidezhidaolushiyanzaizijinverxinzhongdediwei，jiusuantamenfanduiyemeiyouyong。
yushizhishidingzhutayidingyaozhaoguhaoziji，shouleweiquyidingyaohebabamamashuo，dengdaojiehunneitiantamenhuihuiqucanjiatamendehunli。
zhishizuihoumeiyoudenglaihunli，queshidengdaolenverdezangli。
jiangfujiangmuyaojiangjiangmudeguhuidaihuilundun，danshilushiyanquebaozhetadeguhuitansisibukensashou。
taguizaidishang，kuzheqingqiujiangfujiangmunengjiangjiangmuliuzaitadeshenbian。
jiangfuyeshikanzhelushiyancongxiaozhangdade，taconglaimeijianguolushiyanzheibanbeiweiqiqiudemoyang。
jiusuanshixiaoshihoufanlecuobeilufuyonggunzichoudayedoushiyishengbuken。