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从十三到二十三。

ruanjianxiahexiezhiyecongsiduitoudaoqinmiwujiandefuqi。

quanzilirenrenzansongtamendeaiqing。

直到二十四岁那年,

yichangchehuo,xiezhiyetuikaileta,tazijinaobuqueshoudaozhuangji,daozhijiyicuoluan。

tashiruanjianxiaweichoudi,queshitatongfuyimudemeimeiruanchuchuweixinaidebaiyueguang。

阮见夏哭过,闹过。

yechangshiguotuoxiayifu、yongjiaoroudeshentihuanqinanrendejiyi。

kezuihouhuanlaide,quezhishihaozhaili,nanrenlengmoyouyanedituikaita,

“woaiderenshichuchu,erni,shiwocongxiaodaodadesiduitou,nijingshenyijingcuoluanle,wojiniyuyuehaolejingshenbingyuan,nigaiquneili,erbushizaiwozheiqiuaifafeng。”

yushi,ruanjianxiabeitadeairenqinshousongjinlejingshenbingyuan。

cihouzhengzhengwunian,tazailimianshoujinzhemo。

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“xingle,hetongkuaidaoqile,nibiaoxianhaibucuo,tiqianyigeyuechuquba。”

damenbeidakaideshihou,ruanjianxiahaiyouxiehuanghu,tacengyiweizheiyibeizidoubuhuizaijiandaotaiyangle。

napazhishibangwandexiyang,neiyeshishewang。

tachenmodicongguanliyuanshouzhongjieguoshouji,wunianmeiyounaqiguoshouji,shangmianmanshigezhongxiaoxiheweijielaidian。

ruanjianxiatongtongmeiyoukan,tajiaoleliangdeshi,zhibentahexiezhiyecengjinggongtongmaixiadehaozhai。

tajidecengjingjiushijiucicongjingshenbingyuanlitaochulaideshihou,zheiduanluchengzhangderangtajuedeyongyuandoukanbujianjintou。

kerujin,quezhiyonglebangexiaoshijiudaole。

ruanjianxiaxiache,zoujinzheigeshuxiyoumoshengdehaozhailainadongxi。

gangtuikaimen,tajiutingjianlimianchuanlaidaoshuxidexixuesheng——

“zhiye,niyezhenshihaohendexin,juranbaruanjianxiasongjinjingshenbingyuanzhengzhengwunian,xianzaitayekuaichulaile,nizhunbeishenmeshihougaosutazhenxiang?”

ruanjianxiarenshizheidaoshengyindezhuren,tashixiezhiyezuihaodepengyou。

taqingbuzijinwangliyouzoulejibu,chedikanqingchulexiezhiyedeshenying。

nanrenbeiduizhetazuozaishafashang,shenxingyijiutingba,suiyuesihumeiyouzaitashenshangliuxiasihaobianhua。

“kuaile,dangnianruanchuchudouyaohewenzhoujiehunle,jieguowenzhouquezaichehuoliweilejiuwoersi,tasizhiqianlazhewodeshou,qiuwohechuchuzaiyiqi,bangmangzhaogutawunian。”

“zuoweixiongdi,youshiwodejiumingenren,womeibanfabudayingta,danshiwozhidao,yijianxiadexingzi,dingranbuhuitongyide,suoyiwozhihaojiazhuangchehuoshiyile。”

“rujin,wunianzhiqihaiyouyigeyuejiudaole,womashangjiuhuigaosutazhenxiang,cengjingwomenneimexiangai,ta......buhuiguaiwode。”

ruanjianxiahunshenfaruan,huxiyekaishikunnan。

“nijiubupajianxiazaijingshenbingyuanlimianshoudaoshanghai?neilimiandekedoubushizhengchangren,nidangshiweishenmebuzhijierangtahuiruanjiani?”

xiezhiyeshengyinliranshanglejifenpibei,

“ruanjiarenpianxinruanchuchu,duitabuhao,wopatashouqifu,neijiajingshenbingyuanwotiqiandaguozhaohu,woaijianxia,buhuirangtashoudaoyidianshanghaide,tazairenyiren,zheiyiqiejiujieshule。”

ruanjianxiazichaodexiaolexiao,yuanlaizheijiushizhenxiang。

tacengyiweizijizaozaibeisongqujingshenbingyuandediyinianjiubuhuizailiuleile。

kecike,taxiankaixiukoukanleyanshoubeishangchumujingxindeshangkou,quebuyoudebijianyisuan。

zheijiushitashuodebuhuirangtashoudaoshanghai?

ruanjianxiayouluchugedaizhejifenjiyidekuxiao。

congxiezhiyeqinshoubatasongdaojingshenbingyuandeneiyitianqi,congtawushucichangshixiangtaqiuraoquewuguoqi,tajiuzaiyebuhuiyuanliangtale。

tamenyezaiyemeiyoukenengle。

ruanjianxiajiangmuguangzhuanxiangshoujidejibaitiaoxiaoxi。

zhongxinfangxiayixiuzhezhutadeshoubei,tazhandouzhehuilezuixinyitiaolaiziruanchuchudexiaoxi——

“heshangjialianyin,wotongyile,zheibianwohuijinkuaihexiezhiyelihun。”