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从十三到二十三。
ruanjianxiahexiezhiyecongsiduitoudaoqinmiwujiandefuqi。
quanzilirenrenzansongtamendeaiqing。
直到二十四岁那年,
yichangchehuo,xiezhiyetuikaileta,tazijinaobuqueshoudaozhuangji,daozhijiyicuoluan。
tashiruanjianxiaweichoudi,queshitatongfuyimudemeimeiruanchuchuweixinaidebaiyueguang。
阮见夏哭过,闹过。
yechangshiguotuoxiayifu、yongjiaoroudeshentihuanqinanrendejiyi。
kezuihouhuanlaide,quezhishihaozhaili,nanrenlengmoyouyanedituikaita,
“woaiderenshichuchu,erni,shiwocongxiaodaodadesiduitou,nijingshenyijingcuoluanle,wojiniyuyuehaolejingshenbingyuan,nigaiquneili,erbushizaiwozheiqiuaifafeng。”
yushi,ruanjianxiabeitadeairenqinshousongjinlejingshenbingyuan。
cihouzhengzhengwunian,tazailimianshoujinzhemo。
......
“xingle,hetongkuaidaoqile,nibiaoxianhaibucuo,tiqianyigeyuechuquba。”
damenbeidakaideshihou,ruanjianxiahaiyouxiehuanghu,tacengyiweizheiyibeizidoubuhuizaijiandaotaiyangle。
napazhishibangwandexiyang,neiyeshishewang。
tachenmodicongguanliyuanshouzhongjieguoshouji,wunianmeiyounaqiguoshouji,shangmianmanshigezhongxiaoxiheweijielaidian。
ruanjianxiatongtongmeiyoukan,tajiaoleliangdeshi,zhibentahexiezhiyecengjinggongtongmaixiadehaozhai。
tajidecengjingjiushijiucicongjingshenbingyuanlitaochulaideshihou,zheiduanluchengzhangderangtajuedeyongyuandoukanbujianjintou。
kerujin,quezhiyonglebangexiaoshijiudaole。
ruanjianxiaxiache,zoujinzheigeshuxiyoumoshengdehaozhailainadongxi。
gangtuikaimen,tajiutingjianlimianchuanlaidaoshuxidexixuesheng——
“zhiye,niyezhenshihaohendexin,juranbaruanjianxiasongjinjingshenbingyuanzhengzhengwunian,xianzaitayekuaichulaile,nizhunbeishenmeshihougaosutazhenxiang?”
ruanjianxiarenshizheidaoshengyindezhuren,tashixiezhiyezuihaodepengyou。
taqingbuzijinwangliyouzoulejibu,chedikanqingchulexiezhiyedeshenying。
nanrenbeiduizhetazuozaishafashang,shenxingyijiutingba,suiyuesihumeiyouzaitashenshangliuxiasihaobianhua。
“kuaile,dangnianruanchuchudouyaohewenzhoujiehunle,jieguowenzhouquezaichehuoliweilejiuwoersi,tasizhiqianlazhewodeshou,qiuwohechuchuzaiyiqi,bangmangzhaogutawunian。”
“zuoweixiongdi,youshiwodejiumingenren,womeibanfabudayingta,danshiwozhidao,yijianxiadexingzi,dingranbuhuitongyide,suoyiwozhihaojiazhuangchehuoshiyile。”
“rujin,wunianzhiqihaiyouyigeyuejiudaole,womashangjiuhuigaosutazhenxiang,cengjingwomenneimexiangai,ta......buhuiguaiwode。”
ruanjianxiahunshenfaruan,huxiyekaishikunnan。
“nijiubupajianxiazaijingshenbingyuanlimianshoudaoshanghai?neilimiandekedoubushizhengchangren,nidangshiweishenmebuzhijierangtahuiruanjiani?”
xiezhiyeshengyinliranshanglejifenpibei,
“ruanjiarenpianxinruanchuchu,duitabuhao,wopatashouqifu,neijiajingshenbingyuanwotiqiandaguozhaohu,woaijianxia,buhuirangtashoudaoyidianshanghaide,tazairenyiren,zheiyiqiejiujieshule。”
ruanjianxiazichaodexiaolexiao,yuanlaizheijiushizhenxiang。
tacengyiweizijizaozaibeisongqujingshenbingyuandediyinianjiubuhuizailiuleile。
kecike,taxiankaixiukoukanleyanshoubeishangchumujingxindeshangkou,quebuyoudebijianyisuan。
zheijiushitashuodebuhuirangtashoudaoshanghai?
ruanjianxiayouluchugedaizhejifenjiyidekuxiao。
congxiezhiyeqinshoubatasongdaojingshenbingyuandeneiyitianqi,congtawushucichangshixiangtaqiuraoquewuguoqi,tajiuzaiyebuhuiyuanliangtale。
tamenyezaiyemeiyoukenengle。
ruanjianxiajiangmuguangzhuanxiangshoujidejibaitiaoxiaoxi。
zhongxinfangxiayixiuzhezhutadeshoubei,tazhandouzhehuilezuixinyitiaolaiziruanchuchudexiaoxi——
“heshangjialianyin,wotongyile,zheibianwohuijinkuaihexiezhiyelihun。”