第1章

diyicijinzang,shiwogenhezhixiandexiehouzhilv。

diercijinzang,shiwogenhezhixiandedingqingzhilv。

disancijinzang,shiwogenhezhixiandelihunzhilv

rujin,zheiyeshiwodejuebiezhilv……

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nadaoweiaiwanqijianchadandeneitian,wozhanzaijichangdating,jihezhixiandaqudianhua。

“hezhixian,wotongyilihunle。”

“woshenmedoubuyao,weiyidetiaojianjiushi,nipeiwozaiquyitangxizang,zouyibianwomenxiangaishidelu。”

dianhuaneitouchenmolehenjiu,caichuanlaihezhixianjingtidefanwen。

“jiangnanzhi,niyouyaonaoshenme?”

woweiweihuangshen,xintoubumiankuse。

wohetacongbicixiangaidaorujinxiangkanliangyan,zhiguolebanian。

woshuo:“wozaijichangaquanjiankoudengni,daishanglihunxieyiguolai。”

“feijisangexiaoshihouqifei,zheishiwoweiyiyicitongyiqianzidejihui,guoshibuhou。”

guaduandianhua,woshunshoujiangneizhangpanlewosixingdejianchadanyonglirouchengyituandiujinlajitong。

youcongsuishendebaoliquchumojingdaishang,zhezhutonghongdeyankuang。

胃癌晚期。

huoxuzheijiushilaotianduiwozheige‘fengnvren’debaofu。

zicongliangnianqianwodebiaomeisuyingjinruhezhixiandegongsi,hezhixianjiabandeshijianjiuyuelaiyueduo。

congzuikaishiouranshuoleyiju:“nibiaomeihaitingyouyiside。”

daohoulaijijuhuabulita。

wochaoguo、naoguo,genxiaoyiyijiayenaobaiguo。

kenaodaozuihou,suyingshenglezhi,chenglehezhixiandetieshenzhuli。

erhezhixian,jiwodilaileyifenlihunxieyi。

wohaijidesantianqian,woshoudaotajilaidedibabanlihunxieyishu。

wochedibengkuile,bawomendangniandehunfangzadeyipianlangjie,biankubianzhizhetadahou。

“hezhixian,dangnianshinishuoyibeizizhiaiwoyigede!nixianzaiyudaogengnianqingpiaoliangdenijiufanhuile,xiangshuailewo?nizuomeng!”

“wobuhuijixinrenrangweide,wohaiyaonihaohaohuozhe,genwoyizhijiuchandaoyibaisui!nizheibeizidoubiexiangbaituowo!”

ranhoumingyunjiudalewodelian,rangwozhishengxiayigeyuekehuo。

suoyiwokankaile,shengxiadeqishinianmeifakunbangta,jiuzaichantazuihouqitianhaole。

hezhixianhenkuaiganlaijichang,shoulituizheyigewomeijianguodexinglixiang。

dagaishisuyingweitalinshishoushidexingli。

takanjianwo,kuaibuzouguolai,pitougailianjiushizhize。

“jiangnanzhi,ninengbunengbiexiangyichushiyichu?nizhidaowolinshituidiaogongzuoyouduomafanma?nishenmeshihoucainenglixingyidian?”

zheimemafan,buyemeinengzudangtaganlaigenwolihundejuexinma?

woxintoucitong,quezhangzheyoumojingzheyanwodeshenqing,baozheshoubeifanchunxiangji。

“woyixiangbujiangdaoli,nibuzhidaoma?dangniannikeshihenaiwoshenshangzheizhongzhilaizhiqudexiaosani。”

“niyaoshibuleyikeyibulaia,genwojixujiuchandaoyibaisuibei。”

wobenxianggentahaohaojiaoliude,kexizheiliangnianwomenyijingchengleshizudeyuanlv。