第1章
“zheibushitiangouzhiwanglinhaoranme？zenmelezheishi，tianshibaile？”
“tingshuotaweilepaogemeizi，meitianzhichimantoujiuxiancai，shengxiadeqianjimeizimailiwu。”
“niubi！zheizhongtiangoujianzhijiushijipin，jipinzhongdejipin。zheishizenmele？”
linhaoranbeinvyoupaoqile，tawunaizoushangtiantai，zhunbeijieshuzijibeiweideyisheng。
……
“linhaoran，womenfenshouba。”
wangyutongyilianxianqidekanzhemianqianmianhuangjishou、toufahenjiumeixifanzheyouguangdeqingxiunanren，biyideshuodao。
neigenanrenshoulihailinzheyifenjitang，jitangpiaodangdexiangqibingmeiyouyinqiwangyutongdeshiyu，fanerrangtazuoou。
“weishenme，yutong？”linhaoranyilianmengbi，tajinhuyukongjudeyangqiuzhe。
“wonalizuodebuhaonijiugaosuwo，womashanggai，mashanggaihaibuxingme。”
“qiuqiuni，biefenshou。”
wangyutongshilinhaorandenvshen，kaixuedediyitianlinhaoranjiuduiwangyutongyijianzhongqing。
weilehuodenvshendeqinglai，linhaorancongneiyitiankaishijiutianta。
dui，neishihouhaijiaonuannan。
jinianshijianguoqu，yijingbianchengletiangoubudehaosi。
danlinhaoranmeiyishidaozijishitiangou，taxiangxinzijiduiwangyutongdeganqingshizhenai。
taxiangxinzijiyongqieerbushedewendu，zaowanyouyitiankeyironghualengruohanbingdewangyutong。
weileqinjinxinmuzhongdenvshen，linhaoranganyuandanggebeitai、tiangou。
linhaoranganyuanfuchu，fuchuzijideyiqie，napajinsiyuxiuru、napazijibeirenchengweiatmjidouwusuowei。
bangeyueqian，“haoyunjianglin”，linhaoranzhongyuruyuanyichang。
wangyutonghuaiyunle，haizishitaqiannanyoude，neigezhananpaoqilewangyutonghegebixuexiaodenvshengchengshuangchengdui。
zoutouwuludeshihou，wangyutongzhongyuxiangdaolelinhaoran。
linhaorandaizhetaquyiyuanzuoshoushu，shuhouyongxinzhaogu，neizhongnuanyibalinhaorandougandongdeyaoliulei。
yinweishenghuofeiyouxian，zuijinhaiyaomaigezhonghaochidejiwangyutongbushenzi，zaijiashangshuiguojichule14，linhaoranzhunbeiji“nvpengyou”huangexinde，suoyimeitianchulezhaoguwangyutongwaijiushi**zhengqian。
talianxitoudeshijiandoumeiyou，zuiduohuluanmoyibalian。
linhaoranshoulilinzhedejitangyeshitayangqiufujinxiaochidianlaobanaoleyiyeaochulaide。
“wonanpengyouhuilaizhaowole，nimashangcongwoyanqianxiaoshi。”wangyutongyanedekanzhelinhaoran，lengshenggaosutazhenxiang。
“tabushigezhananme！”linhaoranjingdaile，“zhidaonihuaiyun，ta……”
“nibizui！”wangyutonglishengchidao，“nijiwogun！sheijinidedanzi，rangnizheimeshuowonanpengyou！womenshizhenai。”
真爱？
那自己算什么？
林浩然愣住。
henkuai，wangyutongshangletingzailubiandeheisebaoshijie911。
tahezuozaijiashiweishangdemojingnanzaizhongmukuikuizhixiayongwenhouyangzhangerqu。
“wangyutong！nibunengzheimeduiwo！！”linhaoranshengsilijiedehoudao。
tawulideguizaidishang，shuangshoubaotou，yanleipilipaladediaoxialai。
“zheibushitiangouzhiwanglinhaoranme？zenmelezheishi，tianshibaile？”
“tingshuotaweilepaogemeizi，meitianzhichimantoujiuxiancai，shengxiadeqianjimeizimailiwu。”
“niubi！zheizhongtiangoujianzhijiushijipin，jipinzhongdejipin。zheishizenmele？”
zhouweidetongxuekanjianlinhaoranshuangshoubaotou，tongkudeguizaidishang，yilunfenfen。
wulunnannv，kanlinhaorandeyanshendouchongmanlebishi。
meirenkandeqilinhaoranzheizhongmeilezunyan、meileguqidetiangou。
林浩然没管这些人。
zheisannianlai，tazaoyijingbazijidezizun、guqidasui，rengdaomatonglichongzou。
suozuodeyiqiedouzhiweilenenghewangyutongzaiyiqi。
keliangren“zaiyiqi”deshijianzhiyoubangeyue，linhaoranshenzhilianwangyutongdeshoudoumeimoguo。
他恍惚的走上天台。
wangyutongzuozaibaoshijie911shangyurenyongwendehuamianzailinhaorannaohailifanfuchuxian，meiyigexijie、meiyigehuamiandouxiangshiyibadaosidechuozailinhaorandexinshang。
他心如刀割。
死吧，一了百了。
这个该死的人生。
zhenxinshihuanbulaizhenqingde。
jiuzailinhaoranyaozongshenyiyuedeshunjian，yizhishoudazaitadejianbangshang。
“你傻不傻！”