di1zhangcuikuandanyakuadehuanghun，neitongjiumingdianhuachuzuwudedengpaoyoukaishishanle，juhuangsedeguanghuminghuan，
bazhuoshangneizhangbaisedecuikuandanzhaodegewaiciyan。wozhijianniezhezhibian，
yijingbaneixing“xuyujiaoshoushufei20wanyuan，yuqijiangzantingzhiliao”dezikanlebuxiashibian。
zhijiaobeiwozuandefazhou，youmoyunkaiyidian，xiangdimeicaganjingdeyanlei。zhuojiaofangzhezhangxiangkuang，
shiqunianwohemingyuzaisujiahuayuanpaide。neishitahaimeishengbing，chuanzhelanbaixiaofu，xiaoqilaihuyaluzaiwaimian，
shoulijuzhewoshejidexiaoqunzicaogao，shuo“jieyihoukendingnengdangdashejishi”。
xianzaizhaopianlidehuayuanzaobeidiyale，lianzheitaoyuezuyiqianerdedinglouchuzuwu，xiageyuedefangzuwodoumeicouqi。
shoujizaikoudailizhenleyixia，wohuangmangtaochulai，yiweishiyiyuandedianhua，
quezhikandao“dianliangbuzu10%”detishi。pingmubeijinghaishisujialaozhaideketing，shuijingdengliangdehuangyan，
kexianzaiwolianjishoujichongmandiandouyaosuanzhedianfei。“wei，shiyiyuanzhuyuanbuma？
wozhaosumingyudezhuzhiyisheng……”woannazheshengyinlidedou，botongyiyuandedianhua。zhijianbingliang，
tiezaishoujipingshang，liuxiayixiaopianshihen。hushideshengyinhengongshihua，daizhedianbunaifan：“sumingyujiashua？
gennishuoleduoshaocile，jixinglanweiyanyinfadefuqiangganranbunengtuo，jintianzaijiaobushangqian，
mingtianjiuzhinengtingyaole。tacaishiliusui，nimendangjiashudezenmebushangxin？”woyaozhexiachun，
zhidaochangdaodianxuexingweicaikaikou：“wozhidao，wozhengzaicouqian，nengbunengzaikuanxianliangtian？
jiuliangtian……”“kuanxian？womenyijingkuanxiansantianle。”hushidunledun，yuqiruanledian，“bushiwobutongrong，
shiyaofangneibiankadeyan，nididizuotianhaiwen‘jiejieshenmeshihoulai’，niyaoshinenglai，zuihaojintianguolaiyitang，
taqingxubutaihao。”dianhuaguale，tingtonglizhisheng“dudu”demangyin。wobashoujitiezaixiongkou，
dunzaibingliangdedibanshang，zhongyumeirenzhuhongleyan。mingyushiwoweiyideqinrenle。bamazoudezao，
sujiayiqiankaozuofuzhuangshengyichengzhe，wocongxiaogenzheshejishixuehuahua，yiweiyihounengjiejialidechanye，
rangmingyuananwenwenduwangaozhong、kaodaxue。kebannianqian，yichangturuqilaide“zijinlianduanlie”，
basujiachediyakuale——changfangbeidiya，laozhaibeipaimai，lianwoshejigaodediannaodoubeinaqudizhai。
wodaizhemingyubanlaizheichuzuwu，meijitiantajiujixinglanweiyanfazuo，yichacaizhidaoyijingyinfaleganran，
shoushufeixiangzuodashan，bawoyadechuanbuguoqi。womochushouji，fanbiantongxunlu，congtouhuadaowei，
meizhaodaoyigenengkaikoujieqianderen。yiqianweizhesujiazhuandeneixie“shushuayi”，xianzaiyaomebujiedianhua，
yaomeshuo“zijiayenan”。youciwohouzhelianpizhaoyiqiandeguimijiewuqiankuai，tapengyouquanhaishaizhexinmaidebao，
quegenwoshuo“zuijinzaihaifangdai，shizaibangbushang”。chuangwaidetianmanmanheile，louxiachuanlaimaichaofandelabasheng，
xiangweipiaoshanglai，hunzhechuzuwuchaoshidemeiwei，gewaifengci。woqishenxiangquzhudianmiantiao，gangzoudaochufang，
shoujituranxiangle。bushiwocunguodehaoma，yichuanmoshengdeshuzi，guishudixianshishibeijing。woyouyuleyixia，
haishijiele。xianzaizheizhongshihou，napashizhapiandianhua，
woyexiangduotingliangju——zhishaozhengminghaiyourennengjiwodagedianhua。“shisuqingyan**ma？
”dianhuaneitoushigenanrendeshengyin，hendichen，daizhediandianziyindemohu，tingbuchunianling。
wozuanjinshouji：“woshi，qingwennishi？”“woshilushijituanzongcaibangongshidegongzuorenyuan，
”duifangdeyuqihenpingjing，meishenmeqifu，“womenzongcailuzhantingxiansheng，
zhidaonididisumingyumuqianzaishiyiyuanzhuyuan，xuyaoshoushufei。”“luzhanting”zheisangezixiangdaojinglei，
zhadewonaoziwengwengxiang。wodangranzhidaoluzhanting。yiqianzaisujiadeshihou，tingbabatiguo，
shuotashijingquanzuibunengrederen——lujiazhangsun，ershisuijiujieshoulushi，shouduanhenli，
meijinianjiubalushidechanyekuoleyibei，quanlirendoujiaota“xizhuangbaotu”。
youcibabadaiwoqucanjiashangyewanyan，yuanyuanjianguotayici，chuanyishenheisexizhuang，zhanzairenqunli，
meizenmeshuohua，kezhouweiderendoubugankaojin，lianxiaodoudaizhexiaoxinyiyi。taneiyangderen，
zenmehuizhidaowohemingyu？“luxiansheng……weishenmehuibangwo？”woshengyinfajin，xinzangtiaodefeikuai，
zongjuedetianshangbuhuidiaoxianbing，youqishicongluzhantingshoulidiaoxialaide。“jutiyuanyin，
luxianshengshuoxiangdangmiangennitan。”duifangdunledun，baolegedizhi，“mingtianshangwushidian，
lushijituanzongbudashadinglou，zongcaibangongshi。nizhijieguolaijiuxing，qiantaihuijiedaini。
”“keshi……”wohaixiangwenshenme，birutashibushiyaowozuoshenmejiaohuan，biruzheiqianshibushiyaohai，
kehuadaozuibian，youyanlehuiqu。xianzaidewo，haiyouzigewen“keshi”ma？mingyuhaizaiyiyuandengzhe，
zaiguoshijigexiaoshi，jiukenengtingyao。napaluzhantingdetiaojianzaikeke，woyezhinengdaying。“wohuiqude。
”woshenxiyikouqi，badaolehoulongkoudezhandouyaxiaqu。“luxianshenghaishuo，”duifangbuchongdao，
“nibuyongdairenhedongxi，zhixuyaorenlai。lingwai，buyaogaosurenherenniyaojianta，baokuonididi。
”dianhuaguale，shoujipingmuanxiaqu，yingchuwocangbaidelian。wodingzhe“lushijituanzongbudasha”neijigezi，
shouzhihaizaifadou。luzhantingweishenmeyaobangwo？shiyinweisujiayiqianhelujiayouguoshengyiwanglai？
haishi……youbiedeyuanyin？wozoudaochuangbian，lakaiyidianchuanglian，nengkandaoyuanchuxieziloudedengguang，liangdexiangxingxing。
lushijituandedashayinggaijiuzaineipiandenghuoli，gaosongruyun，xianggeyaobukejidemeng。yiqianwocongmeixiangguo，
zijihuiyouyitian，yaokaoneigezhiyuanyuanjianguoyicide、chuanwenlihendexiangbingdenanren，laijiudidideming。
zhuoshangdecuikuandanhaizai，wobatazheqilai，fangjintieshendekoudaili。zhibianluozhexiongkou，youdianteng，
querangwoshaoweiqingxingledian。buguanmingtiandengdaiwodeshishenme，buguanluzhantingtichushenmetiaojian，wodoubixuqu。
weilemingyu，womeidexuan。zhishibuzhidao，neizuojinbihuihuangdelushidashadinglou，dengzhewodeshijiumingdeshengsuo，
haishilingyizuogengnanzhengtuodelaolong？wobashoujichongshangdian，kanzhepingmushangmanmantiaodongdedianliang，
turanxiangqiqunianmingyushengri，wojitamailegexiaodangao，taxuyuanshuo“xiwangjiejieyongyuanbuyongweiqianfachou”。
neishiwohaixiaozheroutadetoufa，shuo“yihoujiejiezhuandaqian，rangnitiantianchidangao”。xianzaixianglai，
neishihoudehua，duoxianggexiaohua。chuangwaidelabashengtingle，yesegengnong。wozuozaizhuoqian，
kanzheneizhanshanshuodedengpao，zhidaotiankuailiangdeshihou，caimimihuhudiheleyan。mengliquanshimingyudelian，
tawenwo“jiejie，womenshenmeshihounenghuijia”，woxianghuida，quezenmeyeshuobuchuhua。shoujinaozhongxiangdeshihou，
womengdizuoqilai，taiyangxuetutuditiao。chuangwaiyijingliangle，wokuaisuxilebalian，
zhaochuqunianshengxiadeweiyiyijianhaisuanzhengqidebaiselianyiqun——liaozishiyiqiande，xianzaichuanzaishenshang，
xiandeyoudiansongkua。woduizhejingzililelitoufa，shenxiyikouqi。lushijituan，luzhanting。wolaile。
di2zhangdingloubangongshidebinglengtiaokuan，taweihexuanwo？zhanzailushijituanzongbudashalouxiashi，
wocaizhenzhengtihuidao“miaoxiao”lianggezidezhongliang。bolimuqiangzhichayunxiao，fanshezheshangwudeyangguang，
huangderenzhengbukaiyan。menkoudexuanzhuanmenxianggebutingxiedexuanwo，chuanzhejingzhitaozhuangdenannvjinjinchuchu，
meigerendejiaobudoukuaidexiangzaiganyichangzhongyaodezhanyi。wozuanzhequnbai，
baiselianyiqunzaizheiyipianjingyingfanerlixiandegegeburu，liangaogenxiedoushiqunianshengxiade，xiegenyoudiansong，
zouzaidalishidimianshang，ouerhuifachuqingweide“kada”sheng。qiantaishigezhuangrongjingzhideguniang，kandaowoshi，
yanshenlishanguoyisibuyichajuededaliang。“ninhao，qingwenyouyuyuema？”tadeshengyinhenrou，
quedaizhezhiyehuadejuligan。“wozhaoluzhantingxiansheng，”wobaochuzheigemingzishi，
zhijianhaishirenbuzhudouleyixia，“shitabangongshiderenrangwolaide，jintianshangwushidian。
”qiantaideyanshenbianlebian，naqidianhuabolegeneixian，dishengshuoleliangjuhou，
duiwoluchuyigebiaozhundeweixiao：“su**，chenzhulizailoushangdengnin，qinggenwolai。”genzhetazoujindianti，
jingmianqiangbiyingchuwojucudeyangzi——toufashudezhengqi，queyanbuzhuyandidehongxuesi，
lianyiqunxideyouxiefabai，lingkoudeniukouhaisongleyike。woxiayishidibaneikeniukouwanglianlean，
xiangqiyiqiangenzhebabalaizheizhongdifang，wochuandeshidingzhidexiaoliqun，shoulinazhezuixinkuandebao，
congbuhuixiangxianzaizheiyang，lianhuxidouyaoxiaoxinyiyi。diantishuziyiluwangshangtiao，cong1dao38，meitiaoyixia，
wodexinzangjiuchenyifen。38lou，dingceng，shiluzhantingdedipan。chuanwenli，zheililianlushidefuzonglai，
douyaotiqiansantianyuyue，erwoyigeluopoqianjin，quenengzhijieshanglai，zhiyinweitashuo“xiangdangmiantan”。
diantimendakai，zoulangpuzhehouhoudeditan，caishangqumeiyidianshengyin。chenzhuliyijingzaimenkoudengle，
tachuanshensexizhuang，daiheikuangyanjing，kanqilaihenganlian。“su**，zheibianqing。
”tayinzhewozouxiangjintoudebangongshi，menshihouzhongdeshimucaizhi，shangmianmeiyourenhebiaoshi，
quetouzhewuxingdeyapogan。chenzhuliqiaoleqiaomen，limianchuanlaiyigedichendeshengyin：“jin。”tuikaimendeshunjian，
wojihushipingzhulehuxi。bangongshihenda，yibanshibangongqu，yibanshixiuxianqu，
luodichuangwainengkandaodabangejingchengdefengjing。yangguangtouguobolisajinlai，luozaidibanshang，
quemeizenmequsanzheilidelengyi。luzhantingzuozaibangongzhuohou，beiduizhemen，zhengzaikanwenjian。
tachuanyishenshenhuisexizhuang，jianxiantingba，chenshanlingkouxideyansihefeng，lianxiukoudeniukoudoukoudezhengzhengqiqi。
“luxiansheng，su**daole。”chenzhulishuowan，qiaoqiaotuilechuqu，qingqingdaishanglemen。
bangongshilizhishengxiawomenlianggeren，anjingdenengtingdaokongdiaodefengsheng。wozhanzaiyuandi，
buzhidaogaiwangqianzouhaishigaitingxia，shouzaibeihoujinjinzuanzhe，zhijiaqiajinlezhangxin。guoledagaibanfenzhong，
tacaimanmanzhuanguoshen。zheishiwodiyicijinjulikanta。meifenghenfengli，xiangyongdaokechulaide，xiahexianjinshi，
touzhelengyingdelunkuo。tadeyanjinghenshen，xiangzangzheyipianbinghai，kanxiangwodeshihou，meiyourenhewendu，
fangfowobushilaitanshideren，zhishiyijianwuguanjinyaodedongxi。zuoshouwanshangyouyidaoqianba，dagailianglimizhang，
zaibaixidepifuxiahenxianyan——shangcizaibieshuyelizhuangjiantacaqiangshi，womeikanqing，xianzaicaifaxian，
neidaobadexingzhuang，xiangbeishenmeruiqihuachulaide。“zuo。”tazhilezhibangongzhuoqiandeyizi，
shengyinmeishenmeqifu，hedianhualineigegongzuorenyuandeyuqiyoudianxiang，quegengyouyapogan。womanmanzuoxia，
yizishizhenpide，henruan，querangwozuolinanan。tabayifenwenjiantuidaowomianqian，heisedefengpi，
shangmianyinzhe“hunqianxieyi”sigetangjindezi，huangdewoyanjingteng。“kankanba。”takaozaiyibeishang，
shuangshoujiaochafangzaixiaofuqian，muguangluozaiwolianshang，daizheshenshideyiwei。wonaqiwenjian，zhijianpengdaozhiye，
bingliangdechuganshunzhezhijianwangshangpa。xieyineirongbuduo，zhiyoujiye，kemeiyitiaodouxiangyigenzhen，
zhadewoxinlifajin——“yi、jiayishuangfang（jiafangluzhanting，
yifangsuqingyan）ziyuanqiandingweiqisanniandehunqianxieyi，hunyinguanxijinweimingyi，bushejishizhifuqiquanliyiwu。
”“er、jiafangxuxiangyifangzhifurenminbiershiwanyuanzheng，zuoweiyifangdidisumingyudeyiliaofeiyong，
houxuyifangjisumingyudeshenghuofeiyong，youjiafangzhuoqingchengdan。
”“san、yifangxupeihejiafangchuxibiyaodejiazujishangyehuodong，duiwaiweichi‘lutaitai’dexingxiang，
budexieluxieyineirong。”“si、hunyincunxuqijian，yifangbudeganshejiafangsishenghuo，
budeyujiafangyiwaideyixingyouqinmijiechu，budeduijiafangchanshengganqing。”“wu、sannianqiman，
shuangfangzidonglihun，jiafangxuewaizhifuyifangrenminbiwubaiwanyuanzheng，yifangxuwutiaojianpeihebanlilihunshouxu，
budejiuchan。”woyitiaoyitiaodikan，yuekanxinyuechen。zheinalishihunqianxieyi，
fenmingshiyifen“jiaoyihetong”——woyongsanniande“mingyihunyin”，huanmingyudejiumingqian，
haiyouweilaisanniandeanwenshenghuo，kedaijiashi，wobunengganshetaderenheshi，shenzhibunengduitadongxin。
“luxiansheng，”wotaiqitou，shengyinyoudianfaya，“zheidisitiao……‘budeduijiafangchanshengganqing’，
shibushitaikekele？”tatiaoletiaomei，meifengdongleyixia，zhongyuyouledianbuyiyangdeshenqing，
quedaizhedianchaofeng：“su**，womenshijiaoyi，bushitanlianai。nixuyaoqianjiunididi，
woxuyaoyige‘lutaitai’yingfujialidecuihun，haiyouwaimianneixiexiangkaolianyinpanfulujiaderen。
gequsuoxueryi，tanganqing，meibiyao。”tadehuaxiangyipenlengshui，jiaodewohunshenbingliang。wozhidaozheishijiaoyi，
kebeitazheimezhibaidishuochulai，haishijuedenankan。wozuanzhewenjiandeshouzhiyongli，zhijiaobeiwozuandefazhou，
heneitianzuanyiyuancuikuandanshideyangziyimoyiyang。“nei……weishenmeshiwo？”zheishiwozuixiangwendewenti。
jingquanlixiangdang“lutaitai”denvrenduodeshi，biwoyouqian、biwopiaoliang、biwoyoubeijingderenyizhuayidaba，
taweishenmepianpianxuanlewozheigeluopoqianjin？tademuguangdunleyixia，luozaiwolianshang，tingliuledagailiangmiao，
ranhouyikai，kanxiangchuangwai：“nibuyongguanweishenme。yaomeqian，yaomezou。”meiyouduoyudejieshi，
meiyousihaodeyouyu，tadeyuqilidaizheburongzhiyideqiangshi。wozhidao，tameijiwoliutuilu。ruguowozoule，
mingyumingtianjiuhuibeitingyao，wobunengmaozheigexian。woshenxiyikouqi，yaxiaxinlideyihuohebuan，
kanxiangta：“xieyilishuo，nihuichengdanmingyuhouxudeshenghuofeiyong？baokuotachuyuanhoudekangfufeiyong，
haiyoushangxuedefeiyong？”“shi。”tadiantou，“zhiyaonizunshouxieyi，tadeshi，wohuianpaihao。”“hao。
”woyaoleyaoxiachun，zuochulejueding，“woqian。”tacongchoutilinachuyizhigangbi，dileguolai。wojieguobi，
zhijianpengdaotadezhijie，bingliangdechuganrangwoxiayishidisuoleyixia。tadezhijiehencu，zhifushangyouyicengbojian，
buxiangyangzunchuyoudehaomenzongcai，daoxiangjingchangwoshenmeyingdongxideren——biruqiang。wofankaixieyizuihouyiye，
zhaodaoyifangqianzidedifang，yibiyihuadixiexia“suqingyan”sangezi。mingzixiedeyoudiandou，
moshuizaizhishangyunkaiyidian，xianggexiaoxiaodeleihen。jiuzaiwoxiewan，zhunbeibaxieyituihuiqudeshihou，
yanjiaowuyijianpiejiantadakaidechoutili，luzheyizhangzhaopiandebianjiao。zhaopianshicaisede，kanqilaiyoudianjiu，
shangmianhaoxiangshigechuanzhexiaofudenvsheng，zhazhemawei，shoulinazhehuaban——neishiwogaozhongshideyangzi，
xiaoqingneitian，wozaixuexiaodehuashili，beitongxuezhuapaidezhaopian。woxinlimengdiyitiao，gangxiangzaikanqingyidian，
taturanheshanglechouti，dongzuohenkuai，xiangzaiyanshishenme。“xieyiwohuiranglvshigongzheng，”tabaxieyishouqilai，
fangjinwenjianjiali，yuqiyouhuifulezhiqiandelengdan，“jintianxiawu，chenzhulihuidainiqulujiabieshu，
nidedongxi，tahuianpairenquban。congjintianqi，nijiushilutaitaile。”tadunledun，muguangluozaiwolianshang，
daizheyisijinggao：“jizhu，zhishimingyishangde。biewangxiangtaiduo。”wozhanqishen，dianlediantou，shuobuchuhualai。
xinlideyihuogengzhongle——tachoutiliweishenmehuiyouwodegaozhongzhaopian？tashibushizaojiurenshiwo？taxuanwo，
daodishibushiyinweizheige？“meibiedeshi，nikeyizoule。”tadixiatou，zhongxinnaqizhuoshangdewenjian，
buzaikanwo，fangfowoyijingmeiyoucunzaidebiyao。wozhuanshenzouchubangongshi，zoulanglideditanhaishineimehou，
zouzaishangmian，xiangcaizaimianhuashang，buzhenshi。chenzhulizaimenkoudengwo，dijiwoyizhangmingpian：“su**，
zheishiwodelianxifangshi，youshenmeshi，suishizhaowo。xiawuliangdian，wolaijieninqubieshu。”wojieguomingpian，
zhijianbingliang。zouchulushidasha，yangguangyijiuciyan，kewoquejuedehunshenfaleng。
woqianleyifenweiqisanniandeqiyue，chenglemingyishangde“lutaitai”。wojiulemingyu，
quehaoxiangbazijituijinleyigegengdademituanli。luzhantingchoutilideneizhangzhaopian，daodiyiweizheshenme？
taduiwo，daodizangzheshenmeyangdemimi？wozuanzheneizhangmingpian，zhanzaidashalouxia，kanzhelaiwangderenqun，
turanjuede，weilaizheisannian，kenengbiwoxiangxiangdehaiyaonan。di3zhanglujiabieshudemoshenggan，
shenyecaqiangdetaheisejiaocheshijinlinyindaoshi，wozuanzheyijiaodeshouyoujinlejin。chuangwaidewutongshuzhifanyemao，
yangguangtouguofengxisaxialai，zaichechuangshangtouxiabanbodeguangying，hechuzuwulouxianeipaikushoudelaohuaishu，
jianzhishilianggeshijie。“su**，qianmianjiushilujiabieshule。”chenzhulideshengyincongjiashizuochuanlai，
tateyifangmanlechesu，xiangshipawobushiying。wotaiyanwangqu，yuanchudetiemenhuanhuandakai，
diaohuadetieyidamenzuyouliangrengao，menhoushiyitiaozhangzhangdechedao，jintouchulizheyidongqianhuisedebieshu。
bieshushioushifengge，wudingyoujiandingdegelou，qiangmianpazhelvsedetengman，kanqilaixiangdianyinglidechangjing，
jingzhideyouxiebuzhenshi。chetingzaimenkou，zhangmayijingzhanzaitaijiexiadengle。tachuanyishenganjingdemibaiseyongrenfu，
toufashudezhengzhengqiqi，lianshangdaizhewenhedexiao：“su**，yiluxinkule，wobangninnaxingliba。
”tajieguowoshoulineigexidefabaidefanbubaoshi，yanshenmeiyousihaoyiyang，yemeiduowen，
zhiqingshengshuo：“xianshengfenfuguo，jininzhunbeileerlouchaonandefangjian，caiguanghao，ninkankanhebuhexinyi。
”wogenzhetazoujinbieshu，ketingdadejingren，shuijingdiaodengchuixialai，liangdehuangyan，
dibanshiguangkejianrendedalishi，daoyingzhewodeyingzi。jiajudoushishensedeshimu，kanqilaihenguizhong，
quemeishenmeyanhuoqi，lianshafashangdekaodiandoubaifangdeyisibugou，xiangmeirenpengguo。“yiqianxianshengyigerenzhu，
jialirenshao，kenenghuiyoudianlengqing。”zhangmayibiandaiwoshanglouti，yibianqingshengjieshi，“nindefangjianzaizheibian，
yijuliyijingfanglexieyifu，xianshengshuoannindechimatiaode，ninyaoshibumanyi，zairangcaifengguolaigai。
”tuikaifangmendeshunjian，wolengzhule。fangjianhenda，youdulideyangtaiheyimaojian，chuangshangpuzheqianfensedechuangdan，
chuangtaibaizhejipenlvzhi，lianshuzhuoshangdoufanghaolezhanxindehuazhihehuabi——neishiwoyiqianzuixihuandepaizi，
houlaisujiapochan，wojiuzaiyemeimaiguo。wozoudaoyimaojian，lakaimen，limianguazhegeshigeyangdeyifu，
congrichangdelianyiqundaozhengshidelifu，chimagangganghao，shenzhilianwoxihuandeqiansexidouzhanledaban。
wonaqiyijianbaisedezhensichenshan，zhijianhuaguorouruandemianliao，xinliquefanqiyizhenmomingdebuan。
luzhantingzenmehuizhidaowodechima？shenzhizhidaowoxihuandeyansehehuabipaizi？taduiwo，
haoxiangbiwoxiangxiangdeyaolejiededuo。“su**，ninxianxiehuier，wanfanhaolewozaijiaonin。
”zhangmabawodefanbubaofangzaiqiangjiao，qingqingdaishangmentuilechuqu，meizaiduoshuoyijuhua，
fencungannaniedeqiadaohaochu。fangjianlizhishengxiawoyigeren，wozoudaoyangtai，kanzhelouxiadehuayuan。
caopingxiujiandezhengzhengqiqi，zhongjianyougexiaoxiaodepenquan，shuiliuchanchan，shengyinhenqing。wotaochushouji，
youyuleyixia，haishibotongleyiyuandedianhua。“wei，hushizhanma？
woxiangwenyixiasumingyudeqingkuang……”“shisumingyujiashua，tajintianzhuangtaitinghaode，xiawuyishenglaikanguo，
shuoshoushuhenchenggong，zaiguanchajitianjiunengzhuandaoputongbingfangle。”hushideshengyinbizuotianwenhelexie，“duile，
gangcaiyouweichenxianshenglaijiaolehouxudekangfufeiyong，haianpailezuihaodekangfushi，ninbuyongtaidanxinle。
”chenxiansheng？yinggaishichenzhuli，shiluzhantinganpaide。wogualedianhua，xinlideshitoushaoweiluolediandi，
keyihuoquegengzhongle。tamingmingshuozhishijiaoyi，weishenmehuizheimeyongxindianpaimingyudehouxuzhiliao？
shenzhilianwodeshenghuoxijiedoukaolvdezheimezhouquan？wozuozaishuzhuoqian，naqiyizhihuabi，
zaihuazhishangsuiyidituzhe。xiantiaowaiwainiuniu，huabuchurenhexingzhuang，
naoziliquanshiluzhantingchoutilideneizhanggaozhongzhaopian，haiyoutazuoshouwanshangdeqianba。buzhibujue，tianmanmanheile。
louxiachuanlaizhangmadeshengyin：“su**，wanfanhaole。”woxialoushi，ketinglimeiren，
cantingdecanzhuoshangbaizhesancaiyitang，doushiqingdandekouwei，zhenghaofuhewoxianzaideweikou。
“xianshengshuotajinwanyougeyingchou，buhuilaichifanle，rangninxianchi。”zhangmabawankuaidijiwo，“ninyaoshibugou，
chufanghaiyoubiedecai。”wodianlediantou，naqikuaizi，quemeishenmeweikou。zheiyizhuozicai，
biwozaichuzuwuyigexingqichidedouhao，kewoquejuedemeijialideshengfanxiang——yiqiansujiahaizaideshihou，
mamazonghuizaiwanfanshiwenwojintianhualeshenme，mingyuhuiqiangwowanlidepaigu，rerenaonaode，
buxiangxianzaizheiyanglengqing。chilemeijikou，wojiufangxialekuaizi，xiangquchufangdaodianshuihe。gangzoudaoketing，
jiukandaoshafapangdeluodidengliangzhe，luzhantingzuozaineili，shoulinazheyibaheisedeshouqiang，
zhengzaiyongyikuaibuzixidicazhe。wohedetingxiajiaobu，xinzangmengditiaoleqilai。
tachuandehaishizaoshangneijianshenhuisexizhuang，lingdaisonglexie，lingkoudeniukoujiekaileyike，luchuyidiansuogu。
tadizhetou，zhuanzhudicazheqiangshen，zhijiandebojianzaidengguangxiaruoyinruoxian，dongzuoshuliandebuxiangdiyicizuo。
heisedeqiangshenzaidengguangxiafanzhelengyingdeguangze，hetashenshangdexizhuangxingchengyizhongguiyidehexie——youyayouweixian。
“zhanzaineilizuoshenme？”taturantaiqitou，muguangluozaiwoshenshang，meiyourenhewendu，xiangzaikanyigechuangruzhe。
wowanghoutuileyibu，shengyinyoudianfazhan：“wo……woxiangdaodianshui。”tameishuohua，
zhishibaqiangfangzaipangbiandechajishang，qiangshenduizheshafaneice，xiangshipahedaowo。tazhanqishen，zoudaowomianqian，
biwogaochuyigetouhaiduo，yinyinglongzhaoxialai，rangwoyoudianchuanbuguoqi。woxiayishidikanxiangtadezuoshouwan，
neidaoqianbazaidengguangxiagengqingxile，bianyuanyoudianfanbai，xiangshihenduonianqianliuxiade。
“ni……”woxiangwentaweishenmehuiyouqiang，kehuadaozuibianyouyanlehuiqu——tashiluzhanting，
jingquanlide“xizhuangbaotu”，youqianghaoxiangyemeishenmeqiguaide。“bieshulidefangjian，
chulewodeshufanghedixiashi，nikeyisuibianguang。”tadeshengyinbibaitianrouheledian，quehaishidaizheshuli，
“danbiepengbugaipengdedongxi。”tashuode“bugaipengdedongxi”，yinggaijiushineibaqiang。wodianlediantou，
raoguotawangchufangzou，jiaobukuaidexiangzaitao。daowanshuihuilaishi，tayijingzhongxinzuohuishafashang，jixucaqiang，
haoxianggangcaideduihuacongweifashengguo。wobuganzaikan，kuaibupaoshanglouti，huidaozijidefangjian，
guanshangmencaigandakouchuanqi。kaozaimenbanshang，woxiangqigangcaitacaqiangshideyangzi——zhuanzhu、lengying，
hebaitianzaibangongshilineigelengmodezongcaipanruoliangren，queyouhaoxiangshitongyigeren。
tadaodihaiyouduoshaowobuzhidaodeyimian？wozoudaoshufangmenkou，xiangbashuibeifanghuilouxia，
quekandaotadeshufangmenmeiguanyan，liuleyitiaofeng。limianliangzhedeng，wowuyijianwanglipieleyiyan，
kandaoshuzhuoshangfangzheyibenbingliben，fengmianshangxiezhe“sumingyu”sangezi。haoqixinqushiwocoujinledian，
touguomenfeng，nengkandaobinglibenshangyoujixingshouxiedepizhu，zijiqiujingyouli，
luzhantingxiede——“anpaixinzangcaichaofucha”“lianxiguowaikangfuzhuanjia”“bimianrangjiashuzhidaofeiyongmingxi”。
zuihouneixingzirangwoxinliyizhen。taweishenmeburangwozhidaofeiyongdeshi？shipawojuedeqiantataiduo，
haishiyoubiedeyuanyin？woganjintuikai，huidaozijidefangjian，bashuibeifangzaizhuoshang，shouxinquequanshihan。