第4章

suoyiwohentingtamendehua,bukuyebunao,yizhirenshouzhebugongdedaiyu。

wodouwufaxiangxiangdangnianzhiyoubasuidewoshizenmerenguolaide。

rujinzhiyaohuixiangqilaijiushikegumingxindetong。

woneishihouhaishashadeyiwei,zhiyaowoduitamengouhao、goutinghua,womenzhishaohaishiyijiaren。

zhidaowoershisansuineinian,zhoujiazhenzhengdenverzhouzhenzhenhuilaile。

tashuotazheixienianlizaiwaimianchilehaoduokutou,chibubaochuanbunuan,haiyaoshishikekedanxinzijibeibierenqifu。

shuozheixiehuashi,tapazaizhoumudehuaibaoli,yanjingquezhigougoudidingzhewokan。

“zheijiushidaitiwozaijialixiangleshibanianfuderen?”

tazheihuayishuochukou,quanjiarendemuguangdouluozaiwoshenshang。

jiazazhebuman、fennu,haiyouyane。

haoxiangwoshiyiqiedeshizuoyongzheyiyang。

neitianzhihou,zhoujiarenduiwodetaiduyufalengmo、xiane。

yanyubaolidoushixiaoshi,gengyanzhongdeshihouchaoqishoubiandedongxijiuchaowoshenshangza。

youyicizhijiejiangwoshoubeizaduan。

woyigerenzaiyiyuandebingchuangshangtanglebangeyuecaihuiqu。

ertamenquedaizhezhouzhenzhenshijiegedilvyou。

meidangyeshenrenjingdeshihou,zhouzhenzhendouhuifaxiaoxilaicijiwo。

youtamenyijiasikoudehezhao,youtazaijingtoumianqiansajiaodeshipin,haiyouzhouchenqianzhetadeshoutiantiandijiaojiejie。

tasuozuodeyiqiebuguoshixiangrangwoshangxin、beitong。

而她确实做到了。

wozhidaozhouzhenzhenrongbuxiawo,woyexiangguoyaozou。

danzhoufuzhoumushuoshenmeyebutongyi,tamenshuowozaizhoushigongzuozheimeduonian,duizhoushidejimiyiqingerchu,bunengrangwolikai。

qichuzhouzhenzhenduitamendejuedinggandaobuman,hainaoguoliangcijueshi。

buguozaizhoumubatalajinfangjianliqiaoqiaoshuoleshenmehou,tajiuyigaiyiwangfeiyaoganwozoudetaidu。

当时我不理解。

haiyiweitamenshishebudewo。

zhidaoxianzaiwocaixiangmingbai,tamenzhishixiangyiqinqingheenqingdemingyikunzhuwo,rangwojizhoujiadabaigongyibeizi。

zhiyinwoshanggaozhongkaishi,jiuzhanxianchujingrendeshangyetianfu。

duanduanjinian,zhoushizaiwodejuecedailingxiashangyebantukuodalebuzhishibei。

tamenshebudedebushiwozheigeren,ershiwoqianshengqiandenengli。

zaicijiandaozhoujiarenyijingshiyigeyuehou。

woganghuidaoashimeiguojitian,jiuzaimougejiuhuishangyudaolezhouzhenzhenhezhouchenjiedi。

taliangdabandeguangxianliangli,hebierenzhengshuodegaoxing,lianshangyidianyekanbuchuqianduanshijiandeqiaocui。

womilemiyan,kanlaizhoushideweijiyijingjiejuele?

haijideqianduanshijiantamenyijiarenmeitianlunliujiwodahaojishigedianhua。

congzuikaishidewurumanma,daohoulaixiangyaoxiaozhiyiqingdongzhiyilidihuanxingwoxinzhongzaojiubucunzaideqinqing。

jiulianyixiangzaijialichengwangchengbadezhouchenzaizhoufudeweiyaxia,doubudebugezhedianhuaguaiguaidijiaolewojishengjiejie。

tamendacongxindilirenweiwogenbenbukenengtuolineigejia,bukenengsheqitamenzheijige‘jinsheng’deqinren。

suoyihaiyiweijidiantiantoujiunengrangwofuruan。。

tamenmeixiangdaodeshi,wojietongdianhuahoudouzhijiedakaijingyinmoshi,jiangshoujifangzaiyibian,ranhoumeimeidizuozijideshi。

houlaiwofaxianzheizhongzuofashizaishitaihaofeishoujidianliang,gancuibazheijigerendoutuojinheimingdan。

wodounengxiangxiangdaozhoujiarenzaifaxiandianhuadabutongshi,xinzhongpenyongerchudefennu。

wojiuxihuankantamenwunengkuangnudeyangzi。

zheicihuilai,wobenlaihaixiangkankanzheijirenlangbeidemoyang,cikenanmianyouxieshiwang。

buguolairifangzhang,zongnengkandao。

woditouminleyikoujiu,zhunbeizhuanshenlikai。

meixiangdaozhouzhenzhenkanjianlewo,dashenghanleshengjiejie,ranhoulazhezhouchenzouleguolai。

“jiejie,nizhongyukenhuilaila!”

zhouzhenzhenjintianchuanlejianfenbaisemoxiongzhangqun,toufagaogaopanzaihounaoshao。

kanqilaichongmanqingchunhuoli,jiaoqiaoyoukeai。

wodemuguangcongtabojingjianhuaguo。

taxiayishimolemosuoguxiafangneitiaoxianglian,lianshangfanqiyimojiaoxiu。

suihou,tamianshangdeshenqingyizheng,duizhewohuangmangjieshidao,“jiejienibuyaoduoxiang,zheisuiranshichenghuaigegesongjiwode,dantayezhishibawodangmeimei,womenliangmeiyoushenmede。”

“e,duile,chenghuaigegeshuozheitiaoxianglianshijiangmamazhuanmenweierxifuzhunbeide,ruguojiejienixiangyao,jiunaqudaiba。”

shuozhe,taguyibainongleyixiaxianglian,luchubozishangyigebushenmingxiandewenhen。

zhouzhenzhenyanlimanshitiaoxinhedeyi。

erzhanzaitashenhoudezhouchentingjiantazheijuhuahoulenghengleyisheng,“jie,nijiushitaishanliangle。”

“chenghuaigesongnixianglianshiyinweinishiwomenzhoujiazhengerbajingdeqianjinxiaojie,youbushizaiwaimiansuibianjianlaideamaoagou。”

“erqiezheitiaoxianglianshijiangbomuhechenghuaigejiuduinizheigejiangjiaerxidechengren,nisuibianjichuquhuirangtamenshangxinde。”

shuozhe,taehenhendidengwoyiyan,shengpawokaikoujiushiyaoqiangduoneitiaoxianglian。

wolenglengdichelechezuijiao,“zheizhonghuosedexianglian,wohaimeifengdaoyaoshangshouqiangdedibu。”

“你!”

zhouchenxiangchongguolaidawo,danshoutaidaoyibanfaxianzheilibushizhoujiabieshu,yanhuitinglihaiyouhenduomingliu。

tazhihaorenzhenuqibashoufangxia。

buguotaquemeiyoufangguowangwoxinwozishangchadaodejihui。

zhijiantasixiaofeixiaodikanlewoyiyan,daizhexiehaobuyanshidechaononghefengci,“nishibushihaizaiqiguaiweishenmenizoule,zhoushiquemeishi?”