machenianguoqingshibanlu，fachuchenmendeshengxiang，xiangjilewocikepingjingwubodexin。chechuangwai，
jingchengdefanhuajingxiangyishanerguo，zhuhongdegongqiang、lincizhibidedianpu、chuansuowanglaiderenqun，
zheishiwokuobieshiniandegutu，quemoshengderangrenxinhan。wojiaojiangyunxi，shinianqianzaiyichanghunluanzhongyujiarenzoushi，
beiyiduihaoxindenonghushouyang。benyiweizheibeizihuizaixiangyejianpingdanduguo，keshanggeyue，
yiduishenzhekaijiadeshibingturanchuangrucunzhuang，buyoufenshuodijiangwodaizou。zhidaotaruzheizuoqishihuihongdejiangjunfu，
wocaizhidao，zijijingshizhenguojiangjunjianghongyuanshisanduoniandeqinshengnver。buguo，tamenzhaowohuilai，
bingfeiyinweigurouqinqing。“**，daole。”chefudeshengyindaduanlewodesixu。woxiankaichelian，
yingruyanliandeshijiangjunfuqipaidedamen，menqianliangzuoshishiziweiyanchuli，funeidiaolianghuadong，
chuchuzhangxianzhequanguizhiqi。yigechuanzheqingseyiqundeyahuankuaibuzoushangqian，taidugongjingqueshuli：“**，
furenhejiangjunzaizhengtingdengnin，haiyou……er**yezai。”er**，jiangyaoyao，
neigezhanjulewoshenfenshiniandejiaqianjin。zheixietian，
wozaoyicongxiarendezhiyanpianyuzhonglejiedaotadechujing——beijiangjiadangzuozhangshangmingzhuchongaileshinian，
qinqishuhuayangyangjingtong，shijingchenglirenrenchengzandedajiaguixiu。erwo，
buguoshigeturanmaochulaide“yeyatou”，weiyidejiazhi，jiushiwodexue。zhengtingnei，qifenyayi。
zhuweishangzuozheyiduizhongnianfufu，xiangbijiushiwodeqinshengfumujianghongyuanhesuwan。jianghongyuanyishenrongzhuang，
mianrongyansu，yanshenruilidisaoguowo，daizheshenshiheyisibuyichajuedelengdan。suwanzechuanzhehualidejinqun，
lianshangdaizhejifenqiaocui，muguangluozaiwoshenshangshi，fuzananbian。zaitamenshenbian，zhanzheyigerongmaojiaomeideshaonv，
zhengshijiangyaoyao。tachuanzhefensedeluoqun，yankuangweihong，shoulijinjinzuanzheyifangshoupa，kanqilaichuchukelian。
erzaitaduimiandeyizishang，tangzheyigemiansecangbaidenianqingnanzi，tameiyanjianyujianghongyuanyoujifenxiangsi，
xiangbijiushiwodeqingege，jiangjiadagongzijiangchen。kandaowojinlai，suwandeshentiweiweidongleyixia，
sihuxiangshuoshenme，quebeijianghongyuanyigeyanshenzhizhile。jiangyaoyaozeqieqiedikanlewoyiyan，
xiaoshengshuodao：“nijiushi……jiejieba？woshiyaoyao。”womeiyouhuiying，zhishimuguangpingjingdikanxiangjiangchen。
tacikezhengxuruodikaozaiyibeishang，zuichunhaowuxuese，kandaowoshi，yanzhongmeiyousihaoqinqing，
zhiyouyizhongbinglengdeqidai。“lailejiuhao。”jianghongyuankaikou，shengyindichen，“chenerzhongduyishen，
taiyishuoweiyouzhiqinzhixuekezuoyaoyin。nidexue，nengjiutademing。”meiyouwenhou，meiyouguanxin，
shenzhimeiyouyijuduoyudejieshi，zhijiedianminglewodeyongtu。woxinzhonglengxiao，mianshangquebudongshengse：“wozhidao。
”suwantingdaowodehua，yanquanweiweifanhong，zoushangqianxianglawodeshou，quebeiwobudongshengsedibikaile。
tadeshoujiangzaibankong，lianshangluchuyisigangaheshiluo：“yunxi，zheixienian……weiqunile。dengchenerhaole，
niangyidinghaohaobuchangni。”“buchang？”woqingshengzhongfuzheilianggezi，yuqidaizhejifenchaofeng，
“furendasuanzenmebuchangwo？yongzheishinianbengaishuyuwodechongai，
haishiyongzheizuojiangjunfulibengaishuyuwodeyiqie？”suwanbeiwodehuawendeyileng，lianseyouxiecangbai。
jianghongyuanzhouqimeitou，yuqibuyue：“fangsi！zenmegenniniangshuohuade？ruobushiweilejiuchener，
niyiweiwomenhuizhaonihuilai？”“fuqinshuodeshi。”wochuixiayanlian，yanqumouzhongdehanyi，
“wozhidaozijideshenfen，yezhidaogaizuoshenme。xianzai，jiukaishiba。”jiangchentingdaowodehua，
yanzhongshanguoyisimanyi。tahuilehuishou，pangbiandetaiyilikeshangqian，
shouliduanzheyigejingzhideciwanheyibaxiaoqiaodebishou。“dezuile，da**。”taiyigongjingdishuodao，
naqibishou，zhunbeizaiwodeshoubeishanghuakaiyidaokouzi。jiuzaizheishi，jiangyaoyaoturanzoushangqian，
shengyindaizhekuqiang：“taiyi，nengbuneng……nengbunengqingyidian？jiejieganghuilai，
shenzikenenghaihenxuruo……”tashuozhe，shenshouxiangqufuwo，que“buxiaoxin”zhuangdaoletaiyideshou。
zhiting“huala”yisheng，taiyishouzhongdeciwandiaozaidishang，shuaidefensui，
limianzhunbeishengxuedekongwanshunjianbianchengleyidisuipian。jiangyaoyaohedelianseshabai，likeguizuozaidishang，
hongzheyankuang，shengyinzhandou：“duibuqi，duibuqi！wobushiguyide！taiyi，jiejie，nimenmeishiba？
wozhishi……zhishitaidanxinjiejiele，yishibuxiaoxin……”suwanjianzhuang，likechongguoqujiangjiangyaoyaofuqilai，
xintengdipaizhetadebei：“yaoyao，meishimeishi，niangzhidaonibushiguyide，biekule，hehuainiangle。
”jianghongyuanyezhouzhemeishuodao：“haole，yaoyaoyeshihaoxin，buguaini。
”suoyourendemuguangdouluozaijiangyaoyaoshenshang，guanxinzhetayoumeiyoubeihedao，
quemeiyourenzaiyiwozheigechadianbeibishouhuashangde“shouhaizhe”，
gengmeiyourenquzhuijiutashibushizhende“buxiaoxin”。wozhanzaiyuandi，lengyankanzhezheiyimu，
xinzhongmeiyousihaobolan。shiniandexiangyeshenghuo，zaoyirangwokantoulerenxinlengnuan，zheiyangdechangmian，
buguoshiwoyuliaozhizhongde。zheishi，jiangchendeshengyindaizheyisibunaifanhebinglengchuanlai：“goule！
buguoshishuaileyigewan，youshenmehaokude？jiangyunxi，jiranwansuile，jiuzaiquyiwanxue。”tadunledun，
muguangruilididingzhewo，yuqidaizhehaobuyanshideqingmie：“niyaojizhu，nizhishigongwoquxuedegongjueryi。
zheigejiangjunfuli，wozhihuiyouyaoyaozheiyigemeimei。nizuihaorenqingzijideshenfen，biewangxiangbushuyunidedongxi。
”wodizhetou，zhangzhangdejiemaoyanqulemouzhongdechaofenghelengyi，zuijiaoquezaiwurenkanjiandedifangweiweishangyang。
bushuyuwodedongxi？jianghongyuandefuai，suwandemuai，jiangchendexiongmeiqing，
haiyouzheizuojiangjunfudeyiqie……congshinianqiantamenbawonongdiudeneiyikeqi，huoxujiuyijingbushuyuwole。
kexianzai，wohuilaile。woqianxinwankucongxiangyejianhuidaozheizuofulitanghuangdelaolong，kebushiweilerenqitunsheng，
gengbushiweilezuoyigerenrenbaibude“xuedai”。tamenqianwode，wohuiyidianyidian，quanbunahuilai。
jiangjiadeyiqie，benjiugaishishuyuwode！wohuanhuantaiqitou，muguangpingjingdikanxiangjiangchen，
shengyinmeiyousihaoqifu：“hao，wozaiquyiwanxue。”taiyizhongxinnalaiyigeciwanhebishou，zheiyici，
jiangyaoyaomeiyouzai“buxiaoxin”zhuangdao。fenglidebishouhuapowodeshoubei，
xianhongdexueyeshunzheshangkouliutangxialai，diluozaiciwanzhong，fachu“didadida”deshengxiang，
zaianjingdezhengtinglixiandegewaiqingxi。suwankanzhewodeshangkou，yanzhongshanguoyisiburen，quezhongjiumeiyoushuoshenme。
jianghongyuanyijiumianwubiaoqing，zhiyouzaikandaoxueyebuduanliuruwanzhongshi，yanshencaishaoweihuanheleyixie。
jiangyaoyaozhanzaisuwanshenbian，dizhetou，rangrenkanbuqingtadebiaoqing，zhishineiweiweizhandoudejianbang，
sihuhaizaiweigangcaide“shiwu”gandaohaipa。jiangchenzejinjindingzheneiwanxue，yanzhongchongmanlejiqiehekewang，
fangfoneibushiwodexue，ershinengrangtaqisihuishengdelingdanmiaoyao。woqiangrenzheshoubeishangdetengtong，
muguanghuanhuansaoguozaichangdemeiyigeren，jiangtamendebiaoqingyiyijizaixinli。zheishiwohuidaojiangjiadediyitian，
yeshiwofuchouzhiludekaishi。xue，wokeyiji。dancongjinwanghou，tamenxiangyaode，kejiumeineimerongyidedaole。
quwanxuehou，wodeshoubeibeijiandandibaozhaleyixia。jiangchenlikerangrenjiangneiwanxuesongquaoyao，
takanzheyaowanbeiduanzou，lianshangzhongyuluchuleyisiqingsongdeshense，
fangfowozheige“gongju”yijingzanshishiquleliyongjiazhi。suwanzouguolai，kanzhewodeshoubei，
yuqidaizhejifenkuijiu：“yunxi，rangnishoukule。woyijingrangrenjinishoushihaoleyuanzi，
jiuzaiyaoyaoyuanzipangbian，nixianquxiuxiyixiaba。”woshunzhetademuguangkanxiangjiangyaoyao，
talikeluchuyigewenroudexiaorong：“jiejie，yihouwomenjiushilinjule，youshenmeshinikeyisuishizhaowo。
”womeiyoushuohua，zhishidianlediantou。yigeyahuanzoushangqian，gongjingdishuodao：“da**，qinggenwolai。
”wogenzheyahuanzouchuzhengting，chuanguojitiaohuilang，laidaoyizuokanqilaihaisuanyazhideyuanzi。
yuanzilizhongzhejikeguihuashu，cikezhengshihuakaidejijie，kongqizhongmimanzhedandandeguihuaxiang。yahuantuikaifangmen，
limiandechenshejiandanqueganjing，zhuoyi、chuangtayiyingjuquan，zhishibiqiwogangcaizaizhengtingkandaodeshehua，
xiandeyouxieposu。“da**，ninxianxiuxi，youshenmexuyaode，suishifenfuwaimiandeyahuan。”yahuanshuowan，
biantuilechuqu，shunshouguanshanglefangmen。fangjianlizhishengxiawoyigeren，wozoudaochuangbian，kanzheyuanzilideguihuashu，
zuijiaogouqiyimolengxiao。pangbianjiushijiangyaoyaodeyuanzi？suwandaoshidadeyishouhaosuanpan，
jikeyisuishi“jianshi”wo，younengrangjiangyaoyaojixubanyantaneishanliangdongshidemeimeijiaose。
wozoudaochuangbianzuoxia，jiekaishoubeishangdebaozha，kanzheneidaohaizaishenzhexuesideshangkou。shangkoubusuanshen，
dangangcaiquxueshi，taiyixiashouquemeiyousihaoliuqing，xianranshikanwobushouzhongshi，bianyelandegujiwodeganshou。
jiuzaizheishi，menwaichuanlaiqingqingdeqiaomensheng。“jiejie，nizaima？woshiyaoyao。
”jiangyaoyaodeshengyingezhemenbanchuanlai，tingqilaiwenrouyouwuhai。wozhongxinbaozhahaoshoubei，zoudaomenkoudakaimen。
jiangyaoyaozhanzaimenwai，shouliduanzheyigetuopan，shangmianfangzheyiwantangyaoheyidiedianxin。“jiejie，
wokannigangcailiuleneimeduoxue，teyirangchufangjinidunlebuqixuedetangyao，haiyounikenengele，
dailexiedianxinguolai。”tayibianshuo，yibianjiangtuopandidaowomianqian，lianshangdaizhezhenchengdexiaorong。
wokanzhetashouzhongdetangyao，mouguangweishan。ganghuilaidiyitian，tajiuzheime“haoxin”dijiwosongtangyao，
shizhendeguanxinwo，haishibieyouyongxin？“duoxieer**feixin。”womeiyouqujietuopan，yuqipingdan，
“zhishiwoganghuilai，shenziyouxiebushi，pashiwufuxiaoshouzheixiedongxi。er**haishinahuiquba。
”jiangyaoyaolianshangdexiaorongjiangleyixia，
suijiyouhuifuleneifuchuchukeliandemoyang：“jiejieshi……buxiangxinwoma？wozhidao，
jintianzaizhengtingwobuxiaoxindafanleyaowan，rangnishoulejinghe。kewozhendebushiguyide，
wozhishi……zhishitaidanxinnile。”tashuozhe，yanquanyouhongle，shengyinyedaishanglejifenweiqu：“wozhidao，
wozhanjulenideshenfenshinian，nixinlikendingduiwoyouyuanhen。kewozhendehenxianghenihaohaoxiangchu，
womenyihoujiushiqinjiemeile，bushima？”wokanzhetajingzhandeyanji，xinzhonglengxiaobuyi。ruoshihuanzuopangren，
kongpazaojiubeitazheifumoyangdadongle，kewocongxiaozaixiangyejianmopagunda，jianguanlegezhongrenxinxiane，
tazheidianxiaojiliang，zaiwomianqianbuguoshibanmennongfu。“er**duolvle。”woyuqipingjing，
“wobingmeiyouyuanhenni，bijing，dangniandeshiqingyebushinidecuo。zhishiwoganghuilai，queshiyouxieleile，
xianghaohaoxiuxiyixia。er**dexinyiwolingle，dongxinihaishinahuiquba。”jiangyaoyaojianwotaidujianjue，
zhihaoshouqituopan，shengyindaizhejifenshiluo：“nei……neijiejienihaohaoxiuxi，wojiubudaraonile。
ruguoyoushenmexuyao，yidingyaogaosuwo。”shuowan，tayibusanhuitoudilikaile。woguanshangfangmen，
zoudaozhuobianzuoxia，kanzhechuangwaijianjiananxialaidetianse。jiangyaoyaode“guanhuai”，
buguoshixiangzaiwomianqianshuliyigeshanliangdongshidexingxiang，tongshiyeshizaishitanwodetaidu。
tapawohuilaihouhuiweixiedaotadediwei，suoyicaihuizheimejiyulalongwo，huozheshuo，shijiyumoqingwodedixi。
erwodefumuhegege，tamenduiwodetaidugengshixianeryijian。jianghongyuankanzhongdeshiwodexuenengjiujiangchendeming，
suwansuiranyoujifenkuijiu，quegengtengaijiangyaoyaozheigeyangleshiniandenver，
jiangchenzewanquanbawodangzuoyigemeiyouganqingdegongju。zaizheigejiangjunfuli，woguliwuyuan，
meiyouyigerenzhenzhengbawodangzuoqinren。danzheiyouruhe？
woconglaijiumeiyouzhiwangguonengcongtamenshenshangdedaoshenmeqinqing。wohuilai，shiweileduohuishuyuwodeyiqie，