第四章

wozhengpengzheshoujikandeleiliumanmiandeshihou,shenmutuimenzoulejinlai。

tajianwoyanzhonghanlei,fanzaodishuo:

『wohenibajiuneimeqingqingshuolenijiju,nizhengchuzheifuyangzijisheikanni?』

『shenwan,woshenjiarangnichichuanbuchoudibaniyangdaoleshiliusui,nibuyongzongshiyifushouleweiqudeyangzilaishitanwohenibadedixian。』

『xiaoyushouleshouleshiliuniandeku,haoburongyicaihuidaozheigejia,buguanxuanduoshaoci,womendouhuixuanzetade。』

『nizhengzheixie,zhibuguoshiziquqiru。』

wokanzheshenmu,zhidaotaheshenfukendingshiyijingkanguojiankongle。

zheigeshihoujinlaizhibuguoshiweileshenyuzaicilaijinggaowobale。

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wobingbushizaizheiyangniuqulengmodejiatingzhongzhangdade,suoyiwowufagongqingzheijushentideyuanzhuren。

danwoyijiudaxindiliweitagandaobeiai——

taguoqushijinianshiweizhiqinzhiaidejiaren,zaizheiyike,daoxiandeyiwenbuzhi。

xingxushiwobiaoqingbudui,shenmuzhuangmozuoyangdelaileyiju:

『wogangcaigennibashangliangguole,womenkeyibanigongdaogaokaobiye,danzheiqijiannibuzhunzaishengshiduan。』

『fouze,jiubieguaiwomenbuliuqingmian,baniganchushenjia。』

womianwubiaoqingdikanzheta,xinzhongqueduizheixieximayouxiebunaifan。

wodemuqinsuiranshengzaifengjianniandai,dantaquebidaduoshunanrendouyoubenshi,shibiyeyujianqiaodaxuedejianzhuxuejia。

1937nianrikouweilehuoquhanchengdixiatongdaodetuzhi,zhuazhulezongshejishi,wodefuqin。

bingbamuqinzhualaiweixiefuqin,muqinweileburangfuqinweinan,dangchangyaoshezijin,yisimingzhi。

rujin,yanqianrenyifeibishiren。

woduishenmushuodao:『woconglaibucengxiangguozhenduishenyu,tadedaolaiyemeiyourangwoweijufenhao。』

『nimenruoshibufangxin,danxinwoduinimenqinshengnverbuli,zaigaokaozhiqianwodoukeyizhuxiao,buzaihuishenjia。』

tingwozheimeyishuo,shenmulimajidongle。

『zhenggeanchengdouzhidaowomenbashenyudaihuilejia,zheigejieguyanshang,yaoshinizhuxiao,bierenhuizenmekanwomenshenjia?』

dangchushenfumuzhaohuileqinshengnver,qinzijiandingyichulai,genbenbuzaihu『shenwan』,dangjizhaokaifabuhuigaosudajia,shenjiazhaohuilediushishiliuniandenver。

suiranzhiziweitiwo,danrujinshenjiazhuzheyigejiaqianjinheyigezhenqianjindeshiyijingnongderenjinjiezhi。

wopoweinaixindijitafenxi,『shenyuhewozhudingshibunenghepingxiangchuzaitongyiwuyanxiade。』

『wulunwotongtatongnimenshuoduoshaociwobuxihanshenjiajiaye,shenyudoubuhuifangxin,nimenyedefangzhewobeidilishanghaita。』

『burujiuduiwaishuo,haiyoubannianjiugaokaole,wochengjiyitahutu,nimenzaixuexiaojiwozhaolegejiajiao,zhuxiaoqijiankeyihaohaobubu。』

『ernimenni,keyiyougengduodeshijiangenshenyuxiangchu,yebuyongjiediyuwo。』

shenmulianyizhenqingyizhenbai,taxianzaiyinggaiyijingfaxianle,wobingbushineiweitayangzaishenbianshiduonian,zirenweikeyirenyinaniebaibudenverle。

tadunledunyoudao:『qishizheimeduonianbaniyangzaishenbian,womenyeshiyouganqingde,danxueyuanzheizhongdongxiba,tazaizhenggezhongguodoushiyouweikanzhongde。』

『womenruoshifangzhexiaoyubuguan,bayiqiedouanzhaoyuanjihualiujini,neiwogennibabainianzhihouyemeilianqumianjianzuzonga!』

wokanlexiashijian,daduantadeshuqing,『hao,shijianyebuzaole,mingtianhaideshangxue,woxiangshuijuele。』