neikejingyingtitoudecaomeiruantang，daizhenongyudetianxiang，beiyizhigujiefenmingdedashoubenzhuodisongjinleguanzhizhidakudexiaozuili。
kushengxiangshibeianxialezantingjian，jiaranerzhi。
turuqilaidetianweishunjianbaoguoletadeweilei，xiaoxiaodeshetouxiayishiditianshileyixia。
zheiweidaoshihaowende，shitiande，dan……tabushimamadeweidao，yebushishuxide“an”deweidao。
zheishiyizhongmoshengqiewanquanwufatidaideweijie。
xiaojiahuodekushengtingle，danneishuangguazheleizhudedayanjingliquechongmanlekunhuohebuman。
tazhijiaoleyixia，sihushizaiquerenzheidongxidekougan，ranhouxiayimiao，jiubaneikezhichangleyikouderuantang，haobuliuqingdi“pei”yixia，congzuilitulechulai。
ruantangdaizhetadekoushui，nianhuhudidiaozailetancongchuanangguidedingzhichenshanshang，liuxiayigekeyidehongseyinji。
“……”tancongchuandedongzuochedijiangzhule，juzhekongkongruyedeshouzhi，ganshouzhechenshanshangchuanlaideniannichugan，taneizhangsulailengjundemianpangshang，diyicichuxianleleisiliehendebiaoqing。
raner，guanzhizhigenbenmeizaiyitaduizheiweixinchuludefuqinzaochengleduodadeshijuehexinlichongji。
tazhishijuedegengweiqule。
为什么没有“安”？
weishenmezheigerenjitachiqiguaidedongxi？
tadexiaonaodaigualiwufachulizheimefuzadeqingxu，suoyoudeweiquhebuanzuizhonghuichengleyigezuiyuanshizuiqiangliedekewang。
tadexiaozuiyouyicibianleqilai，zheicidekushengbigangcaihaiyaoqili，haidaishangleyigequanxinde，hanhubuqingdecihui。
“wa——yao……mama——”
“妈妈……”
zheilianggezixiangshiyidaojinglei，zaitancongchuandenaohaizhonghongranzhaxiang。
bigangcaineifenqinzijiandingbaogaodechongjilihaiyaojuda，haiyaorangtaxinshenjulie。
妈妈……
她的妈妈是谁？
weiyidedaanbuyaneryu，queyehuangmiudaorangtawufaxiangxin——guanyan。
neigexiaoshilesinianyinxunquanwu，shenzhisuoyourendoumorentayijingbuzairenshidenvren。
yuanlai，tabujinhuozhe，haibatamendenveryangdaolezheimeda，dadaoyijinghuikaikoujiaomamale。
yigunanyiyanyudeqingxu，xiangshizhuoredeyanjiang，mengdicongtaxindipenyongerchu，xijuanletadesizhibaihai。
shifennu？shizhenjing？haishibiedeshenme……tashuobuqingchu。
tazhizhidao，zaitingdaoneishengdaizhekuqiangde“mama”shi，taneikejianyingdexin，xiangshibeishenmedongxihenhendizaokaileyidaokouzi，tengdezuanxin。
“mama！wuwa……yaomama……”
huailidexiaodongxikudesixinliefei，xiaoshenzijuliedizhandouzhe，liangzhixiaoshouyediudiaoleneidelaibuyidetangguo，huluandizaitaxiongqianhuiwuzhe，fangfozaixunzhaoneigeweiyinengjitaanquangandehuaibao。
tancongchuanbaozheta，diyiciganshoudaoleshenmeshizhenzhengdekonghuang。takeyizhangkongqianyishizhidejituan，keyizaitanpanzhuoshangrangduishoukuibuchengjun，queduihuailizheigexiaoxiaodekuzheyaomamadenver，haowubanfa。
“biekule。”tadeshengyinganseshaya，shenzhidaizheyisizijidouweicengchajuedekenqiu，“wodaini……quzhaota。”
tongyishijian，guanshizibendingceng，yichangjuedingzhejituanweilaishunianzhanlvefangxiangdezuigaojibiegudonghuiyizhengzaijinxing。
zhangtiaoxingdehuiyizhuoyouzhengkuaiheiyaoshidamoercheng，guangkejianren，daoyingzhetianhuabanshangbinglengdeshuijingdiaodengheyizhongzhengjinweizuomianseningzhongdegudongdongshi。
kongqizhongmimanzheyizhongyayidechenmo，zhiyoutouyingyifengshanfachudeweiruowengmingsheng，heqiangbishanggudongguazhongneiguilveryoulingrenxinfande“kada”sheng。
zhuweishang，guanyimianwubiaoqingdizuozhe，xiuzhangdeshouzhiyouyixiameiyixiadiqingdianzhezhuomian。
tademuguangchenjingrushui，kanbuchusihaobolan，danshuxitaderendouzhidao，zheishitanaixinjijianggaoqingdezhengzhao。
zheichanghuiyiyuandingyubanxiaoshiqiankaishitaolunyixiangdaihao“jialanjihua”dezhongyaoyian，eryiandeguanjiantuidongzhezhiyi，tanshijituandezhangquanrentancongchuan，zhijinmeiyoulumian。
bangexiaoshi。duiyutamenzheigecengmianderenlaishuo，zheiyijingbushijiandandechidao，ershiyizhongjinhutiaoxindeshitai。
guanyitaiqishouwan，kanleyiyanbiaopanshangdeshijian，zhongyushouhuileqiaojizhuomiandeshouzhi。
taduizheshenpangdezhuliweiweihanshou，zhulilikehuiyi，xuanbuhuiyizanshixiuhuishifenzhong。
zaigudongmenrumengdashebanqishenhuodong、dishengjiaotandebeijingyinzhong，guanyinachusirenshouji，zhijianzaipingmushanghuaguo，zhaodaoleneigelanshuyuxindehaoma，bolechuqu。
dianhuaxianglehenjiucaibeijietong，neitouchuanlaidequebushitancongchuanguanchanglengjingdichendeshengyin，ershiyipiancaozahunluandebeijingyin，qizhong，yidaoliaoliangdejinhucierdeyingerkusheng，xiangyibajianzhui，shunjianchuantouletingtong，zhizhizhajinguanyideerduoli。
“waaa——mama——yaomama——”
guanyidedongzuomengdiyidun，wozheshoujideshouzhixiayishidishoujin。tashenzhijiangshoujicongerbiannakaileyidianjuli，querenzijimeiyoutingcuo。
“tancongchuan。”guanyideshengyinbihuiyishidekongdiaowenduhaiyaoleng，“gudonghuiyijingkaishilebangexiaoshi，nizaina？”
dianhuaneitouchuanlaiyizhenshoumangjiaoluandeshengyin，tancongchuandeshengyinzhongyuxiangqi，quedaizheyizhongqiansuoweiyoudesiyahepibei，shenzhihaiyouyisiyayibuzhudebaozao：“……guanyi？”
“shiwo。”guanyidemeitoucudegengjinle，“nineibianshishenmeshengyin？”
“meishenme。”tancongchuandehuidafuyaneryoujicu，beijinglidekushengquesihaomeiyoujianruodequshi，faneryuyanyulie，“wozheibianyoudianjishi，jintiandehui……woguobuqule，nimenxianyi。”
“jishi？”guanyilengxiaoleyisheng，“shenmeshibi‘jialanjihua’dezuizhongjueyihaizhongyao？”
zheigewentixiangshichudongletancongchuandemougenshenjing。dianhuaneitouchenmolezuzuyouwumiaozhong，neizheneryulongdekushengfangfochengleweiyidehuida。
ranhou，tancongchuanyongyizhongjinhuyaoyaqiechi，hunzazhebengkuihemangrandeyuqishuodao：“wozhaodaotale……yekeneng……shitalaizhaowole。”
huayinweiluo，tabianmengdiguaduanledianhua。
guanyijuzhechuanlai“dudu”mangyindeshouji，jiangzaileyuandi。tashensuideyanmouzhong，neipianwannianbuhuadebinghu，diyicichuxianleyisiliehen。
她？哪个她？
haiyouneishengsixinliefeikuzhehan“mama”deyingti……
neigexuexingliqidejiuchanletaliangniandeemeng，haowuyuzhaodizaicichongjintadenaohai。mengli，guanyanzhuazhetadeshou，anzaizijilongqidefubu，wentaxibuxihuan“ta”……