第4章 爱得卑微

shenyunmiansebuyue,“talaizuoshenme?ganchuqu!jiandaotajiuhuiqi!yaobushita,woyebuyonggenyueyuemunvfenbiezheimezhangshijian!”

haiyangleyigediurenxianyandemaopaihuozheimeduonian。

raneryongrenhaimeiyoulaidejitingcongfenfu,linwanyijingjicongcongdechuanglejinlai!

linyueliansedeyi,ergunanyanqueshishensefuzadekanxiangmenkoubianchongguolaideren。

这就是原主的母亲。

yeshixianzaizaigunanyankanlaizuikelianderen。

hanxinrukubalinyueyangdale,jieguolinyuexianzaizhuantougujiarendehuaibao,duitaaidabuli。

xiangyaobuchangyuanzhu,keyuanzhuguoguanleyangzunchuyoudehaorizi,yishijianzhijuedelinwanshizijijixuguohaorizidebanjiaoshi,sihuobugenlinwanhuijia,shenzhihaidangzhongnuma。

qishi,linwanmeiyanjianyixikejiandangnianjingyanshiguangdefengqing。

zhibuguobiqiyangzunchuyoudeshenyun,suiyuedaodishizailinwandeshenshangliuxialehenduocangsangdehenji,zheirangtazhanzaishenyunshenbiandeshihou,youzhongxiangxingjianchudelaokuyiwei。

linyueyanliliuluchuyisibuxiehebiyi。

dantazhidaozijibunenggouduilinwanbiaoluchurenhedebumanheqingshi,miandebeirenshuowangenfuyi。

suoyi,linyuemianshangdaizhewenwanrouhedexiao,shangqianmingzhiguwendao:“linbomu,nizenmelaizheililea?”

linwanshenqingyizheng,beilinyuedechenghujijinglexia。

tananyizhixindekanxianglinyue,ranerduifangneibuxieyigudebiaoqingyijigenshenbianneiweiguifurenqinnideyangzi,douzhenzhabandecixianglelinwandexin。

linwanjucudeniezhezijideyijiao,zhanzaigujiafulitanghuangdedatingli,jiongpodexiangshigewuchuangjindidemoshengren,kanxianggujiaren,youxiechouchuhenieru。

“wo……wodanxinnanyan,ru……ruguofujiatongyibuhenanyantuihun,wo,woyidingbaozhenghenanyanbuzaiwanglai,nanyanzhihuishigujiadenver,hewohaowuguanxi。”

linwandehua,citonglegunanyan。

taainvxinqie,aidebeiwei,queyeaideshenchen。

tayagenliankandoubugankanzijiyiyan。

linyuemijinmouzi,qianshi,zhengshiyinweilinwandechuxianzhuzhanglegunanyandenuhuo,suoyicaihuijiasugujiahefujiatuihundeliucheng。

suoyi,tadebuxing,helinwanyetaotuobuleganxi。

danshijintian,linwanzhihuishizijichenggongdedianjiaoshi。

“linbomu,nizaihushuoshenmea,zheifujiahegujiadehunshi,kemeinixiangdeneimejiandan。”

linyuedehuaranglinwanzhuanerdanxinqitalai。

“yueyue,neini,nihaihaoma?youmeiyoubeiqifu?”

linwanshuozheijuhuadeshihouyagenbugankangunanyan,shengpagunanyanqingjizhixiazaiduqingxushikong。

linyuekandaolinwanneituntuyouyushangbuletaimiandeyangzi,congxinligandaoyanqi,danyiranyuqirouhe。

“linbomu,nizenmehuizheimexiangni?zheilikeshiwozijidejia,woshenbiandedoushiwozijideqinshengfumu,wozijideqinshengfumuzenmehuiduiwobuhaoni?”

hualuo,linyuewanjinleshenyundegebo,dunledun,mianshanghuranshanguoyisidanyoudeshenqing。

“a,linbomu,nilaizheiliyinggaibuzhishidanxinnanyanneimejiandanba?dayingnideneijianshi……wo……wohaimeiyoushuo……”

tamomingqimiaodeyijuhua,rangzaichangderendouyouxieyiwai。

shenyunpailepaitadeshou,“yueyue,shenmeshiqinga?”

linyueyouxiejingkongdesuolesuoshenti,sishihaipadewangshenyunneibianduolexia,taxiaoxinyiyidekanlekanlinwan,youkanlekanshenyun,yuyanyouzhi。