第三章 卑微的母亲

taozilazhulelaofurenaiqiuzhe:“ma,woqiunile,ma,woyidingxiangbanfaqiutabuyaomaihaizi,zhiyaotadayingbumaihaizile,wojiubahaizihuanhuiqu。ma,yidinghuibahaizihuanhuiqude,woqiunibuyaoxianzaihaihaiziba。”

laofurenjiannverkukuaiqiu,yezhinengdayingle。

taozixinliyoulegezhuyi,tameiyougenmamashuo,ershibaozhechilenaifenshushuideyingershuile。

diertianyizao,taozichenzhemamahaimeiyoulaiyiyuan,baozheyingerzoujinlegutaitaidebingfangli。

gutaitaiyijingxingle,tashenbianweizheguxiansheng,tamendailaidejiatingyishenghebaomu,baomudounongzheqiangbaolideyinger,yingercailaidaozheigeshishangyitian,haibuhuihuiyingbieren,darenmenqueyexinxiciaidekanzheyinger。

taoziyijinqujiubeizheiyimujironghualexin,tabenxianglaigengutaitaitanbaizijifandecuo,bahaizihaijirenjia,qiutamenbaohutadehaizi。

keshi,takandaotadehaizizhengbeibierenchongzheshi,tazhuanleniantou。

zuozaichuangbiandeguxianshengxiankandaotaozi,roushengwen:“niyoushenmeshima?”

taoziqieqiedezoudaogutaitaichuangqian,putongjiuguilexiaqu。

gutaitaiyechileyijing,xuruodewen:“zheiweidajie,nishiyoushenmeshima?”

taozikanzhegutaitaicaiershichutou,zhiqiweituo,fubaimaomeideyangzi,xinliyizhenweiqu,leishuichadianyongshanglai。

takezhilexiazijideqingxucaijiqiedeshuo:“taitai,wodenverzaonidenverjigexiaoshilaidaozheigeshishang。keshi,womenjialiqiong,shenglehaizilianzhuyuanfeidoumeiyou。wojiuguinanrenyaobawodehaizimailequjiaozhuyuanfei,wo,wo……”

gutaitaishenshouqulata,wenroudeshuo:“nishixiangqingwomenbangnifuzhuyuanfeima?haode,wodayingni。”

taoziyanleiyingkuang,taqinzhelei,zuichunzhandoudeshuo:“taitai,xiexienidedaen。woshixiangshuo,woshixiangqingnibangwofulezhuyuanfei,woqujitaitaidehaizizuonaima,wodezhuyuanfeijiucongwodegongzilikou。”

tadehuarangdajiachileyijing,xianzaiqingnaimashibugongkaide,buguo,gujiayezhunbeihaoleyigenaima,tingletadehua,guxianshenghetaitaiduishileyiyan。

taozijiantamenyouxieyouyumangshuo:“ruguobunengzuonaima,neijiurangwoyezuogebaomu,woyiqizhaogulianggehaiziba。woyeshidangmaderen,woyidinghuijinxinjinlizhaoguhaizide。”

gutaitaihaizaiyouyu,taozimangbaozhehaizizaiciguixia,butingdeketou:“taitai,wozhidaonimenjialiyouqian,yongrenbaomukendingyeshijiduode。keshi,nishouxiawo,woyidingbitamenrenheyigerendoujinxindesihouxiaojie。”

guxianshengxiangshuoshenme,gutaitaiqiangxianshuo:“haoba,buguo,womendejiabuzaizheili,niyaoshixiangweiwomenjiazuoshi,neijiudelikaizheili。”

taozijidongbuyi,mangqilaixiangyaoganjigutaitai,gutaitaiyoubuchongyiju:“daizhenidehaiziyiqiquba,yihoulianggetongyitianchushengdehaizikeyixianghuyougeban。”

taozigengjidongle,manglianliandaoxie,dayingmashangshoushiledongxijiuguolai。

taozihuiquhou,genganlaizhaogutademamashuoletayaobaozhehaizideshiqugutaitaijiazuoshideshi。

laofurenqingxuyejidongqilai,tamolebayanleishuo:“haohao,ninenggenzhequyehao。zheiyangjiukeyitiantianjiandaozijidenverle,zhishi,nihaishidegaosuneigehaoxindetaitai,nagecaishitazhenzhengdehaizi。renbunengmeizheliangxinhuo,zhidaoma?”

taozixinxudediandiantou,ranglaofurenhuiqubangtashoushidongxi,tayaogenzhegutaitaizoule。

laofurenxiaoshuo:“nishaa,renjiashitimianrenjia,nineixiepolanyifudaiqule,chuandechulaima?buguo,wodejinishouzhenineijiuguinanren,bierangtalaihuailenimenmunvdehaoshijiuxing。maqudatinglijinishouzhe,burangtajinlai,neifujiataitaiyizounijiugankuaigenzhezou。”

taozixinzhitayizou,neijiuguinanrenkendingshiyaoweinantamade,zhishitaxianzaihudelelaodejiuhubulexiaode,hulexiaodejiuhubulelaode,xinliyongshangyiqiangbeishang,mangbaolehaizijimamakelesangexiangtou。

laofurenwuzheliankuleyixia,moleyanleibianxialouqushouzhe。

zheigujiaxiaofuqishimingchengshoufugushijituanzongcaidegongzigutingxuanhetadeqiziyeyuexi,gutaitaibushimingchengren,chucishenghaiziweimiankonghuang,sihuonaozheyaohuiniangjiaqushengyanghaizi。

guxianshengjifanquanzuwuguohou,zhinengmaileyilianghaohuafangche,daishangjiatingyishenghehushi,yijibaomuhezhuliyiqiquyuemujiashenghaizi。

buchengxiang,zaiyejiajiedaodianhua,shuoshigulaoyezibingwei,rangtamenxiaoliangkoucongcongganhui。

tamenfuqiliangbudebulianyeganhuimingcheng,kechezibanlupaomao,haipianyushangledayu,gutaitaixinliyiji,haizizaochanle,zheicainaochuleyuyezhaoyiyuandeneiyimu。

haiziyijingshengle,bianmashangyaoganhuiqu。

laofurencaixialouqushouzhe,gutaitaibianrangrenshangloulaijiaoshangtaozi,yixingrencongcongwangmingchenggankuaiqu。

taozibaozhehaizigenzhedajiawangwaizou,tazaidatinglikandaoletamama,biaoqingfuzadeduimamaxiaoxiao,mamayexinweidexiaoleyixia,munvliangrenjiucifenbie。

huidaomingcheng,guxianshengcaizhidaotabagenbenmeiyoushengbing,nalaidebingwei。

tazaitabadeshufangliqifendeshuotamenzuowanchadianjiuchushile,zhishiyinweilaoyezixiashuobingweideshi。

gulaoyezibuyiweirandeshuo:“wozhidaonichongzhenixifu,keshi,womengujiashishenmerenjia,nibuzhidaoma?nizenmenengrangwomengujiadedasunzidasunnvbuzaiwomengujiadeyiyuanchushengni?nizheiyangzuo,nirangwodemianzifangzainalini?yaoshiyinweizheiyangjiusile,neiyeshihuogai,babaweijinilingquyimenhaoqide。”

gutingxuanqideshuobuchuhualai,tayiduojiao,chuqule。

taozidaizhehaizilaidaogujia,caizhidaoyouqianrenjiashigeshenmeyangzide。

bushuotamenyijiarenjiuzhanleyipianshan,jiulianlaoyezilaofurenzhuyichuangbieshu,guxianshenggutaitaiyouzhuyichuangbieshu,liangchuangbieshusuiranzaiyigeyuanzili,quehaiyaozuoyihuierdianchecainengdao,zheiyidiandourangtajingyabuyi。

taozijiasuiranshixiaozhenshangdeputonglaobaixing,keshi,tamenzusunsandairenjizaiyigexiaofangziliguorizi,chuletayeyedechuangshigudingde,tabamahetadechuangdoushiwanshangyongtiaodenghemubandaqilaide,zhongjianlaliangkuaibulianjiuzhuyidairenle。