woshigutingchendetishenjinsique，zhuanyeshounveyibainian。baiyueguanglengluota，tashengqibaochaowo，
baiyueguanghebierenchifan，tashengqibaochaowo。baiyueguangnaopiqi？e，kendingshibeiwozhaorede。
tadongzuocongbulianxi，wozhinengcicipaoyiyuan。yuexinwuwanba，mingbikafeizha。woyiweiyeyewencun，
taduiwozhishaoyouyisizhenqing。sheizhibaiyueguangbeizhenduanchuxinzangbing，tahaobuyouyutongyibawodexinzanghuanjita。
wowulifankang，beitadebaobiaoguanzaibingfanglikenmianbao，kudexiangge**。shoushuqian，
baiyueguangdefumuturanfaxian，wohebaiyueguangdangnianbeibaocuole。wobeizheitianjiangjingxizamengle，
haobuyouyugentamenhuijia。guimitixingwo：“neigejiaqianjinshichulemingdehuizhuangkelian，
daoshihoutayikuerbingsanshangdiao，shuobudingnibamayehuibinibaxinzangjita。
”wobuganzhixin：“woshigeqiongbishi，beitamenyouqianrencuomo，xianzaiwoyeshiyouqianrenlehaiganqifuwo？
”“buhaoyisi，laonianghuiqushiyaodangzuzongde。”01sujiadehaochebiwoxiangxiangzhongdegengjiakuazhang。dangran，
gengkuazhangdehaiyoujiaqianjindeshouchongchengdu。tadeyigeweishengjian，jingranbiwozudezhenggechuzuwuhaiyaoda。
wogangdaojia，yongrenjiugaosuwobama，shuoer**xinzangbingfale。wodeqinshengfumulijidiuxiawo，
paodaosuweichuangqianxuhanwennuan。wolijimingbai，zheishitajiwodexiamawei。guimishuodemeicuo，
suweishichulemingdehuizhuangkelian，erwodefumujitadangleershiduonianfumu，zaojiuxiguanle。gentabiqilai，
wohaowushengsuan。danshi，zheiyouyoushenmeguanxi？congxiangrendeneiyikekaishi，wojiumeixiangguoqiangshenmefumudechongai。
anfuhaosuweihou，womagenwoshuo：“niannian，bamashiainide，jiushi**meiweiweishentibuhao。
”wobayeshuo：“wogennimayangletaershiduonian，zaojiubatadangqinshengnvertengle。”wodianlediantou，
biaoshilijie。wobamayilianxinwei。“ninenglijieshizaishitaihaole，zheixienianshibamaduibuqini，
danweiweiyeshishouhaizhe，xiwangnibuyaoqiannuta。”shouhaizhe？chuchukelian，liujidiyanlei，
jiuyourenantoubawodexinzangjuanjitadeshouhaizhe？woxinlirenbuzhulengxiao。zheishi，
menwaichuanlaiyizhenjicuxuruodekesousheng，wotingjianyongrendanxindeshuo：“weiwei**，ninmandian，
yishengshuoleninbunengjidong。”suweishenxingxianxidanbo，chuchukelian，meiyanjianyuwoyoujifenxiangsi，
danqizhijieranbutong。zheigezhanjulewodeweizhiershiduoniandejiaqianjin，bukuishigutingchenxinjianshangdebaiyueguang。
takanjianwo，xingyanlijiyingmanleishui。“ma……zheiweijiushi……jiejiema？”womalijisongkaiwodeshou，
“weiwei，nizenmeqilaile？kuaizuoxia！”“yishengbushishuolerangniwochuangjingyangma？nixinzangbuhao，
buyaoluanpao。”suweishunshikaozaiwomashenshang，shengyingengyan：“ma，wohaipa……haipajiejiebuxihuanwo，
guaiwozhanletadeweizhi……doushiwobuhao……”takanxiangwo，leiyanmenglong，“jiejie，duibuqi，
zhendeduibuqi！wobuzhidaohuizheiyangde，niyuanliangwohaobuhao？”zheiyanji，aosikadouqiantayizuoxiaojinren。
guaibudenengbagutingchenmidishenhundiandao。wohaimeikaikou，womajiulijishuo：“weiwei，biehushuo！
”“niannianzenmehuiguainini？zheibushinidecuo！niannian，nishuoshibushi？”02wohainengshuoshenmeni？
wochelechechunjiao，xiaorongwenhe，“meimeishuonalihua？shiqingdouguoqule，wozenmehuiguainini？
anxinyangbingyaojin。”suweimeixiangdaowoneimehaoshuohua，shunjianbeiyezhu。suihouyanleidiaodegengxiongle。“ma，
jiejiezhenhao！keshi，keshiwodeshenti……”taturanjuliekesouqilai，cangbaidexiaolianzhangdetonghong，
wuzhexiongkou，yifuchuanbuguoqilaideyangzi。womahedehunfeiposan，“weiwei，weiweinibiehemama！
”“yaoni？kuainayaolai！”yongrenmenyizhenhuangluan，youshinayao，youshidaoshui。wokanjiansuweikaozaiwomahuaili，
yanshenyouyou，daizhebuyichajuededeyihetiaoxin。wochelechechunjiao，zaojiuliaodaodeshiqing，haowuyiwai。
wozheigezhenqianjinhuilaile，danzaisujia，suweizheigejiuzhanquechaodejiahuo，yiranshipengzaishouxin，
hanzaizuilidebaobeigeda。zheichanghaoxi，caiganggangkaishi。03wancanshi，
suweideweizhibeitebieanpaizaisufusumuzhongjian，qianmianbaizhejingzhideyaoshan。taxiaokouxiaokouchizhe，
shibushidikeyisheng，yindesufusumujinzhangxunwen。erwo，zuozailingyiduan，xianggejuwairen。
dengsuweichidechabuduole，sufuzhongyubamuguangtouxiangwo。“niannian，duochidian，kannishoude。”shuowan，
youzhuanxiangsuwei，“weiwei，zheigecantangduixinzanghao，duohedian，wenduzhenghao。”“xiexiebaba。
”suweiyuqidirou，kanxiangwodeyanshenqieqiede，“jiejie，niyeduohediantang，bubushenti。
”wozhendingziruodiditoukanwanlidetanggeng，chelechechunjiao：“xiexiemeimeiguanxin。
”suweilianshangdebiaoqingdouranyijiang。wancanjieshuhou，yongrenchexiacanju，wozhidao，zhongtouxilaile。guoran，
sufukaikoujiushuo：“niannian，babazhidaoniganghuilai，bengairangnihaohaoxiuxi，shuxihuanjing，
danshi……”tadunledun，“youjianshi，guanxidao**meideshengming，bababudebugennishangliang。
”woxintouyilin，mianshangbudongshengse，fangxiashouzhongdeshuibei，“ba，ninshuo。”sumukanwodeyanshenmanshiqiqiu。
sufushenxiyikouqi，“shiguanyuweiweidexinzangbing。tadeqingkuang……henbuhao，yishengshuo，
bixujinkuaijinxingxinzangyizhishoushu，fouze……suishikenengyoushengmingweixian。”tayanshenjinzhang，“ermuqian，
zuiheshi，yeshiweiyidedegongtilaiyuan……”wolijimingbailetadeyisi。zhenshikexiao。
rangqinshengnverjuanxinzangjiuyangnv？jirantamenduiwowuqing，jiubieguaiwowuyile。
dangnianwozhishiyigekongyouzisedeqiongbi，beishenghuosuopo，budebuweishengutingchen，zuotadejinsique。
yuexinwuwanba，mingbikafeizha。gutingchenweilesuwei，buguwodeyiyuan，bipowoqianziyuanjuanxianxinzangdexieyi。
wobuganfankang，yemeiyoudiqifankang。kerujin，wochenglesujiaqianjin，jinghaiyaobeiqinshengfumubizhejuanxianxinzang！
buhaoyisi，wohuilaikeshiyaodangzuzongde。woguyizhuangzuomeitingdong。“e。suoyini？”suzhenghonglengleleng，
henkuaixiadinglejuexin，paochuleneigehuangmiudetiyi。“niannian，babazhidaozheiduinibugongping。”“danshi，
weiweideshentizhuangkuangtaiteshu，tazhendedengbuqile！babadeyisishi……nengbuneng，
nixianbanijiankangdexinzangyizhijiweiwei？jiutademing！”tazijiyezhidaozheigetiyiyouduohuangmiu。
yincitajiakuaileyusu，shituyangaixinxu。“nifangxin！babayijinglianxilequanqiuzuidingjiandezhuanjiatuandui！
”“tamenhuilikejinizhiruyikezuixianjinderengongxinzang，zanshiweichinideshengmingtizheng！
”“babahuidongyongsujiasuoyoudeziyuan，quanshijiefanweineiweinixunzhaozuiwanmei，zuipipeidegongti！
”“bababaozheng，yidingzaizuiduandeshijianneizhaodao！babayongzhenggesushijituanxiangnidanbao！”zhenggesushijituan？
wojihuyaoxiaochusheng。duomekangkaidedanbaoa！yongwodeming，quhuansuweideming，
zaijiwoyigexuwupiaomiaode“xunzhaogongti”dechengnuo？tashenzhijuedezheihengongping，henheli？
sumuzaoyiqibuchengsheng，tazhuazhuwodeshou，“niannian，mamaqiuqiunile！”“weiweicongxiaoshentijiubuhao，
tataicuiruole，zhendejingbuqiyidianzhetengle！”“nijiudangkeliankelian**mei，jiujiutaba！
”“mamazhidaonichilehenduoku，yihoumamajiabeiduinihao，bayiqiedoubuchangjini！qiunile！
”takudeganchangcunduan。haoxiangwobudaying，jiushishiebushe。ersuweizewuzhexiongkou，yanshenaiqiu，
无声流泪。
dexianghuoxiaqu……”“wohaimeihaohaoxiaoshunbabamama……qiuqiunilejiejie……”takudejihubeiguoqiqu。
wangzheyanqianzheisanzhanglian，woduisuoweideqinshengfumuzuihouyidianqingfenchedixiaoshidaijin。
“neiweishenmebuxianjimeimeizhiruyikezuixianjinderengongxinzangni？”wotanleyikouqi，dishengshuodao，
yuqiyihuo。sheizhi，sumuxiangdoumeixiang，jiuzhejijieshi：“keshirengongxinzangbijingbushizhenxinzang，
muqianrengongxinzangjishuhaibuchengshu……”sumushuodaoyiban，chujiwodemuguang，talijixinxudibishanglezuiba。
wozhishixiaolexiao，“yuanlai，mamayezhidao，rengongxinzangjishuhaibuchengshua。
”sumugangadihenbudezhaogedidongzuanjinqu。suweixuruodekesouleliangsheng，“douguaiwoshentibuzhengqi，
ruguobushiwo，babamamayebuhuiweinan。”“jiejieshuodedui。”“bama，haishisuanleba，
wonengpeibanzaibamashenbianzheimeduonian，yijingmeiyouyihanle！”sumuyijingleiliumanmian，“bu！buyao！
”sufuyeshimanlianbeishang。dangzhenshifunv，munvqingshen。woshishidaduanletamenyijiasankou。“ba，ma，
nimenbiezheiyang，meimeidebingyaojin，wozenmenengjiansibujiuni？”suzhenghonghelinwanmengditaiqitou，
yandishinanyizhixindekuangxi。“buguo……”wohuafengyizhuan，buandechuizhemouzi，“zhishi，
shoushutingqilaihaokepa……wo，woyoudianhaipa……”sumugangxiangkaikou，
jiutingjianwoshuo：“woburumeimeiyoufuqi，congxiaowojiubuzaiqinshengbamashenbian，zheiwanyi……rengongxinzangbuxing，
haizhaobudaopeixing，neiwoshibushijiu……”sumunanabishanglezuiba。woyanquanfanhong，
shentiyeqingqingzhandouqilai。sufulijixiangwobaozheng。“niannian，babafashi！jueduibuhuirangniyoushi！
babahuiyongzuihaodeyiliaotuandui！zuihaodeshebei！qianbushiwenti！sujiayoudeshiqian！”“baba！
”woyiliangandong。“wozhidaojialiyouqian，yezhidaoningenmamaduiwozuihaole！”“keshi，
wocongxiaozaiwaichiku，shenmedoubuhui。”“wo，
woxiangxianlejieyixiajialidegongsi……woxiangzhidaowodefumushiduomelebuqideren！zheiyang……wanyi，
wanyiwoyoushenmeyiwai，yebuhuiliuxiashenmeyihan……”“jiushiqugongsikankankeyima？
”04wodeyaoqiuheqingheli，suzhenghonghelinwanduishiyiyan。nverxianglejiejiazuchanye，zheishihaoshia！
shuomingtaduizheigejiayouguishugan。zheiyaoqiu，genhuanxinbiqilai，jianzhiweibuzudao。
suzhenghonglianshanglijiduimanlexiaorong，“dangrankeyi！”“nishiwohe**qinshengnver，niyouzheifenxin，
babagaoxinghailaibujini！”“mingtian，mingtianbabajiurangmishuanpai，dainishuxijituanyewu！
”“nixianglejieshenme，jinguankan，jinguanwen！”linwanyelianliandiantou，mozheyanlei：“haohaizi，
zhenshihaohaizi！nixiangxueshenme，babamamadouzhichini！”suweikaozaishafashang，kanzhezheiyimu，
cangbaidelianshanglveguoyisiyinmai，buguohenkuai，jiuhuanchenglerouruo。“jiejiezhenhao……baba，
ninyidingyaohaohaojiaojiejie，keke……”sumulijijinzhangdishuo：“haohaohao，weiweinishaoshuohua，haohaoxiuxi。
”05suzhenghongdechengnuoduixiandihenkuai。yiriyizao，
sujianeiweiyisibugoudejingyingnanmishuchenfengjiuzhunshichuxianzaiwomianqian。tataidugongjing，danyanshenshuli。
“da**，dongshizhangfenfuwoxiezhuninshuxijituanyewu，ninxiangcongnalikaishi？”“xianqujituanzongbukankanba。
”wohuanshangyishenzhiyetaozhuang，danshengshuodao。sushijituanzongbudalougaosongruyun，qishihuihong。
wozhijiequlesuzhenghongdedongshizhangbangongshi。jituandecaiwubaobiao，zhuyaozigongsijiagou，hexinyewubankuaifenxi，
yijizhengzaijinxingdezhongyaoxiangmu……chenfengbazheixiewenjianfangzaibangongzhuoshang，dongzuoliluo。“dongshizhangjiaodai，
ninyourenheyiwen，suishikeyiwenwo。”“xiexiechenmishu。”wodiantou，
muguangzaizheixiemimimamadeshuzihetubiao。jinrong，touzi，dichan，
keji……sujiadeshangyebantubiwoxiangxiangdegengjiapangdafuza。suzhenghongyiweiwozhishizoumaguanhua，
manzuyixiahaoqixin。tashenzhizaiwuxiushiteyijiwodadianhua。“niannian，kandezenmeyang？bieleizhe，
rangchenfengjinijiangjiejiangjiejiuhao。kanbudongyemeiguanxi，manmanlai。”“ba，tingyouyiside，womanmankan。
”wodeyuqiguaiqiaowenrou。guaduandianhua，wolianshangdexiaorongshunjianxiaoshi。woxuyaodebushijiangjie，ershilijie，
zhangkong。guoqudeshehuijingligaosuwo，yifubierendedaode“chongai”，rutongshamoshangdechengbao，chaoshuiyilai，
qingkebengta。weiyouzhangwozaizijishoulidedongxi，caishizhende。yiqian，womeidexuan。wochushenbuhao，qidiandi，
henduoshihouzhinengbeipojieshoubierenjiwodedongxi。kexianzai，woshisujiadeqinshengnver！yituoxueyuanguanxi，
zhiyaowoxiang，jiunengzhuazhuhenduoputongrenyibeizidoubuganxiangdedongxi。ruguowobuquzhua，zenmeduideqiziji？
jiexialaiderizi，wobushipaozaisuzhenghongdebangongshi，jiushijituandeziliaoshi。duizhezheixiekuzaodebaobiao，
hetong，xiangmushu，yigeziyigezidiken。kanbudongdezhuanyeshuyu，jiujixialai，yongdiannaocheyesousuoxuexi。
chenfengcongzuichudegongshigongban，daohoulaiyanzhongzhujianliuluchuyanshibuzhudejingyi。tadagaimeixiangdao，
wozheiweizhenqianjin，jingranshidongzhengede。erbushigenzhiqiandesuweiyiyang，zhishiguagexuzhi。
……suweidangranbuhuirangwohaoguo。tazongzaiwozhuanzhumougeguanjianshujushi，qiahaoxinzangbingfazuo。
yongrenjiuhuijinghuangshicuodipaolaiqiaomen：“da**，buhaole！weiwei**youchuanbuguoqilaile！
furenqingninguoqukankan！”tahaihuibuxiaoxindafanyongrensonglaidebupin，tangzhiposazaiwozhengzaikandewenjianshang，
ranhoujinghuangshicuodigenwodaoqian：“jiejieduibuqi！douguaiwobenshoubenjiao！
wo……wobangniaica……”jieguodangranshiyuecayuezao。gengyoushenzhe，
tahuizaiwopeitongsuzhenghongcanjiamougezhongyaowanyanshi，qiahaoxinjiaotong。linwanliushenwuzhu，
zhinenglazhesuzhenghongshouzaitachuangbian，rangwozheigegangbeijieshaojiquanneirendezhenqianjinduzimianduizhongrenhuoshihaoqi，
huoshiqingshidemuguang。wodangranbuhuigentayibanjianshi。sheihuigenyigebingrenyibanjianshini？tadeneixiexiaoshouduan，
yuwosuotumoudebiqilai，genbenbuzhiyiti。wodangranshi，xuanzeyuanliangta。“meiguanximeimei，
wenjianzaidayinyifenjiuhao，nishentiyaojin。”“bama，nimenpeizheweiweiba，wanyanwozijiqumeiguanxi，
bierangwairenkanwomensujiadexiaohua。”zheimezuodejieguo，jiushisufusumuduiwoyuefakuijiu。shouyidianxiaoweiqu，
jiunenghuanlaisufusumuduiwodebuchangxinli，tamenduiwoshuxijituanshiwudeyaoqiuyuelaiyuezongrong。nikan，
wosunian，zenmehuichikuini？06sangeyuehou，yicidongshijukuodahuiyi。suzhenghongweileanfuwo，
yeweilexiangwaijiezhanshiduiwozheigeqinshengnverdezhongshi，teyirangwoliexipangting，zuozaitaxiashoudeweizhi。
huiyitaolundeshiyigezhiguanzhongyaodehaiwaibinggouan，shejijinepangda，fengxianjigao。
jiweichizhongdelaodongshijiliefandui，renweishichanghuanjingbuminglang，fengxianguoda。suzhenghonglipaizhongyi，taiduqiangying，
renweizheishisushijinjunguojishichangdejuejiatiaoban。huiyishihuoyaoweishizu。
jiuzaisuzhenghongbeijiweilaodongshizhiwendeyouxiejiaotoulaneshi，yizhianjingpangtingdewo，huranfangxiashouzhongdebi。
“ba。”“guanyuzheigebinggouandefengxianpinggubaogao，disanbufendeminganxingfenxi，
sihuduidangdizhengcebiandongdefengxianquanzhongfuzhipiandi。”“wochaguojinwuniangaiguoleisixingyedejianguananli，
zhengceshoujindaozhixiangmugeqianhuochengbenjizengdegailv，bibaogaozhongdeyushezhigaochuzhishao15gebaifendian。
”“lingwai，mubiaogongsidehexinzhuanlijishu，youliangxiangjijiangzailiangnianhoudaoqi，qiecunzaiqianzaiqinquansusongfengxian，
zheizaijinzhidiaochabaogaodefulu7liyoutiji，danweizaihexinguzhimoxingzhongchongfentixianzhejia。”woyusupinghuan，
tiaoliqingxi，jingzhundizhichulebaogaozhongdeguanjianshulouheyinzangfengxiandian。meiyigeshuju，meiyigeanli，
douxinshounianlai。zhenggehuiyishi，yaquewusheng。
gangcaihaijulilizhengdejiweilaodongshilianshangdouluchulejingyahechensi。suzhenghonggengshizhenjingdikanzhewo。
chenfengzhanzaijiaoluoli，jingpianhoudeyanjingmengdizhengda，xiemanlenanyizhixin。wopingjingdiduishangsuzhenghongdemuguang。
“ba，wozhishisuibiankankanziliao，kenenglijiebudui，ninjuedeni？”suzhenghongzuzulenglejimiao，
caimengdihuishen，talianshangshunjianbaofachujudadejingxihejiaoao。tayongliyipaizhuozi。“hao！hao！
niannianshuodehao！yizhenjianxue！zheicaishiwodenver！”takanxiangjiweilaodongshi，diqishizu，“gewei，
wonverzhichudezheixiewenti，shibushiqiezhongyaohai？zheigeanzi，kanlaiwomenhaixuyaogengshenzhongdepinggu！
”huiyidefengxiangshunjianniuzhuan。neixielaodongshikanwodeyanshenyecongzuichudeqingshi，bianchengleningzhonghexinshang。
suweixiangyongzhuoliedeyanjibawocaixiaqu？kexia，qipanyijinghuanle。erwo，
xiangzuodeconglaibushiqipanshangdeqizi，ershizhiqideren。07buguosuweidebingqingshizhongshixuanzaiwotoudingdejian。
yeshisuzhenghonghelinwanxintouzuichenzhongdeshitou。meicijiatingyishenglixingjianchahou，
meicisuweiwuzhexiongkoutongkucumeideyangzi，douzaitixingzheneikejiankangxinzangdejinpoxing。wancanshi，
suzhenghongzhongyurenbuzhule。“nianniana。”“zuijinkangongsideshiqing，ganjuezenmeyang？shangshoulema？
”linwanyelijijinzhangdikanxiangwo。“tinghaode。baba。”wofangxiatangchi，xiaorongwenshun。“chenmishuhenzhuanye，
jiaohuilewohenduo。jiushi……jituantaidale，yewuxianyeduo，ganjueyaoxuededongxihaiyouhaoduohaoduo。
”woweiweicumei，daizhejifenyilaihekunao。“ba，ninkan……nengbunengrangwojiechugenghexindedongxi？
”“biru……canyujigexiangmudeshijigenjin？zheiyangxueqilaigengkuaixie。”woyanshenqingche，
yandimanshiqiuzhidekewangheduifuqindexinren。suzhenghongmeitouweibukechadizhouleyixia。hexinxiangmu？
zheikebushi“shuxiyewu”defanchoule。dankanzhewozheizhangkusitanianqingshidelian，
yijihuiyishangwodejingyanbiaoxian，zaipieyiyansuweineiruobujinfengdeyangzi。taxinlidetianpingkaishizhujianqingxie。
nanrendaduobinvrenlizhi，yegengxianshi。taheqizijiuzheimeyigenver，zaoxienian，
tabushimeixiangguopeiyangsuwei。kexi，chuleshentibuhaozhiwai，suweiyeshizaimeishenmetianfu。tazaojiuxianghao，
dengtaheqizibainianhou，jiupinqingzhuanyerenyuanguanlisushi。zheiyang，sushibuzhiyuzainvershoulibailuo，
nverzheiyibeiziyenengkaikaixinxinde，yishiwuyou。zheimeishenmebuhao。zhishimeixiangdao，tianyinongren，
suweijingrangenbenjiubushitadeqinshengnver。ertasuzhenghongdeqinshengnversunian，yujingshangyidaoshang，
quezheimeyoutianfu！zheirangsuzhenghongyishidao，jizijideqinshengnveryixieshiquan，jinenganfuta，
rangtagengyouanquangan，huoxutajiuhuigengkuaitongyishoushu。tongshiyenengpeiyangzheigehaizi。
wanyisuwei……sujiayexuyaojichengren。erzheigejichengren，shitasuzhenghongzhenzhengdexuemai。
suzhenghongjihumeiyouduoyouyu，jiudayingle。“yehao。”“nianqingrenduolilianshihaoshi。”“zheiyangba，
chengdongneigexinqudeshangyezonghekaifaxiangmu，haiyouhegushihezuodeneigeaiyiliaoshiyanshixiangmu，
nixiangenzhexiangmuzukankan，guagefuzongjiandexian，youshenmebudongdeduowenchenfeng。”“xiexieba！
”woyilianjingxi，xiaorongcanlan，yandimanshirumuzhiqing。08wokanjiansuweiniezheshaozideshoumengdishoujin，
zhiguanjiefanbai。tasuiranmeiyounengli，danyezhidao，sufujiwodezheixieshiquan，kedoushishishizaizaidehaochu。