第2章 你经历过真正的绝望吗

“wozhiyaosanshiwan,xiexie!”guwananlengxiaozhedaduanletadehua。

liangbaiwan!takemeiyoubawonengzairiluozhiqianquanbuhuawan。

takemeiyouzizhupinkundiquxiaopengyoudexiguan。

duanyichenyijiulengmo,shenzhigengjiafangsidechaofengzheta,“guwanan,meiyourenjiaoguoni,zuobiaozijiubielipaifangma?”

guwananlianshangdexiaorongturanjiangying,zheigenanrenshizenmehuishi?tadaodinalidezuitale,tajingranzheimexiuruta!

guwananqingcuidexiaoleqilai,yinlingbandexiaoshengrangduanyichenyouxiebuzizai,“zenme?zuowanshiduandashaoyedediyiyema?”

duanyichenzhengzhunbeizouren,yitingdaozheijuhua,gangyaomaichuqudejiaoturandunzhu。yigureliuzhichongnaomen,shenme?

yayideqixizaicimanyankailai,guwanangandaoqiansuoweiyoudeyinyu,talianshangdexiaorongzhujianxiaoshi,yinlengzhiqiyulaiyuzhong。

“duandashaoye,jiranwozuowanbushinidediyiye,womainimai,nipingshenmewuruwo!”

duanyichenchenmozhe,yanmouzhongchongchizhemanmandeyane。

guwananxindibujinchaofengzhezijizheiyuchundexingwei,shia!sannianle,tahaishiyijiudelengmo,duitayijiuruciyane,jiuhaoxiangtadechuxian,dianwuletadeshijieyiban。

duanyichenganjuexinqinghuranbianchale,danshiguwananxiaorongyijiuguazailianshang,“qianwanzhipiao,keyigunle!”

zheigenvrendanzizhenshiyuelaiyuedale,juranganjiaotagunle!

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“niyaoshibuguai,womashangjiunongsini!”

……

suizheyishengshuaimendexiangsheng,ruodadezongtongtaofangli,zhishengxiaguwananyiren。

tabishangsuantongdeyanjing,binglengdezhijianshenshendeqianruzhangxinli,citongganrucideqingxi。

tahunshenshangxiasuantongdeyaoming,fangfosuishidoukeyisanjiazile,kanzhemandiyifudesuipian,taxindimougebuweibujinbeicitongle。

切,是受伤了吧!

tanaohailifuxianchutalengmochaofengdeyangzi,guwananyaojinyagen,dengzhetonghongdeyanjing,gundan!tazuzhoutaxiabeizidoubuju!

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tacengxuyuan,rangtachengweiduanyichendenvren,he!haizhenshijingyan!laotianduitazhentemehao……

他段奕琛是什么人?

tezhongbinglidejingying,sheirenbuzhisheirenbuxiao,keshizhongdianpeiyangdeduixiang。

duanjiashishidaidaidoushihuangjiashaojiang,meiyidaidougongxunxianhe,daoduanyichenzheiligengjiaguangzongyaozu,duanjiakeweishihguozuiyouquanweideyidajiazu。

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nianqing,xuexing,yonggan,shuaiqi。

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suoyi,meiyouzhenzhengjingliguojuewang,nahuizhenzhengfangqi。

tazuozaidibanshanglengjingleyihui,caihuiguoshenlai,tuozhechenzhongdeshenzizoujinyushi……

guwananhuanleshenyifu,yongjinyoudeshijikuaiqiandaleliangche。

chechuangqingqingyaoxia,chuangwaidefengjingyonglejinlai。

guwananyizhangqingchunkeaidexiaolian,huposedeyanmouzhongqueliuluchuhanleng。

tazuotianganggangcongyingguohuilai,chengxinxinjiuweitajiefengxichen。

jiaolehenduoyuanlaidetongxue,tajiumeihaoyisibuqu。

jieguoqulecaifaxian,zhenggewanshangmeiganbiede,suoyourendouzaiguantajiu。

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tazuowanmingmingshuozijiyaohuigujia,danshiquebeiyiqunrenhaohaodangdangdejiadaolejiudian。

“姑娘,到了。”

guwanancongdoulitaochusanshikuaiqiandijishifu,shengyintianmei,quedaizhedianshaya,“xiexieshifu!”

chetingzaileyigexiezilouqian,takanyiyanshouwanshangdeshoubiao,gangqiaoshiwufanshijian。

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chengxinxinshizaishitingbuchuguwananyuqizhongyounalibudui,suoyizhihaoyingyao,“hao,wozheijiuxiaqu。”

“guwanan,nilaiganma?”

chengxinxinjugaolinxiadekanzhemianqianzheigenvren,manliandebukesiyi,haiyouxieyihuo。

tatiantiandexiaozhe,shuoyaojitajieshaoyijiatesexiaochi,chengxinxinmeiyouduoxiang,jiugenzhezoule。

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“chenzhewoxianzaihaijiniliulemianzi,buxiangzouren。”guwananyanmouzhongshanyaozhebingleng,youruyibalijian,rangrenweiju,“shuo,zuowanshisheizhishinide!”

chengxinxinchengzheshenzizhanleqilai,kaozheqiangbi,yilianbufuqidekanzheta,“nishenmeyisi?”

guwananyanzhongmanshilengmo,taishouhenhendedalexiaqu,qingcuixiangliang,chengxinxinlenglengdekanzheta,zuichunweiweizhandou,“ni……nigandawo!”

“guwanan,nijurangandawo!”chengxinxinsihouqilai,nubukeedekanzheta。

guwananqingtiaozuijiao,youshihenhendeyibazhang,jiejieshishideluozaitalianjiashang,tonghongyipian。“wokanninengkangduojiu!”

“啊……”

chengxinxinzaicibeishuaizaidishang,tatongdeciyaliezui,zhoulezhoutou,tangzaidishangdagun。

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“shuoshuoba,zuowanshisheirangnibawoguanzui,daiqujiudiande!”talianshangdaizheyiyangdexiaorong,youxieyinleng。

“wobuzhidaonizaishuoshenme……”

“chengxinxin!”guwananjiletazuihouyicijinggao,“nitinghaole,daodishisheirangnizheimezuode?xianghaolezaihuidawo,fouze,wokeyizhijiebanibaguangle,rengzaidajieshang!”

“guwanan,nizuihaoshixiangdian,niganzheimeduiwo!nikanwozenmeshoushini!”

“e?shima?wohaopapayou……”guwanangouqizuijiao,yijiaocaizailetalianshang,“nijiwotingzhe,wokeshigujiasanxiaojie,nongsinijiugennongsiyizhimayiyiyangjiandan!jiupingni,haishoushiwo!”

tajiazhonglejiaoshangdelidu……