wanshangqidianban，wohesuqingdaodalelisikaerdunjiudian。
"yueyue，nizhendejuedingyaoshangqu？"suqingjinzhangdiwozhewodeshou，"yaobuwomenhaishibaojingba？"
"buxing，wobixuyaogaoqingchuzhenxiang。"woshenhuxileyixia，"erqiezheilishigonggongchangsuo，tabuganzenmeyangde。"
diantitingzailedingceng，zongtongtaofangjiuzaizoulangdejintou。
我敲响了房门。
kaimenderenbushijiangchengxuan，ershiyigechuanzheheisexizhuangdezhongniannanren。
"lin**，jiangshaozailimiandengnin。"
wohesuqingzoujinfangjian，faxianzheilidezhuangxiujiqishehua，ketinglifangzheyijiagangqin，luodichuangwaikeyifukanzhenggechengshideyejing。
jiangchengxuanzuozaishafashang，zhengzaipinzhehongjiu。
sannianbujian，tabianlehenduo。
yiqianzaiyingguoshi，tajirendeyinxiangshiyangguangshuaiqidedananhai，suiranyouxiebadao，danhaisuanchunzhen。
xianzaideta，shenshangduoleyizhongchengshudeweixianqixi，yanshenyebiandeshenbukece。
"linyue，sannianbujian。"tafangxiajiubei，dandandishuo。
"jiangchengxuan，womenzhijiandeenyuangenbierenwuguan，nirangwopengyoulikai。"
jiangchengxuankanlesuqingyiyan，diandiantou："su**keyizaigebixiuxishidenghou，womenhenkuaijiutanwan。"
suqingbufangxindikanzhewo，wojitayigeanxindeyanshen，tacaigenzheneigexizhuangnanrenlikai。
ketinglizhishengxiawohejiangchengxuanlianggeren。
"zuoba。"tazhilezhiduimiandeshafa。
womeiyouzuo，ershizhijiezhanzaitamianqian："shuoba，weishenmeyaozheiyangzuo？"
jiangchengxuanxiaole，neixiaoronglidaizheyisikuse："weishenme？nijuedeni？"
"jiuyinweiwozaiyingguojujueleni？"wonulibaochilengjing，"yigejujue，zhidenihuafeisannianshijianlaibaofu？"
"jujue？"jiangchengxuanturanzhanqishen，yanzhongshanguoyisifennu，"niyiweiwozaihudeshinidejujue？"
"那你在乎什么？"
jiangchengxuanzoudaoluodichuangqian，beiduizhewoshuo："nihaijidesannianqianxiatian，nihuiguoqiandeneigewanshangma？"
wonulihuiyizhe，danshiyinxianghenmohu。
"wojidewomenzuihouyicijianmianshizaixuexiaodekafeiting，nishuoruguowobudayingzuoninvpengyou，jiuyaoduiwangzhimingbuli。wodangshihenshengqi，shuoleyixiezhonghua，ranhoujiulikaile。"
"zhonghua？"jiangchengxuanzhuanguoshen，yanzhongyouwokanbudongdeqingxu，"nishuodebushizhonghua，nishuodeshizuzhou。"
"诅咒？"
"nishuo，jiangchengxuan，nizheizhongrenjiugaiguduyibeizi，yongyuandebudaozhenai。"jiangchengxuanyiziyijudizhongfuzhe，"nihaishuo，xiangwozheiyangyongqianhequanshiqiangpobierenderen，zaowanhuichangdaobaoyingdeziwei。"
我怔住了。
woqueshishuoguozheixiehua，dangshishiyinweitaifennule，suoyikoubuzeyan。
但是...
"jiuyinweizheige？"wobuganzhixindikanzheta，"nishejizheiyiqiejiushiyinweiwoshuolejijuqihua？"
"jijuqihua？"jiangchengxuandeyanzhongshanguotongku，"linyue，nizhidaoneixiehuaduiwolaishuoyiweizheshenmema？"
"wobuzhidao，yebuxiangzhidao。"wolenglengdishuo，"wozhizhidaonixianzaidexingweizhengminglewodangnianshuodehuashiduide，niqueshishigeyongqianhequanshishanghaibierenderen。"
江承轩沉默了很久。
"nishuodedui。"takuxiaozhe，"woqueshibianchenglenishuodeneizhongren。"
"jiranniyezhidao，neijiufangguowoba。sanniandebaofuhaibugouma？"
"fangguoni？"jiangchengxuankanzhewo，yanzhongyouwokanbudongdefuzaqingxu，"linyue，niyiweiwozheisannianshizaibaofuni？"
"难道不是吗？"
"ruguowoxiangbaofuni，youyiqianzhongfangfabizheigengjiandanzhijie。"jiangchengxuanzoudaojiujuqian，jizijidaoleyibeijiu，"wozheimezuo，bushiweilebaofuni。"
"那是为了什么？"
jiangchengxuanhewanjiu，zhishizhewodeyanjing："weilededaoni。"
我的心跳漏了一拍。
"什么？"
"sannianqianzaiyingguo，wojiuaishangleni。"jiangchengxuandeshengyinhenqing，danmeigezidouqingxidichuandaowodeerduoli，"beinijujuehou，woxianglehenjiu，zhongyumingbaileyigedaoli。"
"什么道理？"
"xiangnizheiyangjiaoaodenvren，shibuhuiaishangyongqianhequanshizhuiqiunidenanrende。"jiangchengxuankuxiaozhe，"suoyiwohuanleyizhongfangshi。"
wokaishiyouzhongbuxiangdeyugan。
"什么方式？"
"wozhaoleyigeyanyuanlaimaochongwo，rangniyiweizijiaishanglejiangchengxuan。"tadeyanzhongyouzhebingtaidezhizhe，"zheiyang，dangnizhidaozhenxiangdeshihou，nijiuhuimingbai，niaiderenqishijiushiwo。"
我的大脑一片空白。
zheigeren...fenglema？
"nijuedewohuiaishangjianghao？"wonulibaochilengjing，"tazhishiyigeyanyuan，womenzhijianmeiyouaiqing，zhiyouqipian。"
"shima？"jiangchengxuannachushouji，diankaiyigeshipin，"neizheigezenmejieshi？"
shipinlishiwohejianghaodejiehunzhao，haiyouzheisannianlaiwomenyiqishenghuodegezhonghuamian。
gouwu、lvxing、canjiajuhui...
zaineixiehuamianli，wodexiaorongshineimezhenshi，neimexingfu。
"zheixiedoushibiaoyan？"jiangchengxuandeshengyindaizhechaofeng，"linyue，niganshuoniduijianghaoyidianganqingdoumeiyou？"
woxiangfanbo，danshihuadaozuibianqueshuobuchulai。
queshi，zheisannianlai，woyiweizijishixingfude。
woyiweiwoaijianghao，yeyiweitaaiwo。
danshixianzaiwozhidaolezhenxiang，neixiexingfudehuiyidoubianleweidao。
"jiusuanwoduijianghaoyouganqing，neiyebushiduini。"woqiangyingdishuo，"niyongyuanbukenengdedaowodeai。"
jiangchengxuandeyanzhongshanguoyisitongku，danhenkuaiyouhuifulelengjing。
"shima？neiwomenshimuyidai。"
"什么意思？"
"linyue，youxicaiganggangkaishi。"jiangchengxuandexiaorongrangwogandaokongju，"jiexialai，wohuirangnimingbaishenmejiaozhenzhengdeaiqing。"
"你还想做什么？"
"nibushixiangzhidaozhenxiangma？mingtianshangwushidian，linshijituanlouxiadekafeiting，wohuibasuoyoudezhenxiangdougaosuni。"
"包括什么？"
"baokuoweishenmewohuixuanzejianghaolaiyanzheichuxi，baokuozheisannianlaiwodouzuoleshenme，haiyou..."tatingdunleyixia，"baokuonifuqinlinjianguoxianshengweishenmehuitongyizheimenhunshi。"
我的心一沉。
wobabayebeijuanrulezheigeyinmou？
"niduiwobazuoleshenme？"
"mingtiannijiuzhidaole。"jiangchengxuanzouxiangmenkou，"duile，jianghaomingtianyehuizaineili，nimenkeyihaohaogaobieyixia。"
"告别？"
"taderenwuyijingwanchengle，gailikaile。"
fangmendakai，suqingjimangpaolejinlai。
"yueyue，nizenmeyang？"
wokanzhejiangchengxuandebeiying，gandaoleqiansuoweiyoudekongju。
zheigerendefengkuangchengduyuanchaochulewodexiangxiang。
ermingtian，wojiangyaomianduidezhenxiang，kenengbijinwangengjiacanku。
diertianshangwujiudianban，wojiudaolelinshijituanlouxiadekafeiting。
suqingjianchiyaopeiwolai，danwojujuele。
youxiezhenxiang，wobixuduzimiandui。
kafeitinglirenbuduo，woxuanzeleyigejiaoluodeweizhizuoxia，dianleyibeimeishikafei。
shidianzheng，jiangchengxuanzhunshichuxianle。
tachuanzheyishenshenhuisedexizhuang，kanqilaishangwueryouya，wanquanbuxiangzuowanneigebingtaipianzhidenanren。
"zaoshanghao，linyue。"tazaiwoduimianzuoxia，"shuidehaihaoma？"
"biefeihuale，zhijieshuozhongdian。"womeixinqinggentahanxuan。
jiangchengxuanzhaoshoujiaolaifuwuyuan，dianleyibeinatie，ranhoucaikaikou："nixiangxiantingnagezhenxiang？"
"我爸爸的事。"
"hao。"jiangchengxuanconggongwenbaolinachuyifenwenjian，"sannianqian，linshijituanyudaolezijinweiji，xuyaowushiyidezijinlaiduguonanguan。"
wojieguowenjian，kuaisuliulanleyibian。
zheishiyifendaikuanxieyi，daikuanfangshi**，jiekuanfangshilinshijituan，jinequeshishiwushiyi。