第2章 现实残酷

dangwohanxindizouchuwoshishi,lijitingjianpopodegankesheng,yuguanglikandaotagenchenyushilegeyanse。

chenyuzhilveyichiyijiunalezhuoshangdeyibeiniunaizouguolai,“xiaxia,qilailea,wojinireleniunai。”wodemuguangluozaineiniunaibeishang,rubaisedeyetiyiruwangchang,quezanglesharendeyao。

taiqiyankanxiangta,yiziyijuwen:“nizhendeyaoshalewomendehaizi?”

chenyudemuguangyijing,meixiangdaowoturanyouciyiwen。

popoxianfanyingguolai,chongguolaijiutuilewoyixiazi,kouzhongnuma:“huaibulenanwahaiganzheimeheng!wojintianhuajiuliangzaizheili,bixubazheinvwazijidale,zheibeiniunainibuheyedehe。xiaoyuenzhuta,bayaoguanjinqu。”

wowenyandajingshise,meixiangdaopopojingransipolian,lijiyaowangmenwaipao,ketoushangdetongganyoubawochelehuiqu,xianghoushuaidaodetongshitingjiantoudingchuanlaipopodelihesheng:“xiaoyunihailengzheganshenme,bayaonaguolaia。”

dangshixianlikanjianchenyudeshenyingshi,wodexinyijingliangle,“chenyu,niganshalewodehaizi,wozuoguiyebuhuifangguonimen!”

chenyukenengbeiwobinglengdemuguanghedao,lengleyixia,haishiduanqibeiziguanjinlewodezuili。

yaoxiaolaidehenkuai,shenxiabuduanyongchudexue,rangwoganjuezijimashangjiuyaosile……

chenyuxiangyaoguolaiquebeipopolanzhu,lenglengdeshengyinxianglaizidiyudemogui:“sibuleren!erzi,shijianbuzaoleniyeganjinshangbanquba,woquzaizhaorenwenwenyoumeiyoushengerzidemifang。”

suizhemenkuangdangshengxiang,liangrendouzoulechuqu,tuliuxiawoyouzouzaishengsibianyuan,tongdaohunshenchouchu。

wodeyanleizhongyugunlechulai,wozhenshixialeyan,aishanglechenyu!

doushuopoxishitiandi,keshichenyushiwojiaojingerwodezhangfu,taquebangzhepopochengweishasiwofuzhonghaizideguizishou,zheishiwowufachengshoude。

kexianshiyuwogengcankudeshi——shenxiazaixueliubuzhi。

yinzheshangcide“yaoliujingyan”,woyishidaozheishifanchangde,wobunengsi,bunengruletamendeyi。shoujizaigangcainiudazhongzalanzailedishang,wozhinengxialouquqiujiu。

qiangchengzhecongdishangpaqi,diediezhuangzhuangzoudaolouxia,fangyansizhouyigerenyingdoubujian,wozhihaoyaoyaohuanghuangdizouzhimalubian,gangxiangshenshoulanche,turanbeihoubeizhongzhongzhuangleyixia,woxiangyaozhanwenyijinglaibujile……

renyixiazijiuwangmaluzhongjianzailechuqu,zhitingjianluntaiyudimiandamodejianruishengyin,sicheletoupizhenleer,tongshishentibeizhuangfei,zhongzhongluodideyishunwobeicongzhonglai。

henbugan,keshimingyundaiworusi,yaowojintianzheiyangqurudisiqu。

huansandeshixianli,yixikandaoneiliangbaolansedelanbojinilizouxiayigerenying,huanhuanzoudaogenqian,wozhikandaoyishuangzhiganhenhaodexiezi,laibujikanqinglairendeyangzi,heianbiantunshilewo。

zaicixinglaishiyanqianyipianqihei,quanshenwuzhijue,fenbuqingshizainali。

hunhuneelimengranjingjueheianzhongyoulingyigeren,yinweiwoyouqiangliebeizhushideganjue。

“shishei?”shengyinchulaiquefaxiansiyadedoubuxiangshiziji。