“bukeneng。”shenxiyuedeyuqishifenjianding。
“haishineijuhua，budaying，wojiurangnideerzixiaoshi。”shenxiaoxiongfanhuangdeyanjingsisidingzheshenxiyue，wunianbujian，zheigenvrendaoshichuluodeyuejiayouyunweile。
ruoshijiaguoqu，xiangbinengjishenjiamouqudaozuidadeliyi。
“ni!”shenxiyuemeitoujinsuo，shenyunhengshitaweiyideruanlei，wunianqianshitameiyouzugoudenenglijiangshenyunhengyiqidaizou。
wunianhoudejintiandangshenxiyuerenweizijiyijingnenglizugoudeshihou，quefaxianwuniandenuli，zhongshibibuguoshenjiadebainianjiye。
shenjiazaihanchengyouzhejuzuqingzhongdediwei，shenxiyuebushishenjiadeduishou。
“shenxiyuenijiubuyaozhuangle，nilianhaizidouyoule，gennagenanrenjiehunbuyiyang。”shenyanranzuijiaogouqiyimojixiao。
ruobushitadeshentilinshichulewenti，genjinjiajiehunzheiyangdehaoshiyelunbudaoshenxiyuezheigedijiandenvren。
“jinjia?nibuyuanyijiarujinjia?”shenxiyueyouxieyihuo。
shenyanranxianglaidoushixihuanpanfuquanguidexingzi，erjinjiashizheilizuiyouquanshidejiazu，shenyanranjiujingshiyinweishenmebuyuanyijiarujinjia。
“bugainiwendeshiqingbuyaoduozui。”shenyanrangangzhunbeikaikoufanbo，danshiquebeishenxiaoxiongdehuajidaduan。
henmingxian，tabuxiangjiangzheiqizhongdeyuanyougaosushenxiyue。
“gaosuwoyuanyin，fouzejiusuanshininazheshenyunhengyaoxiewoyebuhuidaying。”shenxiyueshuangshoujiaochachengzaixiongkou，shengyinsuiranhenqing，danshiyuqiqueshifenduding。
tongguoganggangshenxiaoxiongheshenyanrandefanying，tadagaiyijingnengquedingshenyanranrangzijidaijiadebeihoulingyouxuanji，jiranshenjiazhangwolezijideruodian，neimetayeyaoshouwotamenderuanleicainenganxin。
“ni!”shenxiaoxiongdengdaleyanjing，yiliandebukezhixin，tabuxiangxinwunianqianneigedanqiedezhihuikuqidenvrenrujinjingranganzheiyanggenzijishuohua。
“xianzaishifazhishehui，jishishenyunhengzainideshouzhong，niyebugantaiguofen。”shenxiyueduanqibeiziweizijizhenshangyibeichashui，youyademinleyikou。
“suoyidaobururangwomenzuogejiaoyi。”shenxiyuekanxiangshenxiaoxiongdemuguangjiandingqieyansu，zheichangdanfangmiandeweixierujinyiranbianchengleshuangfangqiguxiangdangdetanpan。
shenyanranyitingzheihuajiubuleyile，tamengdiqishenzhunbeifanbo，quebeishenxiaoxiongshenshoulanzhu:“shuo。”
dangshenxiaoxiongmanlianshenchenluoxiazheigezideshihou，shenxiyuejiuzhidaozijiyijingyingleyiban。
“gaosuwoshenyanranbuhejinjiashaoyejiehundeyuanyin。”
shenxiaoxiongyouxiexudechiyi，danshitahenqingchushenxiyueshuodedui，zheixieniansuirantayizhiyongshenyunhengdeshengmingweixieshenxiyue，danshiqueshizhongbuganduineigehaizixiashou。
yinweishenxiaoxionghenqingchu，shenyunhengshishenxiyuezaizheigeshijieshangweiyideruanlei，tangruozijizhendechongdongjiangtashadiao，neimeshenxiyuejiuhuichedibushouzijikongzhi。
“她怀孕了。”
“haizibushijinjiarende?”shenxiyuezuijiaogouqiyimolengxiao，shenyanranzhenshidadan，jingranzaihejinjiayouhunyuedeqingkuangxiahuaixiaqitananrendehaizi。
yishenjiadeshenfen，nenggoujiarujinjiajiuyijingsuanshigaopan，ershenyanranhaiganjijinjiashaoyedailvmaozi，guaibudeshenxiaoxionghuineimezhejirangzijihuilaidaijia。
“niwenneimeduoganma!”shenyanranzaiyeyabuzhuzijidebaopiqi，ehenhendehuileyiju，ershenxiyuezaikandaotadefanyingzhihoubiangengjiaqidingshenxianqilai。
“nizheiyangdefanying，bujiushizhengminglenidexinxu。”shenxiyuelenghengyisheng，shenyanranhaishihewunianqianyiyangmeiyounaozi，zhihuizhangzheshenjiadeshilizhangyawuzhua。
“ni!”shenyanranmeitoujinsuo，qishenbianzhunbeijiaoxunshenxiyueyifan。
“goule!naogoulemeiyou!”shenxiaoxiongyishengnuhou，datingshunjiananjingxialai，zheishishenxiaoxiongdiyiciduishenyanranfapiqi。
shenyanranfanyingguolaizhihouyiguweiquyongshangxintou，taehenhendedengleshenxiyueyiyanzhihoubianlikaileshenjia。
“shuochunidezhenzhengmude。”shenxiyuemianwubiaoqingdekanzheshenxiaoxiong，tabujuedeshenjiahejinjiadelianyinbeihouzhishipanfuquanguineimejiandan。
“jiarujinjia，tiwochuandiqingbao，daijinjiazhongchuangzhishi，jiushinijiehuishenyunhengzhiri。”henxianranshenxiaoxiongzaojiuxianghaolezheiyiqie。
tashenjiadebainianjiyezenmehuiganxinshujijinjiazheigexinxingdejiazu，zhiyaoyoujinjiazai，shenjiajiuyongwuchutouzhiri。
huidiaojinjia，caishishenxiaoxiongdezhenzhengmude……
“niweimiantaigaokanwole。”shenyanranwunaiyaotou，shenxiaoxiongdexiangfataibuzhenshi，jinjianengzaiduanshijianneichaoguoshenjiazheigebainiandedajiazu，yidingshiyoushilicunzaide。
jinjiashaoyeneimecongming，nandaohuichundaorangduishoudenverjiechudaojimixiaoxi?
“wozhidaonikeyizuodao。”shenxiaoxiongdiuxiazheijuhuabianlikailedating，linzouqian，tahuishoushiyipurenjiangshenyunhengdaichulai。
cishirangshenxiyuekandaoshenyunhenghuoxucaigenghuijinxinjinlideweizijizuoshiqing。
shenxiyuetingdaoshenhoudejiaobusheng，huanmanzhuanshen，dangneigexiaoshenyingchuxianzaishenxiyueyanzhongdeshihou，tachenjixujiudeleishuizaiyeyazhibuzhu，shunjianduokuangerchu。
“yun，yunheng……”shenxiyuehoujiangengyan，shenzhilianyijuwanzhengdehuadoushuobuchulai。
zheiyangdechangjingtacengjinghuanxiangguowushuci，meiyicitadoushensishulvzijijiandaoshenyunhengdeshihouyinggaibaichuzenyangdebiaoqing，duitashuodediyijuhuayinggaishishenme。
danrujinzheiyikezhendelailin，chuleqinghuantademingzi，zijijingranshenmedouzuobudaole。
“tuixia。”shenyunhengshiyipurentuixia，tayilianpingjing，bingmeiyoushenxiyuezheibandejidong，danzhiyaozixiguanchabianhuifaxian，taxiaoxiaodequantouzuanjin，yingshengshengdejiangleishuirenlexiaqu。
shenjiazaitamianqianshuoleneimeduoshenxiyuedehuaihua，weidejiushikantamenmuzifanmuchengchoudechouma，cishideshenxiaoxiongyidingzaimougejiaoluokanzheziji。
suoyishenyunhengzhidao，zijibujinbunengduishenxiyuebiaoxianchurenhedexiangnian，shenzhihaiyaojiazhuangyuanhenta。
“yunheng，woshimami，duibuqi，neimeduoniandoumeiyouhuilaizhaoni。”shenxiyuepuguoqubaozhushenyunheng，danshihuaizhongdeshenyunhengquexiangshimutourenyiyang，yidongbudong。
“我没有妈咪。”