第3章 第3章 深刻反省

heshuibeicongshenyehuailizhengtuochulai,wanghoutuileliangbugentalakaijuli。

shenyepieleyantashenhoudeyuerongzhuang,shouhuishixian,shengyinlengdandiwen:“dengren?”

heshuibeiyingshangshenyeqinglengdemuguang,guoranshengxiadezhiyoushulihekeqi。

taminleminchun,youxiediqibuzudishuo:“dengni。”

shenyeyiting,lianshangshanguoyimosiyouruowudexiao,tachuanyishenshensexizhuang,yinggaishibuxihuanshufu,suoyizhengshidechangheyemeixilingdai,kankanjiekaichenshanzuishangfangliangkeniukou,luchuyixiaojieruoyinruoxiandesuogu。

tabaguzilideneixiebujihefangzong,douqiaruqifendishoulianleqilai,queyoubujingyijiandiliuluchujifenlai。

taeleyisheng,caimantiaosilidiwen:“kuroujini?bujinlitou,zaizheichuifeng?”

tazaiwaimiandengshenye,bujinquyedequeyoukuroujizhixian。

zhibuguoheshuibeibuxiguanshenyeshuohuazheimejiaqiangdaibangde,danzixixiangxiangshenyeduisheidoutinglengdan,taxianzaizhisuoyijuedebushufuzhuyaoshixianqianshenyeduitashinaixinde,youhaode。

erzheifenliwaibeitaxianqiandeyidunlaheicaozuojinongmeile。

tazizhilikui,taidushifenqianxundishuo:“dengzhejinidaoqiana,xianqianshiwobudui,bugaiweileyigepangrenlaheini,woshizhenxinshiyidixianggennidaoqiande。limianrenduo,wojiuzaiwaimiandengni。”

tingwanheshuibeide“shenkefansheng”,shenyezuijiaoxiaya,weiweihanshou,biaoshizantong。

heshuibeijiantameishuohua,xinlitouyouxiemeidi。

huanweisikaoyixia,ruguoshenyeyoulenvpengyou,ertadenvpengyoushifenjieyitazheigepengyoudecunzai,ranhoutashanletadelianxifangshi,takendingbuhuiyinweishenyelaigentadaogeqianjiuxuanzeyuanliang。

shuobuding,lianzuidoubuhuirangtakai,zhijiehantagun。

heshuibeichensipianke,zaikaikoushi,shengyinlidaizheyisidiluodeqingxu:“wogenjiangduoyijingfenshoule。”

neiyisijiushi,yiduanxuyaotafangqiyouqingshenzhishiqinqingcainenghuodedeaiqing,zuihoudoubuhuishanzhong。

erta,dedaoleshuyuzijidebaoying。

shenyeshensuimouzilidemuguangyoulexiexudebodong,buzhishifoushiganshoudaoletachengzhideqianyihehuigaizhixin。

tahoujieqingweifangun,shengyindichendishuo:“wozhidao。”

heshuibeishunzheshenyedehuajielexiaqu,“wogentasuanshihaojuhaosan,yihoudaluchaotian,gezouyibian,wobuxiangbashiqingnaodaqianchegengduojinqu。shenye,xingma?”

taweiweiyangtou,heshuibei170deshengaosuannvshengdangzhongbijiaogaodele,danshenyehaishibitagaochuyigetou。

tameibahuashuodetaizhibai,danyanxiazhiyibianshirangshenyehegegebuyaozaizhenduijiangduo,buguoshilianaifenshou,jiudaociweizhiba。

shenyeganggangshuzhankaidebiaoqing,zaitingdaoheshuibeizheihuazhihou,biandesenlengleqilai。

shuliganzhouranhenggenzaitayushenyezhijian。

nanrenbochunqingqi,lengchi:“haojuhaosan?”

heshuibeihunshenyizheng,haoxiangshitaxiangyinmanyeyinmanbuledechengdu。

xianglaiyeshi,ruguotamenbushizhidaojiangduohegushiqingdeshiqing,youzenmekenengduijiangduoxiasishou?tamenxinzhaobuxuandimeiyouzaitamianqiantiqizheigeshier,wufeishibuxiangzaitashangkoushangsayan。

tamenzaiweitachuqideshihoutazuzhi,shilurenkanledoujuedehuogaitabeilvdexima。

shenyeqinghengyisheng,meizaidalita,yueguotawangyuerongzhuanglimianzouqu。

heshuibeizhuiyebushi,buzhuiyebushi。

haoxiangbashiqingnongdegengzaole。