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“ng…yange……”qinyuedeshengyin，niannidexianghuabukaidetangjiang，daizheyizhongwocongweitingguode、lingrenzuooudejiaomei，“niqingdianma…bieliuxiayinzi……”
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yao？womeitianshuiqianhedeneibeitaqinshoudiguolaide“anshenniunai”？yiguhanqicongjiaodibanzhichongtianlinggai，dongdewoyachidouzaidazhan。yuanlaineixietitieruweideguanhuai，neixiexuhanwennuandedingzhu，doushiguozhemitangdepishuang！tamenbujinyaowodeqian，haiyaowodeming！yongzuiyindu、zuihuanmandefangshi，rangwozaibuzhibujuezhongzouxiangsiwang！
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“dangranshizhende。”zhouyandixiaoyisheng，daizhecanrendemanzu，“tashenning，jiushigechetoucheweidechunhuo。taoxintaofeiduibierenhao，jieguoni？lianzijizenmesidedoubuzhidao。fangxin，baobeier，haorizizaihoutouni。”
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恨。
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