第4章我的孩子
tayikaikoujiuxiangwo,sangyinhenrou,xingziquexiangningzhao,shuohuasuizhibai,queyuanyibiaodaqinjin。
“jiejie,nihediedieneimelihai,weishenmebubaniangqindetuizhihao?”
mengsuosuobumannienietadelian:“xiaobaiyanlang,woyangniduojiu,caijianniniangyimianbianzhaowomenliangdecuo?”
宁昭也失笑。
“niniangqindetuibushiyaoshoushangde,shitianshengcanque,bunenghuifu。”
“heng,qishibuzhizuihao,tianshengcanquederen,doushibeilaotianchengfade。niniangqinshangbeizibuzhidaozuoleshenmeeshi,zhinengzheibeizimanmanshuzuige。”
ningqizhangzuihaiyaowen,beiqiangxingdaduan:“nihaixiao,xuduoshiqinggaobuqingchu。nixianzaizhixuyaozhidao,neishininiang。”
worenbuzhutiantianzuichun,kouganshezao,chabushanghua。
yuanlaitamencongbutiwotuique,quecongxiaoyibianyibiangaosuwodehaizi,tianshengcanjishishangbeiziqiandeniezhai。
那爹娘呢?
他们又何错之有?
宁祁很热情。
tabenlaixianglawoquwande,jianwotuiquebunenggenshangtadejiaobu,bianzuoxialaijijiguaguatongwoshuolehenduoshanshangdeshi。
danwobudongxiulian,zhinengfuheliangju:“shishi,nidieyeshizheiyangzuode。”
lianshangnuliguazhexiao,xiaodesaibangzidousuanle。
ouerjuedezijicongmingdaodianzishang,gangxiangpinglunjiju,mengsuosuomodiyishengchixiao,lenglengyanshenluoxia,hedewobuganzaishuo。
yizhongbeiweiganzaitayanshenshikebishixiayouranersheng。
我确实无知。
shengpashuocuoshenme,jiqierzuolebuhaodebangyang。
xiaohaizijingliyouxian,guangkaoqierziji,henkuaishuodekouganshezao。
wokandaotadexiaoshouzhixiayishichanshangmengsuosuodeyijiao,niedesijin,ganmangzhanqishen:“woqudaobeishuijinihe。”
ningqiluchuhanxiaoshuo:“xiexieniangqin。”
huayingangluo,mengsuosuozaicilengyansaolai:“zuoxia。”
我没坐。
wosuozuosuoweidoushiweiqierkaolv,bingfeihaipa。mengsuosuodouganyaorenxingming,woqihuipashenmeshoubushoushang?
ranerningzhaodeshoucongpangbianshenguolai,yingshiyongqiaojingenzhewozuoxia,haiziyiweishidichongwoyaotou。
shuolaikexiao,wodezhangfuxiuweigaoshen,zhiyaoshaozuoshiyabiankerangmianqiansiyiwangweidenvzigunchuqu。yihuozhe,mengsuosuorucichikuangaimu,duitaweimingshicong,zhiyaotayuanyishuo,tazhishaoyehuirangyirang。
但是宁昭不愿意。
tazhixiangdangneigeheshilao,suoyijiaotadeqiziyirenzairen,yirangzairang。
shenzhi,bunengrangzijidehaiziquheyikoushui。
祁儿突然咳嗽一声。
wozaiyerenbuzhu,tuwuchusheng:“jintiandaociweizhiba。qier,tianhanluzhong,zaodianhuiqu,miandezheliang。”
mengsuosuolianshangbingshuangshunjianronghua,xiaodejiweideyi。
qierkanbudaotadebiaoqing,zhinengkandaowode,buyoudeshouzuwucuoqilai。
tajuedezijihaoxiangzuocuoleshenme,youbuzhidaodaodicuozainaer,zhizhidaozijideniangqindiyitianjianmianjiuyaogantazou。
wodeyanleiyouyaodiaoxialai,mianqiangyongneitiaohaotuizhichengzhezhanqishen,duojinlijian。
meiguoduojiu,wotingjianmengsuosuozaiwuwaibuyuanbujindedifangjiningqichukaoti:“qier,gangcaininiangweinidaoshui,jibianzhendedaole,yebukeyihe,zheishiweishenmeni?”
“yinwei......fanshuidijianbilou,zazhitaiduo,yingxiangxiuwei,shangwodeshenti。”
“shiya,niniangjiuheneifanshuiyiyang,cubiwuzhi,shenmedoubudong。buguotayebuaini,kannibuheshuijiuyaogannizou。nayouzuoniangdezheimexinhen?”
“wobuxin,nibuyaopianwo。”
ningqishengyinzhinenxixiao,xinzhongsihuhaiyouyisiyouyu。
“nibuxina,nibuxindehua,burukankanniniangqin,wojianghuazheimedasheng,zenmebujiantachulaifanbowo?”
宁祁再没说话了。
woqideyaojinyaguantiaoqilaijiuyaoquzhuimengsuosuo,ningzhaolianmangzhuazhuwodegebo,shunshijiangwosisilouzaihuaili。
他比我高。
wobeipomaizaitabeiwanhexiongzhijian,lianguangxiandoubeizhedeyanyanshishi,genbentaibuqitoulai。
woshenzhizheishitamenqinnafeiqinzoushoudeshoufa,yongzhebiguangxianrangshouleilengjing,bianjuedezheihuaibaoyufarangrenzuoou,quebudezhengtuo,zhinengqidehunshenfadou。
tazenmeganzheiyangjiaowodehaizi。
neiyanghaode,jibianliunianbujian,rengyixinxiangzhemuqindehaizi。
qier,wodeqier,woyidingyaojiangnidaizou。