第1章

“qiuqiuni,buyaozaidale…”

“不要在打我了!”

jiangshuhexiaofuweiweilongqiguizaidishang,hunshenshixuedeaiqiuzhe,xiriwuheilianglidezhangfa,xianzaiyijingbeijianduan。

zhenggeyankuangaoxianjinqu,tahuozhexiangshiyigejingshenbingren,hunshenzangchou。

zheishijiangshuhebeiqiujinzaidixiashidedisannian!

神智恍惚不清。

zheisannian,tabuzhidaozenmetingguolaide。

meitianzheigenanren,duitaxingshifeirenbandezhemo,taduzilixianzaiyouhuailezheigenanrendeniezhong。

电击,皮鞭,针刺…

zheiyangdezhemo,tameirimeiye,buzhidaojinglileduoshaobian。

sannianqian,yinweijiangshuhe,jiduluchengduishenyunyundeai,toutoudejitaxiayao,dadiaoletamendehaizi。

yushiluchengjiuchengfata,batasongjilemianqianzheigelaonanren。

xianzaitashizhongdouwangbule,luchengmuguanghenli,binglengdeduitashuochudeneijuhua,“shuhe,zuochuleshi,jiugaiyaoshoudaochengfa!”

“congjinwanghou,likaididou,haohaodejiyunyundehaizishuzui!”

我错了!

我真的错了!

jiangshuhemeiyouyitianbuzaiaohuizhe。

zaizheilidemeiyitian,tadouzaisheqiuzhe,luchengyouyitiannenggoubatajiuchuqu!

taxiangpao,keshigenbenpaobule。

meicibeizhuahuilai,dengdaitadeshi,gengjiacankudechengfa!

laonanrenyibazhuaqitadetoufa,xingfendebajiangshuhetileqilai,“nijiaoa!jiaodezaixiangyidian,wodaoyaokankan,sheihainenglaijiuni!”

“zhenbukuishiyiqianluchengyangdenvren,gangbeisongguolaideshihou,wozhendehenbudesizainishenshang。”

“nihaixiangzheluchengnenglaijiuni?wogaosuni,biezaichixinwangxiangle!”

“sannianqian,tabanisongjiwodeshihou,jiuyijinggenshenjiada**,shenyunyunjiehunle。”

“nizaikankan,nixianzaizheifumoyang,hahaha…nibuguojiushibeiwowanlandepoxie!”

不,不会的!

tabukenengqushenyunyunde!

陆埕答应过她的!

jiangshuhekuzheyaotou,xiangshiwufajieshouzheigeshishi。

shuowandexiayimiao,nanrenturanjiujiekaile,pidai…

qiazhetadebozi,batadizaiqiangshang!

zaishenhou,duitajinxingwuru!

不知道过去多久。

jiangshuheyibubiti,congqiangshangmanmanyidianyidianhualuo,yanzhongdeguang,manmandeandanlexiaqu,xiashenliuchulexue,fangfobuzhidaotengtongyiban,pazaidimianshangyidongbudong。

sannianlaibuduandizhemo,jiangshuhediyiciyoulebuxianghuodeniantou。

yinweitaxiangxinzhe,luchenghuihuilaibatadaizoude。

keshitadenglesannian,tahaishimeiyoulai…

zaozaibeisongjinzheilidediyitian,tajiuyijinghuile!

tagenshenyunyunjiehun,luchengzaojiubuyaotale。

jiusuantalai,batajiuchuqu,hainengzenmeyang?

luchengbukenenghaihuijieshouyigepoxie。

huibuqu!yijingchedibuhuiqule!

等到老男人离开。

jiangshuhecongdishangmanmanpaqilai,yongjinzuihouyisiliqi,jianqidishangnanrenzhemotadegongju,yongli**lexinzangchu…

tongkonghuansan,kouzhongdexue,dakoudakoudetulechulai!

ganjuedaoshuxidetongteng,conghunshenmanyan,taitoutouzheweiyidechuangwai,kanzhewaimianyese,yelangxingxi。

jiangshuheluoxialeliangdiqinglei,zuihouhaishidaozailexuebozhizhong!

只剩下一口气…

jiangshuhejincunzuihoudeyisiqixi,zhengkaiyanjing,kanjianzijibeimaizainituzhizhong,nanrennazhetieqiao,yidianyidian,yongnitujiangtayangai。

doudadeyudi,zazaitadeyanjingshang…

zhidaotadeshixian,biandeqihei,zhouweideshengyin,fangfoyedouanjinglexialai…

lucheng,wohouhuile,wozhendehaohouhui!

weishenmeyaorangwoyujianni,rangwojinglizheixie!

niweishenme,yaoduiwozheimehen!

可是为什么!

napawodouyaosile,zuihouxiangdequehaishini!

陆埕!

要是能够重来一次…

wozaiyebuyaoganyunigenshenyunyunzhijiandeganqing。

我再也不要爱上你!

daozuihou,erbianmeileshengyin,rengranhaizhengzhedeyanjingdejiangshuhe,buzhiheshi,xianruleyipianqiheizhizhong!

江舒禾死了!

死的悄无声息。

sizaileyesebangbodedayutian。

sizaile…qiaoranjijingdeheiyeli。

shitiyongyuanmaizangzailelajichangdefeixuzhizhong。

2007nian,didoushirenminyiyuan。

“luxiansheng,nimeimeixingle!”

jiangshuheganjuedaozijichennizaihaizhong,zenmedoupabushangan,zuihoutazhuazhefumu,huxidaoleyikoukongqi,dengtashunjianxinglaishi,dakoudakouhuxizhekongqi。

kanzhemianqianbaisetianhuaban,wendaoleneiguxiaodushuideweidao,tacaifanyingguolai。

陆先生?

陆埕?

jiangshuheyanshennanyizhixin,tadaidaikanxiangyipangcongwaizoujinlaidenanren。

zheiyike…kandaoluchengshenangguiheisexizhuangzoulai,chengshudeqizhijinyulengeryoumiren,wuguanshensuilenglie。

jiandaota,jiangshuheturan,badiaoleshoubeishangdezhentou,liangundaipadeguizaileluchengmianqian,yanleixiongyongdeluolexialai,zhuazhetadexizhuangku,“gege…wo…wocuole!”

“woyihouhuiguaiguaitinghua,wozaiyebugenninaopiqile。”

“qiuqiuni,buyaobawosongjibieren!”

luchengmanmandunxiashenzi,shensuilengliedemouzilitouzhewenhedanxindeshense,“shuhe?fashengshenmeshile?sheiqifunile?ng?”

“告诉哥哥。”

jiangshuheleiliumanmiandekanzhemianqiandelucheng,zhenggerenshunjianxianrulezhenjingzhong,“ge…gege…”

budui!luchengyijingsishiduole,zenmehuizheimenianqing?

takandaolenianqing,zhiyouershibasuidelucheng。

jiangshuhezhizhidedingzheta,haoxiangyaojiangtademoyangkanqing,tashenshou,mozheluchengdelian,shiyouwendude,junlangdelianshangmeiyouyitiaozhouwen。

tayanjingshangbeitahuaqu,mingmingyouyitiaobade,xianzaizenmemeiyoule?

neishitagenluchengchaojiadeshihou,beitabuxiaoxinnongqude。

luchengshixianluozaineizhibaixizhinendeshou,meiyouzuzhitadedongzuo。

“bu…bukeneng…zheishijiade,womingmingyijingsile!”

“zheiyidingshitiantang,yidingshijiade!gegeta…buyaowole!”

lucheng:“xianqilai!ng?”

jiangshuhedaileng,lianshangluozheyanlei,“gege,xianzaishishenmeshihou?shi20xxma?”

luchengshenshouqufuqutatoudinglingluandezhangfa,“xianzaishi2007nian,wanshangshierdian,nikanwaimiantianyijinghenheile。”

jiangshuheyanshengengshinanyizhixin,tadaidaikanzhemianqianshuxidelucheng。

她…她竟然没死!

还重新活了过来。

luchengjiangmianqiandeshaonv,congdishangbaoleqilai,xiaoxinyiyifangzaibingchuangshang,jiangtagaihaobeizi。

jiangshuheshoubeishangliulebushaoxue,luchengjiangtashoubeishangdexue,caganjing。

tabushizisha,zhishengxiazuihouyikouqideshihou,beineigelaonanrenhuomailema?

luchengmeiyoutaiguozaiyi,tajiliedejudong,zhishiyiwei,taxianruhunmizhongshi,zuolegeemeng。