第4章
bingfangdemenbeiwushengtuikai。
luchenyuanzhanzaimenkou，yiyanjiukandaoledunzuozaiqiangjiaodesuwan。
tabuzaishipingrilineigeganliancongrongdelingdao，cikedeta，xiangyizhibeibaoyulintoudedie，chibangshizhong，zaiyefeibuqilai。tadejianbangdanbodisongdongzhe，yixia，youyixia，yayidewuyanshengcongzhifenglilouchulai，xisuidexiangyaobeikongqitunmei。
neishengyinbuda，quexiangyigenxizhen，jingzhundizhajinleluchenyuandexinkou。
yizhongmoshengde，congweiyouguodefanzaoganshunjianjuezhuleta。tachelechejiazhibufeidelingdai，ganjueyouxietoubuguoqi。
tamaikaizhangtuizouguoqu，pixiecaizaiguangjiededizhuanshang，fachuqingcuidehuixiang。
suwantingjianle，shentiyijiang，kushengjiaranerzhi。tameiyoutaitou，zhishibalianmaidegengshen，xiangyizhishoushanghouzhixiangduojinzijiqiaolidexiaoshou。
yigedaizhedandanyancaohelengliesongmuxiangqidehuaibao，jiangtalongzhao。
luchenyuancongshenhoubaozhuleta，shoubeishoudehenjin，daizheburongkangjudelidao。tadexiabadizaitadefading，shengyinshiqiansuoweiyoudedichenshaya。
“biepa，wohuichuli。”
suwandeshentibengdexiangyikuaishitou。
chuli？tayaozenmechuli？naqian，haishinaquanshi，laibaipingtaxinshangrenrechudehuoshi？
taxiangzhengzha，kelianrilaidebenboyujuewangzaoyihaojinletasuoyouliqi，tashenzhiliantaiqishoudeliqidoumeiyou。
“对不起。”
luchenyuandeshengyinzaicixiangqi，zheilianggezizaxialai，rangsuwandenaoziwengdeyixia，shunjiankongbai。
tajingran......zaidaoqian？
“baiyanta......tabushiguyide。”luchenyuandeshengyinlitouzheyisipibei，“tachuledianshi，qingxuhenbuwending。womenxianzaizhishipengyou，tayudaomafan，wobunengbuguan。”
朋友。
只是朋友。
suwanjiangyingdejibei，sihuyinweizheijigezi，songxieleneimeyisi。zheixienian，tazuipatingdaode，jiushiluchenyuanqinkouchengrentahebaiyandeguanxi。xianzai，tashuotamenzhishipengyou。
huoxu......huoxutaxinli，haishiyoutade。
muqinhaitangzaibingchuangshang，didihaizaidengta，tabunengdaoxia。ruguoluchenyuankenbangmang，napazhishikanzaifuqiyichangdeqingfenshang，muqinjiuhaiyouxiwang。
jiuzaizheidianweiruodexiwangjijiangliaoyuanshi，yigeqieshengshengdeshengyinzaibingfangmenkouxiangqi。
“chenyuan......suwan......wo......wolaikankanayi。”
baiyanchuanzheyishenbaiqun，liansecangbai，yankuanghonghongde，shouliniezheyigemingpaibao，kanshangquchuchukelian，xiangshizhenzhengshoulejinghedeneigeren。
tayijinlai，luchenyuanbiansongkailebaozhesuwandeshou，zhanzhileshenti。
neishunjianchoulidewendu，rangsuwandexinmengdiyichen。
“suwan，duibuqi，wozhendebushiguyide。”baiyanzoudaosuwanmianqian，yanleishuodiaojiudiao，yikeyikezaxialai，“wodangshitaihaipale，wozhendebuzhidaohuizhuangdaoayi......zheidianqiannixiannazhe，ayisuoyoudeyiyaofei，wodouchengdan。”
tashuozhe，congbaolichouchuyizhangheisedeyinxingka，didaosuwanmianqian。
neizhangka，xiangyigexiangliangdeerguang，henhenshanzaisuwandelianshang。
suwanhuanhuantaiqitou，bumanxuesideyanjinglimeiyoulei，zhiyouyipianchenjideleng。takanzhebaiyan，yiziyiju，shengyinsiyaqueqingxi。
“拿走。”
baiyandeshoujiangzaibankong，yanleidiaodegengxiongle，qiuzhusidekanxiangluchenyuan：“chenyuan，wo......”
“goule。”luchenyuandemeitoujinsuo，takanleyiyansuwanneizhanghaowuxuesedelian，xinlineigufanzaogangengshen。taduishenhoudezhulishilegeyanse，“songbai**huiquxiuxi。”
zhulilikeshangqian，banqiangyingdi“qing”zoulehaizaichouqidebaiyan。
bingfanglizhongyuanjingxialai。
luchenyuanmeizaishuoshenme，zhishinachushouji，bolejigedianhua。tadeshengyinhuifuleyiguandelengjingguojue，youtiaobuwendianpaizheyiqie。
“woshiluchenyuan，bazhongxinyiyuantehubingfangzuihaodeneijiankongchulai。”
“lianxishenwaikedelizhuren，rangtalikedaituanduiguolaihuizhen。”
“suoyoufeiyong，jizailushizhangshang。”
budaobanxiaoshi，sumujiubeizhuanrulequanyuanzuihaodedanrentehubingfang，jiweipingriliyuyuedoupaibushanghaodezhuanjiayeluxugandao。
suwanzhanzaiyipang，xianggejuwairen，chenmodikanzhezheiyiqie。
luchenyuandequanshi，diyicirangtaganjuebushineimebingleng。tahaishizaihude，duima？tazhishi......buzhidaogaizenmebiaoda。
taxinlineipianzaoyiganhedetudi，sihuyoubeizheituruqilaideganlinjinrun，shengchuleyidianbugaiyoudeshewang。
tazhanglezhangzui，xiangduitashuosheng“xiexie”。
jiuzaizheishi，luchenyuandeshoujixiangle。pingmushangtiaodongde，shi“baiyan”lianggezi。
takanleyiyanpingmu，youtaitoukanleyiyansuwanqiaocuidelian，meixinweibukechadiculeyixia，haishihuakailejietingjian。
dianhuaneitou，chuanlaibaiyandaizhekuqiangdecuicu：“chenyuan，nishenmeshihouhuilai？woyigerenhaohaipa......”
luchenyuanbeiguoshen，shengyinyadehendi：“wozheibianchuliwanlejiuguoqu。”
gualedianhua，tazhuanguoshen，duishangsuwankanguolaidemuguang。neishuangyanjingli，ganggangranqideyidianguang，zhengzaixunsuximie。
tahoujiedongledong，bikailetadeshixian：“gongsihaiyougejinjihuiyi，wobixuguoquyitang。nimuqinzheibian，woyijinganpaihaole，youshisuishijiwodadianhua。”
shuowan，tabianzhuanshen，dabulikailebingfang，meiyouzaihuitou。
suwanzhanzaiyuandi，kanzhetajuejuedebeiyingxiaoshizaizoulangjintou，ganjuequanshendeliqidoubeichoukongle。
yuanlai，tadewenrouheqianyi，douzhishiduanzandeshishe。
yuanlai，yichangjinjihuiyi，bitamuqindeshengsi，bitazheigeqizi，douzhongyao。
bu，bushihuiyi。shibaiyandeyitongdianhua，yiju“wohaipa”。
lizhurenzouguolai：“jingguotuanduidejianchafenxi，dechudejielunhewangyuanzhangdeshiyizhide，zhinengmanmanyang，qidaiqiji。”
lizhurentanxizhelikaile。
bujiu，luchenyuandezhuliquerfufan，shoulinazhede，zhengshigangcaibaiyanmeinengdichuqudeneizhangheika。
“su**，”zhulideyuqihengongshihua，“zheishiluzongrangwojininde，suanshi......jibomudepeichang。”
赔偿。
又是这两个字。
zhulisihuyejuedebutuo，lianmangbuchongdao：“luzongshuole，bomusuoyoudeyiliaoziyuandouhuiyongzuihaode，feiyongdeshininbuyongdanxin，tahuiquanquanfuze。”
suwanchenmodikanzhebingchuangshangyijiuhunmibuxingdemuqin，yiqifachuguilvdedidisheng，xiangzaiweishengmingdaoshu。
suwanzhidaotuituobule，shenchushou，jieguoleneizhangka，qingqingdianleyixiatou，suishoubakadiujinbaoli。
zhulizouhou，youguolexujiu，suzaocaimantoudahandichonglejinlai。
“jie！”tachongdaochuangbian，kandaodaizhehuxijidemuqin，yanquanshunjianjiuhongle，“mazenmeyangle？yishengzenmeshuo？”
suwanyizhijinbengdeshenjing，zaikandaodidideneiyike，chediduanle。
tamengdibaozhusuzao，xianggehaiziyiyang，jianglianmaizaitadejianbangshang，yayileyizhengtiandetongkuheweiqu，zaicikehuaweijuedidehongshui，haotaoerchu。
“xiaozao......mata......”
“jie，biepa，youwoni！”suzaobenzhuodipaizhejiejiedebei，zijiyehongleyan，“zhuangdaomaderenni？shishei？woquzhaotasuanzhang！”
suwandekushengjianjiantinglexialai，tacongsuzaohuailitaiqitou，cadiaoyanlei，yanshenlizhishengxiachegudehanyiheyizhongjinhupianzhidejianding。
“nibieguanle，”tashuo，“jiehuichulihao。”
neiyiye，suwanshouzaibingchuangqian，yiyeweiheyan。
diertianqingchen，tiangangmengmengliang，tadeshoujijiuxiangle，shizhulixiaochen。
“su**，zaoshanghao。tixingninyixia，jintianshangwushidian，ninhefenghuajituandehezuoqiatan，duifangdedaibiaoyijingdaogongsile。zheishiningenlebanniandexiangmu，nixianzainenghuilaima？”