1980年7月。 longjiangjunqujiashuyuan,yeseshenshen。 ‘peng!’deyishengmenxiang,jiangsuiningzhongzhongcongchuangshangshuailuo,mengranzhengkaiyan,chuangwaizhoushandeleidianzhaoliangtashabaidelian。 liangbeizidejiyiyongrunaohai,rangtalenghanruyu。 yichangchehuo,jingranrangtazhongshengdaolewunianqian! zheishi,fangmenbeituikai,yigegaodatingbadeshenyingzoulejinlai,jinjiezhe,dichendesangyincipomanshisiji。 “躺地上干什么?” jiangsuiningtaitouwangqu,xintiaotingzhileshun。 gangxiwanzaodenanrenzhichuanletiaoduanku,gutongsepifushangdeshuizhushunzhefujihuarurenyuxian,daokebandexiaeweiyangzhe,nilaideshensuimuguanghanzheshuli。 ningzheneizhanglian,jiangsuiningshishendihuan:“shini?” songchaoyang,tadetuanzhangzhangfu! erandeyuqirangsongchaoyangcuqimei,tamaizhezhangtuishangqian:“liangegedouburenshile?” nanrenjugaolinxia,danmochize,quemeiyoulatadeyisi。 jiangsuiningyanleyanhouzhongkuse,piekaiyanhuanhuanzhanqishen:“woxianzaizhenxiwang,nizhishiwodegege……” tashitadelinjiagege,liangrenqingmeizhuma,napajielehun,tayijiuburangtagaichenghu,tayuanyiweizheishifuqiqingqu,ke—— “你在闹什么?” nanrencumeifushen,chengzhezhuozi,yizizijieluzaitakanlaideweixinhuida:“woxiangnitijiehunshi,nishuonicongxiaojiuxihuanwo,zuidadexinyuanjiushijiajiwo……” jiangsuiningzhenglezheng,chuimoudiyu:“shia,yinweixihuanni,suoyinisuikouyiju,wojiujialeni,gennisuijundaozheili……” wunianhoutacaizhidao,taquzijizhishigenbiedenvrenouqi,ertaweileta,lianamalinzhongzuihouyimiandoumeijiandao…… songchaoyangzhongyuchajuedaojiangsuiningdeyiyang:“nihouhuile?” huashizheiyangwen,ketadeshouhewangchangyiyang,anshizhemosuozhejiangsuiningdeyao,guntangdehuxisazaitadeerhou。 xianran,tameibatadefanchangdanghuishi。 jiangsuiningxinkoucitongyishun,hongzheyanlakaileliangrendejuli。 对…… 她后悔了。 shangbeizi,tashenaizheta,queluoleyiwusuoyoudexiachang。 danmeixiangdaokeyizhonglaiyishi,zheiyidingshishangtianjitahuitoudejihui。 zheibeizi,tazhiqiuhuidaoamashenbian,haohaozhaoguama,ersongchaoyang,tabuyaole…… shenxikouqi,tazhuanmouwangxiangnanrenlengjundecelian:“woxiangchougeshijianhuitongzhoukankanwoma。” hualuo,songchaoyanggancuichoushen,rouzhemeixintangxia,dandandiuchuju:“suibianni。” mobuguanxindemoyangrangjiangsuiningyouyigeng。 piankehou,tayaxiananguo,zhenglihaoyifutangchuangshang,beiduizhesongchaoyangtangxia。 zhongshenghoudediyiye,tameiyouheyan。 qichuanghaoxiangqizhiqian,songchaoyangjiuqishenhuanhaoyifuchumen。 kanzhenanrenxiaoshidebeiying,jiangsuiningyouhongleyankuang,xintouzichao。 jiehunliangbeizi,songchaoyangconglaimeipeitachiguoyicizaocan,congqiantayiweitamang,kerujinkanlai,tabuguoshilandeyingfutabale。 youxingzhonglai,tabuyaozaizhongdaofuzhe。 shenhuxiyikou,qichuanghuanhaoyifu,jiangsuiningcongchoutilinachuzijidezhengjianhejiehunzheng,qulezhengzhijiguanchu。 zaizhibanrenyuandechayixia,jiangsuiningjiandingjiangshoulidezhengjianhejiehunzhengfangzaizhuoshang,shengyinqingxi—— “qingbangwoshenqingyifenlihunbaogao。”