wohemobeichuquwanleyinian,meiyoumudedi,tiannandibeisuixinsuoyu,womenzuoguozuifengkuangdeshishiwanshanghaizaiaerbaniyaxueshanxiapaoyewenquan,getianjiuxinxuelaichaomailepiaofeidaobingdaoqukanjiguang,fanzhengwomenyoudabadeshijian——heqian。
shuadaosongjinchengjiehundexiaoxishiwohemobeizhengzaimalakashendemedinaguanggucheng,lutiandeshichangshixixirangrangderenqun,daochudoushiyansexuanlandesichouhexiangliaolan,caozazangluan,danyouzhongmirendegushijiyunwei,wozhanzailubiandengzhezaitanzishangtiaoxuansichoubuliaodemobei,xinbuzaiyandidakaishouji,zuixinxiaoxilaiziyusantianqianwodejingjiren,zhiyousigezi:“nihaihaoma?”
hesongjinchengfenkaihouwohuanlesuoyoudelianxifangshi,hesongjinchengdepengyouquanhualeshenshendeyitiaogouhe。
danjihuxinlingshenhui,wodakaixinwentuisongduan,kanjiansongjinchenghedongyundeshijihunli,fengmianshizhanghunlizhao,songjinchengpiantoukanzheshenbianchuanzhexuebaihunshadedongyun,meiyanjianyichulaide,shishenqinghewenrou。
danaozaineikekongbai,zhidaomobeilaituiwo,wocaifaxianwopengzheshoujideshouyizhidou,woxiangwodelianseyidinghennankan,yinweimobeideshensehenhuangzhang,tawenwo:“nizenmeleqinshi?nibuyaohewoa!”
houlaimobeipeiwozaijiudiantanglezhengzhengsantian,wobuzhidaozijishizenmele,qishilizhiwubiqingxidigaosuziji,nisuannagenconga,jishigenlesongjinchengqinian,danniyounanguodelichangma?kewojiushijuandai,congneixinshenchuyongshanglaidejuandai,zheijuandaimanyandaosizhibaihai,rangrenliangenshouzhidoubuxiangdong。
wowubiganxiemobeiduiwodebaorong。
huiguozhihouwokaishilezhengchangdegongzuo,jishituolilesongjinchengdeziyuan,womeitiandegongzuoyijiupaidehenman,wozaiyanxihechanggeshangyiwusuozhang,dansuoxingzhangdepiaoliang,zheiniantou,minzhongduizhangdehaokanderendougewaiderongren,jiashangwoyouzizhizhiming,buzuoyaobudapaisuiheqianrangdidiao,dadaoyanhepinpaiyeyuanyizhaowohezuo。
zaiciyujiansongjincheng,shizaitajiehundeliangnianhou,guoneizuidingjiandezongyijiemudezhaoshanghui,woshigudingjiabin,songjinchengdagaishitouzishang,zheigequanzineiyangxiao,womensanniandoumeiyujian,dagaiyeshiyinweitaanzhongshouyi。
neicihuiyujian,huoxushitajuede,sannianguoqu,yijingmeiyoushenmehaobixiandele。
wodadafangfangdigenzhezhuchuangtuanduiyiqijingjiu,daotamianqianyirandeti,jiubeiditabanzhan,kekeqiqishulidiyouzizhizhimingdihuanta:“songxiansheng。”
yiqianzaijiqiqinmiqingdaonongshideshihou,wocengjingzaitaerbianhuanguotajincheng,dangshihuanwanzhihouwoliandoubaile,ketaxiao,zaiwoerbiandichendixiao,wenwo:“pashenme?”
neiyangqinmideshihou,xianzaixianglai,xiangshirenhuangliangzhongranzhezuodeyichanghaomeng,suoyiwoyijinghenshaoquxiangle。
jiuguosanxun,yigehenzhaoguwodezhipianrenjiejierangwosongyitaoyifudaoloushangde302fangjian,wotizheliquncaizaihoushideditanshang,neiyanggaodegaogenxieluozushangqudoujiliaowusheng,zhenggesanloukongdangwuren,tuikaimen,buchuyiwaidikanjianyimoshuxidejianying。
songjinchenglinchuangkaozhe,zhengzaixiyan,niaoniaodeyanwucongtazuizhongtuchu,tadecelianyijiuyingjunwubi,wozaijinquqianqiaoleqiaomen,tazhuanliankanwo,ranhoushunshoujiangshoulideyananzaipangbiandeyanhuigangzhong,sangyinsiya,shuolejubaoqian。
womenchenmobuyu,taxiankaikou:“nihuanleshoujihao?aqitamenxianglianxinidouzhaobudaoren。”dunledun,buchongyiju,“neijichufangzitingshuonidoumaidiaole,xianzaizhuzainali?”
wongleyisheng,jieshi:“wozhishipajiushijiurenzaixianshenghunhoubeichechulaihuijixianshengdailaikunrao,suoyiyibingdouchulile。”
tayinggaishihezuile,meixinshenshendicuqilai,wowangzhetameijiandeneidaozhezhou,renbuzhuxiang,qulenizuiaideren,daodiweishenme,nihaizheiyangbukaixinni。
tamuguangchenchendiwangzhewo,simuxiangduishiwoxiangshibeianlezantingjianyiyang,tayanshenyidong,manmandiqingshenchaowofuguolai,woxiangtaokai,keshuangtuixiangshibeisisidihanzaidishang,dengtawenredetuxipudaowolianshangshi,wojuewangdishuncongdibishangyan,shoujinhuhuangkongdilazhuletadeqianjin。
tajiehunle,zheishiyijianhenbudaodedeshi,woneixindelizhizaixiesidilidinahan,kewojujuebuleta。
woyongyuandoujujuebuleta。
wonulilesanniandefangxian,zhiyaoyishunjian,zhiyaotayigeyanshenjiukuibuchengjun,zhiyaoneigerenshita。
woyangzhelianbizheyan,ganshoutadechunxicongwodechunbiancaguo,maizaiwodejingjianshang,tuxiwenre,tashuo:“duibuqi。”ranhoutatuikaiwo,muguangsihuaonao,tahenshaoyouzheiyangshiquzhangkonghezizhideshihou,taroulerouejiao,youshuoleyiju,“baoqian,wohezuile。”
wonuliyangqichunjiaoxiao,xianggexiaochou,woshuo:“meiguanxi。”
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getianwoshanglefeiwentoutiao,neishiwocaimingbaisongjinchengneijuduibuqidaodishishenmeyisi。
meiyouyigerendesanlou,zhenggehuichangdoushijiaohaodemeiti,kewohesongjinchengbeipaidaoleyizhangzhaopian,gaoqing,woyangzhelianbizheyan,taditoufushenzaiwodejianjingjian,eqiandetoufaweichui,zhezhumeiyan,ruobushijiqishuxideren,yinggaishirenbuchuzheishisongjinchengde。
danzheiyangaimeidezhaopian,ruomeiyousongjinchengshouyi,jishishimeitipaidaodeyemeirenganfangchuqu。
wojingjirenshoujibeidabaole,douzaipangqiaocejizheishishei,shibushiwodenanyou,putiangaididemayishunzhewangxianchuansongguolai,mobeidadianhuaguolaijiangsongjinchenggouxuelintoudimaleyidun,kewobubeishangbuhuangkong,wozhishizhenxinshiyidiyihuo,weishenme?wobumingbaisongjinchengzheiyangzuodeyiyizainali!
jitianzhihouwomingbaile,yinweiwozaiyichanghuodongyujianledongyun。
takanjianwoxiaoleqilai,shizhenxinshiyidexiao,haitoutoudaquwo:“wokanjianneizhangzhaopianla,paidebucuo,dangnianwohezhanqidadunishitadezhenmingtiannv,zhanqihaixiaohuawo,zheimeduonian,nimenshizhenpeia。”
wozaineikehuangrandawu,wulezhihouyoutisongjinchengxinsuantengtong。
nikan,zheishisongjinchengxinxinniannianqudexinshangren,ketabuaita。
她不爱他啊。
woxiangqineitiansongjinchengjinjincuqidemeixin,taguyishouyifangchuzheizhangzhaopian,wufeishixiangnawozuofazi,shitandongyundetaidu,woyuanxianhaizaiyihuoneiyangdadeyigedingjizongyi,weihehuizhaowozuogudingjiabin,rujinxianglai,yinggaishisongjinchengjiyudebuchang,woxiangtacikeyidingfeichangdecuobai,wokanjianyanqianxiaoyiyingyingdedongyun,wubikendingyijiqueren,tabuaita。
dongyunzhuanshenzoule,buzhidaoweishenme,woturanjiaozhuta,tayihuodizhuanshen,wojingjingdiwangzheta,yiziyijudijieshi,woshuo:“dongxiaojie,wohesongxianshengzaitaheninjiehunqianyinianjiuduanle,cihouzaiyemeiyoujianguomianlianxiguo,neitianneizhangzhaopian,zhishigewuhui。”dunledun,wobuchongyiju,“ninyaojide,congheninjiehunhou,songxianshengjiumeiyoubeipanguonin。”
tazhangzhezuihenjingchadiwangzhewo,xiangshibuzhidaowozaishuoshenme。
zhiyouwozijizhidaoweishenme,woxiangsongjinchengkeyinawozuofazishitandongyun,danwoburenxin,rangtaaiderenzheiyangchuaimowuhuita,ruohenjiuhenjiuyihou,tahedongyunyouyisiyihaodekenengxing,woyebunengrangwochengweitamenzhijiandeneigenchennianjiuci。
ruguonizhenxinaiyigeren,neimeniyidingnenglijiewocikedexinqing,danfansongjinchengnengyouwodexingfudejihui,wodouxiangchengquanta。
woshizhendezhende,henxiwangtanengxingfua。
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wozailiugeyuehouguanxuanlelianqing,shihewoyiqicanjiazongyideyiweiguominduhengaodeyanyuan,zhidaowosuoyoudeshi,henbaorongwenrou,shenghuogongzuoshangdounengjiwohenhaodejianyi,xianggezhangbeizhunzhunjiaodao,hetazaiyiqimeiyoushenmedadebolanheqifu,danshihenanxin。
yinianhouwomenjiehun,jiehunneitianwozaihuazhuangshishoudaoyigeliwu,wojingjirentuntuntutudibatajiaojiwo,wodakaikanle,shiyigehenputongdeshuijingqiu,shuijingqiulibaocunlewanzhengdeyanhuadinggedeshunjian,neiyinggaishihenjiuzhiqian,wohesongjinchengzhanzaishimaodinglouzaiwaitankanyanhua,dangshigankaileyiju:“liuliyisuicaiyunsan,zheishishangmeilidedongxi,doushizhuanshunjishi。”
meixiangdaotajingranhaijide,rujintajiangyanhuacunzaizheishuijingqiuli,xiamianyouyijuqinshouxiedexinhunheci:
“yuanniruzheiyanhuayiyang,cuicanzhangjiu,xingfumeiman。”
jingjirenxiaoaizaipangbianjidedoujiebale:“wozhidaozheihengandong,nibiechongdonga,biefanshaa。”
qiafenghuazhuangshidemenbeituikai,wodexinlangzhanzaimenbiandengwoguoqu,woxiaolexiao,gaishanghezichaotazouguoqu。
走向我自己的未来。
jiuxiangsongjinchengshuodeneiju,woyaohetacuicanzhangjiu,xingfumeiman。
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