heliangchuixiayanmou,niezhebi,biaoqingbushan。
bangongshilichaochaonaonao,renlairenwang,wolazhelinjialanzaiwopangbianzuoxia。
“tainandele,heliangsheidehuadoubuting,quanbantongxuelizhitingnide。”woyaoyaotou,zhangtanlekouqi,“zheishiweishenmeni?”
linjialanyihuodiwen:“weishenmeni?”
我静静注视着她。
tayanshenyoumimangbianchenghuangran,zaidaozhenjing:“zhei……nanbuchengtaxihuan……”
wowen:“neinixihuantama?”
她摇摇头。
womanyididiandiantou:“zheigebuzhongyao,nisuansuan,nizaitashenshanghualeduoshaoshijianle?tabianhaolema?”
wowen:“nishibushixihuanwenke?”
她点头。
“kuaiqimole,yaofenkele,nidasuanxuanwenkema?”
linjialanyanliluchuxiangwangdeguang:“dangrana,woxihuanwenke,erqiewodewenkebilikehao。”
woqingxiaoyisheng:“niquedingma?”
takendingdidiandiantou:“woqueding,woyizhidouxiangshangjinghua,yougewenxuexijiaoshoudeshuwodulehaoduobianle,woyidingyaochengweitadexuesheng。”
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“neiruguoyourenbuxiangrangnixuanwenkeni?”
linjialandengdayanjing:“neizenmekeneng?”
wohenxiangbasuoyoushiqingzhijiegaosuta,dantaxianranbuhuixiangxin。
正常人都不会信。
wozhinengtixing:“ruguoheliangtingshuoniyaoxuanwenkejiuganneixieduoluodeshini?chouyanhejiu,dajiadouou……shenzhi,ruguotayisixiangbini?tazhanzaitiantaiwenni,nixuanwenkehaishixuanta,nixuanshenme?”
“zhei、zheibukenengbalaoshi,tabuzhiyuzheiyangba?”linjialanmengle,lenglengdikanzhewo。
wopaipaitadejian:“ruguoni?heliangshenmexingziniyekandaole,tazuoguoshenmeniyezhidao,nizixixiangxiangzheilimiandeshiqing。niyaokaolvhaoyiqieyinsu,baokuojiduanyinsu,niyaoweinidexingweichanshengdeyixiliekenengjieguozuohaozuihuaidedasuan。nishiwozuikanhaodexuesheng,woxiwangninengjianshoubenxin,zouzuishihenidelu,buweiwanwusuorao。”
woshuowanhou,linjialanxianruchensi。
nvzhubukuishinvzhu,piankehoubianlengjingxialai:“wohuide。danshi,laoshi,woyebuxiangrangzijiliuxiayihan,rangheliangliuxiayihan,wohuijinkenengbangta,dangran,wobuhuiyingxiangdaoziji。”
wohaishiyouxiefangxinbuxia,danzheishitadexuanze,woyebuhaozaigansheshenme,tanlekouqi:“quba。”
qianshi,heliangbeijiushuchenggong,chengweishangjiexingui,shenjiaqianwan。tazhidaozijihelinjialanshizheigeshijiedeqiyunzhizi,bianjiezhujuqing,xiyinlinjialanjiejinziji、jiushuziji,xiqunvzhudeqiyun,chengweiweiyideqiyunzhizi。
yuanwenlilinjialanxuanlewenke,chenglezhuangyuan,zaijinghuadaxuezuoweiyouxiuxinshengdaibiaoshangtaifayan,beishouyaoqianlaiguanlideshangjiedalaoxiaoyourenchu,shizijizoushidenver。fuqiliangduonianweizaisheng,yizhizaixunzhaonver。linjialanhuijia,heliangbeilinfutixie,jiejuyuanman。
erxianshishi,heliangzuduanlelinjialanrenqindelu,fandaoshizijiqingyunzhishang,diyibitouzijiuzhuandepenmanboman,beiyejiedaoshikanzhong,daitazuoxiangmu,chuanglizijidegongsi。tacongbudailinjialanchuxigezhonghuodong、yanhui,shuoshibuxiangrangtaxianjinfuzademinglichang,qishibuguoshiweilegejueyiqierenqindekeneng。
linjialanfazhanshouzu,heliangjiunengshunliduoqutasuoyoudeqiyun,huaweijiyong,yibubuzoushangdianfeng。
buranglinjialankaoshangjinghua,bianshiguanjianyibu。
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linjinqimo,xuankefenbanyekaishile。
wozaijiangtaizhenglibanhuiyaojiangdexuankeshixiang。
linjialanzuozaiheliangpangbian,wangqiaozeshenshouchuozhefuhexidouta。
heliangchusheng:“ai,nixuanshenme?”
“wenkea!”linjialantouyebutaidihuida,bixiabuting。
heliangshitandao:“kewoxuanlikehuigenghao。”
linjialanwusuoweidao:“neinixuanqubei!”
gezhebangejiaoshi,wodounengkandaoheliangfenfendebiaoqing。
tazaijiezaili:“niyidingyaoxuanwenkema?”
linjialanzhongyutingbi,bujiedikanta。
“ninengbunengpeiwoxuanlike?wobuxiangfenkai,buxiangyigeren。”
heliangshengyinqingqingde,xiandekelianyouluomo。
linjialandunledun,niutoukanlewoyiyan,jinyishun,youcuokai。
“这是我的理想。”
贺凉沉默。
linjialansishisonglekouqi。
wozhidao,heliangbuhuijiuzheimesuanlede。
wanshang,wojiedaolinjialannainaidedianhua。
“lilaoshia,yougejiaoheliangde,shuoshilanlantongxue,haijiaolanlanqujiubajieta。shenmerenazheishi!wojialanlanconglaimeiquguoneizhongdifang!”laotaitaiqichongchong。
wolianshenganfu:“ninbieji,jialanzaijiama?”
“tashuile,ganghaowojiedaodianhua,lanlanbuhuizaolianba?”laotaitaishengyinbagao,“najiachouxiaoziyaolaihuohaiwojiaguinv!ninkeyidingyaozuzhia!”
woyingxiale,youkuanweijiju,tacaigualedianhua,linleniantao:“wojitajiadaoheimingdan,kantazenmesaoraolanlan!”
yiqianheliangshimaijiudaotiantaiquhe,xianzaijingranbanyepaoba,hairangyigexiaoguniangjieta。
简直丧心病狂!
buguo,tagenlinjialanjiechuzheimejiu,jingranbuzhidaotashuijueshicongbubashoujifangzaifangjianli。
woyemeixiangdaotadedianhuahuibeilaotaitaijiedao,zuihouluolegeheimingdandexiachang。
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ciriheliangkuangleyijiezaoduke,xiakelingxiangcaidalazhenaodaichuangjinjiaoshi。
shubaoshuaidaozhuoshang,jiezhemaitoudashui。
同学们见怪不怪。
linjialanningzhemeituita:“xingxing!nizenmehuishi?”
heliangbanmizheyan,lanyangyangdao:“womenchizaoyaofendaoyangbiao,niyebieguanwole。kuaishangkele,nihuiquba!”
林珈蓝沉默了。
woqiaoqiaoheiban:“douhuizuoweishangqu,xianzaifaxuankezhiyuanbiao,mingtianzaoshangjiao。”
heliangchuizheyan,buzhizaisisuoxieshenme。
mingtianjiuyaochenailuodingle,takendingbuhuifangguojintianzheizuihouyitiandejihui。
woqiangdiaodao:“dajiayinggaidougenfumushangliangguole,zijixinliyeyoujueduan,buyaodaoguanjianshihounaoziyire,zhiqiandekaoliangquanbaifeile!”
linjialanniezhezhiyuanbiao,ditouruoyousuosi。
fangxueshi,heliangzuozaizuoweishangbawanzheneizhangzhi。
linjialanzhengzhunbeilikai,heliangjiaozhuta:“linjialan,nizhenbuxuanlike?”
linjialanyaoyaotou:“woshirenzhenkaolvguode,zenmenenglinshibiangua?”
helianghudiyixiao,lianshangxianchujuejue:“haoa,jiranruci——”
tachongchujiaoshi,linjialanmanggenshangqu。
heliangzhichongdaodinglou,yigefanshenyueguozoulangdeweilan,zhanzailanganwaidexiaopingtaishang。
wozangzaiguaijiaohou,shenhougenleyiqunbumingsuoyidetongxue。
yourengangyaochushengjiaowo,wozhizhi,pingqiningshendingzheqianfang。
kanzheheliangbeiqidexiaorong,xinghongdeyanjiao,woleran。
终于以死相逼了啊。
louxiayejujileweiguandetongxue。
wotingdaobaoanzailouxiadahan:“aineiweitongxue!niganshenme!kuaihuiqu!biexiangbukaia!”
zhouweidetongxueyefuhezhe:“bujiuxuangewenlikefengeban,nibiechongdonga!”
“nikuaihuiqu!huiqu!”
helianghuangusizhou,yanshenluodaolinjialanshenshang,shengyinqiqie:“wofumushuangwang,chuleni,meiyoubiedepengyou,shiniyizhipeizhewo,guliwo。xianzai,niyeyaolikaiwo。wozhiwenyiju,wohewenke,nixuannage?”
huayinluodi,louxiayipianjijing。
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lingrenzhixidejianmozhong,shenhouyourendishengdao:“haimeibiyejiuyaofenshoulea!”
“biehushuo,laoshihaizaini!”
“lilaoshi,zheizaban,nandaoyaolinjialanyingyongxianshen?”
wodengletayiyan:“renyaoweizijifuze,zhiyouzijinengduizijifuze。”
suoyilinjialan,nibierangwoshiwang。
linjialansiyousuogan,zhuantouzhuyidaowo,simuxiangdui。
tazaiwangxiangheliangshi,biaoqingdongrong,shenxilekouqi:“woyezhishuoyiju,shengmingkegui。”
heliangzhushizheta,zhenqiedixiaole:“wojiuzhidao,nizaihudeshiwo。”
tashouyichenglangan,fanlehuilai。
sizhoutongxuedousonglekouqi,renqunsanqu。
wohengxiaoyisheng,niutoulikai。
linjialanmianxiangwoshi,kouxingshuodeshifangxin。wozaineiyizhidaizhe,yebuguoxiangquerenheliangmeizhendetiaoxiaqu,bijingwokeshitadebanzhuren,tachushilewohaidechuli。
suiranwozhidaotabuhuizhendetiaoxiaqu。
他也够傻。
shengmingkegui——shengmingdangrankegui,sheideshengmingbukegui?youbuzhitadekegui。jiuzhei,tahaiyiweidaibiaolelinjialandetuoxie。
xinghao,wodenvzhumeiyouweiquqiuquan。
guanjianjiedianshunliguoqu,heliangzaiqimokaoshizheijitiananfenbushao。
lushangyudaowohaihuidiandiantoudagezhaohu。
tadeshenyingyuanqu,baoanjingguo,haoqidao:“lilaoshi,zheijiushineigeyaotiaoloudexueshengba!”
woguzuokunaodao:“shia!yihouhaidekaoniduozhuyizhedian,woyoushiyegubuguolai,tadexingzi……ai!”
baoanshuangkuaiyingxia:“zheimeiwenti,benlaijiushiwogaizuode!buguoa,takaoweixiezijilailiuzhuneige——shitadenvpengyouba?yetaibudaodele!”
“bushinvpengyou,neishizheigexueqicaizhuanlaidenvsheng,xinggehenhao,leyuzhuren,jieguojiubeiheliangjilaishangle,e,heliangjiushitiaoloudeneige。haiyisixiangbi,burangrenjiaxuanwenke,feiyaorangrenpeitaxuanlike。”
baoanjingyadizhengdayanjing:“budelea!kelianneigenvshengle!nifangxin,wohuiduozhuyide!”
“那就谢谢你了!”
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qimokaoshijieshuhou,henkuai,fenbanjieguoyechulaile。
nianjigonggaolanshangzhangtiezhefenbanmingdan。
heliangjingguoshisuiyipiaoleyiyan,xianranhenzixinlinjialanhuigentayiqixuanlike。
wozaijiaoshidepingmushangfangchubenbantongxuedefenbanqingkuang,linjialanzuoweibanjidiyi,mingziyezaidiyixing。
linjialan,wenke,shibaban。
shiwojiangyaodaidewenkezhongdianban。
“linjialan,niua!shibabana!”
“linjialan,woyexuanwenke,yihounengbunenghaizhaoniwentimu?”
班里一阵闹哄哄。
heliangjinjindingzhepingmu,shouzuanchenglequantou,nannandao:“zenmehuizheiyang?bukeneng!”
woshouhuimuguang,yangqizuijiao:“tongxuemen,xiawujiufangjiale,dajiashoushihaoshujiazuoye,bazuoweidedongxiqingkong,biewanglezijidexinbanji,jiaqizhuyianquan。haole,zhenglihaolejiukeyilikaile。”
quanbandouhuanhuqueyueqilai,chuleheliang。
tajingjingdizuozhe,yaoyaoningshizhelinjialan,mouguanganchen。
linjialangangchujiaoshi,tajiujinzhuishangqu,barentuidaoguaijiao。
“nidayingguowode,weishenme?zheibukeneng!niyidinghuixuanlikede!benlaijiugaixuanlikede!zenmehuibuyiyang?shibushiyourengailenidezhiyuan!”
heliangliansezhengning,jinhudiankuang,wozhelinjialandejianbangbutingyaohuang。
linjialanlengzhu,mangrandao:“benlai?buyiyang?”
heliangyishidaoshiyan,minzhuzuichun。
linjialanmuguangjianjianhuansan,fangfoxianrulelingyigekongjian,piankehoucaihuiguoshen。
yanshenfuza,jiazheyisihenyi。
我知道,她回来了。
qianshidelinjialan,huilaile。
tazhazhayan,yaxiasuoyouqingxu:“shiwozijixuandewenke,wobenlaijiuxihuanwenke,shanzhangwenke,weishenmeyaoyinweinihuilezijideweilai?”
shuowan,tahaobuliuqingfukaiheliangdeshou,zhuanshenliqu。
去了我的办公室。
我后脚才走进去。
tacongming,zirancongheliangdehuazhongkuijianyisiduanni,yebuzangzheyezhe:“lilaoshi,ninshibushizhidaoshenme?suoyoudebianshu,jiedianzainin。”
“gaishuode,wozaojiugaosuguonile。”
woshaoshaotixing,tabianquanranmingbaile,hongzheyankuang:“taweishenmeyaozheiyanghaiwo!”
wogangyaobajiushuwendeshiqinggaosuta,quemomingzhangbukaizui,xiangbeimouzhongliliangjinguzhu。
woshuobuchujuqing,shuobuchutadeweilai。
queshi,mingyunzizhu,benjiunanshuo,bukeshuo。
kuangqie,zheiyishi,youwomenzijigaixiemingyun。
wobuzaijiujie,zuihouzhigaosuta:“xianzaimingyunzhangwozainizijishouli,nidejiyuanquanpingnidenuli。qitadedongxi,buyonglihui,zounizijidelu,erenziyoutianshou。”
tayimoyanjing,zhenzuoqilai:“wobuhuigufunindeqidai,yebuhuigufuwozijidenuli。zhiyuheliang,tachizaohuizaobaoyingde!”
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zhenggeshujia,heliangtuifeidishouzailinjialanjiayuanzimenkou,jiandaolaotaitaijiumaikelian。
zhishitayishuozijidemingzi,laotaitailikefanlian,nazhesaobagantazou。
heliangbugankaojin,geleyiduanjuli,dunzaiqiangbianchouyanhejiu,luoleyidideyanhuijiuping。
huanweigongrenmeicidasaodaozheier,jiuyiduzihuoqi。
zhongyuyouyitianrenbuzhu,pokoudama:“sheijiapoxiaohaizhengtianbuxuehao!chouyanhejiuyejiusuanle,haizhengyidilaji!youmeiyousuzhi!”
laotaitaigentaguanxibucuo,jiantaqi,jiufuhezhechaofengdao:“liulangdexiaohunhunyige,jianwolaopozidaizhesunnv,jiulaizhuangguaitaoqiao,yaofanmeiyaocheng,laizaizheibukenzou。”
tayifentianying:“nizheiyangzenmexing,jiurenpingbandahuoziqifuma!wolaibangnibaojing!daoshihouyoushierjiuchongwolai!”
heliangbeijingchadaiqujiaoyuleyidun,huitoutulianbeiganhuijia,xiaotinglejitian。
meiduojiuyoujiaoqian,liuquqiangbiandunzhe,beixunluodeminjingfaxian,jinggaotabuxuzaikaojinbanbu。
heliangmeicixiangkaojin,douhuikanjianminjingxunluo,jiandaotajiudengzheta。
fanfujici,tazhongyufangqi。
zheixiedoushilinjialangaosuwode。
qishiheliangzaineidunzheyemeiyong,linjialanmeitianzaozaoqilaijiuchumenle。
tazhaowotaoluntimu,taolunshicigefu,haitiwojiaohua,zhenglijiaoan,youshiyexianliao,liaobagua。
yigeshujiaxialai,zhenyoudianyishiyiyoudeganjue。
gaoerkaixue,wenlikedexueshengdoufenbiejinlebutongdejiaoxuelou。
heliangjicixiangjinwenkejiaoxuelou,doubeibaoanzhuangjian,gantazou。
baoanrendeta,tajiushisaoraonvsheng,yisixiangbi,huirenjiaqiantudehuaixuesheng。youqishitazhengtianzaiwenkejiaoxuelouwaimianhuangyou,gengxiandetumoubugui。
shangxuehefangxueshi,baoandingdegengjin,weikongrangheliangzuanlekongzi,yikanjianheliangxiangjiuchanlinjialan,jiujishichushouzhizhi。
bijing,guangrongbangshanghaitiezhelinjialandezhaopian,wojibaoanzhirenguo。
jiuzheiyangfengpinglangjingguoleliangnian。
liangrenmeiyoujiaoji,xiaoshuolizengjinganqingdejuqingbukenengshixian,heliangdexiaoxinsixiaodongzuoyewufashishi。
gaokaoqianxi,heliangxiaotingxialai,meizaichuxian。
fangfoshibaofengyuqiandeningjing。
denggaokaojieshu,jiushuwenyejiujiejinweishengle,cihoubianshijiushuchenggongdafangyicaideshihou。
banzhurenhuiyihou,wozoudaoheliangbanzhurenshenbian,pangqiaoceji:“wotingshuonimenbandetongxuezuijinyebunaotengle,ananfenfendidaizaijiaoshi。”
takuxiaodao:“bijingmeijitianjiugaokaole,xuexiaodouqingchangjigaosandefuxi,tamendaoshixiangwanyemeizheigexinsile。”
“neigezhongkaoquanshidiyideheliangni?gaoyideshihouhaishiwobanshangde,xianzaizenmeyangle?”
“taa,zhiqiantiantiantaoke,zuijinmeitao,duigaokaohaishishangxinde,gezhongyaoqiu、zhiduyerenzhenting,danzheichengjikongpashimeijiule。kexia!”
woxiaoxiao,yinghelejiju。